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anne

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United Arab Emirates
United Arab Emirates
ENFJ i'm a jellyfish. a hopeless romantic a dreamer one if the hopefuls iamsweetanne.wordpress.com
October 18, 2017
 

Beauty in Darkness

It's 15 past ten.
The blackness of the sky
Seduces me to stare at it.
There's a certain force
Which I can't resist.
The thin sheets of clouds,
Are like dancing with the stars.
Yet the beauty of the moon
In the darkness,
Reminds me of our
Old-fashioned love affair.
Perhaps, the most beautiful
Darkness I ever had.

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FULL MOON
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May 23, 2017
 

The Day's End

And when the sky
Starting to cry,
That's when she thinks
About the guy.
And suddenly
At that very moment,
Warm liquids starting
To roll out.
Out of nowhere,
She begin to have blurry eyes.
Of what's real and not.
Of what's honesty and lies.
Tears. Savage. Sleepless night.
And that's how the day ended.

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MAJOR STEPHEN REICH
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March 4, 2017
 

08:45

I missed the bus today.
Number 654.
My only companion
Through grumpy mornings
And drunken nights.
So, I took the train.
An unfamiliar sight.
But, I could see
A familiar one.
You, standing a few meters apart.
Listening to your favorite music
Which made you smile.
I don't know what should I do.
Should I give you a shy smile?
Or perhaps, an ignorant response?
We gazed at each other's eyes.
Just like we knew what's on our minds.
Like a neophyte,
No one else could ever understand.

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NICKI SMILES
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February 5, 2017
 

They say love conquers all. And no matter how hard it could be, if love is true, it will still hold on despite of all the circumstances that may come along...

I met him in an almost dying summer. It was the beginning of autumn. It wasn't love at first sight, I knew. (I don't believe in it, either.) It may be attraction. Yes! I was attracted the moment I saw his face and gestures. And when I got a chance to be with him, it was like I knew him for a long time.
Being with him, I became vulnerable and spontaneous. I enjoyed every single moment that could last for a lifetime. I don't mind being so carefree and inevitable. I don't mind on what other people's saying for as long as I'm happy.
...

WRITTEN WORD
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December 7, 2016
 

Here I am again, sitting in this familiar couch where I'll soon leave the memories of him. As the tears starting to crawl through my cheeks, I couldn't help myself not to think about all the good times I had with him. It's really hard for me to leave. It's like stabbing my heart with a bread knife. Slowly. Merciless.

But decisions were all coming out. I finally knew the answers through my unanswered questions. I already knew that I'm just a "mere part" of his life. Someone whom he could no longer value and care.

This could be the last time I'll see myself in this place, in this four cornered room where I'd buried all the memories of us. This could be the last time I can see myself beggi...

WRITTEN WORD
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November 17, 2016
 

One day, I'll meet a man,
and he’ll love me for being me.
We'll sing our own version
of poetry; write magnificent masterpieces of our own love story.
And fly as high as the birds in the sky.
Like it will never fade and die...

So, I'll hold out for him, because this is the love I truly deserve.

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PASSIONATE POET
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November 10, 2016
 

07:30

I found myself
At the kitchen counter,
Hugging and consoling
My own entire solidity.
I was staring at one direction.
So poignant.
Yet so vague.
A sleepless night.
Black circles under my eyes.
The effect of you in me...
*sigh*
There's a sudden sadness.
An unexplainable emptiness.
A space between
Here to there.
Where he stays.
Where my heart's
starting to reside.

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HELLO
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September 28, 2016
 

Yes, it is!

Yes, it hurts!
it hurts like it's tearing me apart.
Yes, I'm still here.
even you're far away from me now.
Yes, I stay.
even if it's just the least of our moments.
And yes!
you're still the one,
even if it will never be repeated.

And even the pain I'm suffering,
made my mouth shut.
Yes, it still hurts,
'cause there's still more,
more of the things I wanted to confess.
Yet, I just uttered only one thing...

YOU HELD MY HAND
BUT YOU NEVER HOLD ON.

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HURT
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September 25, 2016
 

Devastated

You tore me apart,
at a wrong place,
in a wrong time,
and in a wrong chance.

You tore me apart,
in which I wasn't able
to ready myself.

I was devastated.

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INK WOMAN
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September 20, 2016
 

Alleluia

You are the
Sweetest alleluia
In every sound of my moans.
And whenever
I make love to you,
Your name is the only phrase
I shout into the void.
Repeatedly.

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EXHALE MY LOVE
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September 19, 2016
 

06:30

As I drown myself
Into the sweet lullabies
Of my vigorous dreams,
I can see the illuminating shadows
Of your whole being.
I'm having a dream.
A beautiful dream of you.
As beautiful as your visage.
But why are you sad?
Is there something
That bothers you?
I tried to walk towards,
Reaching out.
In a slowly pace.
But as I kept on moving,
You walked back.
Fading.
Until you disappeared.
I stood up.
A dream.
A beautiful nightmare.
An open ended story.

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HOPE BATEMAN
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September 17, 2016
 

Letting Go

As you move along,
I'm letting go
All the promises we once
Whispered to those tiny
Shimmering object above the horizon.
And as you fly away from me,
Please bring all the remorse and pain,
Even if it still running
Through my exhausted veins
Because of nauseated thoughts of you.
So it is not so hard for me
To pick up all the broken pieces
And make myself whole again.

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MOVE FORWARD
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September 7, 2016
 

Like the Wind

People come and go in our lives.
Just like the wind that passes by.
And yet the most painful part
Of seeing them while letting them go
Is the truth that they might
Never come back again.
Are you going to run after,
Like a butterfly
Chasing a dying daffodil?
Or just let them go
Like those dry dandelions dust
Dancing through the wind?

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MOVE FORWARD
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September 5, 2016
 

Dearest Fiona,

It's been a long time since I read your last letter to me. And it's been a long time since I last wrote. The past few months weren't the good ones. I had some dilemmas which I literally faced on my own.

I have confessions to make. I fell in love with someone who doesn't have the ability to love me back. Someone, I thought, there will be some sort of "love story" between us, that could end up into forever. But I was wrong...

I had a lot of confusions and unanswered questions which caused me sleepless nights and crying over my pillows. I never thought I could do those things just because of someone whom I started to value but never give a damn care about it.

I thought every...

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August 19, 2016
 

05:45

It's fifteen before sunrise.
I can hear the vibration
Of my unstoppable emotions.
It resonates from the deepest
Yet sensitive part of me.
My heart.
This delicate one.
Pumping. Beating.
Once again, loving.
To a stranger.
The most strange one.
Is this right or wrong?
Are my feelings irrational?
But when did love became so wrong
When it feels so right?

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HEART
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August 11, 2016
 

Voices

I listen to the voices
That are hiding
At the back of my mind.
These are the voices
Of my unexpressed thoughts,
Which, somehow never been heard.
But this time,
I'm letting them plea.
Fly as far as where it could possibly go.
Like a bird in a cage
Who grabbed its own freedom,
And finally found its resting place.

Can you hear them now?

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BACK TO THE WORLD
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July 31, 2016
 

If I Tell You I Love You

If I tell you 'I love you',
My heart would run in a million miles
Just to be the first in the line.
Because once again,
In the most unexpected chance,
I'm walking in the most unfamiliar territory.
there - inside your heart.

If I tell you 'I love you',
What I really wanted to say
Is I'm sick and tired of dreaming alone.
What I want is to be with you
Not just a day or night away.
Instead in everyday,
And probably, always.

If I tell you 'I love you',
I remove all my fears,
My weariness,
My doubts.
I leave all the things
That can stop me from loving you.

If I tell you 'I love you',
I never pick up these three words,
That consists of five vowels
And three consona...

PASSIONATE POET
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July 15, 2016
 

04:30

It's four more hours,
And my alarm clock would strike so soon.
I closed my eyes.
But my mind was so restless.
I'm wide awake.
Inside.
Yes. Deep inside!
"Ramblings".
I called it that way
Because it's how it should be.
Thoughts you've given me,
Since I met you yesterday.
I'm feeling thirsty.
But not the liquid I can drink,
That can quench me.
I'm thirsty of your touch.
Your touch that gives me
A feeling of satisfaction.
Satisfaction that let me
Ask for more.

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THINKING CLOUD
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July 12, 2016
 

03:45

I changed my position.
It's the 15th time.
I can't sleep.
I'm feeling so high,
Nocturnal in my mind.
I'm thinking about you.
Again, at this hour.
It's 15 before breaking dawn.
I stood up.
I'm feeling so high.
Your image appeared at my right side.
Smiling and teasing,
Like seducing me.
I rubbed my eyes.
You disappeared.
My hallucinations made me sick.

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WHAT DO YOU SEE?
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July 6, 2016
 

02:30

An hour after my disillusioned miseries.
I'm still looking at the ceiling.
It's now dark and
Painted with emotions.
Mixed emotions which I contained.
My itchy lips wants to spill it out,
But my subconscious mind is freaking, somehow.
Do I need to?
'No!' My mind said.
Do I need to?
'Yes!' As the words from my heart flew.
And I'm drowning in the salty liquid,
Crawling through my ample cheeks
Caused by my disillusioned miseries.

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IM SORRY
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July 4, 2016
 

01:30

It's past an hour and a half.
I'm laying down in this bed,
While looking at the old traces
Of by bedroom's ceiling.
I think about you again.
I'm trying to sleep
But I can see you in the void.
Your innocent visage
That never fails to make me smile.
Should I tell you now
Or I just need to set aside?
Perhaps, at the end
Nothing won't happen.

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TAKE A CHANCE
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June 30, 2016
 

00:00

There are times when I found
My young self staring at the sky
Full of different yet spectacular stars.
If I could possibly be in love,
Or someone might fall for me.
Like the people whom I can see
In telenovelas or tv series.
A huge sigh...
I wanna be cliché.
Yet I don't have any idea how.
Until I met you.
Would I initiate?
But it seems you're untamed.

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STARLIGHT
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June 14, 2016
 

Next To Mine

Lay your body
next to mine, my love.
Touch me.
Caress me.
Sway our bodies
to the slow tempo of
an endless momentum.
Feel each other's breath,
in every inches of our skin.
And for the last time,
feel my love
in this cold eerie night.
Maybe tomorrow,
as you wake up next to me,
you'll love me like the
love I'm longing,
for a long time.

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PASSION
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June 10, 2016
 

In Between Lend and Goodbye

Lend me those little moments of us,
where we were both happy, once.
In every stories of parody,
of PASSIVE and quiet moments of being one.
In every object of temptation
and facetiously scenes.
In every guilt and madness,
and sulking moments we both exchanged.
In sadness and sob we strained to hide.
And in every mistakes and doubts
which became our unending VISITOR,
yet we earnestly overcame.

Don't worry,
I'll return you back.
Well, I know the spaces
between "Me and You".
I tried to return back.
I even tried to set free.
I step back apart, little by little,
in every inch of chances
and places I TRAVEL with.

I don't need to explain.
You don't want to be DIST...

GOODBYE
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May 22, 2016
 

There's Me and You,
From A Distance.

I can still see you,
at the back of this mosquito net,
trying to let me sleep
and erasing all my fears.

I can still feel your curves,
under the PAGES of these cold sheets,
covering our coldness
and own irritating needs.

I can still recognize
the way you look at me.
A mixed of doubtful thoughts and confusions,
no matter how many times
you tamp powder, mascara or
put mask on it.

I can still smell your SECRETS,
even you'd been running
a million miles apart,
away from the fatigues of yesterday's scene.

That's why I decided to go,
you decided to escape.
Because I  was caught,
and you lied.
And fly away from each other's arms.
For us to observe,
the lov...

NEVER LOOK BACK
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May 21, 2016
 

Salvation

I savor the luscious moment
when his lips touches mine.
I feel like there's
apparition happening.
Something on it
that makes me feel rejuvenated.
Why should I resist
when it taste like salvation?
A mixed of heavenly paradise.

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KISSING
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April 30, 2016
 

The Yellow Umbrella

Have you ever noticed
a small and cute umbrella?
That bright yellow umbrella
where the memories of
our long lost love still lingers,
where the happiness still lives,
the everlasting promises
are still kept,
as became the witness of
my first and last kiss from him?
Once you saw it,
you know where to find me.
Patiently waiting,
for it's the only thing left
when everything had left me.

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TOGETHER
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April 29, 2016
 

Quivering Touch

It's been a long time
since I last felt
your quivering touch.
A kind of touch
no one can ever
give me the same.
Since then,
I feel my soul is dying,
while my heart is
ceaselessly crazy,
as static as the
thoughts of you,
that keeps wandering
on my restless mind.

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KISSING YOU
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April 28, 2016
 

Garden of Eden

I had a dream last night.
Wandering around
in the Garden of Eden.
Rare flowers,
endangered animals,
and the famous
tree of knowledge of
good and evil.
Until I thought of asking myself.
How if the apple,
Adan and Eve ate
is like the silver apple
in my imagination?
Will they still eat it
and trust the snake
that once fooled them?

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FOREST PATH
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