|When you start doing something always start with saying to yourself “ I GET to do this”|
Do you know the torture of memories of lost love?
I get lost in them sometimes and then I realise I am mad at whole world. Words hurt you know.
But then I always pick myself up and just walk away from those memories. It’s better this way.
Is it just me or time is running fast?
Yesterday I was just playing with my colours,drawing in my notebook, and today, here I am, writing a 2000 words research paper on how to detect colours in an image using data.
I might feel time is running fast but I know am enjoying while it’s progressing.
I am like a water bubble
If I think of you,
I burst myself
You are like a train
And I am like a railway track,
you reverberate my core.
You are my travel log,
It’s new and old
It’s love and an example
My questions start from you,
And end at you.
This is my first step towards you♥️
If you are ever in darkness
I will light the fire
If you are ever under pressure
I will lift the sky
These are not just words
But my feelings towards you♥️
I want the real love this time,
The one that will make me feel young again.
The one that will play symphonies in my head
And butterflies in my stomach.
The one that will make me go red in my cheeks
And the one that will make me skip my heart beat with every smile
The one that will be kind to me
And the one that will make me go soft all day long.
I am ready to wait for it, take your time universe♥️
Here is the feeling again,
Making waves of your thoughts in my mind,
Creating symphonies of your voice,
I wonder if you think of me the same way I think of you.
Do you think “us” is possible?
Do you want “us” to happen?
I am too scared to take the steps towards you,
I am afraid , I will fall.
Can you walk towards me Andy? ♥️
I am waiting for you
You might be with someone else right now,
You might be looking for me, I don’t know,
I know you will find me some day,
I know you will come to me some day.
And we both will live together forever,
And die together.
One day we will be together,
Your brown eyes will become my skies.
This moment is a pause in my life,
My life will start again once you are with me.
I will love and laugh once again, once am with you.
Someday we will be together
I will take you to my favourite places
I will build palaces with you
I am saving my love for you
I am saving my smiles for you
I am saving my dreams for you
I know you will find me soon♥️
Why do we fall in love and not rise?
Because we become vulnerable in it.
I think it’s wild,
That puts fear in me.
From where comes your sparkling heart,
It makes me kind.
I want to fly into the clouds,
I want to sleep in your arms.
I love to love but I don’t understand love.
It makes me really sad at times but I am always grateful to always choose love and the happiness that come with it.
I fall down and get my heart broken but I never stop embracing love and all the emotions it gives me.
I hope I will get to spend my life with someone who never stops believing in the true happiness that love gives.
I float like a leaf in a river,
I don’t know where this current will take me,
I am just floating.
This wind teases me with her speed,
It’s pushing me another direction,
I like it.
It makes me feel free..
Oh wind, oh river,
Take me wherever you like,
I am going with the flow🦋
The innocence in her eyes,
It’s a paradise.
Her eyes is the place to lose fears,
It’s the place you find happiness.
Beautiful blue eyes,
Like a clear sky,
It’s the place to lose tears.
It’s the place where you could be anyone you want to be.
I want fly away in her eyes♥️
I wanna grow and live
But you bring me down - Statistics
Yes you I am about talking about your mean that deviates from my happiness.
The probability that I will be anxious to see you increases day by day.
Take this continuous distribution of stress away from me and and let me a discrete random variable of happiness.
I am happy!
People ask me what’s the reason behind my smile?
I say “ There is no reason. If I want to feel good I just smile for myself. I just feel good about myself even though I do t have a good news I want to be happy for no reason”
Always smile, happiness will come on its own.
This is a part of me
That I don’t wanna share
This silence is me
And only me
I like to keep it to myself
This doesn’t mean am sad
It just simply means
I enjoy my company
I like to laugh with myself
I like to dance with myself
I like to sing with myself
Try enjoying your soul
You will love it.
I know you are leaving tonight
I miss you dearly already
I wish I could hold you
And kiss you
And hug you forever
I wish I had that power
You cane in my life
And my life was full of colours
Don’t ever forget me babe❤️
Dedicated to my pet Guinea pig “Shiro”
Give me your address
Tell your address
Walking on this path
Dancing to this melody
Am on my way
Tell me your address
I will be there with you
I want to meet you
And be with you life!
I have this feeling rising inside me again
Like it has before
It’s because of someone new
But I never asked for it
Do I want it?
Am I ready to forget the last time I felt this way?
I don’t t know what’s happening
I have butterflies in my stomach
Something complicated is about to happen
I don’t like this twisting of intestines inside me
What should I do?
Should I move forward with it or kill my dey here just to be safe?
Someone guide me please.
Oh why am I at crossroads again!
I always come back to this line and am unable to cross it. Why?
Why these things happen to me? Should I take a leap of faith again?
It didn’t work last time so what’s the point! Oh life! Why do you always put me in this position? Why?!
I doubt this so that I can believe.
I travel on this road,
Unable to think clearly
Will you help me?
Will you take away my broken heart?
I don’t know what I want.
I just know ,
I can’t bear the pain of the mountain of tears that my heart has become.
I hear your voice now,
Can’t take you out of my mind or heart or life.
If your heart should try,
May your eyes still cry.
You will find me in a sea of pain,
where no one cares about my existence.
I miss you dearly.
Come on and let’s fly into the sky, you are my only one.
Your voice is like a river,
Which flows at full moon.
I lie awake,
Looking at these watery eyes.
At night, moonlight sings,
Feels like your voice.
If you can,
Let your voice meet on my rhythm.
At times, my destiny says,
When there is full moon,
It’s said a fairy goes by, she is the night queen, walks on a melody .
Come and let me take you into the moonlight,
You are my only one.♥️
It’s been months, your smile,
I miss it.
Your sound of laughter
Your warmth of breath on my neck,
Your soft hands in my hands,
I still miss it.
How can I forget you when you are the very reason I live for.
I wish I could tell you how it feels without you. I have not smiled the way I used to with you. There is a sinking feeling inside me which is present 24x7. I feel I am drowning deep into sea of darkness and nobody can bring me back. I try and try and try and try to come up but the feeling of you being lost in this darkness is pulling me down. I want us again.
I hope in future I get be us again.
I love you.
There was a hurricane when my heart broke,
Nobody knows those moments like you and I do.
I don’t know,
Even you don’t know,
How did these winds came and brought the sunshine of sadness.
These winds blew us away from each other,
Nobody knows those moments like you and I do.
My house was a barren land,
After you came it gave me warm feeling of home.
When my eyes met your eyes first time,
Moonlight smiled with our love.
At one side we will have moon
On the other, some happy tears.
I do not care about world,
Or what has or will happen,
I do not care.
If we die at this moment,
We will call this moment a dream.
And will stand again,
Laughing at life.
I have always wanted to live in a world where we can be together. I hope somewhere it exists.
“There is the love OF your life and love FOR your life, the love OF your life will be your weak point for a long time, but it won't work, while the love FOR your life is the one that works in a complete way. There's the one that's right and the one you want to be right.”
This is so true-AS