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The Puzzle Maker

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every piece of art is a puzzle with infinite solution..
November 28, 2017
 

In the midst of a cold winter night I came to a realisation that I am a nothing more than a collection of tragedies and you are the same except, I have realised and you haven't yet.

In the midst of a cold winter night I questioned if our realisations made us sad, why didn't we ever stop thinking about life. Oh, wait! have you?

GIVING DAY
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November 28, 2017
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After all these years of holding pen I still feel worthless when some days ink refuses to bleed, instead takes form of fashion.
Tpm

GIVING DAY
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November 26, 2017
Howrah, India

How do you think it goes for me? I understand people and they leave me. Mostly, without a goodbye, hoping that I will understand.

So, I do. But there are way too many troubled minds who need help and some days I think I can use a helping hand.

But this isn't the way it works. Souls come to me when troubled. I befriend them and pull them out. And they leave when their shit is dealt with.
And I sit alone searching for a friend.
And some troubled soul cross my path
And I understand them
Their pain
As if I have been through all
And it all starts again

Can't I just be friends with some?

POETRY BOOKS
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November 20, 2017
Howrah, India

My friend said:
I love you and you love me too.
But our love won't be enough for each other.
We will still feel unloved, unwanted.

TPM

NOVEL WRITING MONTH
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November 16, 2017
Howrah, India

The one who defines himself often suffers from the existential crisis.

In one of his letters, Vincent Van Gogh asked what was he in the eyes of most people and answered with what he wanted to become. The contrast irked when he labeled himself nobody, an eccentric, or an unpleasant person because more often than not, we miss the soul in things but Vincent had painted them all.

So, how could he be a non-entity?
How could anyone be a non-entity?
  
In his last letter, Vincent talked about his place near the stars and I wished he had understood it while alive that he was infinity and so are we- unfathomable and infinite; for no one can ever know our depths, not after what remains of us are so...

NOVEL WRITING MONTH
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November 14, 2017
Howrah, India

You were my infinity, but you shrinked and you kept shrinking everytime you mistreated me.

You are a stranger.

-TPM

I LOVE WRITING DAY
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November 13, 2017
Howrah, India

What is it that you desire?

Write a letter to me maybe? Let's talk?

Okay byeee🙈

WORLD KINDNESS DAY
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November 12, 2017
 

october
was a deep slumber
coffee couldn't break.

poetry stayed away
from the shore
and depression
tricked my brain
to believe
that writing was a lie.

november
gave me time
to realign
the planets
in my brain;
sorry for floods.

The Puzzle Maker

WORLD KINDNESS DAY
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November 9, 2017
Howrah, India

*Anxiety*

November feels like a mid-summer night.

I chased the sun today, though I was advised against. They broke a needle over my skin and a god man paddled in the heat to bring home to me in exchange of currency.

Had the needle broke under my skin, how would have they got it out?

Thoughts plagued my dreams and sleep stayed aware; November felt like a mid-summer night in a closed room with closed fan.

Title to blame.

-The Puzzle Maker

NEVER ENDING
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August 16, 2017
Chak Kolarkhal, India

I don't have any problems living alone, in my closed room and smell darkness that soothes my soul, just when I am around people whom I know and understand and they pretend the same.

MADONNA
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August 11, 2017
 

I wish I could.

IQRA
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August 9, 2017
Howrah, India

when they talk about love these days,
it feels like they are talking about playing with
fabrics and cotton candies,
lips and skin,
eyes and nothing beyond.

It feels like they are
murmuring despair and disaster,
hiding pain and plaster;
that they are afraid
of letting go
and trying again.

When they talk about love these days,
it feels like they are
talking about an idea
of their own.
Of years to come
when they have spent
some days together,
everything superficial
and artificial
and nothing sexy
apart from body.
Then they smoke together
Drink together,
eat, sleep, weep together.

When they talk about love these days,
they just talk.

-Ajay (the Puzzle Maker)

PS: tell ...

GERALD R. FORD
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August 8, 2017
Howrah, India

If love is the forest fire raging in your veins, let kisses be the smoke😘

        The Puzzle Maker.

#find me on insta if you are there, @the_puzzlemaker💜💙💚

@staff, tell me what's new🙈

GERALD R. FORD
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June 19, 2017
Howrah, India

Care to do something?

Surprise me🙈

SURPRISE ME

I am bored. Let's just the the best one might get something they want.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY
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June 3, 2017
Howrah, India

There are craters on my skin whose depth you can't fathom. They have tried. Some kissed my scars others tore my body and though you might say it doesn't matter and flesh and bones aren't soul, but you won't cut your fingers and donate, will you?
There are craters on my skin whose depth you can't fathom, and holes of which you get tired in 11 minutes screams in agony; this place has consumed me and they miss moon only when love isn't around and I regret every night for giving birth to another girl in this shit hole.
There are craters on my skin whose depth you can't fathom...

A prostitute's diary

CANCER SURVIVOR DAY
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May 15, 2017
 

On days
when brain acts
as if there is a volcano inside
and soul feels strange,
it flees.
It flees in my imaginations
and jump into the cosmos
of naked dreams
and while I drive
under the starry night
whistling the music
of la la land,
soul finds home.
I don't know why,
All the chaos in this world
and we choose love,
in hope to calm like tea in a cup,
but then we filled the cup with ocean and it's all about tides;
explains why it feels like home.

the Puzzle Maker

AMOR
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May 12, 2017
Howrah, India

This strange calm has settled in my otherwise stormy lungs and I don't know why, but I liked lightning more. Atleast it could make me smile. On days like these when I am there and I am not and silence settle on my lips, when I live in loop called routine and perform functions like sleep, wake up, and breathe and when even after trying too hard to find something that can reignite the spark, I find nothing and poetry, music, and art turn their back, when I stay locked in my room and even alternate realities and parallel universe doesn't haunt me, and for those precise moments I wish magic was real and someone somewhere would reach out for me to tell me my destiny. For those precise moments I wi...

ENJOY QUALITY TIME
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April 2, 2017
Howrah, India

Sadly, we are a grave of buried relations, and dreams that bought pain and are yet close to us. We are attempting to murder all memories that hurt, but instead, we keep them rewinding in our minds. We are wanderers looking for freedom when it stays right here with us all the time. We have just blind-folded ourselves with the cloth of loneliness sewed with string of relations colored with all the misery we choose to see and all other things that can numb our mind. Freedom isn’t for numb minds, it belongs to dream chasers. Be one.

The Puzzle Maker

PS: it's an excerpt of a poem I wrote.
              

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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March 28, 2017
 

I am searching for poetry in words that lingers on your lips. Poetry that will be my strong morning coffee in chill of winter. Maybe someday I will collect all those words and some paper will be lucky enough to feel their rage. For now I am tired, feeling unloved, empty for the lack of words has landed me into grief that feeds upon my energy and nothing can help except conversations, naked voices and untangled words, with sweet dance of feelings on your lips.

                    The Puzzle Maker

Ask me questions if you feel like, start a conversation if you want. No promotions please, just conversation. Talk, most people don't talk :/

BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
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March 9, 2017
Howrah, India

At the end of day, find things that leaves you vulnerable; ideas so interesting that you forget you have mask on, that you have to pretend. Find them. Help yourself.

PS. Oh, well I mean something. It's for you to understand that. I don't know what should I tag. I don't like giving advice and order would be rude because I don't know you. Thanks for reading. Would be better if I know you so don't mind leaving a comment. And you you want to know me more, well, read me then. Good day.

Hurray for Hollywood
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March 3, 2017
Howrah, India

Oh, you feel lonely only when you are in pain and you don't push people away. When you expect them to force you to say, when you expect they will stay, but they don't.
It's our brain.

Hurray for Hollywood
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November 15, 2016
Howrah, India

The half moon dissolved in black, and sun in light, for  nature tried to surprise and we shivered with fear of the end.

At the edge of a cliff you can fly and slow dance of death won't effect your soul. It's always free, it will always remain so.

                            The Puzzle Maker

PS: Sorry, I received letters to participate in contests but I cannot do so, I cannot write on prompts. I ain't that spontaneous.

           

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October 12, 2016
Howrah, India

Maybe deep down under the skin of withered brown leaf, there is life. Maybe, its hiding just like we hide- take characters to help us stay away from being hurt. Maybe, every cell of ours is afraid, just like the leaf is, of falling down.
                                The Puzzle Maker

SMILE
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September 27, 2016
Howrah, India

Darkness. It's underated.
Relationships are overrated.
Life, well you can't rate it. It's a journey, you can choose to be excited about the end, or be sad that you haven't achieved what you wanted.
Suicide, I don't know. I have had thoughts and I have learnt to hold on. It's bad, that energy is really dark. But it also helps you free yourself from human bondages, people and pain, if controlled. Darkness, if controlled is good. Helps you free your soul, without dying. If not controlled, help you free your soul from your body.

Acceptance of a situation is first step towards taking control of it. Acceptance, well it's neutral. Helps you pass through the worst.

                      The ...

DARK AND STRIPED
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September 23, 2016
Howrah, India

If I can, I will scrape off all your memories from my mind, if that is what it takes for you to be you.

                 The Puzzle Maker

DARK AND STRIPED
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August 30, 2016
Howrah, India

The stars floating in sky were torch hamlets worn by fishes of black sea and you my friend are again an imaginary form that has become normal to eyes.
                                   The Puzzle Maker

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August 28, 2016
Howrah, India

Oh you have not seen it closely. Its shedding off its layers every second and nothing can be uglier than death. Don't fall for skins my friend. Don't.
                                       The Puzzle Maker

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August 27, 2016
Howrah, India

And when time comes, will you have the courage to leave everyone and every thing behind to follow your path to freedom? Will you have the courage to not to be a slave?

             The Puzzle Maker

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August 25, 2016
Howrah, India

Hands don't meet forever, one of it melts and slips through the gaps between your fingers that it used to fill. Only feeling stays.

               The Puzzle Maker

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August 25, 2016
Howrah, India

"But I wanted you to return, to call back, to not give up on me..."
          "Then why did you let me go?"
"To check if you will do, what I would have done."
               "I don't beg people to stay."
"Neither do I, but would have, for you.
Anyways, seems like I was wrong, expectations ruined things again."
      
                        The Puzzle Maker

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