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nemophilist

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India
author | artist | a.a.doodles©
January 15, 2018
 

There will be days when the voice inside your head will be louder than ever, cursing you every moment instead of calming your soul.
And you'll sob like anything, crying your heart out to escape the misery, but all in vain!
Your hands will grab the nearest emotion possible and hope that it will help you in bringing to the shore.
We often misjudge what will be the best for us and drag ourselves deeper into the dark.

I clinged on to various emotions hoping that they'll save me but they didn't​!
What saved me from perishing was the spark within this soul.
Because this soul of mine truly wanted to get healed, it wanted to feel cozy in someones loving arms, and it did!
My soul rested every tear ...

DREAM CATCHER
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January 2, 2018
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I fear being immensely grateful,
For everything that i have.
I fear I may lose it all someday.
It's not easy, is it?
Having it all just makes me fragile at times,
Vulnerable to that immense pool of emotions which just pulls me inside and makes this heart hollow but heavy at the same time.
There is this part of the darkest universe inside my soul,
Feeding on all the blissful moments I ever lived in.
I know it will keep making me fragile,
I just hope I'll be having you by my side when this fragile soul reaches its breaking point.
I don't want to be scared my love,
I just want to live with you a little more each day...

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ENDLESS STARS
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December 31, 2017
Anand, India

Ahiru Wishing the lettrs family a very Happy New Year!!!
a.a.doodles©

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CHRISTMAS ICON
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December 17, 2017
Cleveland, United States

Dear nemophilist,

          CONGRATULATIONS!!Featured writer is such an accomplishment!! I'm so happy for you!!! Keep up the great work Hun!

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TIS THE SEASON
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November 30, 2017
 

Christmas vibes!!👻👻⛄⛄
a.a.doodles©

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MIDNIGHT
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November 29, 2017
Anand, India

COFFEE TIME!

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INTERNATIONAL COFFEE DAY
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November 28, 2017
Anand, India

GOOD MORNING!👻❤
a.a.doodles©

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INTERNATIONAL COFFEE DAY
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October 18, 2017
 

a.a.doodles©

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SEINFELD
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October 18, 2017
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That's how lettrs makes me feel👻👻👻💓💓
Happy!!

a.a.doodles©

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DICTIONARY DAY
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Oh love
My love
Aren't you afraid?
We may be having it all
Only for today...
Maybe tomorrow won't come
Maybe today is the day
Would you still spare any moment
Won't you stay?

Ain't we in deep love?
Ain't we one soul?
Won't you hold on a little longer?
Just for today...

Be mine...

Be mine forever my love
Be mine till the end of the time.

Be the one
I believe you are
I'll be your the one
If you promise to be mine...

Don't leave my palm
Please hold me close
This heart keeps rushing
It's afraid to lose

You my love
Are my everything
My misery my muse...

Won't you stay
A minute more
Let me kiss those lips again

Hold me love
Like never before
Hold me
Like we only have
Today...

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LOVE NOTE DAY
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September 17, 2017
 

SKYALARKCHALLENGE 104 (3)
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BLOOM...
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Your memories dwell here
In this Creased Scuffed heart
Holding on to every bit
Of your essence,
I keep adoring
The way you made me
Into a self lovable mess
And prepared me for all
That was going to come.

But you my love
You are my strength
You are an open book
To my escape,
You held the particles
Of this soul
And gave them
A perfect shape.

To me you are my "All"
You are the cure
To my past
Full of Rust,

Don't you ever Think
Of leaving me
You've been my all
Love and lust...

Today
This heart is more
More than just an empty room,
I can face ...

SKYLARK CHALLENGE 2ND ANNIVERSARY
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September 17, 2017
 

SKYLARKCHALLENGE 104(2)

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Along with the Fall...
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A mere cavity I am
Just like this room,
Moulting my creased skin
Scuffed from beneathe
Over the surfaces of my past..

I keep craving for the lush
Searching my escape deep within
An escape to the infinite
Engulfing me
Within it's innumerable Particles,
Particles which forever last...

I will leave these bits of Rust
In the box where I used to Think
Think about it all!
Untouched by the mocking breathes
I will fade away along with the fall...

Ashwini abhang
(Nemophilist)

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SKYLARK CHALLENGE 2ND ANNIVERSARY
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September 16, 2017
 

SKYLARKCHALLENGE 104 (1)

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Creased Soul..
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Find me
Under the dusky pile
Where I hide
My creased soul,
Abandoned long ago.
Scuffed
A little more.

Oh it cries
And it cries so hard
In this volatile ocean of pain
Hoping to feel it's own tear
Before the particles fade away.

Come my demons come
Consume the more of me,
A room you gave me of rust
A room of my flesh
I give you for free!

My feet won't shiver any less
If this soul again gets exposed
So I think of My Escape
Leaving behind all
Ever imposed.

Oh love,
if you find me,

Under the dusky pile
Where I used to live,

You'll find me
Mocking at my demons
At their immortal misery...

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September 13, 2017
 

Oh the Pretentious flesh
Are you trying to fool your soul?

I kept wondering all night,
Awake, silent, serene.
What all it took me to become myself... again.
For the nights when I cried for someone else, for those times I worried not being worthy enough of love.
All that was a heavy cost that I paid in parts of me. Parts of my originality.
Slowly degrading,
Cursing myself,
I came to a point where I gave up.
And I am glad that I did.
I gave up on the false image of myself
Which I was foolishly accepting to be true.
I will tell you this one thing, believe me. It's beautiful to be able to completely accept oneself!
And if you are reading this today,

"Don't let your flesh
And it's endless ...

POSITIVE THINKING DAY
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September 11, 2017
 

Soothe me...

I lay back
Tracing my memories
Hoping to get closer to you,
Walking barefoot
Over the reverie
Which this heart felt
In your arms...

Soothe me again
Will you?
Kiss me at the dawn,
Kiss me tonight
My love again
Cuddle me up
In your loving arms...

This might not be the day
For us to be one,
This moment may not be fortunate
To see our bodies intertwined.
These hollow lights
May not be
Touching our souls,
But baby
You have already owned
This heart of mine...

Soothe me again
Will you?
Let me cry tonight,
Kiss me,
Help me sleep,
Let those memories cuddle us
Tonight...

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AIM TO PLEASE
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September 2, 2017
Anand, India

It's been a hard month.

In the mid festive season my younger grandfather was hospitalized for a week who ended up being in coma for 3 days and then expired. It was a tough time, going through that.
All those thoughts of losing someone near and dear. The flashbacks and heartfelt words ever heard echoing everywhere. Those precious times where you shared giggles with them..

All of a sudden yesterday when we were in our college hours another sad news came to us. One of our classmate expired in an accident. The reason of death was assumed to be him doing photography on railway tracks and coming under the train.  
I have been reading several newspapers from the morning each giving some or the ot...

ENDLESS STARS
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August 27, 2017
Anand, India

Allured by your love.
And all of a sudden
I owed my every bit to you!

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August 23, 2017
Anand, India

Create your own bliss!

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PERFECTION
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August 22, 2017
Anand, India

Yet
Another day
Passed by
And I
Failed to get high
On poetry.

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TOTAL ECLIPSE 2017
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August 22, 2017
Anand, India

Criticism keeps embracing me
While the good's still adamant to stay in disguise.

Well criticism is more of an extrovert
It takes efforts to make kindness speak!

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TOTAL ECLIPSE 2017
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August 20, 2017
 

#SKYLARKCHALLENGE 100

The search!

Dear diary,

I am losing it
I am losing my rhyme
I am losing the feels
I can't feel anymore

At times it feels like I am becoming more of a material than being a true human.
It's sad to know that you can't connect with voids anymore
It's a lonely place when you can't even hear your own voice in your mind.
I keep FLUTTERING like a hurt butterfly
RACING and trying to cope up with the pace
With the pigmented WINGS withering
I end up staining the day sky.
Yet its all so clear like nothing is worrying the universe.
Then I take a lonely walk to connect with myself again
Under the stars of lonely sky.
Irnoical isn't it?
A sky full of stars like FRECKLES on the ...

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August 17, 2017
 

Dream a little more today!

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