When is it all enough...
When you get everything you've hoped for
or when when the going gets tough
Who decides this threshold..?
Is it you
or is it the time demanding you fold
They say it's all in your control
Then why can't you contain the sand of time slipping through your fingers
Or the harsh reality staring at you amidst the dreams you hold that lingers.
It's not a weakness to miss you so
It's not a weakness to accept what we had was special
It is a weakness to want to call you and keep a promise you have long forgotten
It's a weakness to want to look back at our times together and think of them when all they are but a memory of my past
You are my weakness ,but you are my force when I see you coping so well when I'm all but a wreck
You were supposed to be the strength when I was down but you turned your back when the times got hard
Yes, I'm weak but this weakness is my strength
"You're a mystery" he says
I smile and respond...
I'm a mystery you can decipher when you understand the depth of my silence and discover the meaning in the words I write...
So FORGIVE,not for someone else but for yourself
FORGET, to move on,to heal from the pain that is hurting you
And maybe even fall in love again,coz it’s s the most beautiful feeling in the world
Yes..we are all messed up in our own ways..
Some are haunted by their past. some plagued by the thoughts of impending future and some simply coz it just doesn’t feel right...that somewhere deep down ,they know something is missing...but in all this chaos and amidst all the dark thoughts we do wanna break free,break free and let go of what is holding us back..and it’s not the words but our actions that suggest we need help coz not all battles can be fought alone no matter how strong we are.
Beacuse every once in a while you have to be hard on yourself to be the person you wanna be because this life,the people in this world ,
won’t go easy on you and what you turn out from that is not a version of what you could become.
You see it’s all about faith and trust,
You either have it or you don’t .
If you have , you have something to hold onto in a time of crisis and if you don’t,you search for it in places and people you know would lead you to having it and believing it.
Either way you can’t live your life without either of them because if you think you are then you’re just fooling yourself.
It started out with a small cry for help
which turned into screams of fear
She gazed all around her
But found noone to tell her “its gonna be alright my dear”
She fought through the pain
Fought through the anger
Realizing humanity is lost and if you step on the bomb its just you alone, you who has to fight through this danger
You can cry for help
You can beg for someone to come forward
But in this world full of thousands
When you need it , they are all but a bunch of cowards.
Don’t let go, hold on my love
You feel the pressure but it wont be long
Just a little while , just a slight bend and a curve
Its a test and a mind game to break your nerve
Control your mind , you will rise above and be more strong
Its the journey that’s tough
In the end happiness will come along
You are the gust of wind that blows even gigantic trees
You are the force to be reckoned with, this power is your key.
Its taking over me
Its bringing me down
The depths of these untread waters are making me drown
Being soo close yet slipping through my fingers
The thoughts of loosing it all still lingers
This feeling to let it all out ,
The pent out emotions only make me scream and shout.
Im part of the crowd only wanting to drift apart
I see no end to this , to begin again i dont know where to start.
You might see me smile, but you will never see me cry
To pick up these pieces I atleast have to try.
You wont get to see it, i guess you will never know
Now all you get to see is the smokescreen that i show.
They were crazy together
They went crazy in the absence of the other
It was not normal,it was insane
How each moment they spent together was now a walk down the memory lane
Those fights over nothing to prove who cared more ,
it wasn't like all times,this wasn't like before
They were drifting apart,getting involved in their lives.
The friends who had promised to stay together forever,were moving along without the other just trying to survive
There would be no more late night calls, no sudden surprise in sight
As if all the times were just a myth,a surreal dream that was suddenly brought to light .
Beauty is her smile that i get after a big fight
Beauty is her face that lights up everytime she sees me entering through the door
Beauty is in those eyes which speak more than her words ever could
Beauty is her presence in my good and bad times
Beauty is what my mothers presence brings in my life
I always thought that the power of a relationship lies with whoever cares less ..but i guess i never stood a chance from the moment our lips touched for the first time till the moment we kissed goodbye.
If it wasn't for that smile you gave when all seemed bleak...i would still be unaware as to what i truly seek
If it wasn't for your embrace that night...i would still think that i needed no one by my side.
You were her exception in a world full of rules,
But she was ready to take the chance even if it meant that she was being just a fool.
Be the muse to a writer...
You would either rise like a Phoenix from the ashes or flicker like a candle just before it burns out.
They walked along the shore holding each others hand,leaving trails of their footprint engraved in the sand..
In a quiet atmosphere with the sound of the sea meeting the land , he suddenly stopped and tucked behind her ear that wayward strand..
No words were spoken that night,just the look in his deep dark eyes made everything seem right..
She never knew how the mere presence of a person could make even the darkest of days seem filled with light..
Coz she came undone with just a gentle touch
These feelings he arose were undiscovered,totally new and just too much
She knew nothing about his feelings or how he felt ,only how each whisper from his lips was making her heart melt
She thought she had it all figured out
So confident in her belief ,leaving no shred of doubt.
She had a plan,
A plan that dint involve falling in love with a man
Fate was smiling, he had a different plan for her
And so it happened ,making even her deepest feeling stir
We all live in a world where we are ruled by our emotions...we might want our brain to be more dominant but alas its always the emotions that make us get carried away
He called her his little flower,
It took him no time to crush and make it crumble
She begged and pleaded
But her love was not what he needed.
She fought real hard for the love that once was
To dig deeper in his thoughts and maybe find a cause
He was a perfect gentleman for the outside world
She smiled then coz only she knew the end of the story when the pages turned
She loved him despite the changed man he had become..
Loved him for the man who called her his little flower when all was said and done
I wanna run..run away from you
Run away from all the expectations
From all the times that I disappointed myself trying to please you
From all those times that i tried doing something for you and it was not enough...
From those times that i tried to free myself from your embrace and you held me back
From a time where you cant understand the confusion in my words to a time where you could understand the silence in my thoughts..
I would still do it all a thousand times again but not today
Today i just need to run away...run far away from you and your world of darkness...