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October 18, 2017
 

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SEINFELD
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That's how lettrs makes me feel👻👻👻💓💓
Happy!!

a.a.doodles©

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DICTIONARY DAY
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September 28, 2017
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Oh love
My love
Aren't you afraid?
We may be having it all
Only for today...
Maybe tomorrow won't come
Maybe today is the day
Would you still spare any moment
Won't you stay?

Ain't we in deep love?
Ain't we one soul?
Won't you hold on a little longer?
Just for today...

Be mine...

Be mine forever my love
Be mine till the end of the time.

Be the one
I believe you are
I'll be your the one
If you promise to be mine...

Don't leave my palm
Please hold me close
This heart keeps rushing
It's afraid to lose

You my love
Are my everything
My misery my muse...

Won't you stay
A minute more
Let me kiss those lips again

Hold me love
Like never before
Hold me
Like we only have
Today...

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LOVE NOTE DAY
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September 17, 2017
 

SKYALARKCHALLENGE 104 (3)
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BLOOM...
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Your memories dwell here
In this Creased Scuffed heart
Holding on to every bit
Of your essence,
I keep adoring
The way you made me
Into a self lovable mess
And prepared me for all
That was going to come.

But you my love
You are my strength
You are an open book
To my escape,
You held the particles
Of this soul
And gave them
A perfect shape.

To me you are my "All"
You are the cure
To my past
Full of Rust,

Don't you ever Think
Of leaving me
You've been my all
Love and lust...

Today
This heart is more
More than just an empty room,
I can face ...

SKYLARK CHALLENGE 2ND ANNIVERSARY
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September 17, 2017
 

SKYLARKCHALLENGE 104(2)

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Along with the Fall...
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A mere cavity I am
Just like this room,
Moulting my creased skin
Scuffed from beneathe
Over the surfaces of my past..

I keep craving for the lush
Searching my escape deep within
An escape to the infinite
Engulfing me
Within it's innumerable Particles,
Particles which forever last...

I will leave these bits of Rust
In the box where I used to Think
Think about it all!
Untouched by the mocking breathes
I will fade away along with the fall...

Ashwini abhang
(Nemophilist)

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SKYLARK CHALLENGE 2ND ANNIVERSARY
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September 16, 2017
 

SKYLARKCHALLENGE 104 (1)

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Creased Soul..
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Find me
Under the dusky pile
Where I hide
My creased soul,
Abandoned long ago.
Scuffed
A little more.

Oh it cries
And it cries so hard
In this volatile ocean of pain
Hoping to feel it's own tear
Before the particles fade away.

Come my demons come
Consume the more of me,
A room you gave me of rust
A room of my flesh
I give you for free!

My feet won't shiver any less
If this soul again gets exposed
So I think of My Escape
Leaving behind all
Ever imposed.

Oh love,
if you find me,

Under the dusky pile
Where I used to live,

You'll find me
Mocking at my demons
At their immortal misery...

SKYLARK CHALLENGE 2ND ANNIVERSARY
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September 13, 2017
 

Oh the Pretentious flesh
Are you trying to fool your soul?

I kept wondering all night,
Awake, silent, serene.
What all it took me to become myself... again.
For the nights when I cried for someone else, for those times I worried not being worthy enough of love.
All that was a heavy cost that I paid in parts of me. Parts of my originality.
Slowly degrading,
Cursing myself,
I came to a point where I gave up.
And I am glad that I did.
I gave up on the false image of myself
Which I was foolishly accepting to be true.
I will tell you this one thing, believe me. It's beautiful to be able to completely accept oneself!
And if you are reading this today,

"Don't let your flesh
And it's endless ...

POSITIVE THINKING DAY
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September 11, 2017
 

Soothe me...

I lay back
Tracing my memories
Hoping to get closer to you,
Walking barefoot
Over the reverie
Which this heart felt
In your arms...

Soothe me again
Will you?
Kiss me at the dawn,
Kiss me tonight
My love again
Cuddle me up
In your loving arms...

This might not be the day
For us to be one,
This moment may not be fortunate
To see our bodies intertwined.
These hollow lights
May not be
Touching our souls,
But baby
You have already owned
This heart of mine...

Soothe me again
Will you?
Let me cry tonight,
Kiss me,
Help me sleep,
Let those memories cuddle us
Tonight...

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AIM TO PLEASE
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September 2, 2017
Anand, India

It's been a hard month.

In the mid festive season my younger grandfather was hospitalized for a week who ended up being in coma for 3 days and then expired. It was a tough time, going through that.
All those thoughts of losing someone near and dear. The flashbacks and heartfelt words ever heard echoing everywhere. Those precious times where you shared giggles with them..

All of a sudden yesterday when we were in our college hours another sad news came to us. One of our classmate expired in an accident. The reason of death was assumed to be him doing photography on railway tracks and coming under the train.  
I have been reading several newspapers from the morning each giving some or the ot...

ENDLESS STARS
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August 27, 2017
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Allured by your love.
And all of a sudden
I owed my every bit to you!

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ENDLESS STARS
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August 23, 2017
Anand, India

Create your own bliss!

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PERFECTION
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August 22, 2017
Anand, India

Yet
Another day
Passed by
And I
Failed to get high
On poetry.

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TOTAL ECLIPSE 2017
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August 22, 2017
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Criticism keeps embracing me
While the good's still adamant to stay in disguise.

Well criticism is more of an extrovert
It takes efforts to make kindness speak!

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TOTAL ECLIPSE 2017
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August 20, 2017
 

#SKYLARKCHALLENGE 100

The search!

Dear diary,

I am losing it
I am losing my rhyme
I am losing the feels
I can't feel anymore

At times it feels like I am becoming more of a material than being a true human.
It's sad to know that you can't connect with voids anymore
It's a lonely place when you can't even hear your own voice in your mind.
I keep FLUTTERING like a hurt butterfly
RACING and trying to cope up with the pace
With the pigmented WINGS withering
I end up staining the day sky.
Yet its all so clear like nothing is worrying the universe.
Then I take a lonely walk to connect with myself again
Under the stars of lonely sky.
Irnoical isn't it?
A sky full of stars like FRECKLES on the ...

SKYLARK CHALLENGE
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August 17, 2017
 

Dream a little more today!

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ENDLESS STARS
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August 16, 2017
 

You made me believe
That the love I craved for
Was not meant to be
Just an illusion.

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ENDLESS STARS
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August 15, 2017
Anand, India

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Forbidden Emotions
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Forbidden emotions
Emotions locked down away
Memories from time to time
Making these emotions sway
Finding their way back
Back to this abandoned home
A home that the heart made
Out of grey and hopeless stones
Tired of fostering madness
In the heart of a little child
Grew up to be an adult
With lost fun sight
Laughter that echoed
Too Locked down away
Dust is all that's left
On the handmade toy of clay.
Barely a home
Yet time's got it's ways
The emotions buried
Underneath the dusty piles
Are meant to be swayed.

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MADONNA
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August 11, 2017
 

My thoughts are dizzy
And so are my eyes
Yet all I can think is about you
Your smile
Your breathes
Your cologne on my body
Your words echoing in my sleepy head,
Giving me a purpose to wake up each day
To wake up knowing that I am yours
To wake up knowing that someday I will wake you up with infinite kisses.
This dizzy lazy clumsy being belongs to you my love,
I belong in your arms...
And I sleep through this one more night knowing that someday I will rest my head happily on your rising and falling chest
I live for those days..
I live to live with you...

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NATIONAL LAZY DAY
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August 9, 2017
 

Dear nemophilist,
Hello there!  How are you? I was delighted reading your letter. Thank you so much for writing to me and reminding me that it's my 450th letter. In fact, I didn't know that. How mindful of you 😊. Thanks for your encouragement, likes and comments. To be honest,  I'm so in love with your letters. I always admire your style of writing and your thoughts. Whenever I read your letters, what comes to my mind is " Wow!  She's such an amazing writer. I wish I could write like her. "  I also tell about your fantastic writings to my friends. Thanks a lot for your support and motivation, Nemo 😊😊.

Hope to see you soon.

-Afrah

GERALD R. FORD
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August 6, 2017
 

Its a scary and lonely place here in my mind without you by my side
And I am in dire need of your breathes to calm this blunder down..
I can't afford risking my soul again
Risking my own self and letting me watch myself fade away...
I try
I try so hard to be your everything.
To be everything that you ever deserved.
But my love there is no match to what you are.
I have never seen a soul so pure so perfect and so kind.
It's like you have a solution for everything
And the perfect cure to my toxic thoughts.
I found myself healing.
I observed those changes.
I am slowly becoming more of myself again. Not just with me but I get along with the world now with what I really am.
I am insane, a kid, a s...

THE LITTLE PRINCE
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August 5, 2017
 

We are all just Manipulations
Manipulated, mutated,
In some or the other way.
We get fogged by the vision of others about who we are,
We exhaust along the way trying to find the original us
Whom we buried and left behind a long time back...
Hopefully someday we won't get so easily carried away by the opinions of others.

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ANNE FRANK
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August 3, 2017
 

You sing to me
Through your heavy breathes
And my heart dances to this beautiful rhythm,
A rhythm like never before...
I gasp a bit and blush some more
Trying to live it all...
I live again in the moment
As you lean forward to kiss my cheek,
I close my eyes
I fall in your arms
And in that moment
I am home again...

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AIM TO PLEASE
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August 2, 2017
 

#WOD

We ain't the saint souls
Our demons rule over us at times,
What matters is how we Attenuate them before letting them causing atrophy to the core.

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WORLD WIDE WEB
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July 30, 2017
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The best ride..

I won't ever forget this day,
We were so close to each other!
Maybe we were always this close
But I just felt this warmth so much today!
I kept feeling you as your breathes crossed mine,
The way your hands held me at the back,
My feet on yours,
Your eyes reflecting in mine
Those lips curving into the most charming smile!
I couldn't resist calling myself Yours!
You owned me!
You owned me like never before.
We kept sharing looks from a distance and then close
Close enough that I could feel your warmth against me.
I kept emptying into you as you kept filling me with your love
And by the time the night ended
I felt a tear on my cheek.
As you drove the scooty through the heavy rai...

MY PRINCE
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July 28, 2017
 

I prefer being a Dreamer
Living in a Fantasy World,
Than carrying those voided eyes
All weary and dried.

-a_nemophilist

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STARS
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July 26, 2017
 

And it's raining againnn!!

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ONE VOICE DAY
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July 23, 2017
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It's a curse
When you yourselves
Keep desturbing your mind
And can't stop thinking
For something even worse.

It's brutal to know
That you are your own worst enemy.

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ONE GIANT LEAP FOR MANKIND
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July 22, 2017
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To all the humans out there bounded by the society shackles

I have been quite for a while
My mind felt being restricted
I hadn't talked to myself enough
I felt so empty
These rules that you make
They suck!
These boundaries that you decide are meaningless!
I hate to say this but I won't apologize
If you can't be an original then at-least don't force the other ones to behave fake!

"Love in limits!
Be happy in limits!
Write out loud!  but yeah again in limits!"

Who the hell are you to decide the limits of a free mind!

The things which you categorise as manners are not manners anymore.
Each youth today holds a bit of grudge cursing the society to be so immature!

I pity the fools you are and...

ONE GIANT LEAP FOR MANKIND
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