I am losing it
I am losing my rhyme
I am losing the feels
I can't feel anymore
At times it feels like I am becoming more of a material than being a true human.
It's sad to know that you can't connect with voids anymore
It's a lonely place when you can't even hear your own voice in your mind.
I keep FLUTTERING like a hurt butterfly
RACING and trying to cope up with the pace
With the pigmented WINGS withering
I end up staining the day sky.
Yet its all so clear like nothing is worrying the universe.
Then I take a lonely walk to connect with myself again
Under the stars of lonely sky.
Irnoical isn't it?
A sky full of stars like FRECKLES on the ...
You made me believe
That the love I craved for
Was not meant to be
Just an illusion.
Emotions locked down away
Memories from time to time
Making these emotions sway
Finding their way back
Back to this abandoned home
A home that the heart made
Out of grey and hopeless stones
Tired of fostering madness
In the heart of a little child
Grew up to be an adult
With lost fun sight
Laughter that echoed
Too Locked down away
Dust is all that's left
On the handmade toy of clay.
Barely a home
Yet time's got it's ways
The emotions buried
Underneath the dusty piles
Are meant to be swayed.
My thoughts are dizzy
And so are my eyes
Yet all I can think is about you
Your cologne on my body
Your words echoing in my sleepy head,
Giving me a purpose to wake up each day
To wake up knowing that I am yours
To wake up knowing that someday I will wake you up with infinite kisses.
This dizzy lazy clumsy being belongs to you my love,
I belong in your arms...
And I sleep through this one more night knowing that someday I will rest my head happily on your rising and falling chest
I live for those days..
I live to live with you...
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Its a scary and lonely place here in my mind without you by my side
And I am in dire need of your breathes to calm this blunder down..
I can't afford risking my soul again
Risking my own self and letting me watch myself fade away...
I try so hard to be your everything.
To be everything that you ever deserved.
But my love there is no match to what you are.
I have never seen a soul so pure so perfect and so kind.
It's like you have a solution for everything
And the perfect cure to my toxic thoughts.
I found myself healing.
I observed those changes.
I am slowly becoming more of myself again. Not just with me but I get along with the world now with what I really am.
I am insane, a kid, a s...
We are all just Manipulations
In some or the other way.
We get fogged by the vision of others about who we are,
We exhaust along the way trying to find the original us
Whom we buried and left behind a long time back...
Hopefully someday we won't get so easily carried away by the opinions of others.
You sing to me
Through your heavy breathes
And my heart dances to this beautiful rhythm,
A rhythm like never before...
I gasp a bit and blush some more
Trying to live it all...
I live again in the moment
As you lean forward to kiss my cheek,
I close my eyes
I fall in your arms
And in that moment
I am home again...
We ain't the saint souls
Our demons rule over us at times,
What matters is how we Attenuate them before letting them causing atrophy to the core.
The best ride..
I won't ever forget this day,
We were so close to each other!
Maybe we were always this close
But I just felt this warmth so much today!
I kept feeling you as your breathes crossed mine,
The way your hands held me at the back,
My feet on yours,
Your eyes reflecting in mine
Those lips curving into the most charming smile!
I couldn't resist calling myself Yours!
You owned me!
You owned me like never before.
We kept sharing looks from a distance and then close
Close enough that I could feel your warmth against me.
I kept emptying into you as you kept filling me with your love
And by the time the night ended
I felt a tear on my cheek.
As you drove the scooty through the heavy rai...
I prefer being a Dreamer
Living in a Fantasy World,
Than carrying those voided eyes
All weary and dried.
It's a curse
When you yourselves
Keep desturbing your mind
And can't stop thinking
For something even worse.
It's brutal to know
That you are your own worst enemy.
To all the humans out there bounded by the society shackles
I have been quite for a while
My mind felt being restricted
I hadn't talked to myself enough
I felt so empty
These rules that you make
These boundaries that you decide are meaningless!
I hate to say this but I won't apologize
If you can't be an original then at-least don't force the other ones to behave fake!
"Love in limits!
Be happy in limits!
Write out loud! but yeah again in limits!"
Who the hell are you to decide the limits of a free mind!
The things which you categorise as manners are not manners anymore.
Each youth today holds a bit of grudge cursing the society to be so immature!
I pity the fools you are and...
It took me a lit bit Reflection
To know who I truly was,
A little chat with Myself
A little lone walk.
I kept brimming with your love
You kept nourishing me
To the core
Yet my placid heart kept melting
Asking for more and more.
And if you find
That little splash of Originality
In any of your works,
Hold on to it.
Don't let that fade away.
I am not Me at times
But all I want is you
I know I am a mess,
Do you still want me too?
Things that are well said are things that are well thought of..💭
I tried going away
It tires me up
I am more than just empty
I am more than just hollow
My mind's never quite
An illusional world of my own
Take me somewhere my love
Where you won't let me be alone.
Things that we do
Things that we love
Will be worshipped
Without any bounds.
The soul itself
As the heart will keep melting
In self loving
In carving oneself.
For the heaven is within
Waiting to be embraced.
Ever wondered why we do the things we don't love?
What forces us?
We know that whatever it is, if we don't love it, it will be just another toxic element which we are openly inviting to feed on our soul.
"What stops you from doing the things you love?"
What would you chose?.
Be honest to your heart before answering that.
I have seen my words losing rhythm
And my poetry being filled with voids,
My heart gets all the love it deserves
Yet my mind's losing grip at things,
Leaving me consciously unconscious.
Hate those days
When I have to force myself to sleep.
Searching a little cure
For this irresistible mind
Not willing to give up on innumerable thoughts.
Hope my soul finds a way
To help this helpless mind.
To chain myself again.
To chain my thoughts.
I have lived so recklessly
Like a hurricane with you.
Stumbling through my thoughts
Walking into your mind,
And I am calm here
Serene, yet a disaster playing with words
And you've already loved me truly
For the complete mess that I am.
Just help me keep being this mess.
I am kind of in love with her too.
Hold me for the night
Kiss me to sleep
If I cry helplessly tonight
Kiss me again please
I am not that strong
Not that strong women you thought
I am a misery of my own
I have cursed myself hell a lot.
Kiss me tonight
Like you've never kissed before
Lay down by my side
And then just hold me close
I am breathing heavy on your chest
I am breathing out my hearts Cry
Kiss me my love
Kiss me if I cry.
Breathe some life into me
I am hollow a bit more
I am willing to give up all in your arms
I am surrendering my soul.
Kiss me through the night
As the light blooms on my cheeks
Kiss me like you own me
Kiss me my love please.
Tired of chained minds
Dragging bleeding legs around
Not willing to walk
Still accepting the chains as their fate
Cursing the destiny for not being nice
Tired of the pretentious ones,
Claiming the life to be worst
Telling that Life only hurts!
Just look beyond for once
There is so much beyond these rules and shackles in which you live in.
Don't drag others in who are willing to live beyond, who are hoping for something new, wishing for dreams to be true.
Don't kill those dreams,
Don't put those chains on them.
Don't make them bleed to be lifeless
And then call it a cruel Life!