I'm sorry I deleted all those lettrs..
I read them over and over too..
Then it became unbearable..
I still have feelings..
I'm not going to wait on you..
But I wouldn't hesitate one bit..
I'm happy for you, don't forget about me..
when you marry that boy..
You will Never. Ever. See this and that's okay. I don't have the guts to come forward and tell you. I know damn well if we ever saw each other again you would punch me so hard in the face then cry asking me why I left
Why I left after so many years together. We did things I will probably never do with anyone else. We got our first apartment together, you were the first one I moved in with. We were fucking common laws and in some fucked up way we even got engaged. There were moments where I regretted my decision staying then also leaving. We would stay up late watching shitty movies we ended up buying from the movie store down the street go on binges at the only restaurant. The apartment look...
I want to write..but my mind is in fucking shambles and the thought of you is infuriating yet so sad.
-Just let go-
This is why I hate getting attached
This is why I don't express myself
I fuck myself over with the thoughts in my head
I don't know dude.
This feeling is like ecstasy. I could get used to this😍
You are just so great and there's so much more of you to discover.
Can I at least be your best friend?
You light up my day more than you know.
IT'S NOT WHAT YOU THINK
*Still angry* "What.TheFuck.DidYou.Do?"
I have been wondering for the longest time..
What do cis men look like naked when their standing right infront of you? What does a dick feel like? Balls and all..
You can have literal hate and all kinds of judgment and I'll take it like stab wounds but move on with only scars.
I hooked up with a guy on Grindr I have talked to before but didn't want to meet him because he was hosting.
For the longest time I've been wondering..wtf is so good about dick? What are straight girls and gay guys going on about? As a 21yr old virgin to the male genitals..
I have to say it wasn't anything spectacular.
But I did ...
Not sure where to start..
I still have no idea what I'm doing.
But at least now I'm getting myself prepared to enroll in college.
After that I have no idea what I'm gonna do.
I'm still not where I want to be
I'm not the same person I was though.
I don't get why I continue to let this run through my head. It's only stressing me out. Why can't we just pull thoughts out of our heads? And be done with it.
Left, right, up and down
My thoughts are running wild
Trying to distinguish the difference between happiness and loneliness.
Why is this shit always so complicated.
Why can't this feeling fuxk off?
I don't know man
Eh, I don't even know work just sucked today.
- I would hate to make you uncomfortable, I'm sure you know that. \Fear\ I may be daddy but I'm not locking down; yet-
;You caught him-now what x
It's no ordinary thing,
This is Russian Roulette baby😘
/Are you feeling lucky?/
Work tomorrow; with potential jail time or happy endings.
Indecisive in every aspect of life; Are those good or bad decisions?
Should I be daring? Or say fuck it and never know the answer..
\My mind is a battefield\
I haven't the slightest
You're sleeping ever so peacefully right now.
/Guard on 10/
Arms wrapped me would be pure bliss