|You are better off without those empty promises, I promise you !|
This is all I have,
This is all I have got of you,
This very moment,
We may not have forever or tomorrow or the very next moment,
But I'm just thankful that I have this moment,
Blessed to have lived this moment,
Nothing in the world could replace this moment,
Not even hundred more moments.
The 'forever' we believe in is only until the moment we belong to someone else,
Because we were too afraid to belong to each other.
But the heart always did and will do.
Because holding onto love takes nothing but love.
And I'll say that the only thing you need to stay in love is love and unconditional love itself and nothing else.
I'm just going to be another person who never lasted in your heart.
I'm not going to make it to the end of your story,
I end here,
Lasted a few pages but I end here ,
I'm going be another random stranger you once couldn't live without.
But this is my end in your life.
And maybe if I could swallow back emotions just the way I did with words, life would have been a lot better.
To the lands where all my dreams await ,
To the lands where I see you holding hands with me and walking towards eternity,
I'll be happy there where we are together,
To the forever lands I dream of.
I've had a thousand dreams of you by my side and a thousand more of me forever dreaming.
I find places similar to the emotions that churn inside of me.
The way the ocean and it's waves evokes a sense of hope, that one day the waves of love will hit against the walls of my heart and never leave.
The mountains and the highest views, the clouds touching its peak, the depths of my sadness and the beauty of love that I'll never see.
The grassy meadows ,the cool breeze and sun rays dancing , the dreams that brings in ecstacy and magic .
The moonlit path, loneliness and infinity and the darkness that surrounds.
Your eyes, home.
I'll stay right here.
A moment before we lost it all,
Right there frozen still,
Under the same velvet sky ,
Nothing will change the way I look upon you,
The way I dream of you,
I'll hold onto the past we shared forever,
Until the end.
I couldn't let go of you,
Beacuse I never saw dreams and made wishes that are lesser than infinity.
I dream it whole and wish for it to last till I lived.
And that's what I did when I saw you, I dreamed of another thousand lives we could live together,
Wished to watch the infinite stars blink forever with you by my side,
I wanted to face the best and the worst of life holding onto you,
There wasn't any goodbyes in my world, rather the world I believed in and there still isn't.
The story of my love never ends in the world I imagine myself in .
But died too soon in reality.
I'd be sitting right next to you, yet miles apart from the world we share.
You won't know me for whom I was and what I've become,
You smile when I watch you with intense pain in my eyes,
Nod when I crave for you to utter my name,
Because you don't know me, I'm your closest stranger,
The one soul you know too much but not that much to understand my silence,
You'll never read my minds pages and my hearts desires,
You'll never understand me because you never understood silence,
You never cared enough to end up in my world, my world if unspoken words,
You knew me well hon, too well that you'll never know this new version of me,
Because I'm too far away from the me you knew and the me I've become...
Sometimes the littlest of the things leave the biggest scars and never ever let go of the heart.
The waves of my lost love hits against the heart every time,
And it brings the memories of long lost times of happiness, an unknown state of mind these days.
Unable to go back, I breathe in the haunting past and wait for a blissful tomorrow.
I write a lot about you these days,
I watch you more often these days and your darkness is what I love the most.
I find it promising , that darkness is not always the end,
That darkness can be beautiful and be worth watching.
And I've started to deal with this darkness that covers my life right now and hope for a little star to come by and make my life sparkling beautiful.
I wait for a tiny ray of hope to make its way to my heart and hope it does come.
I don't wish for the constellations or the moon ,
A star is more than enough
This ove I feel,
This love I have,
It won't ever go away,
And I'll never love someone else with such love ever, for it ends with us just the way it began.
This love won't ever find its way back to my heart ever, once you leave.
This love is you and for you only beloved.
You could feel things drifting away, especially the bond you share and the depth of the words that comes from the heart.
I blinked and for that quarter second you were mine.
God it felt so real!
I guess I couldn't have handled such situation so it never lasted.
If I could write one happy ending,
One 'happily ever after' story,
I swear it would be ours.
The story of our love.