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Cj🔥

PO# 631155
United States
United States
theater boy❣️ but sadly misunderstood
January 13, 2018
Livonia, United States

It was midnight in 2016.  I was crying myself to sleep because I looked at myself and the mirror and repeated in my head “ugly UGLY UGLY!”  I was crying for 2 hours that night and when I woke up the next day for school, I still kept repeating it. I was “emo” back then so I was labeled an attention seeker and all my friends were mad at me so I didn’t really have anybody.  I honestly did not know how I lived back then.  I did, some days I regretted it, some days I didn’t.  But I’m trying to not convince myself I’m ugly anymore but it hasn’t been working.  I’ve been trying not to think about the awful thoughts anymore but it still didn’t work.  I’m trying and that’s all that matters I guess

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January 13, 2018
 

Have you ever felt not sad but really fucking empty like you aren’t worth it one single tiny bit :’(

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January 13, 2018
Livonia, United States

Touch me all over
Call me daddy
Suck my dick
And ride me hard!!!

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January 12, 2018
Livonia, United States

It’s hard to know

The way you feel

The way you act

The way you think

The way you hate yourself...

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January 11, 2018
Livonia, United States

Just because I don’t act like it doesn’t mean It’s not there

I have to keep it all a secret from everyone

If I let them know they wouldn’t care.....

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January 11, 2018
Livonia, United States

I love you:

You are loved
You are worth it
You can fight
You can feel happiness
You can do anything you set your mind too <3

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