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Its all hell inside
April 16, 2019
Rajsamand, India

And this month again, the start of rain and the college will end.
But most important will be the worst date penned.

The day everyone seems to care,
And the ghosts don’t scare,
But don’t you dare,
Because the day vanishes in air.

All the voices of people unheard will speak out to you.
They talk,they laugh and then wish birthday to you.

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MAKE IDEAS HAPPEN
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November 13, 2018
Rajsamand, India

Have I made her like me?
The bird who once wanted to be free.
The door, now open welcomes her to skies,
But she seldom raises an eye.
She still sings but sporadically,
And the songs have that sad symphony.
The ones I sang in dreams maybe,
Or the one which only she could see.
I try and talk to her every night,
When the dark within me is no more in sight.
She just ignores my questions,
And that emptiness deprives her of all those emotions.
Is this night where I realise,
That I’m the demon to her in disguise.

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DEAR AURTH
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October 17, 2018
Rajsamand, India

There was a time,
When there was no sad rhyme.
It was all ballads of love I knew,
And see how the time flew.
The girl whom I considered my destiny,
Has turned my life into a sad symphony.
The tale of which the demons whisper,
And even they laugh at me in despair.
Was it my fault that I gave up my everything,
Just so the two of us can years later hear that bird sing.
But she I guess had other plans,
And I for sure was a boring man.
Was this always written in my stars,
Or this was just a self created war.
Where each day I fought alone,
To make us one.

AAKASH PANDEY
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October 6, 2018
Rajsamand, India

I cry,I fear,I smile,
And every day I walk a mile.
And then I travel back two,
When I see you two.
Happy as you were,
When I was there.
I cry,I fear,I smile
And then I walk another mile.

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STARS
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October 6, 2018
Rajsamand, India

Hovering over the sea of emotions,
I always land over unusual locations.
The one on the other side of mountain,
To a place where I see a tear fountain.
The other side though bright and beautiful,
Has none to ask why my eyes are doleful.
The dark brings me solace,
And of course the fake smile I always have on my face.

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FREEDOM
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June 26, 2018
Rajsamand, India

I have been writing grey and dull,
But since the day I saw you,
There are this moments of happiness I cull,
Yes my words have lost the rhyme as this time flew.
But I never miss the pain I went through,
It’s all how I wanted it to be,
Sweet, long and all the love that accrue,
And keep loving me as you love your tea.

STARS CAN'T SHINE WITHOUT DARKNESS
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February 26, 2018
 

The sun rose with a new feeling,
All I could do was stare at my ceiling.
My mind as blank as it ever was,
All I carved was for some grass.
My hand denied to move,
But the pen was in some different groove.

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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February 24, 2018
Rajsamand, India

She wanted me to write again,
But all I was looking for was some pain.
Because I don’t know any other shade,
It’s the grey one that I always had.
The fight with her and to see her cry,
Made me feel for yet another try.
But all in vain,
All I still carved for was some freshly farmed pain.

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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January 27, 2018
 

Was it all really about SEX??
All the love and care,
all those vows and promises, all those moments and memories.
Was it all really about SEX??
The feelings so pure,
the talks that cure,
the walks with my hand in your.
Was it all really about SEX??
Yes I made a mistake,
But I never fake,
Because I did put myself on stake.
Was it all really about SEX??

POETRY BOOKS
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January 24, 2018
Kant, India

Was it all pre destined to happen again,
Was there a way back for all the pain?
I thought it was long gone,
But rather it never left me alone.
The devils, the darkness feel like home,
My life feels like a gnome.

TIME TO RELAX
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January 23, 2018
Kant, India

The paper is an old one but still feels like home, every time I feel screwed or anything on that note it comes to the rescue, The tree there standing alone tall as ever after whatever it faced feels alike. A personification rather of me just with a change that I don’t have the strength to stand all as it does. I have no will, no zeal, nothing and maybe it’s meant to stay this way. Today.....Tomorrow......FOREVER

ORIGINAL
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January 14, 2018
Rajsamand, India

I don’t know why I even write ,
As if the pen is my knight.
Protecting me from the world ahead,
To make sure that I don’t bled.
But it never knows,
What hurts more are those broken vows.
The once made under the shining stars,
The once that gave me those scars.
There are more battles to be fought,
Because you never know god’s plot.

DO NOT BE DECEIVED
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January 1, 2018
Savar Kundla, India

This year like every year starts on a bad note,
The first page of a 365 page book starts with a blot.
However hard may I try,
It’s compulsory for me to cry.
Because it’s January the first,
And tears are the only thing to trust.
Let’s hope that the rest of the days aren’t this bad,
But again thank you life for a game well played.

NUMBER ONE FAN
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December 30, 2017
Rajkot, India

Goodbyes are always bad and so will be this,
2017 will be the year I miss.
The year I learned the hard ways,
Had a closer look at the games life plays.
The year which started with darkness all around,
And ended at a point where love knew no bound.
The year where there were stories everywhere,
But peace I guess  was on a vacation this year.

CHRISTMAS ICON
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December 29, 2017
Rajsamand, India

It feels so bad to be you,
The soul inside finally blew.
Raging with anger, it came to me,
Was it you that made her flee?
It had waited for so long,
For someone to come and sing to it all those love songs.
But you and your lust threw it all away,
You never were the guy you tried to play.

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RANDOM ACTS OF POETRY - DAY
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December 28, 2017
Rajsamand, India

उस रात मैं बहोत कम सोया था,
क्यूंकि मैं पूरी रात सिर्फ रोया था।
तेरे किये हर वायदे को याद कर,
साथ रहने की कसमो को याद कर,
तेरे धीरे से वो बाल पीछे ले जाना,
और हर छोटी बात पर गुस्सा हो जाना,
आज भी याद हे मुझे वो सारे पल,
जो साथ सोचा था हमने एक कल।
उस रात मैं बहोत कम सोया था,
क्यूंकि मैं पूरी रात सिर्फ रोया था।
तेरी उन बचकानी हरकतो को सोच कर,
वो सर्द रातों की चाय याद कर,
साथ बिताये उन पलो की याद मेँ,
मन ही मन आज भी मुस्करा जाता हु मैं।
उस रात मैं बहोत कम सोया था,
क्यूंकि मैं पूरी रात सिर्फ रोया था।

TYPEWRITER
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December 27, 2017
Kant, India

Past a day of fight,
A day when love was not in sight.
We finally did talk,
And decided for another long walk.
Though with a hint of fear inside,
That it might be the final ride.
But it was you who turned the tide,
When you said,”I want to be your bride.”

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LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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December 26, 2017
Kant, India

⏹ If given a chance, would I like to end my life right now?

➡️ Ummm....Yes maybe because nothing is left jn this world that is immortal. You bound yourself to people,get close to them and they leave. Willingly or unwillingly they do. They will always do.
       But then people close to you are they really that important friends, family whom so ever they be. They say think about how they will feel? But really I’m in a sea of pain that no one knows and to escape from it I have done everything and this seems rather easy.
                 But then there’s a hope that all this problems might go. But how far is that some day and is it worth it to find out??
               

AGE DOES NOT DEFINE ME
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December 26, 2017
Kant, India

The Christmas that could have been her best was ruined. When my hand start moving to places where they never should have been. I don’t blame all the alcohol tonight but what came to me. The one entitled to protect her wouldn’t feel safe anymore.

CHRISTMAS ICON
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December 26, 2017
Kant, India

Talking to you the next morning,
Made me realise what I lost last evening.
The lust that took over,
Took away all the life I swear.
The relationship that was the best,
Seemed to be in a need of rest.
The love we boosted about,
Was  finding a way out.

CHRISTMAS ICON
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December 26, 2017
Kant, India

I don’t know what made me believe,
That love can still give this soul a relieve.
Was it you??
Or the thought that grew,
That falling in love was nothing new.

CHRISTMAS ICON
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December 25, 2017
 

All we had,
The love,
The fights,
The kisses,
The nights.
Will never be the same.
All we had,
The hugs won’t be as comforting as they were,
The kisses not so soothing,
My hand won’t light sparks inside you,
Neither will my fingers tickle you.
All we had,
The talks on the call don’t sound the same,
The sound of your ‘I Love You’ has changed,
All we had,
Will never be the same again.

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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December 25, 2017
 

Tonight was the night maybe,
The night where we could have been one,
The night where we let out our insecurities,
The night where all the love would have poured down,
The night where love would have been full blown.
Tonight was the night maybe,
But ALAS I screwed up,
Couldn’t keep a hold on myself and everything blew up,
The moment I still regret,
The night I will never forget.
Tonight was the night maybe,
But I will try and make up to it,
To prove that it was all love nothing else,
Tonight was the night maybe.

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GOLD
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December 21, 2017
Kant, India

Thinking about all you said,
All I know was a game well played.
The promises you made,
The words you said,
Now have a colour too fade,
As I move on from this grey shade.
There is new love that awaits me,
The one for whom I wish to bend my knee.
But then there is that thought,
That if someone for whom I fought,
And with whom all the happiness was thought.
Played a game so bad,
Is it better to remain sad.

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A TOAST
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December 10, 2017
Kant, India

To the one who made me fall for light again.
Dear,
I don’t know where should I start from “I love you”is nothing compared to what you have brought in my life. I dare not remember those days when darkness was my best companion and demons my pals. When light seemed to be the most irritating thing that has ever existed. Love a myth.
         And then you came like an angel to my demons to make them human again, to teach them to fall in love again and most importantly to love light again.
          There are days when even now I back off but you never do. Though at times you act really strange trying to have a fight but always in vain because staying angry to each other is what we haven’t learne...

HUMAN RIGHTS DAY
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October 2, 2017
Rajsamand, India

She is the flame in the dark don't make her burn in desires.

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INTERNATIONAL COFFEE DAY
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October 2, 2017
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Part-1
Looking straight into her eyes........were a pair of eyes she always wanted to forget. All the events from the painful past started to play before her eyes. She still remembers that day when the breeze was colder and the moon seemed to be a bit bigger or all of it was just because of that guy who has invited her there. There he was standing beside the tree as he said. She started to walk towards him with slow steps. He turned back and whole park lighted up and he went straight on his knees, a ring in his hand and lips singing ballads of her beauty. She was so happy, never in her life she has felt that obliged. All was going good but then suddenly one day he left without a word, no so...

INTERNATIONAL COFFEE DAY
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October 2, 2017
Rajsamand, India

If it wasn't for you, I would have never known the grey shade my pen inks now.🖤🖤

INTERNATIONAL COFFEE DAY
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October 2, 2017
Rajsamand, India

Seeing you made me believe,
The old moments of love that I could still relive.
The love I thought was long gone,
But your eyes made me realise that I wasn't alone.
There were more stories like me,
Swimming admist the sorrow sea.
Each looking for a shore,
Was it you I was looking for?
To make me crave for love again,
To make me enjoy the songs of the rain.

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BARNEY
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September 27, 2017
Kant, India

Here comes the day again,
Where it all once began.
I still remember that red dress,
Which created all the mess.
The wind that blew your hair,
The shine of those eyes that I couldn't bare,
The day I couldn't contain myself,
The day I wanted to reveal all the secrets burried in my shelf.
But you had some other plans,
I found you in someone else's lanes.
Ohhh how I envied that lucky guy,
The day you left me high and dry,

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EARTH ECLIPSE
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