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December 4, 2018
New York, United States

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Obsession

Vulnerability

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A CHANCE
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September 9, 2016
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I LOVE HIM!!!
I wanna shout it from the rooftops for the whole world to know!!
I LOVE HIM!!!
From the first time i met him and heard his sultry voice...
From the first time he took me in his arms and made me his...
I LOVE HIM!!!
Even when i knew that my love was stronger and deeper than his...
My patience will pay off, i know it...
I LOVE HIM!!!
More now, that he had confided in me that he had always loved me deeply but was hesitant to say so...
He isn't anymore though since he is confiding in his soon to be wife...
AG❤️

ORIGINAL
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July 6, 2016
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Rain rain go away...
But with today's scorcher
I was begging for some...
Why does rain get such a bad wrap?
When i was a child i used to beg to get caught in the rain...
When did we grow up?
I still love the rain... The smell of the earth when the rain first falls after a very hot summer day...
Being caught in a rain storm on a hot summer night...
The sound of it falling on my skylight on a winter night...
And this because the rain will forever be intertwined with you.
With you and Aaron Lewis singing Tangled into you...    AG❤️

INK DROP
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July 4, 2016
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The sound of the rain, always reminds me of you...
Our first date, my best date in my history of dates,
Kissing for hours in the rain...
The rain became our forever connection...
So the sound of the rain, will forever remind me of you...
AG❤️

THE KISS
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June 27, 2016
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Forget me not...
You whispered to me on a Tuesday morning
Forget me not...
On a late spring day in June
Forget me not...
And with my mind made up
I entered that room...
Forget me not...
I knew as i emerged from that room
that i shall never be that same person that walked in
As i carried on my wrist an "inked" flower exactly for that purpose...

To forget you not...
AG❤️

FIND PEACE
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June 16, 2016
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I need to know...
I need to hear you...
Talk to me...
Tell what my decision made you think...
I found out, told you and just dictated my decision to you...
Not once thinking of your thoughts, your feelings, your wants, your needs....
Now full of guilt, after all was said and done the guilt wont let me rest, the guilt of my panic stricken, inconsiderate, mechanical response...
Now i sit here thinking "how does he feel"...
And i respond to myself : "Too late"

AG❤️

NOBODY IS PERFECT
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June 14, 2016
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To an innocent soul...

I was the careless one...
The irresponsible one...
You were an innocent soul wanting to survive in a crazy world...
I am sorry i was the careless one...
The irresponsible one...
I am sorry that i made the cruel decision...
I am sorry i wasn't strong...
I am sorry i chose me over you...
And now i bleed from your loss and ache for your innocent soul...

A.G.❤️

A CHANCE
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May 4, 2016
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The wound of my betrayal inflicted on you is deep and still so raw
Yet you opened your door just enough to allow what i thought was a ray of sunshine in
And then your words hit me so hard...
An impossible choice:
Do what you ask of me and in the process possibly lose myself
Not do what you ask of me and surely lose you
This will be a long night, with a 7am deadline...
                                 Athina❤️

CARBONIZED
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May 13, 2015
 

Dear M.
It been four days and four hours since the last time we spoke...
It seems like an eternity, after talking everyday practically all day for the past 3 years.  It would be 3 years in August... Not any more...  It will always be 3 years shy of 3 months...

ORIGINAL
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April 29, 2016
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The anger in your voice
The sorrow that fills my heart
Your accusations that hurt so much
My frustrations because you believed in lies
Your devastation when you asked me why
My hurt because you believed the liar and not me
Your feeling of betrayal because i let you down
My feeling of betrayal because you didn't want to hear my side
Your silence is devastating
This silence is deafening....
And all i wanted to tell you is "I'm sorry"

INK DROP
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December 4, 2015
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Torn between two loves...  The old and the new, the familiar and the novel, the predictable and unexpected...  Choices that will hurt one and elate the other.  A choice that i imposed on myself in a moment of emotional upheaval...  Now i am at a crossroads...  Torn between two loves...

BUY ME FLOWERS
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June 27, 2015
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A love like this
I never thought
That could be ever found
And then i took a chance with you
And i'm forever bound!

Your gorgeous eyes
Your awesome heart
The love that you display
Have me speechless
And in love every single day!

And now i find myself amidst
this grand and awesome feeling
And i will hold on really tight
Since i know its truest meaning!

SUMMER LOVIN'
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May 19, 2015
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The smell of your cologne lingers on my skin, on my sheets, on my pillow...  How i used to love sleeping on the side that you had laid a few hours before...  Basking in your intoxicating scent and all the images that it would force into my mind...  Awakening once more all my senses... Now you have left behind the memory of that cologne, mixed in with your scent and cigarettes.  How i long to have that back....  How impossible it is to replace the memory of a scent, a memory intertwined with so many emotions...

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COMPASSION
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May 13, 2015
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My dearest ex lover,
Words seem to not make justice of how i feel as i lay in bed at 4am reminiscing.  A bed that just few months ago was filled with your presence, your love and the calmness i would see in your beautiful face when you slept...  That unruly curl that would softly graze your forehead, that you despised so much but i adored...  That beauty mark on the side of your face that i spent hours running my fingers over while you slept and lastly those lips that i still can't get out of my mind...  Those lips i spent hours kissing in the rain the day we met...
Now at 4:15am i lay in my empty bed and orpheus wont come to my rescue.  Waves of memories intertwined with longing and pain, a ...

TE AMO
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May 13, 2015
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Sadness
Where has my love gone?
Here this morning
Gone by night
Leaving behind
A trail sadness...

Where has my love gone?
Will he be back?
Here in the background
A different man
Leaving behind
A trail of sadness...

Where has my love gone?
Where do i stand?
To stay or to go
Dealing once more
With the trail of sadness...
                       Athina❤️

DANDELION
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May 13, 2015
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Monster within

I have been told
Throughout my life
That each and every other
Holds deep within
Their tortured soul
A monster like no other

It stays within, all tucked away
Until our weakest moment
And then it rears its ugly head
And thus begins our torment

Its mean and plays upon our fears,
Our weakness and our anger
It makes us think some twisted thoughts,
With its relentless banter

But through it all
There is a truth
The monster really fears
The knowledge that we all possess
That fills us up with tears...

That all along this crazy road
The strength we truly needed
Was also deeply tucked away
But never interceded
With the monster's greatness or its wrath
Because it chose to allow us
To...

WILD AT HEART
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