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ewwwshi 

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India
India
Stubborn and borderline intolerable 🐢
July 18, 2018
 

I'm good for a while
I'll talk more, laugh more,
Sleep and eat normally
But then something happens
Like a switch turns off somewhere
And all I'm left with is the darkness of my mind
But each time it seems like I sink
Deeper and deeper
And I'm scared..
Terrified that one day I won't make it back up
I feel like I'm gasping for air
Screaming for help
But everyone just looks with confused faces
Wondering what I'm struggling over
When they're all doing just fine
And it makes me feel crazy

What the heck is wrong with me?

~Aayushi 🥀

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RANDOM ACTS OF POETRY - DAY
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July 17, 2018
 

If there's one thing that I may tell you
Let it be : You're your home.
Your body is the only house
That you'll ever truly own,
Maybe it's got some broken windows
And there are tear stains on the floor,
Maybe you lock things that you wish you weren't
Behind it's many doors,
But there's wisdom on its bookshelves,
And a laugh to light the rooms,
There's a vase upon the table
Where the love you've grown all blooms,
Dreams sit on the mantelpiece
Next to your trust and kindness,
Where you use them all so often
They have no time to collect dust,
So please don't look at mansions
With that envy in your eyes,
There's more that makes a home
Than it's appearance or it's size,
Don't let the...

RANDOM ACTS OF POETRY - DAY
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July 4, 2018
Ahmedabad, India

She's the girl who looks down when you stare at her,  for a little too long,
and turns away if you catch her looking. She's the girl whose hair gets
a little knotted, and whose smile isn't always real. She's the girl who
cries herself to sleep sometimes and cares a little too much about
what you say.  But she's the same girl who laughs at all your jokes--
funny or not; the one who will love you with every inch of flesh inside
of her. She's the girl who will watch the stars with you at night, and asks
how your day was when you come home. She's the kind of girl who you'll
find asleep with a book in her hand at 3AM, or the kind who leaves your sweatshirts
smelling sweeter than before. She's...

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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July 2, 2018
 

She stretches her arms out,
Stares up at the sky,
Wishing for the wings,
That could teach her to fly,
She's trapped on earth here,
Feet tied to the ground,
The forces of gravity,
Keep pushing her down,
To the world,  she's one person,
To one person, the world,
She wants to be an angel,
But she's only a girl,
And though she's life's puppet,
She'll break all the strings,
But for now, she's just dreaming,
Of earning her wings.

Love,
Aayushi ✨

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WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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June 21, 2018
 

She was the summer's last sunflower,
Writing a letter to July,
As though one final correspondence,
Would make an easier goodbye,
But already she could feel them,
The approaching winds of change,
An autumn she would never see,
Both beautiful and strange,
As the heat's embrace got softer,
She watched the leaves all fall and settle,
And had one last look for love,
Within her few remaining petals,
But though the sun had made a promise,
She knew it was the one he forgot,
As her final petals fell to earth,
He loves me,
He loves me not.  🌻

Love,
Aayushi 🌸

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MAJOR STEPHEN REICH
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June 6, 2018
Ahmedabad, India

She sat alone,
Alone and at home.
Where her screams were silent,
But her mind was violent.
Her insecurities hid deep inside ,
And they did indeed eat her alive.
A tear rolled down her face,
And her heart begin to race.

She wanted to take a blade and tear her skin,
Where her depression lied deep within.
This would continue for days, months, years,
Until she cried her very last tears.  
She would decide that that was enough,
And the world around her just got too tough.
She would take a pistol and put it on her head,
Congratulations, she would now be dead.

Would this make you happy?
Will you be glad?
That I no longer have to be so mad.
Will you mourn me?
Will you apologize for ...

NOBODY IS PERFECT
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March 28, 2018
 

She's not made of alphabets,
Her chest doesn't beat with words
On her way back home every evening,
There are no short sentences either
No essay, no story, no prose
Can do justice to her
She, dear world , is simple
She is all feelings trapped in one body
It's just that when she breathes
A poem is born.

Love,
Aayushi🌈

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ORIGINAL
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March 12, 2018
 

There'd always be a world,
Outside thus moment
And in it,
We'd have
Left so much behind
We'd have broken,
Promises and run
From as much
As we'd have run
Towards it.

But those moments
Can't get to us now
Not here
Not in the dying
Of another day
Not in grief,
But in peace.

Love,
Aayushi 🌈

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LETTRS CHALK
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March 1, 2018
Ahmedabad, India

What if the sky
Got tired of its shades
Of crimsons and blues
And instead,
Mixed up with black and white
On it's pallette
And painted everything grey?
Would you still
photograph it?
Would you feel one
With it, on your dark days?
Would you extend a hand
And whisper "it's okay?"

Love,
Aayushi 🥀

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PULSE
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February 28, 2018
 

You.
You are always on your own. Always were. But you had a tough time. You were never a part of the crowd no matter how hard you tried.

Newsflash! It's going to be tougher. And you'll probably never be a part of the crowd.

You know why, don't you? You were right all along. You're a misfit by all means and purposes. You have different plans. You don't call them dreams anymore.

The best part? You're already there ! I know you feel stuck, but you're on the way. While other people are taking the escalator, you're climbing the stairs.

I know you have tough time climbing. The mountains, the stairs are the harder way. But you go in with your skillset. You fail at times, but you never lose.

Yo...

PULSE
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February 25, 2018
 

                  ' WORDS '
Words fascinate me.
     How a string of carefully chosen letters often magically bind together to form an intimate connection with the reader, it fascinates me.  
    How mere sentences can cause not only ripples but tides of change, it fascinates me.
    One can do anything from altering people's perspectives to making them smile open that is so real  for the quiet privacy of their room, when all of their defences are down, with the shortest or the longest paragraphs, it fascinates me.
     There's an infinite amount of words in this Universe. Each of us is given a limited quantity, owing to which we're all able to see and feel , is restricted.
      I want more...

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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February 25, 2018
 

She loved him
With a messy heart;
He hugged her
With fragile bones;
She touched him
With scarred hands;
He kissed her
With bruised lips;
They whispered
All their flaws
And inhaled,
The storm
Together.

Love,
Aayushi 🐼

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LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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February 9, 2018
 

'SHE'

Fog on her glasses
From her still steaming tea,
A book in her hand
As she casually reads.
A catch in her breath
As the climax grows near,
She's deaf to the world;
The book is all she can hear.
She's completely lost now,
Or perhaps she's found
In this strange paper world,
That's far from the sky & the ground.

Love,
Aayushi 🐼

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BETTER TOGETHER
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February 7, 2018
 

And,
it's not a good feeling;
Trust me,
When people feel like home.

It terrifies me,
For I'm in a constant fear of
Being homeless,
If they leave, ever.

In a constant state of
Pleasing them, and
I lose myself, sometimes,
In order to make them stay,
And, that's the worst.

Love,
Aayushi 🐼

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MESSAGE OF LOVE
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February 4, 2018
Ahmedabad, India

I was taught
Distance
=Speed × time
But now I know,
Distance
= Memories × sleepless nights

~Aayushi 🐼

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POETRY BOOKS
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February 2, 2018
Ahmedabad, India

You need to stop smiling at me
With those perfect lips,
Calling my name with your
Cool husky voice,
Laughing at my jokes with a
Mask of childish innocence,
Wearing that shirt of yours
That makes you look
A hundred times more attractive,
Accidently having our skin
Pressed against each other,
Running your hand through your
Perfectly tousled hair,
Telling me I'm weird like
It's a compliment to keep,
Making it look like my heart
Only beats for you.

Love,
Aayushi 🐼

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MY PRINCE
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January 27, 2018
Ahmedabad, India

You'll be amazed at how
Things magically
fall into place
When you
Let go
Of the
Illusion
Of control.

Love,
Aayushi 🐼

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POETRY BOOKS
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January 21, 2018
 

We loved inexpertly,
In whispers and gushes,
Fragments and bursts.

Never sure,
How much to give,
And what to take.

Love,
Aayushi 🐼

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JUST A SLICE
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January 20, 2018
 

Cry me a River,
Let it carry you to me.
If not our nights and days,
We can share the sea.

Love,
Aayushi 🐼

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I LOVE WRITING DAY
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January 20, 2018
Ahmedabad, India

..and isn't that magical,
How the moon in you,
Calms the sun in me
From burning to ashes.

I'm forever grateful to the Universe for this.

Love,
Aayushi 🐼

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I LOVE WRITING DAY
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January 18, 2018
 

           You made a mess
     Of my emotions,
Dismantled the walls
     That used to
          Guard my heart.
     And tattooed yourself
All over my soul,
     The second you told me
          That I was your 'HOME'.

Love,
Aayushi 🐼

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COLORFUL APPLES
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January 17, 2018
 

They say, 'Don't look back.'
But I think,
Sometimes it's important to see how far you've come fighting your battle.

~Aayushi 🐼

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LETTRS BRIGHT
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January 17, 2018
Ahmedabad, India

Each part of you think is flawed,
imperfect, less than beautiful,
And is nothing but perfection in it's own way.

#LearnToLoveYourself
#BeYou

Love,
Aayushi🐼

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JUST A SLICE
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January 16, 2018
 

All I do is give,
And you only know how to take.
No wonder you thought my love was cheap, because I never made you earn it.

Love,
Aayushi 🐼

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COMING CLOSER
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January 16, 2018
 

She's mad but she's magic.
There's no lie in her fire.
She's flawed yet beautiful.
She's all you can imagine.

Love,
Aayushi 🐼

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ANGEL OF UNDERSTANDING
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January 15, 2018
 

I'm getting tired of this game you play called " I like you, just kidding, oh wait yes I do, nope."

Love,
Aayushi 🐼

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HEALTHY EXOTICS
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January 14, 2018
Ahmedabad, India

There's no going back
And
No moving forward
And
We're pulled apart
And
Stuck in a corner.

Love,
Aayushi🐼

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POINT IT OUT
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January 13, 2018
 

..and when you smile,
Even the earth disremembers  rotating for a while.

Love,
Aayushi 🐼

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ORANGE IT UP
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January 13, 2018
Ahmedabad, India

Let's have a one night sit,
And hook up with our minds,
About why we all exist.

#abnormalfeels

Love,
Aayushi 🐼

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BANANA
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January 11, 2018
 

It's never a crime to feel
Too much or too deeply.

It is a strength.

A special kind of bravery
That not everyone possesses.

~Aayushi🐼

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THE MORE THE BETTER
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