Ayúdame a entender que me falta, porque no soy suficiente para ti. Porque tantos detalles, porque te preocupas por mi si no me amas. Me confundes porque me dices que no somos nada, que nunca va poder ser. Pero cuando convivimos juntos como si fuéramos pareja pareces ser lo contrario a lo que dices. No se que creer porque mi corazón Te Ama y se sostiene de cualquier esperanza. Y esos momentos que pasamos juntos que siento tu amor me asen pensar que al lo mejor hay algo. Pero necesito aprender a volver amarme a mi como lo hacía antes de conocerte.
Siempre nos pasa y nos enamoramos de la persona equivocada.
Que palabra tan bonita. Que se te viene a la mente:
Eso es lo normal, lo que debe de ser:
En mi caso no es así, en mi caso me demuestran:
Ya deja el pasado que tú decidiste allí en el pasado. Perdónate, olvida, perdona. Deja de amargarte la vida y hacerte la victima.
Por más que trato de acercarme a ti tú más me rechazas más y me empujas.
Tu odio es tan grande que te las pagas conmigo. Pero ya basta, ya no más. No voy a permitir que me quiebres como lo haces para tú librarte de tus culpas.
Me voy con el corazón roto pero tranquila porque se que lo eh int...
My heart feels so heavy, I still can’t believe you are not with us anymore. I can’t believe you had the courage to leave us.
It kills me to think of the pain you were going through. I wish you would of know it does get better. It doesn’t change with time, all is a lesson and it makes us stronger.
Going through a divorce is hard, but trying to recuperate yourself from an abusive relationship and you go through a divorce feels 10 times worse. You feel every inch of pain. You question yourself, you doubt yourself, you believe the lies your soon to be ex says about you. You start thinking what’s the point of me being here.
But you pray and try to pull through it all for your beautiful kids....
She lays there as we stare, our selfish selfs wanting her to come back to us. But I know In my heart she is gone, I’ve known it since I got the call. I feel like I can’t cope with it all bc my family still has hope. It’s hurting inside bc I know she wouldn’t want to been seen this way. I know we need to let her go and Rest In Peace but how do I let them all see that. I get it it’s their daughter, sister, mother. But Lord help us accept all of this and let her go...
Im feeling completely lost. How can one fall so many times and still have to find the strength to keep going. I honestly don’t like to complain and have had blessings come to me the last month along with loss. Working so hard to accomplish a better life and then all of that going away and having to start over again from zero sucks. Single moms have or extra hard. I really don’t understand why it has to be this way. Why do ppl get away with stripping you down to nothing and then blaming you bc you aren’t a good enough parent that can barley provide for their kids. Im a fighter, I’ll get back up and stronger I know that. I’m just tired of having to fight the battles o have to fight. I want to k...
A mother’s greatest fear when leaving a abusive marriage is how will this affect my kids. Will it be worth it to leave him and try to have a better life or do I stay for the sake of my kids? On days like today I feel like I should of stayed. I started again from 0 bc my ex made sure I left empty handed and had it hard almost impossible to start over. Made sure he told the kids enough things for them to hate me and blame me. Typical of a narcissist right? But even though all of that that I have fought and fought hard to mentally be okay to have peace to live a happy life. Well it hasn’t been easy. I have to jump a wall everyday. Will I be able to pay the rent this month or the bills, should I...
Es la pregunta que me hago a diario en tantas partes de mi vida.
Cómo mamá, amiga, hermana, cómo mujer....
Cómo sigo con tanta cicatriz, con esas de las que nunca paran. Que siguen sin importar que tan herida estes.
Cómo sigues con tanto dolor, ese que lentamente te va matando. Porque tantas personas importantes en tu vida no te valoran.
Cómo sigues con tantas inseguridades, esas que te arrebatan la vida porque no te a sido nada fácil y Nadine da la cara por ti.
Cuando piensas que la vida no se puede poner mas Perra te demuestra lo contrario. Y en ese momento caes de rodillas y te rindes, le pides a Dios mas fuerzas porque es lo único que te sostiene en esta vida que te a tocado. Te hace cansado de cargar esa sonrisa falsa que cubre todas esa heridas que llevas dentro para que los demás no te tengan lastima,oh piensen que estás jugando a víctima. Ni uno de ellos puede imaginar el dolor de hija, mujer y madre que hace tenido que vivir. Solo tu cargas ese dolor ese infierno que te perteneces solo a ti. El que cuando piensas que todo se está calmando y por fin estás apunto e ver la luz con tantas bendiciones, vuelves a caer. Con el corazón destrozado s...
Las ganas de salir corriendo son tan fuertes, tanta confusión. Llegaste a cambiar mi vida por completo y no se como aceptar lo que me ofreces. Es más fuerte el querer quedarme al querer correr porque los momentos que pasamos juntos son los más lindo que eh tenido en muchos años. No me queda más que verte solo como otra lección en mi vida. Una linda lección llena de nuevos momentos, de aprendizaje, de sentimientos, de nuevas oportunidades! Lo único que me queda es agradecerle a la vida por verte puesto en mi camino. Me estás preparando para lo que un día será para mi....
Disfruta lo que la vida te de, ya sea una persona, un momento, vive sin miedos a poder sentir alegría en tu corazón. Todos llegan a tu vida por una razón oh otra. Disfruta esa temporada sin límites.
Tu sigue volando 🦋 Ya pásate por el transcurso de 🐛 hora te toca volar y disfrutar el sacrificio que te an costado esas lindas alas 🦋
La gente hablará, se enojarán, te tendrán celos. Déjalos porque ellos no pasaron por los sacrificios que tus as pasado.
Sigue volando, cumpliendo cada meta. Aprovechando cada oportunidad que se te presenta!
Cree en ti mismo y enseña tu bellas alas al mundo entero, porque eso te hace feliz.
Dios pone a personas en nuestras vidas cuando mas perdidos y confundidos nos sentimos, toda persona tiene un porque en nuestra vida, ya sea una lección, una experiencia oh un motivo. Pero hay que aceptarlos con el corazón abierto y una sonrisa!
Palabras Sabias, no hay que perder la humildad ❤️
She’s tired, but she won’t give up.
She cry’s, then she wipes the tears off and gets back up.
She loves unconditionally even thought it tears her apart.
But God made her strong, so that the things that try to bring her down don’t damage her completely.
She patiently awaits the day she will be completely healed so she can look back and smile at all the pain she’s been through.
There are so many negative people in this world. Why is it that they like to put others down instead of helping them get up and be better. Not one of us is perfect, so why think we are better then others. God made us all equal, we choice to live our best life and help others or be negative and blame everyone else.
It never heals, we can cover it with a bandaid, but it never heals. It catches you off guard when you least expect it. It knocks you off your feet, it tends to creep up on you when you feel the most healed. When you believe you’ll be okay. When you humble yourself and appreciate your blessings. It’s like a magnet to the good in your life. The minute your heart thinks “ I’m going to be okay” boom it knocks you down again. That pain that takes your breath away, that makes you want to stay knocked down bc you are drained. But you remember the way you fight so hard and that beautiful smile of your biggest blessing takes it all away. Today I came home to my bed made. She said “ I made it m...
I’ve sat here for weeks now trying to understand what is wrong. I sit here feeling impotente. Why, you ask? So many things, but the one pulling at my heart is the one where I’m fighting Day by day to better myself. You might think that’s a good thing and yes your right it is. But why do I have to fight so damn hard? Why does everything seem 1,000 times harder. Why am and my children paying for leaving an abusive relationship.
It’s like your married and being abused and keeping quite about it so you and the kids are okay. So you have a home and food on the table. You know that the moment you leave it’ll become 1,000 times harder.
Why? Why should We single moms go through so much...
#broken #warrior #survivor
Brokenness is pretty amazing!
You can break, but you get right back up.
You can be broken, but you keep going.
They will break you, but you put yourself back together and you keep fighting.
You turn into a warrior that is no longer surprised by the feeling...
You’ve been broken your whole life and now all your trying to do is survive what’s left of you!
Sentir Impotencia te ayuda a querer luchar más fuerte por lo que sabes que es justo!
Aprendiendo a vivir por mi propia voz!
How do I keep on going with out you, without your smile, your words of encouragement, your silliness, your adventures, your humble heart... How I ask myself.
It’s been the hardest months of my life, so many times I’ve wanted to text you and I catch myself, wanted to tag you on things about Tacos and I can’t. Call you and share my ups and downs and I can’t...
How is it that your gone, how is it that I will never see you again? See that smile that gave us all sunshine and hope!
I miss you, a miss you that hurts my soul... I love you and I know that your looking down at us and loving us! I think of you daily, there isn’t a day that I don’t see or hear something that reminds me of you.
Life seems to never be fair when you sit back and analyze the last 25 years of your life and you don’t understand half of it, or at least you thought you didn’t until your sitting here and it hits you.
I have learned that God intended for me to have the trials I’ve had because my purpose is to become the Voice for women who believe in the lies! Make them aware of believing we are all worthy, capable, smart, amazing, beautiful daughters of God and he intends for us to accomplish anything we set our minds to.
We are Daughters
We are Sisters
We are Mother’s
We are “Us”
We need to take care of ourselves, love ourselves, believe in ourselves!
We are the only ones who can make the change ...
The battle is within me.
My heart wants to fully love you but half of it is scared. It's been chattered to many times, sometimes it seems like a pattern.
But I know your different, you love me for me, you accept me, you take care of me, make sure I'm okay.
But the unknown is slowly creeping up on me.
I don't know anything about you, other then what you've showed me the last month.
I ask myself:
How is it possible to love you like this, how is it possible to hurt for you bc your far from me.
I cried today, my heart hurts bc of how much it loves you! I realized that I don't want to be without you! That I want you by my side to share life with for the rest of my life!
And that sca...
Oh how I will miss you!
You were full of life, full of love, full of peace.
Perfect mother, perfect wife, perfect friend.
I'm broken to know your not with us anymore, but I know God needed you as his angel more then we needed you here.
I will forever remember everything you thought me. To always smile, to be humble, to love unconditionally, to enjoy life to the fullest, to not take shot from anyone, to be me, to be real, to never give up! I have lost one of my best friends but God has gained an Angel.
Love you forever ❤️💔🖤
Why is it that when you are reaching your goals you feel broken?
Maybe it's bc you know what you've had to go through to accomplish them.
Bc nothing has been easy, and even if you feel weak you know you can't stop and you need to keep going.
Bc your always feeling the need to wear your armor, so nothing knocks you down.
Maybe just maybe it's Bc for the first time you are not doubting yourself and your making choices with out that armor.
You finally took it off, and it's a feeling of freedom and it allows you to breath and cry.
But those tears are of joy bc you've realized you are worth a better life!
As I'm here cooking I'm looking back at the las 12 months, wow God, you've really taken my breath away with all the blessings and the falls. Almost 2 years ago I was homeless, jobless, no money and you have put amazing angles in my path that have helped me get back on my feet, you've blessed me with 3 amazing jobs and opened a few doors that have helped me grow in my career, meet amazing bosses and coworkers in the process, I have an amazing job with amazing ppl, we have a house over our head and food on the table, even though things have happened and I get frustrated and impatient you always bless me! I have meet amazing new friends and lost people in my life, but I'm beyond blessed. You re...
So many things going through my mind at this moment in my life, I am a mess! How did I get here? As I showered and cried and prayed I asked myself “What did I do wrong?” Then so many thing and people came through my mind. First of all, me “why you ask?” B/C how in the world did I allow all this unfairness? How do I keep on protecting the ones that are heartless the ones that hurt others? Starting with my so-called family “how do I allow them to live a happy life in secret of their truths so no one else gets hurt. What about me? What about the damage they did to me? The things and secrets I have to live with? The things that go through my head that don’t allow me to move on?
Sometimes it's hard for the hurt to trust again, it's hard to truly give your heart to someone all over again. You protect it from getting hurt bc you've already done that been there, and yes you might question everything in a new relationship. But that's good bc you learned from the previous relationship that there needs to be communication. If there isn't than there is no point, if they don't like you questioning them than there's no relationship. The one that loves you will understand your insecurities and help you through them not ignore it and tell you to think what you want. They will do anything to make you feel like your loved and cared for and most importantly that they want to be ...
You must feel so little.
You must feel dirty...
You must feel guilty...
You must feel pain....
You must feel anger....
It's the only reason I can understand why you make others feel so little and powerless, why you have the need to tear hearts into shreds and feel good about it!
Why you feel the need to make sure you use those powerful words you used for years... Why you feel the need to belittle others...
You'll never change, so sad... You'll never see beyond your own selfishness, power, beyond that control.
You need to have control about everything, everyone around you so you don't feel little...
Your words may have put a tear or two on my face but let me tell you you will never ...
When you love someone, when you truly love someone, that person becomes part of you, they become your life, your everything. They change you and they inspire you in so many different ways that it's indescribable. How do you let go of someone that has made such a great impact in your life? How do you let go of the only thing that keeps you going? That's keeps you strong? Loving someone with all of you is letting go of fear, growing up! Because when you love someone whole-heartedly, you let go of yourself. So how do you let go of someone you truly care about?
The truth is, i don't think you can. I think no matter what happens, weather you are together or not, they will always be in your heart ...