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June 11, 2018
 

Hatred and cruelty are lessons yet to be learned, and so is love.

My Heart
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June 10, 2018
 

You will know you're in love the moment you freeze and your head feels like it's about to explode.

Billie6

NOBODY IS PERFECT
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June 9, 2018
 

The angels and demons keep watch to insure her safety, but she was left alone inside her head fighting the whirlwind of thoughts and visions that ran rampant.

Billie6

NOBODY IS PERFECT
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June 8, 2018
 

Blue eyes, dark hair indeed he was a fallen angel like me.

Billie6

LAST HUG
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June 8, 2018
 

How strange it is that the most confident looking are some of the most shy.

Billie6

NOBODY IS PERFECT
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June 8, 2018
 

I feel him when he's close, this energy I recognize. This; a familiar sensation. Unlike any other. Menacing and sweet the voice that escapes his lips. Stripping me down, raising me up. This love beyond ordinary. Something I can keep. A little longer than forvever.

Billie6

PLAYTIME
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June 8, 2018
 

Patiently the prey awaits the Hunter.

Billie6

ANGEL OF DARKNESS
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June 8, 2018
 

With confidence and grace is how he walks on water.

Billie6

NOBODY IS PERFECT
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June 8, 2018
 

It's in the way he moves that I know he's watching me.

Billie6

NOBODY IS PERFECT
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June 8, 2018
 

Tell me
How do lone wolves meet
Without a shot and smile
In distant places
And wrong timing.

Billie6

WOLF
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June 8, 2018
 

Disrupted melodies
Sank within
Broken pieces
No place to fit in.

Billie6

NOBODY IS PERFECT
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June 6, 2018
 

The words flood like savage rivers. They fill me up and boil over onto paper. Overwhelmed by puzzles needing solutions I give way to the torture.

Billie6

NOBODY IS PERFECT
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June 6, 2018
 

And yet

You haunt my playlists and feed, like an alien invasion. You have taken over my brain. If I met you I know you not and, yet you are always there. Mysteriously holding me.

Billie6

NOBODY IS PERFECT
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June 6, 2018
 

How do you go back to one
Erase the clock
Shred the memories
I cannot stand this place
Same place every time
Alone waiting for an angel
Death peering from the corner
I invite him
But even he scoffs at me.

Billie6

NOBODY IS PERFECT
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June 6, 2018
 

Back at the drawing board
Painting blue skies for you
Regardless how I behave
As long as I live
I will paint them for you.

Billie6

NOBODY IS PERFECT
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June 6, 2018
 

Too many mistakes made
Oh how I hate this mind
How I would love
For it to go silent
For my heart to stop
The world cease spinning
This nausea to depart
For blue to turn red.

Billie6

NOBODY IS PERFECT
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June 6, 2018
 

Passion is the poison upon your lips.

Billie6

NOBODY IS PERFECT
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June 6, 2018
 

I never asked for any of this pain, I wanted to just be loved fully. I didn't want the blows and cuts, I wanted love and affection. I never desired to be the other woman, it was just nice to finally be picked. You see dont read me by the experiences I've encountered if you can't fathom the torment of my soul to desire something its never truly had without a price.

Billie6

NOBODY IS PERFECT
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June 6, 2018
 

I wanted to scream and cry out but all that escaped was the air that filled my lungs.

Billie6

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June 6, 2018
 

When dealing with mental heath you understand there are only good moments, not always good days.

Billie6

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June 6, 2018
 

I felt the sun kiss my skin before the darkness set itself within.

Billie6

NOBODY IS PERFECT
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June 6, 2018
 

They say get out your head, but if they only knew how hard that was.
Billie6

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June 6, 2018
 

Anguish erupts
The light fades
Air thickens
Earth slides
Fires left to ash
Bodies fall
God's take
Begin to pray.

Billie6

NOBODY IS PERFECT
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June 6, 2018
 

Eyes read bloodstained tears
No location found inside
Sad wandering soul
With a broken mind
Flowers wilt
Thorns stay
Pain floods
Control lost.

Billie6

NOBODY IS PERFECT
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June 6, 2018
 

Razor cuts
Blood hits the floor
She's left again
To fight.

Billie6

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June 6, 2018
 

Broken and tethered
Lost in madness
To see in so many directions
A blessing and curse
Childlike mind
Adult body
Genius mind
They will never understand
Misguided labels
Who really knows me
Patterns not always seen
Create directions
Never meant to be travelled
In despair
I was damned.
Billie6

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June 2, 2018
 

Mind rambles

I feel something greater in this world. I'm on a constant fence of despair and logic. I can almost see it all, but im often overwhelmed by the idea I'm just too off and its all just my imagination. I know I get caught up in fantasy so much I break my heart too often. I've been too optimistic that it's burned me and there's been too many patterns I couldn't decode. This "conventional" society is killing the gods and goddeses within us, there's not enough joy and time for play. The thought of impossibility is torturing the artist within and all we ever wanted was to be understood and loved for it. So, what happens when you find it and it feels impossible, then what? Despair creeps...

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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June 1, 2018
 

I love you because you are real, not covered in fluffy bunny charm. I love you for your selflessness. I love you for all the times you kept me safe, for all the times you cheered me on when every one waited for me to fail. I love you for loving me as I am and I may not know you yet but I look forward to reading you everyday and then riding roads on adventures together in love till the end and beyond.

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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May 30, 2018
 

I want to be entangled in you and white linen. It's not that I lust after you, I just see forever in your eyes. The thought of being close to you warms me and I have faith that loving you will light the fire in US and heal hurt hearts, if maybe... perhaps you felt the same we could have "I miss yours" and "be safe", "coffee and books". We could have starry nights and discuss topics rarely touched. We could go on adventures in music and remind each other why we picked The other. However, these are only my wishes and you are just a character that I've created in my day dreams to stay awake.

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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May 30, 2018
 

The art of courtship has become such a rarity that I am sure I read about it being placed on the endangered list along with romance in this mornings notifications.

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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