|Every word I write act as a stitch to my wound and feeds some peace to my soul.❤|
"One day they will realize what you did wasn't for hurting them and sacrifice is a thing!"
All of these years I've completely understood that,
no matter what happens
I always end up loving my people.
that's real me!
I get peace that way and
I actually love to be like that.
"We all are bad in someone's story!
It's OK because we too have someone in ours, and this is how the world get balanced!"
"शुरु होने से पहले हि खत्म हुई
के हमने जज्बात लिखे
और उन्होंने अल्फाझ पढ़े."
There is no need
to define woman
with any adjective,
because "Woman'" is
itself the one!
People say love makes you stronger but
I think it's a half truth.
Love makes you "Strongly" weak!
वो रुका नही वो झुका नही
सिना ताने खडा रहा,
सौं जख्म दिये फिर भी वो हसके सहता रहा,
यही तो पहचान हे भारत माँ के सुपुत्र की जो दुश्मनों के काफिलें में भी "भारत माता कि जय" कहता रहा.
"I really want to love you from the core and to the fullest but I can't..."
You know why?
"Cuz I truly love you a lot...
And that's the problem!"
वो परिंदा जोश में उड चला हे
अपने सपनोंकी और,
कोई उसे कह दे कि अब
मंजिल मिलने तक ना रुके,
अगर कही प्यार कि डाली पर बैठा
तो वो खुद अपने सपनोंको मार देगा.
Our eyes met,
But unfortunately not forever!
"आँसूओंको कलम कि स्याही बनाकर
इस दिल के कागज को रंगती हुँ,
हा! मैं अपने एहसास लफ़जोंसें बया करती हुँ."
1. This year I want more "peace" and less "drama".
2. If I had to choose one word to focus this year it would be "Myself".
3. I want to stop "underestimating myself", start "believing in myself", and keep doing what "heals my soul".
4. My greatest worry or concern this year is "my marriage".
5. This year I will embrace
"the real me".
If someone left us, we don't really let go the person or the situation. No matter how much we refuse, we actually wait for them at the same place with the hope that they will realize the mistake n will come back.
Or until some stranger come to us show us love, care, support and what not, take us to the next place and things will going to get repeated for sure.
this happens until the "one" who come in our life and don't take us at any other place but make the same one beautiful to live together....
And I think that's what we are waiting for!!!!
Ahh! A whole year has passed like a bird Sat on branch of a tree chirped a bit and flew away!
Just can't getting my mind over from it that this 12 months have passed so rapidly.
This year had made lots of mess in my life,I experienced everything which I haven't before.
I will say 2018 was more of a lesson to me...I lost good frnds, a heartbreak, cried a lot and much more.
But honestly now as I look back I find myself grown much more strong emotionally.
I mate some really amazing ppl through out this year, those made me feel special, loved me so much and accepted me the way I'm.
I will say Thank you 2018, you were so memorable in every single aspect!
Happy new year to all the peop...
Yummy and delicious,
Oh so like melodious...
Felt I was tasting my favorite
or something much sweet...
It was so wet n creamy
Ooo I can't just explain,
Baby we got so insane...
Those are the moments
I didn't wanna miss,
And it was our first ever kiss...
Ooh I wonder, not shallowly but I'm deep down stuck in the happiness.
It's been so long that I felt the pain in my soul.
it's a marvelous feeling of being this much pleasured soo long.
I used to fear a lot of being happy cuz everytime I laugh my ass out next moment I cry out loud.
He used to fight a lot unlike now that I don't even pen down something happy and hopeful, But you know what just like you can't express your pain so easily it's really tough to pain down the joy, when you don't really know the taste of it.
Still I tried here dear,
Yes am happy..
And reason is truly & undoubtedly you...
The love you have gave me, the care you showed,
The smiles you made on my face...
"I miss my scribbling"
A friend of mine msged me at nine
Asking me if I completely stopped writing or it is a sign..
I said I need an inspiration to scribble,
As my life is just going normal...
Neither a grief I'm going through,
Nor a balloon of joy I blew....
It's just a stable everywhere...
Have my family & frnds by my side..
Not any risk I ride...
Or a secret to hide...
Have a bunch of new books to read...
favorite food on the table more than I need...
Everyone wants this perfect life.. no?
So..You think it's cool?
Then Listen, am telling you, yes you fool!
This life is like you have perfect condition car but not with the fuel!
Thts exactly happening with me,
I'm thankful to every single person who came across me, some gave me love and some lessons!
Thank you so much to those who left me and made me stronger!
Thank you so much to those whom I left, they made it easy for me to let go things and move on!
A biggest Thank you to lettrs for giving me opportunity to share my feelings! You guys are awesome!!! 😘
Happy Thanksgiving! 🤗
Sitting in the dark room at the dusty depressed corner,
collecting all the falling tears, grief and his memories stitching broken pieces of my soul once and for all..😔😔😖😢
What happenes, happens for good.
I know that, am agree with that and am fine with that.. But you miss the person and you really do and thts the other side of the story!
And as am getting the hint that you are not gonna be with me for the life,,,
My eyes gets lil more teary,
Heart aches too deep,
I don't feel any stamina in me,
Oreo tastes bitter now a days,
My rose plant smells worst,
Books seems like aging now,
Every color seems to be black,
14 ppl around me yet I feel alone,
Faught with my Best frnd cuz she said you need to move on honey, when I just don't wanna stand!!
Even my poems are upset,
No more willing to write about hope, happiness, love and of course you!!
"Sometimes life fucks you so hard that you feel no pleasure, but the pain!"
काल तू मला म्हणत होता कि वेळ लागेल पण हळू हळू विसरशील मला,,
मी मनाशीच हसले,
आणि स्वताशीच म्हंटल,
अरे वेड्या हेच तर ना ते जेे तुला कधी कळलंच नाही,
आणि म्हणूनच तुला माझ्यावर कधी प्रेम झालंच नाही...
सकाळची सुरुवात तुझ्याशी बोलल्याशिवाय होत नाही आणि रात्र तुझ्या विचारांशिवाय सरत नाही...
जेवण केलस का, झोपेतून उठलास का, कुठे आहेस, काय करतोयस असे किती तरी प्रश्न जर तुला रोज विचारले नाहीत तर अस वाटत आज काहीतरी राहून गेलं....
तुला माझ्या बोलक्या स्वभावाचा आणि ह्या अश्या असंख्य प्रश्नांचा कधी कधी वैताग येतो मला माहितीये,
पण काय करू तुला खूप जवळच व्यक्ती मानलय सगळंच सांगावं वाटत....
तस मला तुला हे विचारायचं धाडसच होत नाही खरंतर, कारण भीती वाटते याचा तुला राग आला आणि गेलास सोडून तर,,, पण वाटत कधी क...
"And it's not about the days you pass without him,
It's all about the nights you cross without him."
"I like you not because anything around you, but because everything inside you!" ❤
"Star With No Moon"
It was a cold and depressed night,
I Went to the window stared at the moon,
As usual it was bright..
But today No single star there by its side...
Some pain was there I wanted to hide,
I took my diary and started to write...!!
But, first time no words was there,
Helping me to share,
My feelings to the core...
I fumbled with the pen,
And nib got broken..
All the ink fell n spread on the paper...
It was dirt for other but art for me,
Like refection of my soul in to the mirror...!!
For all these years,
I Had some really tough dares,
Still, I was finding n picking some sunshine,
And overcame my fears...!!
Since the day it happened
I sank into the sadness,...