Life seems to never be fair when you sit back and analyze the last 25 years of your life and you don’t understand half of it, or at least you thought you didn’t until your sitting here and it hits you.
I have learned that God intended for me to have the trials I’ve had because my purpose is to become the Voice for women who believe in the lies! Make them aware of believing we are all worthy, capable, smart, amazing, beautiful daughters of God and he intends for us to accomplish anything we set our minds to.
We are Daughters
We are Sisters
We are Mother’s
We are “Us”
We need to take care of ourselves, love ourselves, believe in ourselves!
We are the only ones who can make the change ...
The battle is within me.
My heart wants to fully love you but half of it is scared. It's been chattered to many times, sometimes it seems like a pattern.
But I know your different, you love me for me, you accept me, you take care of me, make sure I'm okay.
But the unknown is slowly creeping up on me.
I don't know anything about you, other then what you've showed me the last month.
I ask myself:
How is it possible to love you like this, how is it possible to hurt for you bc your far from me.
I cried today, my heart hurts bc of how much it loves you! I realized that I don't want to be without you! That I want you by my side to share life with for the rest of my life!
And that sca...
Oh how I will miss you!
You were full of life, full of love, full of peace.
Perfect mother, perfect wife, perfect friend.
I'm broken to know your not with us anymore, but I know God needed you as his angel more then we needed you here.
I will forever remember everything you thought me. To always smile, to be humble, to love unconditionally, to enjoy life to the fullest, to not take shot from anyone, to be me, to be real, to never give up! I have lost one of my best friends but God has gained an Angel.
Love you forever ❤️💔🖤
Why is it that when you are reaching your goals you feel broken?
Maybe it's bc you know what you've had to go through to accomplish them.
Bc nothing has been easy, and even if you feel weak you know you can't stop and you need to keep going.
Bc your always feeling the need to wear your armor, so nothing knocks you down.
Maybe just maybe it's Bc for the first time you are not doubting yourself and your making choices with out that armor.
You finally took it off, and it's a feeling of freedom and it allows you to breath and cry.
But those tears are of joy bc you've realized you are worth a better life!
As I'm here cooking I'm looking back at the las 12 months, wow God, you've really taken my breath away with all the blessings and the falls. Almost 2 years ago I was homeless, jobless, no money and you have put amazing angles in my path that have helped me get back on my feet, you've blessed me with 3 amazing jobs and opened a few doors that have helped me grow in my career, meet amazing bosses and coworkers in the process, I have an amazing job with amazing ppl, we have a house over our head and food on the table, even though things have happened and I get frustrated and impatient you always bless me! I have meet amazing new friends and lost people in my life, but I'm beyond blessed. You re...
So many things going through my mind at this moment in my life, I am a mess! How did I get here? As I showered and cried and prayed I asked myself “What did I do wrong?” Then so many thing and people came through my mind. First of all, me “why you ask?” B/C how in the world did I allow all this unfairness? How do I keep on protecting the ones that are heartless the ones that hurt others? Starting with my so-called family “how do I allow them to live a happy life in secret of their truths so no one else gets hurt. What about me? What about the damage they did to me? The things and secrets I have to live with? The things that go through my head that don’t allow me to move on?
Sometimes it's hard for the hurt to trust again, it's hard to truly give your heart to someone all over again. You protect it from getting hurt bc you've already done that been there, and yes you might question everything in a new relationship. But that's good bc you learned from the previous relationship that there needs to be communication. If there isn't than there is no point, if they don't like you questioning them than there's no relationship. The one that loves you will understand your insecurities and help you through them not ignore it and tell you to think what you want. They will do anything to make you feel like your loved and cared for and most importantly that they want to be ...
You must feel so little.
You must feel dirty...
You must feel guilty...
You must feel pain....
You must feel anger....
It's the only reason I can understand why you make others feel so little and powerless, why you have the need to tear hearts into shreds and feel good about it!
Why you feel the need to make sure you use those powerful words you used for years... Why you feel the need to belittle others...
You'll never change, so sad... You'll never see beyond your own selfishness, power, beyond that control.
You need to have control about everything, everyone around you so you don't feel little...
Your words may have put a tear or two on my face but let me tell you you will never ...
When you love someone, when you truly love someone, that person becomes part of you, they become your life, your everything. They change you and they inspire you in so many different ways that it's indescribable. How do you let go of someone that has made such a great impact in your life? How do you let go of the only thing that keeps you going? That's keeps you strong? Loving someone with all of you is letting go of fear, growing up! Because when you love someone whole-heartedly, you let go of yourself. So how do you let go of someone you truly care about?
The truth is, i don't think you can. I think no matter what happens, weather you are together or not, they will always be in your heart ...
While your saving everyone out there, who's saving you?
She is a strong one, like a storm, the more she takes, the stronger she gets!
So often I feel broken, a huge piece of me missing, hurting, curled up somewhere in there just crying.
I know people around me don't understand my pain, my life. I don't expect them to because they have not been through my Hell.
This Hell that is a part of me. The moment I think I'm going to be okay that life is finally looking better "Boom" life throws me down once again!
This heart of mine has been through it all, it always seems that the people I love the most are always the ones I hurt for the most.
I dream of one day knowing what normal is. " I smile at this thought"
I try to be thankful and not complain. But let me tell you it's so hard.
When all your life you've had to fight...
Many of us Crucify ourselves between two thieves.
Regret for the past and fear for the future...
I feel like all my life I've been fighting, fighting to have a voice and I finally have a voice and I'm always struggling....
Does it ever balance out?
Que si soy fuerte? Con todas las cosas que me han pasado, ya estoy empezando a creer que soy inmortal!
Kate Del Castillo
How I wish I would of been stronger sooner! Seeing the pain it's caused you guys, I carry that regret heavy in my heart. It hurts to see you hurt, I wish I could change things but I can't at this point, all I can do is pray and keep strong and be patient for when you need me.
God I ask you to guide me, take all this regret and confusion and fill it up with your love! I feel so lost as a parent right now. Seeing my kids hurt, angry, lost is slowly brining me down. I can't go down though I need to stay strong for them, they need me.... I pray for you to guide me with your armor, your strength, your wisdom, acceptance, forgiveness, and love...
This have been the loneliest hardest six months of my life. Losing your best friend of 10 years isn't normal. Life is tricky and sometimes we don't realize how we are hurting others or how we feel hurt by them. The problem is we feel the need not to talk about how we feel because if it includes them in any way it doesn't matter. But I will say that the last years have been so different we allowed ourself to not have as much communication and then we came in stronger then ever more needy then ever. We were there for each other hold hands like we used to wiped tears and listened how we used to, went through unexpected pain together and then just like that we let life get in they way and dishone...
The moment you realize how life has changed and you try to be okay and be strong and you keep on tripping over anger, sadness, regret, hate, love, anxiety, and then you look at yourself in the mirror and you pick yourself up and you tell yourself:
You are beautiful
You are strong
You are love
You are lessons
You are a blessing
You can breath
You are smart
You are evolving Into the plan God has for you!
Just be patient and it'll all come to you with time!
It's okay to let go, it's necessary so you can move on.......
If you're going to let her in, let her fully in.. If you have doubts let her know, bc then your doubts cause doubts with in her... And it'll all slowly just fall apart....
MIs miedos desaparecen cuando siento tus abrazos y me abrasas con tanto amor,que se transfiere de tu cuerpo al
Es como volver a la vida, volver a sonreír, volver a respirar. Solo esperó pacientemente el día en el que te pueda sentir todos los días, sentir esa tranquilidad, ese amor, esa vibración que transfieres a mi alma....
Te amo amore mio ❤️
The things you hide in your heart.......
Eat you alive....
Give yourself permission to soar, no more holding back....
It's your time, no matter what others think. Do what makes you happy, sing, write, love, take care of yourself!
She's been through a lot, you know?
Life has taught her and she has learned to prepare for the worst. Just understand that about her. She needs your patience.
She didn't know this kind of happiness until she meet you, but remember, she's been in the storm her whole life, so it's very hard for her to see the Sunshine.
Be her sunshine, love her, take care of her, but most importantly understand her and communicate with her!
When is enough, enough? When will you value yourself, when will you understand that it's okay to forgive, love, and take care of yourself.
You are a soul as well as the ones you love. You are also worth of giving yourself that love, care, understanding, forgiveness, faithfulness you give to others.
It's okay to be afraid, what is not okay is to sit in it and wait for that change to come to you!
You need to put that armor on and push through that fear, keep pushing forward bc it's a beautiful feeling to get past that fear and accomplish segments of your dreams, hopes, wants, needs, to find yourself and love yourself and accept yourself for who you are!
Stop being afraid of the world,...
She learned she could fly, no one can stop her from achieving her dreams!
From a caterpillar 🐛 to a butterfly 🦋!
Aracely Luna 🌙
Don't lose the spark that makes you YOU! Don't let anyone take that away from you!
At the end of the tunnel is the light and you get there with hard work, enthusiasm, and motivation!
Never give up on your dreams, make them come true!
Aracely Luna 🌙
As I sit here and think about the last month and and a half it hits me and it hits me hard. You came into my life and I tried so hard to avoid you, I thought you couldn't be part of my life in any way because I thought we were so different. But then I allowed you in and all at once I realized how we are so much alike. We might like differ thing and come from different backgrounds but at the same time we are so alike and have the same goals and want the same future! We are fighters for sure, it doesn't matter how many times life throws us down we always get right back up and stronger then ever! I believe that you are my whole, I believe that as hard as this is and is about to be we are meant ...