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Akshita Vashishth

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trying to find my happier side °°•. °
May 16, 2018
Delhi, India

You run down your fingernails across the torn down bedsheets.... And there one gets stuck...

Slightly widening the whole...tattered threads winding around the tips...scratching the mattress within...

And as you pull the hand back.... Some break.... Some don't....
But nowhere are those broken sharpies of nails to be seen as you fiddle through those wholes

More you search... More you lose...
And as you see.... Each time the sheets lay with chests stuck out... No sighs for the tattered thread pieces... Curtailing those unfortunate wounds with great will

So you can enter again and play with it silly... Cuz be unapologetic for what you tear through the creed... But it never grows no thor...

LOVE IS ALL WE NEED
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May 11, 2018
Delhi, India

Call me diplomatic... But I do feel it.. Right on the surface.. Rooted deep within... Beyond layers and layers of life's scrutiny.. A light heart.. An innocent smile.. A genuine urge.. An ongoing search ;
all this pedalling to smell a spurge of beauty... To see a reflection of something alike...
A face... A form... A struggle like your own
But haven't we all been throttling the same grass.... Sighing similar failures!
What would it take if one of those times.... that breath falls on another searching hand.... His fingers get stuck in yours while fiddling the same pockets of temperament !
And as you run them over.... It's the trail of bruises similar to the ones lined on your own hands.......

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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April 20, 2018
 

Have you ever felt...

The guy who just killed himself.... His last letter spoke volumes of what your heart had been screaming all along your adolescence

For maybe if you could talk to him during his last hours... His troubles, confusions, solitude could be addressed

That hollow he had felt... Is something you were feeding upon all along as life took time to find your address... To spell your nameplate....

That maybe a hug to say "I know you", "I identify with your quiet", "I see your struggle" could have saved him..

But, he had said.... That he is happier in death than he ever could be alive.... So no saving to do then?

Hmm.... Maybe that's what they talk about calling certain some...

EVALUATE YOUR LIFE DAY
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February 5, 2018
Delhi, India

The suckling at her breasts....
Kneading them to resurface a lust much similar to the one nibbling on his hungry eyes...
getting to taste it on his quivering lips !

Twirling his thick fingered claws inside of her...
nailing at her parching will...
As if looking for some reimbursement on his miserably failing life !

Pushing deep hard inside tearing the mid air dooming reverie of her strife... flowing warm from her heart vaporising her senescence dry !

And thereafter ;

Turning his sight on her shaking reddened body...
As if it was not the same woman who lied on his now depriving side...

through those nights.... ;

When their laughs echoed peeking out of the silver gazing windo...

BANKSY SWING
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February 5, 2018
Delhi, India

Tainted...speckled...greasy trails of dirt timelined on her face ;

may b their laughs were not in vain after all ;

but then those screechings of the crow on her roof...
that at times its not the face staring back at us...
but the mirror itself that needs cleansing;

I feed that crow, don't I?

And on what grounds can one trust a mirror anyway!

The very same face... Same features... Same curvings...
Casting distinct imageries...!!

For each mirror has its own character...
It's own moods... Changing with the level of illumination tickling it's temples!

Not one person have I found with one characteristic picture of himself.... One that states his true appearance  ;

Hmm... Appearance...

POETRY BOOKS
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December 22, 2017
 

I hate college!!
Just hate it...

Seeing those smirking faces... Piercing my already stooping stance with those eyes... So adamant on encrusting humour onto whatever of me reflected from there on

I hate not being able to look straight to their swooning faces n knock those smiles off to the ones upside down

I hate having to pass through those jam packed corridors knowing well that these dumb headed sheep are now in flocks.... And there is knee-deep of stupidity....restraining the feet all the more.... "A bully trail out on the go"

I hate when I m taught on how to be their version of "bold" ..... Of artfully placing absurdities one after the other in a see through pouch loading them on ...

CHRISTMAS ICON
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December 8, 2017
Delhi, India

Delusion,, Is the rope I hang my existence on...Succumbing to the piercing rays of solitude°. °°

for I have seen rags of existentialism sewn into sheaths of togetherness...Shrouding the rips along the sleeves of those having brushed past the prickly fencing of Reality °°. °°°

TINY QUEEN
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October 14, 2017
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Dear Akshita Vashishth,

        Hey.!!🙂

TRAIN YOUR BRAIN DAY
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August 5, 2017
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the scant air expanding his still countable cells smelt of seared ashes....ashes devoured of the very impressions of life smeared in forever burning gashes

the charred remanants had receded with the wind to the corn fields miles away from here....but the bewailing chronicles still voiced through the nights in those deeper untouched forlorn layers

the craven soil had been parched for years bereaved of any shades darker than a sterile yellow....
.and those with wings ceased flapping in this vicinage....for it has been lacking the blues and greens of core  brio

in this semblance of abyss was the dawning of his life where he breathed in his primitive gasp of air .....his roots we...

HOPE
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May 20, 2017
Delhi, India

Anyone out here here with a good hand at 3D,  animation n stuff.... And has a creative bend towards it?

ANTHONY CIOFFI
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May 17, 2017
 

There is a large mirror....

A humongous mirror being dragged through the forlorn streets of abortive destiny...
      streets made of hard concrete adorned with hammered depressions....hammers thumping time and again to trample the pebbles of banter broadening their chests....chests clawed with words bathed in the profundity of turbulence.....seeking for opportunities to reveal their hardbound crust

There is a large mirror....

A prodigious mirror being dragged through the sprawled shadows cutting there obsolete essence...
              Shadows too black and hollow to penetrate within the iridescent screen of the mirror... Mirror that's masquerading behind its lambent facade an undermini...

DRAWING DAY
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May 10, 2017
 

My complexities are like those threads interwoven to fabricate this veneer of deceits enshrouding my quintessence.....

U aim a tug pretending to disentangle....and the moments retrograde to me standing threadbare...denuded under the spotlight of vulnerable coherence •.••

For it's the world that seeks for pretty superficies.....that once the knots are untangled reality comes crashing down choking them on their very discernments...having them coughing out the air of a now whipped perceivance

.......pumped by gasps of disbelief and discontentment •.°

So maybe in life...things are liked the way they are...not simple , but complex

For complexity keeps it going....whereas simplicity twitches ...

WRITE ME SOME LETTRS
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May 4, 2017
Delhi, India

There is a large mirror....

A humongous mirror being dragged through the forlorn streets of abortive destiny...
      streets made of hard concrete adorned with hammered depressions....hammers thumping time and again to trample the pebbles of banter broadening their chests....chests clawed with words bathed in the profundity of turbulence.....seeking for opportunities to reveal their hardbound crust

There is a large mirror....

A prodigious mirror being dragged through the sprawled shadows cutting there obsolete essence...
              Shadows too black and hollow to penetrate within the iridescent screen of the mirror blinded by its own imperious fearfulness....fearfulness kindled by th...

ANGEL OF PASSION
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April 28, 2017
 

Here's to the introverts...

The ones who have eyes shimmering with stark light of perspectives quietening those bootless noises...
                     But have their words failing each time along the perforated course to make love to their voices !!

Who drool over the poisoned wounding wisecracks spat on them by the screaming domes...
                     But prefer to stay tight-lipped as the backbiting didn't taste so spiffy on their tounges !!

Their mouths may be used the least having the most quiet and ineffectual corner in the room...
                       But if you break open their heads there's a conservatory of ingrained thoughts being nurtured to full bloom !!

It's bee...

BE ONE
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April 16, 2017
Delhi, India

" I have a Vision"

India is a country where more than 50% of the population is indulged in Agriculture, whether it is the direct involvement by the farmers who work day and night onto those coarse and drying soils under the scorching sun to generate whatever meagre production they can avail, or it is the govt officials who have their almirahs exploding with the stolen hard earned and much deserved compensations originally meant for these farmers having lost all their production to the cruelty of the drastically changing climate and scarcity of resources leaving them with dilapidated dreams and falling hopes.

Whenever we think of a farmer in India, the face that flashes in front of our eyes...

HAPPY EASTER
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April 8, 2017
Delhi, India

Here I break my strings with anyone and everyone......

For neither you deserve me....nor do I deserve u oll

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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April 6, 2017
 

It was the time when he fell deep and deep into this valley blanketed in crude black.....he flapped his hands back and forth but his travail if anything was slack

He was worn out of having been engrossed in his course slaving around to earn in order to strive...for no one is spared a single breath in this world without having made amends throughout the life

And it was then that he slipped onto the lush green algae growing at the bottom of the corner stone....and that was all for him to be falling deep into his life's most loathsome zone

And now as he eyes his lifeless body lying rooted in the sharpened surface of the cracking rock.....all he can recall is the sudden spurge of his bod...

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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March 30, 2017
नई दिल्ली, India

I kept on walking and walking without looking back...in search of that very perfect love I had since ever heard

Until this day when i tripped over an earsplitting crude realisation......

A truth that shook me to the very last layer of my existence.....that it's been buried right at the bottom of my heart ...this thing that people call love

And now when I look back I am amazed to be reminded of this never solubilising fact....
                              That it was his heart that I choked on each time I inhaled onto the smoke of wretchedness......so as to bind me with the awakening gushing full of purpose...
                              reminding me that my time here is limited........

FIND PEACE
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March 12, 2017
 

Right now in life....
                  I so wanna fall in love!!

Cherish that enriching feeling that love inflates us with...where every string of my heart vibrates in chorus so as to generate the very music appealing to that one person who ends up becoming the apple of my eye!!

Someone who can tie a knot with my ever floating heart so as to bring it back to the ground realities of my life.....and renders me with the force so as to live in the present....

                  Where my prime focus is onto living the life the way it is....drilling it now and then in the right spots so as to fix the nails where I can hang the portraits of my dreams... Reflecting my beliefs, thoughts and this ...

BE ONE
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March 11, 2017
 

I stood behind her on the seaside....the water splashing...rinsing our feet from time to time leaving behind a chilling sensation....making me shudder under the darkening night sky
...she didn't move an inch...so consumed within the pursuit of silver moonlight entering her eyes while she stared at the moon blankly....her hands folded in front of her chest speaking of her tranquil nonchalance

She did this every night.....stood like this confronting the silver charm of that shining martyr !

And I....too came down to this gravelly spot every night with the first hint of the black taking over the blue of the sky...to drink in the beauty being reflected from her godly skin...adding her own me...

FIND PEACE
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March 8, 2017
Delhi, India

Some people are simply born out of sadness....that no matter what they attain in life it never settles their pain

It's like as if I am searching for something which reaches beyond this world we have constructed for ourselves...
Something which has a blaze reflecting the norms on which the entire universe works...that are way beyond our understanding of lives and living itself

And a part of me beleives that it has to be a piece that is missing from my soul....something which needs to be amalgamated with my present self...so as to enlighten me of my wants and how to fulfill them

There is a fear which always follows me like a shadow...that no matter what happens I am never that confident p...

BE ONE
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March 3, 2017
Delhi, India

Dear payal...

        Talking to you makes me feel alive... It's you who brings me back to the realms of life;  When all my thoughts and ideas are completely dissolved in the not so sweet reality of life... You make me realise that where I m lost is a world way different from my true existence... And help me find the space of my belongingness....

Love.... Relationships.... All that is way out of my league to understand.... But one thing I believe in truly is our friendship!

No matter where we are tomorrow.... U ll always be my escape from the feeling of nothingness... And a ticket to enter the globe of completeness !

I can't call you a better half...cuz that's something too poetic ...

FIND PEACE
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March 2, 2017
 

In a world castrated with the visions extending through the extremes of reflections;
ugly was the most painful rumble her ears had to endure!

For here it was not the shade of skin that was to be jumbled around during afternoon chitchats; but this time, it was her selfhood, her demure in question.

To wrangle was never her persona; but to quietly dis harmonise had always flagged her seemliness!

For she still believed!

Deep down within that red room of her heart echoing with the beats of liveliness; she knew she will find a love!

She will find a love where they would breathe in the ambience of each other's souls;
for it would be the blazing lights of their endurance blinding the d...

BE ONE
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February 28, 2017
Delhi, India

In a world castrated with the visions extending through the extremes of reflections...
   Ugly was the most painful rumble her ears had to harbor

For here it was not the shade of skin that was to be jumbled around among afternoon chitchats...
But this time,  it was her selfhood, her demure under question

To wrangle was never her persona.... But to quietly disharmonise had always flagged her seemliness

For she still believed...

Deep down within that red room of her heart echoing with the beats of liveliness.... She knew she will find a love

She ll find a love where they would breathe in the ambience of each other's souls... For it would be the blazing lights of their endurance blind...

FIND PEACE
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February 26, 2017
 

Disdain.....

The worst feeling... Ever!!

He was writing furiously into his notebook... Holding the pen like that of a knife.... As if trying to spill the blood oozing out of his painful words cutting through the paper!!

When I reached at his door.... He raised his head and looked at me.... With eyes speaking loud of the narratives of his sufferings...
Each nerve was much noticeable in his bloodshot eyes... İt reminded me of the spider webs in our basement.......the dusty four walled room where it's been too long since the sun has shone through
... Much known to him for that's where he was made to smother his cries and think through to feel liable for our parents' crumbling apprehensi...

FIND PEACE
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February 26, 2017
Delhi, India

It's so heartbreaking when others can't connect with you...

When What you see.... İs not seen by many
When what you hear... İs not heard by most of them
When what you thought was special....
             Was simply unnecessary for them

!!!!!!! I won't lie.... İt truly does hurt

FIND PEACE
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February 23, 2017
Delhi, India

She panted heavily and fell on her knees.... İt was way too long since she was running... Running away from her household... Running away from the perfect life that resided at the other end of the vision of whoever tended to take a peek inside her world.

Ugh....!!
Some old wood shavings scraped her knees... She could see the crimson of her blood
No.... She didn't have time for this... She had to make haste.... She has to rush for it won't be too many hours from now when she would be bound to turn back and return home... For that's what was expected of her

They won't understand the reason for her visit.... Her impatience
İt was some questions that she expected to find answers to today.....

BE ONE
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February 13, 2017
Delhi, India

Not everyone will appreciate your smile in this world... But then you were never meant to seek everyone's appreciation ...!!

When they stop in the middle of their course and turn back with that smirk to assure you of the fact that you are way too wierd to be existing happily...

Never allow yourself so as to melt under their hateful gaze...
              For if the one who created you affirms your existence without encircling any kind of weirdness or an unusual stretch in you...
              You can take your leaps as high as you aim.... And reach your heart's desires
   For you must know that no matter from how high a height you fall.... You will always find yourself falling into t...

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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February 4, 2017
 

Right now I so wanna be in someone's arms.... And let all go off past me
Be with him.... Start a new life with him
... And pull this life through the end of this world with him
For once... I dont wanna be happy... But be contented
Where my insides are at peace.. And my days pass at a pace so slow so as to match my respiring being
I want to hold hands... Tell stories.... Listen to some of his too
Where our silence is fulfilling.... For When we look into each other's eyes... We can decipher the hearts
Each word that's spoken holds meaning... Each action holds much substance
And when we unite through the nights letting our souls intertwine....pious beauty will reflect off us... formulating sh...

FIND PEACE
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January 26, 2017
 

It's not the first time she finds her ashes being  stirred in the glass full of pretty eyes.... Long lashes... And charming smiles

Where those ashes finally subside to the bottom... For there's no space enough among those scattered adornments... So as to stake a place for her unnerving plight

It's the day when she ceased to stand in front of the mirror....for it was like a swirling whirlpool of worldly lies...
aimed to swallow her being... Showing no intentions so as to spare a chance for her to smother her cries

And when she gapes at the face staring back at her with those of her imperfect eyes...
All she can hear is the loud roaring laughter of those who have bagged themselves gold...

OUR LOVE
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