|✌ 20; Live the life you love 💕 writes about love&life to the 🌏|
It’s scary to know that you could love someone all the right ways...with your whole heart and they can still leave you.
So what keeps a persons heart intact? What keeps us loving and hoping for a happily ever after?
I’m in my 2nd relationship with someone whom I love so much and more. And it still scares me that we could fall apart. So why am I here again...how do I know he loves me enough to stay? How will I know he’s the one that won’t give up on me?
The truth, is apart of you dies and feeezes. You believe a little less and trust less until you can be courageous again. And I believe he’s doing so well. Slowly but surely he’s moving me. I still have so much love to show you ...
Thank you for the daily kisses...they remind me I am loved and safe in your arms.
I am so happy, you are here with me. I am also sad that our holidays are coming to an end and...our time spent together will be shorter >< the weekends will be my bliss as I’ll be with you.
With lots of love,
Thank you lettrs for allowing me to express my life through writing...I will miss this platform and the people on it.
You have listened to my highs and my lows...and now it’s time to let this app go...
Happy New Year to you all!
Lots of love,
This type of love we have...is the love that I’ve wanted since the beginning. When I’m out with you and we kiss...I only see you and us. When you put your arm around me and I spin out, I only see you and us. I forgot this love that I wanted 2 years ago and found a different type of love that was calming, peaceful and reserved. But now I’m truely ready to face this love...our love. Thank you for bringing me back to my truest form in these two months.
20/12 3:45pm. Louis R
I feel so happy and free... I feel so loved and can’t wait to see him again.
I didn’t expect myself to develop these feelings so quickly but there’s just something about him that feels right.
I really hope the world allows for this and protects it as well...
Louis I already share feelings of love towards you. Even though I said I’m half way- I just want to hold onto this a bit more. Thank you for being my boyfriend, we will definitely grow together 💜
I can’t believe you passed away today...I can’t even begin to comprehend it.
Are you okay up there...I hope you didn’t feel pain when it happened...
I can’t believe I never got to meet you...I really... don’t understand why this happened.
Just know, we are all loyal fans of yours forever and always... and I wish that one day if you do come back in another form that I get to see you then.
Rest In Peace...you will always be in my heart. May your family find peace too...
SD this is goodbye ... I’m getting more courageous with my feelings for him. I really hope he is genuine... and that he will prioritise me.
Thank you so much, I know I’d run to you in a heart beat still but... it’s not the same and I’d be running into a dead end.
Please don’t sway my heart- I miss you today but at the same time... I feel so light knowing someone that’s not you likes me.
From your inbetween loved,
I had my first date in a long time...and it was sweet and genuine. I feel as light as feather ><‘ although I’m still thinking of him and yesterday he sent a Snapchat (after a month of agreeing not to talk to each other). But... I hope this is the start I need, the path I should be on...please look out for me and this new potential journey.
Goodnight sweet dreams and sleep well!
Happy Diwali, I hope the new year brings you peace.
Love is having the courage even though you are afraid....
With all my heart,
I still cry. It’s been a month since the break up and it’s been on and off talking. But I stopped again on 14/10 realising he’s no longer here with me. Releasing I’m by myself now hoping and wishing for “us” to be once more. I don’t know what I’m hoping anymore but I’m definitely still in love and holding onto it.
I just want to be happy again with him. I wish this was a bad dream.
I know. I saw the pain in your eyes...I’m sorry we couldn’t, I’m sorry you couldn’t. I’m sorry you felt it was wrong... I just needed you physically, emotionally and mentally with me one last time.
I hope you think of yourself one day and your happiness...
You have answered all my questions and then we hugged for a long time. I blew my nose on your hood...thank you for holding on tight and not letting me go. I tugged back but felt your hold.
You still wore my bracelet and said you’d keep the plushies...but don’t know what to do with our book ):
When I was leaving you grabbed my hand and kissed it and said thank you. And that made me want to be better again, and become your f...
When the tears stop streaming down my face then I’ll know that I’m okay and ready to move on completely.
I wish it was different...wish he loved me enough to fight.
I miss him so much.
All is lost... he said it’s not worth fighting for and that this love is a lost cause.
He said he will conform to his parents expectations as he respects them.
He said, I love you... and that was the end of it.
Tomorrow marks our 1 year and 7 months. The irony is 17 months on the 17th day.
I’m not going to look back, I am going to look forward. He is mine forever in photos and memories only.
With love if I have any left,
We are out of the woods. Pray that this love will triumphs and that we get the happiness we deserve. I hope he fights for us like I’d fight for him. I hope my love gives him strength to get through this on top.
I love him...you.
One month until it’s my birthday! And I feel ready but not at the same time- I just want to stay 23 abit longer and appreciate how far I’ve come.
I only have one wish this year and it’s one close to heart! I hope it comes true...
1. Finish my accreditation
2. Travel to India / Europe with SD
3. Land a stable job
4. Get fit :3
I am happy, everyday is different and I have my moments...but I’m truly happy and secure.
It is our 17th month anniversary together, and I’m so in love with you.
You have grown and adapted into couple life and life with your crazy emotional childish girlfriend. I’m so proud.
I love spending our days in bed watching movies and I love walking hand in hand with you...simple pleasures that will always be cherished.
I love how you let me take the first and the last bite and how you care for me more than you care for yourself sometimes. I love how you have a gentle heart towards me, forever giving me forehead kisses.
Although I’m anxious of the future because I don’t know what to expect but I know you’ll be there for us. I feel like a grown up, logically looking ou...
Today we stayed inside and watched miracle in cell no. 7...I have had bugged Sanda to watch this for 6 months. 20 minutes before the ending he poked me at pointed at his eyes. I noticed his tears, and then the movie heated and we both sobbed together. I’m so grateful to see him like this...truly the first time he’s cried.
I fell in love with you again today, you amaze me so much and I can’t wait for what our future brings!
4 more days until you’re 24 (;
Over and out,
I love you Sanyog. I’m grateful to have you by my side. You don’t know the peace and comfort I have when we are in the same room. And just these past 2 weeks alone, I can’t begin to imagine them without you. I’m not easy to handle, I get it now. But you’re not either. If we continue to learn to handle each other and be loving towards each other - that’s it.
I hope even if our minds are elsewhere that our hearts remain the same.
Stupidly enough, I miss you a lot. Happy 1 year and 3 months!
We finished our mini-getaway weekend trip to the city today. It was amazing and I already miss it!
On Saturday afternoon you parked your car and mine and mum dropped us off at the station. We trained it too townhall then walked to frasers suits! It was gloomy and started to sprinkle after we checked-in so we made the most of it by grabbing lunch at burger project and buying groceries at woolies. And then going for a dip in the pool and spa...I will never see townhall the same aka swimming pool glass bottom (; laid in bed for a bit as you flipped through your fox sports channels- that was nice it felt like a husband and wife moment.
I made dinner after we made out hehehe a...
When I entered this relationship I didn’t know how much I could love again? Or how much time I wanted and needed from you. I thought I was okay to see you once a week/every two weeks. (I was wrong). I didn’t want to be in a relationship where I saw you 24/7 7 days a week. I was aware of your wants and needs but I didn’t fully understand what I was meant to do with it.
I based everything on your feelings because I wanted to feel love again. ..I wanted to be the one to do the taking instead of being the one that gives all the time. Your feelings grew overtime but mine spiked up within 3/4 months. Even though I felt lost once during that time...I know it was because you were on the ...
A new world awaits me...can’t wait to hope on that plane with my best friend and just fly!
My partner and I are far apart in distance but we are so strong and solid right now...I am amazed of who is and what I am too him.
Merry Christmas Eve my letterians !!
Lots of love,
He leaves today a holiday and then a family commitment...3 long months without him physically by my side.
I already miss him, but I will be happy that he is going on his adventure. Exploring the world as an individual.
I can’t wait for my journey either. Being an individual first.
And then we will explore it together next year (:
This is the end of our chapter in 2018...stay tuned for 2019.
I know we are strong enough for this. We will be alright.
Thinking of you and him,
It’s going to be a new, scary and exciting 3 months from now.
I hope he still remembers me during his adventures...
I will definitely think of him everyday.
I hope you are well and happy.
Kindly love me with your heart until then.
I’m trying my best right now...juggling new and old things in my life.
I hope you are supporting me.
It’s been 8 months with him...is he you? I want him to be, but how much he wants me will determine our future.
I hit a low. I need to find my high now.
Let’s keep going and communicating.
Such a trek but it’s been 3 months since SD and I became. What’s going to happen next? I don’t know but I trust myself to make the right decisions for myself and us.
Each week presents a new challenge for us to overcome- is it you , is it me or is it just us?
But whatever it is...let’s face it together! (:
Im still learning about you and you me...I hope you take all of me in and see me for who I was,who I am and who I hope to be.
My feelings are so strong for you now...and it’s such a mysterious blissful grey. I hear myself claiming to love you but I also hear myself treading it slow ...and steady...taking in this serendipity.
Everything in me wants you 24/7 and I just want you to not talk and let me do all the talking hahaha
And what if I don’t fall in love? Do I really need you to catch me?...what if one day I just know in my hear...
Dear SD & 🌏,
We had a great date night
You picked me up as usual from woolies cabra hahaha buying snacks for the game :3 and then we went to buy beer!
I’m sorry I forgot my id ): thank you for being chill about it!
Then dinner at Candeloris, I honestly felt that I would instantly like the food since you’ve been there :3 the pasta with truffle sauce was a highlight for me! (Let’s go back one day just for that).
We both enjoyed watching each other eat :3 I missed you so much ...
I was so happy that we could share a meal together...me feeding you and you feeding me...that’s what I wanted -thank you
There was a moment where you were you fed me the Nutella dome - and u pulled the spooon...