Honestly saying , I just don't know the exact thing which I have to write. Just to settle the urge to write I am joining the alphabets of my keyboard.
Recently , an incident took place which made me realize how strong I am. Not that I am bragging but I am actually proud of myself . I suffered in my early age so the things which do not have any relevance today are of least concern for me which on the other hand are killing my cousins as they have always been pampered in their childhood.
Since childhood I struggled to get my portion of cake not from my parents but from the not so important relatives. Seriously they judge on the basis of your entertainment skills or how good you can dress up ...
A line is still stuck in my mind " my illusions my mistake" and undoubtedly the meaning is justified. We all live in the world where people create a life which is not less than a mirage. We assume to have things under our control but the moment you try to keep a hold , it slips away smoothly. We ourselves give the liberty to people for ruling our happiness which always turn out to be the way we never wanted it to be. We know the truth but it is very hard to accept it because you know it will broke you down into pieces. We prefer to live in the world where things seems to be much more easier and sorted rather digging the real shit involved in it. There a...
Is it just me or the world too??
The moment I feel I got this one with ease
the second my dreams cease...
I chased it with all my heart
Crushed into pieces , left with some part...
Procrastinating that from number of years
Stole the smile , rewarded with tears.....
Carved the goal with beautiful roadmaps
In a race to fill out the gaps.....
Believe it if you dream it
own the reality and then recreate it....
Is it just me or the world too??
Who believes this way??
To the things left unsaid....
( To all the friends whom I've given some justification for my acts at some point of time😶)
Remember the day when you had so much to talk about and the other day you are out of words. You can't stay happy always and even if you want to , you will find "N" number of reasons not to feel that way. I know its hard but a part of life. We all tend to feel this one day or the another. People will show their love but will shread their anger with no mercy as well.
Learn to love but prepare to bear as well. With love comes the pressure of holding on to it for lifetime.
Keeping your things completely on the table may lead to some huge misunderstanding which...
" Its our secret"
Heart , A place you decide for all
Always been reluctant to a fall...
Deep down behind that smile
Stayed the tears for quite a while...
This time again you repeated the history
Chapters disclosed Some still a mystery..
Not just a white and black squared chess
Rather a combination of a weird mess...
Unwilling to leave, unable to stay
Dying inside to figure out a way...
Incapable of being the constant one
Never been on rest but on continuous run.
Determined enough not to feel
Thought with time it will heal...
Acceptance given from my heart
Insecurity of loosing due to fate chart...
Seeking for a final crystal clear
*Don't do it * says the fear....
Don't live without something you can't live without
Life is brutally honest and there's whole lot of world waiting to make you regret about everything you do or about things you even wish to do.
So why not regret things after committing.
Take a chance and own it....!!
"Don't expect the expected just accept the unexpected
I'll pretend my ship's not sinking. It's not that glorious as it seems to be.
When life becomes little unfaithful to you and leave you in a befuddled state i.e when words form a perfect letter.
You've been cheerful throughout but sometimes feels claustrophobic with respect to people.
You've trusted few but they were all being pretentious in front of you. You always tried to maintain a stable relation but always ended up in commotion. Loyalty is what your friendship always demand but you were being judged on the basis of your priorities.
I cared too much about our friendship and you took me for granted. You acted like a miser in t...
It all started one day. The day you decided not to hold yourself back
The day you stood by all your desires and decided not to see what others wanted you to see.
They tried so hard to bring you down but your will to act overpowered them all.
One strong desire to choose your varied happiness over one sorrow.
But sometimes the strongest of all rest their case. She smiled all the way so that no one can realize her pain. She somehow managed to do so and waited for an isolation. All she did was smile that ended up in the flow of tears. A mere statement which created a hustle inside.
Is smiling a crime?
Is being nice to everyone a wrong thing?
Is dreaming an offence?
Is living a threat ?
I finally got a chance to say. Never imagined a day would be so perfect that all the things around me seems to be glimmering.
A day where I somehow managed to share a happy thought to everyone. I somehow managed to make everyone smiled around me. A day I've always asked for.
I saw the shining smile on my mother's face not because I am a successful person today but because I made her believe that I have the ability to be one.
Today I am capable enough to see beyond my problems and capture the hidden solution that lies somewhere close to me but yet so far.
I decided to live the day not the day before and after.
I made myself so strong to stand still where everything else was f...