|The copious ink,that flows through my nib,Is a bit too picturesque,Am amazed to look at it's red,Still has blood stains in it|
A bridge burning by the morning hazel horizon,
Has been giving me warmth under the uprooted winter seeds,
The snow falling along the ashes from the sky,
There's nothing defining which one is which,
As I walk to you, with Paled clenched fists,
Between my Thighs shivering n frozen legshifts,
Your fire melted the snow atop the grass,
Winds blowing about to waver my stance,
I'm trying to hold my shortened breath,
Your ashes toxic acting as they must have been said,
N babe, I'm dragging my leg chewed by bear trap,
like every old time when you weren't there,
Blood sizzled when I reached the front of your bridge,
My bare feet telling me the ice in the blood was...
I see valour,
In scared faces,
On dark days,
I run blind,
My Untied laces...
A life too taken by them,
I wonder if I'm losing myself to find Me!
Some things I was told to be aware of,
stating they were beans that'd grow vines skyhigh for me to climb on,
Some things were too hidden under the free falling drapes,
Under the silk curtains caressing the chest,
hugging those carvings,
N Yet I couldn't read between its intricacies,
Like a blind I traced my fingertips,
In light mum,
I've been whispering it's scripts,
Onto uneducated ears,
I dosed off mid waters,
To be drowned in tides,
I dissolved those turbid fingerprints off along with my palm crease,
Long gone were those lines,
Away from the unforeseen skips in my shores
Only to shy away,
from uncertainty and unc...
Counting on my fingers they say I have more than I should,
Only if they knew, the fields I seek bread from, were never mine! struggling, all I got were a few grains brought by the wind,
It was when my stomach growled me out of trance,
I was just an onlooker,
Made believe it’s a farm of my own!
I let go...
A summer wind grazing the moisture off my tear, left a cool feel on my chin,
The salt crusted turned white,
My muffled sounds were lost in cacophony,
Didn't know anymore what was right,
The gut I have in my head is losing,
The fear of losing does that to you... You're afraid if someone you gave your heart to may crush it into a 1000 pieces,
Having given your all just to get in return are scrapes n traces,
She's too much into her past that never bothered me till now,
N when she declared it's him, tears trikled down my cheek.
She was indecisive,
She shouldn't have waited when asked 'WHO?'
N when I was chosen when there was no choice, I knew it's n...
Viscous than gold...
She'd be a storm,
eyes green on one's glyphs
Claiming me with pride,
One who boasts around my might,
Be a fire willing to burn hell fire,
Or dwindle in oil-less lamp,
a concept of night long intimacy,
A chase to make me laugh,
Brings out the best in my voids,
She'd make kaleidoscopes whose pieces label the lessons from our pasts,
she'd soften herself on my roughs,
Let me do the same on her with my sharps,
Would share all her sorrows all her happiness,
All her thoughts be whatever they call,
Love me the most even in my shittiest attire,
Be Mine to profess all she's got...
She'd be loud as she goes,
Talks for hours devoid of filters,
would show me ho...
her melodies at the cost of her scalped fingertips,
She bled to bless those melodies into me,
A nymph in draped beauty
she harbours it all within....
Beauty stood still in envy,
Knowing there's one more reason I skip time...
Unfortunate, theyd never see What she holds,
See her unload the baggages of serenity hundred folds,
She's a Mayhem in my hands dripping allure,
Disguised she rains on my temples,
Seeps in my soul,
Caress through my pain,
She crosses my lanes,
Heals my wounds,
Pedal to me in disguise,
I'd know it's you in blinding silver haze...
There’s pebbles lining the shore,
Two leaps away from yesterday’s bonfire,
Half burnt, the charr flowing thin,
Eluding black in these majestic blues,
Resembles drapes fluttering in gentle breeze,
Resembles her love when being-there ceased,
Question now lies, did it ever exist,
Fingers grazed over his grave,
And in those crevices,
Lies buried... My pride...
Stagnating air I breathe, had her aroma getting me,
N all I wanted to do, was to make her a memory....
Falling on my back on the thin coarse water,
Forced my breath away,
The mesh on the waves clutched around me,
Stole the moon from my days...
Have seen the sun die too,
Drowning in her horizons,
Layers upon layers of brazen mountain,
her rays somehow always reach me,
Cuz when it comes to me?
They know no barriers.....
Threads shed in cottonwood,
Have hand-picked every seed,
Have sown n watered albeit,
A sign on her lands for my green,
Desire for its root to dig in deep,
In search of lil warmth from her ice hearth...
Hoard of memories stuffed in my pockets,
From the mesh underneath,
Seep into my thighs,
For only I hold the claims on my distant love,
It's a souvenir of my glass eyes,
Of her direction far looked skylines...
Exempt me from the pain,
I have pins studded under my lids,
Scratching my wills underneath,
N everytime I blink,
I bleed of ivory fire,
Red yet sapphirical,
I'm blind to your deeds,
N like a bamboo forest flowering,
Pollen dusting my insides,
eyes on you still,
Hung my insights,
Unwavered as if a storm in wake about to implode,
N even if I'm bleeding my blind sight,
I seek you in my desire,
I'd see you always,
In the same ivory,
Silken her fleece...
She glows of autumn shaded honey leaves,
Soothes those moons under silhouetted trees,
Has wrapped my heart in silk fleeced palms,
She makes gold bleed in my poetries...
These breeze caressing her cheeks for me,
riverine hair flowing down her nape,
Her glow unfathomable sews together my dreams,
Her name long studded under my ribspace...
Floating high on her feathery touches,
A thin veil hides her from my gaze,
I wish n wait to steer away the lil spaces,
Ones which doesn't have her trace,
I have edged my insanity over midnights,
Of mocked serenity on her faces,
Have locked my self to be her keep,
Have waited in uncertain places,
Some scribbled walls marks my days,
So does the Rusty charred iron cases,
In the deluded darts of our stories,
She's the hero in undisguised dresses,
She's the part where she follows my trail,
The chapter where I got my ass saved,
She's the Page where I last bookmarked to never untie,
N It's stills smells of maces,
A bonsai of silver leaves,
She cuts th...
The fire in my vain,
Cracking through my veins,
Are seeping through,
on the below blank intricates,
At times it makes my art sculpt itself,
The reflects of which are more surreal,
Than the haphazard cuts mirrored,
under the sore swollen wrist spaces...
Bent in places,
Whorlpool of air I breath in you,
Grass n dew
She's a wonder fire
Starry her glow
Glass broken gazes
From sun-shy windows,
Ecstacy, her name
I see your face in night clouds,
Moon hiding right behind your glow,
A blind's read...
Swiftly swimming through the Lucid,
I’m babbling enough words,
Some poetry I desire,
It’s scramble of spurs,
Meaningless they say,
Blind to thee,
They’re looking at the floor beneath,
Underneath the rustling seas...
Lonely times strike hard,
Why bother what they say,
Once a smiling face,
Recalls somewhere it may not,
somewhere it may....
Chehere se hi nahi khoobsurati dekhi maine,
Pardon k paar rakhe us diye ko jhulaste dekha h!
Ik raaste se chalte maine rang khooye
Duuje se chalte khoya mai rab,
pannon ne meri shyahi Khoi thi kabhi,
Yeh Waqt Mujhe khoyega kab....
Tere kisse kabhi sunaya karta tha sau dafa,
Aaj zikr bhi karta hun,
toh yaadein guum si jati h....