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Momma Bear 🐻

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United States
United States
25 👑 | BeardBoysMomma 👩‍👦‍👦 | Proverbs 46:5 🙏 | 🌻 | CollegeGrad 👩‍🎓| “I am enough” 🤗 | Wonder Woman 🦸‍♀️ | S.I.N.G.L.E 😜| Homeowner 🏡
March 24, 2020
 

22 more days!

I have 22 more days of being a resident of Wisconsin.

22 more days of hearing my neighbor lady’s CNN news every morning over my Roseanne.

22 more days of “Move your trampoline before jumping on it, so it doesn’t hit the wall”

22 more days of “Momma, when are we getting a puppy? I want a bull dog momma!”

22 more days of living 45 minutes from my best friend!

22 more days before I can paint, buy new furniture and the boys a new bed... oh and a new bedroom outfit for myself!

22 more days of apartment life.

1 more month to pay for rent!

22 more days before we are in our forever home!

SIMPLICITY DAY
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February 17, 2020
 

“Don't you dare try and reappear
After you already got me standing here
I can't believe you would come at me looking for
A little bit of sympathy
Like I wasn't the one you left all alone crying
Looking like a hot mess
Don't show your face 'round here anymore honey
This is something you better get through your head
'Cause I'm giving you up
Just like I did them Marlboro Lights
And I'm giving you up
The same way I did the whiskey on ice
And it's all so tough
You turn me into a man I don't even recognize
I'm giving you up
The same way you did me out in the moonlight
What the hell are you thinking coming 'round to visit
Completely uninvited messing with my brain again
Couldn't give me the satisfac...

SIMPLICITY DAY
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February 13, 2020
 

“I do my hair toss
Check my nails
Baby how you feelin'?
Feeling good as hell
Hair toss
Check my nails
Baby how you feelin'?
Feeling good as hell
Woo child, tired of the bullshit
Go on dust your shoulders off, keep it moving
Yes Lord, tryna get some new shit
In there, swimwear, going to the pool shit
Come now, come dry your eyes
You know you a star, you can touch the sky
I know that it's hard but you have to try
If you need advice, let me simplify
If he don't love you anymore
Just walk your fine ass out the door
I do my hair toss
Check my nails
Baby how you feelin'?
Feeling good as hell
Hair toss
Check my nails
Baby how you feelin'?
Feeling good as hell
Feeling good as hell
Baby how you feelin...

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY 2020
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January 31, 2020
 

I think I'll take a moment celebrate my age
End of an era and the turning of a page
Now it's time to focus in on where I go from here
Lord have mercy on my next twenty five years
In my next twenty five years I'm gonna have some fun
Try to forget about all the crazy things I've done
Maybe now I've conquered all my adolescent fears
And I'll do it better in my next twenty five years
My next twenty five years I'm gonna settle all the scores
Cry a little less, laugh a little more
Find a world of happiness without the hate and fear
Figure out just what I'm doin' here in my next twenty five years
For my next twenty five years I'm gonna watch my weight
Eat a few more salads and not stay up so late
Dr...

LIGHT LETTRS LOGO
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January 30, 2020
 

I write because it makes me feel like someone is finally listening.

- or am I finally listening to myself

LIGHT LETTRS LOGO
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January 13, 2020
 

I wish I could tell you things will get better... but they won’t

I wish I could tell you it gets easier... but it won’t.

I wish I could tell you that you’ll be okay... but you won’t be.

Everything from this moment on will forever be different.

The way you smile, the way you love, the way you cry, the way you hurt, the way you feel.... it will all be different.

Nothing will ever be the same. Everything has changed.

You just adapt and find a way to keep pushing on.

I be here though. Always.

I’ll always be here. No matter what.

Because that’s what family is for. Because I’m in your corner.

Cry and let it all out, don’t hold it in.

Shed a few tears, release the stress, the p...

A HAPPY NEW YEAR
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December 31, 2019
 

“Late one night headin' on home
Drivin' too fast, radio on
Huggin' that curve a little to tight
Now he's hangin' on for his life
Upside down and all alone
Hopin' he could reach his phone
80 years old watchin' TV
All of a sudden it's hard to breathe

She tries to get up then hits the ground
Wheel of fortune spins around
Sends up a prayer, thought this is it
As she pushed the button around her neck

They're the ones behind the scenes
Every day and night
That friendly voice you need to hear
When you're fighting for your life
Not every angel wears their wings
But they're always there for you and me

To them it's just a job after all
When they answer the call

"911, what's your emergency?
She said...

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2019
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December 30, 2019
 

“Hey Momma, how do you get a red wine stain
Out of your favorite dress?
Black mascara off a pillow case?
Cure a one-too-many headache?
Momma can I come and maybe stay a few days
This weekend or next?
And hey, how do you get a red wine stain
Out of your favorite dress
How does he sleep at night?
Momma, the nerve of this guy
To leave me so easy
Am I gonna be alright?
I wanna kick myself for falling so hard
Momma, can you die from a broken heart?
Can you ask Daddy if he's got time
To come and look at my front door
It got slammed last night
And now it don't close right
And just promise that you won't tell him everything
And keep that pistol in the drawer
Momma, please don't say
I'm gonna laugh ab...

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2019
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December 12, 2019
 

“Daddy, I'm afraid, won't you stay a little while?
Keep me safe 'cause there's monsters right outside
Daddy, please don't go, I don't wanna be alone
'Cause the second that you're gone they're gonna know
Before he went to bed he grabbed my hand and said
Just 'cause I'm leavin'
It don't mean that I won't be right by your side
When you need me
And you can't see me in the middle of the night
Just close your eyes and say a prayer
It's okay, I know you're scared when I'm not here
But I'll always be right there
Even though I'm leavin', I ain't goin' nowhere
Dad, we'll be late, and Uncle Sam don't like to wait
He's got a big old plane that's gonna take me far away
I know I act tough, but there's a ch...

SUPPORT AND SAVE US!
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December 11, 2019
 

“Dear today, tomorrow here
Man I was just checkin' in
Hope you've been well
Me, I'm doin' alright
Could always be better
Seeing as you're the only one with a choice in the matter
If I know you, hell, you're too busy
To do damn near anything that you ought to
Guess what I'm sayin' is, is if you don't change
Boy, you'll be kickin' yourself one of these days
So maybe you should call our mama
Have a drink with our old man
Quit wastin' our sweet time
And put that diamond on her hand
Stop takin' me for granted
Like I'll always be around
'Cause even as you read this, boy, that clock is tickin' down
And remember every second I've got's borrowed
So I hope you think of me today
Sincerely, tomorrow
List...

SUPPORT AND SAVE US!
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November 29, 2019
 

“I can see you're disappointed
By the way you look at me
And I'm sorry that I'm not
The woman you thought I'd be

Yes, I've made my mistakes
But listen and understand
My mistakes are no worse than yours
Just because I'm a woman

So when you look at me
Don't feel sorry for yourself
Just think of all the shame
You might have brought somebody else

Just let me tell you this
Then we'll both know where we stand
My mistakes are no worse than yours
Just because I'm a woman

No, my mistakes are no worse than yours
Just because I'm a woman”

- Dolly

SUPPORT AND SAVE US!
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November 12, 2019
 

“Don't waste your life behind that guitar
You may get gone, but you won't get far
You're not the first, you won't be the last
And you can tell us all about it when you come crawling back
That road you're on, just winds and winds
Your spinning your wheels and wasting you're time
But when the lights come up
And I hear the band
And where they said I'd never be is exactly where I am
I hear the crowd
I look around
And I can't find an empty chair
Not bad for a girl goin' nowhere
I get these calls, out on the road
Heard your song on my radio
We always said you'd make it big
And I tell all my friends, I knew you back when
So don't forget all us little folks
And when you crash and burn
Remember we tol...

WORLD WATERCOLOR MONTH
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November 2, 2019
 

“I ain't gonna stay for the weekend
I ain't gonna jump off the deep end
I ain't gonna ask where your ring is
Thing is, we all got secrets
You don't wanna hear about my last break up
I don't wanna worry 'bout space you take up
I don't even care if you're here when I wake up
It's just a room key
You ain't gotta lie to me
Can't you just use me like I'm using you?
How it goes is, bar closes
There's no king bed covered in roses
Just a room without a view
I don't want a number you ain't gonna answer
Let's just stick to the one night standards
Well, I ain't Cinderella, but who is?
Call me what you want if the shoe fits
I ain't gonna say I never do this
'cause truth is, lonely makes a heart ruthless
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HAPPY HALLOWEEN 2019
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October 24, 2019
 

I am strong.

I am a warrior.

I fight every day for what I want, for what I deserve.

No one can stop me.

Strength doesn’t come from what you can do.

It comes from overcoming the things you once thought you couldn’t.

There is no force equal to a woman determined to rise.

We mature with the damage, not the years.

WRITING IS MY PASSION
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October 12, 2019
Janesville, United States

“Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'll be the one if you want me to
Anywhere I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you

And I... am feeling so small
It was over my head
I know nothing at all
And I... will stumble and fall
I'm still learning to love
Just starting to crawl

Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
Anywhere I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you

And I... will swallow my pride
You're the one that I love
And I'm saying goodbye

Say something, I'm giving up on you
And I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
And anywhere I would've followed you (Oh-Ooh)
Say something, I'm giving up on you

Say something, I'm giv...

MADE WITH LOVE
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October 6, 2019
Janesville, United States

I truly believe things happen for a reason.

I truly believe we all have our time.

I truly believe what we wish does come true.

I truly believe.

I believe that if it’s meant to be it will be.

I believe that if life throws hard balls it’s just to make you stronger.

I believe that everybody has good in them.

I believe people aren’t out to hurt others but out to find peace and happiness.

I believe that God has a purpose for us all.

I believe that truly.

I believe that my time is coming.

BOOK LOVE
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October 5, 2019
Janesville, United States

“Mustard on the beat, hoe!
Since the day that I was born
I been looking out for love
But never really quite found the one
They say practice makes perfect
I know I deserve it
Sometimes we should do it for fun
Baby when I clock up I can't wait
Promise this time won't go to waste
For all we put up now
I won't let your love down
I know we're not too far away
Ayy, ayy
Why you always take so long to call me?
Know I gotta wake up in the mornin'
You know every second adds up to a minute
Need 10, 000 hours
We can be so in love
Don't stop, I'm counting them up
Run the clock, I be counting them up
We can be so in love
You know every second adds up to a minute
Need 10, 000 hours
We can be so in love
I've...

SUPPORT AND SAVE US!
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July 30, 2019
Janesville, United States

You can’t choose which part of her you love. Even in all the ugly moments, she should still be the woman you want to spend the rest of your life with. People are not perfect, they have flaws. You don’t get to choose which ones to leave out. That’s not honest love.

- Courtney Peppernell

DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY
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June 24, 2019
Beloit, United States

“I already heard your side of the story - hear mine,
I'm gonna tell you why cause you changed when you got doenananana no you listen
I remember like yesterday the very day I met you,
You was lookin fly I was acting shy so when you walked on by
I ignored you but then you turned around and asked me my name in an instant
My attitude changed swept me off my feet you were so sweet full of comedy
You amused me gave you my number next day you called asking if you can see me
So I said alright you can stop on by it gave me butterflies,
30 minutes knock knock its you I'm glad to see you but I keep my cool from day one
I fell in love with you but now I ask myself who are you.
You changed
You changed
you...

ORIGINAL
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June 12, 2019
Beloit, United States

“Yea, oh why why? You didnt have to leave me baby...

[VERSE 1:]
I called you today, no one picked up the phone.
As fast as I could girl I ran to your home.
When I arrived, to my surprise you were gone (ooh baby).
Your neighbor informed me that you moved away.
How could you not tell me and leave me this way.
With no good-bye's, and crying eyes, I wish you would have stayed.

[CHORUS:]
So I count every second, I count every minute that you are away from me, I just can't take it.
Ooh why, can't I, get with you. [repeat 1 time]

[VERSE 2:]
Things won't be the same, there's no me without you.
For the rest of my life I'll be searching for you.
Oh my first love, don't know how much, I'll miss you.
...

PASSION OVER PERFECT
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May 27, 2019
Beloit, United States

“Our people are dying slowly everyday
The enemy's trying attacking every way he can
We gotta fight
We gotta fight
We gotta fight
You see in this generation, materialistics
Swallow the minds of these innocent children, yeah
We gotta fight
We gotta fight
We gotta fight
Oh, you see the fame and the drugs
The money, the lust, the violence, the hatred
We must bleed the blood of Jesus
We gotta fight
We gotta fight
We gotta fight
Oh and I say Devil you can't have my mind
(Devil you can't have my mind)
Devil you can't have my soul
(Devil you can't have my soul)
I belong to God and I'm fighting you off
With the power of the Holy Ghost
I say Devil you can't have my mind, no!
Devil you can't have my sou...

ORIGINAL
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May 17, 2019
 

“Oh na na
Ain't gone lie girl I can't front, girl I'm so proud of you
You kept it together girl after, all that shyt you been thru
Look at you now, good job bout to graduate school
If nobody notice the work you put in, shawty just Kno that I do
Kno shyt was unexpected but it made you better,
Girl ain't no time to cry bout what you could've done better
Nobody's perfect, but you Neva quit, I want you to own that shyt
I see you working, now you on yo shyt
Baby you deserve it now
I got you, if you promise you got me, girl you worth being honest too
Bring out the best in you
You gotta kno, your all I want
Oh na

Pull up on you, to let you Kno
Baby your a blessing, you just gotta kno yo value
You a...

WHITE CLOCK
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May 14, 2019
Janesville, United States

“you dont hear the prayers
i say for you when you sleep
but to him and i those are
the secrets that we keep
i love your smile
i love your heart
oh girl this love is true
all i need is jesus and you
girl you saved me
i promise baby
i'll always be the man you need
Cause i'm blessed here
With you beyond belief
i send my prayers
and thank the lord
and i try to pay my dues
honey all i need
is jesus and you
to you i'd give the world
and wish upon my lucky stars
that he'd never take this love
out of my heart
the way you grinned and giggled
when
you heard me say "i do"
all i need is jesus and you
girl you saved me
i promise baby
i'll always be the man you need
cause i'm blessed here
with you beyond b...

FOLLOW YOUR HEART
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May 13, 2019
Janesville, United States

And today she was stronger than yesterday.

She held her head high and smiled.

She hid the pain deep inside.

Today she said “I’m okay, I’m getting by” about a million times.

And no one second guessed her.

Tomorrow she will be stronger than today.

She will get back into a routine, work, school, sleep!

Because really, that’s all her life consisted of..

She was a disaster on the inside, but she covered it up well with her makeup and designers.

Nobody knew the thoughts that ran a crossed her mind.

And nobody seemed to care weather or not she survived.

FOLLOW YOUR HEART
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May 6, 2019
Beloit, United States

For those who needa hear it today!

“I wasn't raised in a castle
I grew up on the outskirts of town
No dresses with golden tassels
The rings on my hand are handed down
But I'm gonna find the one that needs me, sees me
And treats me like I'm already royalty
There ain't nothing priceless on my wrist
I might not fly private, but that don't mean I ain't a queen
Queens don't hate, queens don't fight
Queens don't stay unless their king treats her right, oh
Every jewel on my crown, you better believe I earned it
Won't keep people around that don't believe I deserve it
No, queens ain't fake
A queen's gonna rule just the way she was made, oh
I ain't 'bout to let nobody come and take me off this thron...

FOLLOW YOUR HEART
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