Rosa Nita Dewi
|success is not how high is your position you got but it is how you can treat your self as a real human being..|
Happiest most b'day
And be happy, okay?
I hope someday we can change this situation from "digital friend" to the "friend at the present live moment" situation..
And four the last four years I am glad that you say hi to me in here (#lettrs app)
P.S. I'll see you when I see you..
P.SS. I know you don't like some kind of media exposure 😁, I still do it anyway
We're gonna lose that after all.
None of them.
All of them.
I ask one more time.
I want all of you
"How do you pick up the threads of an old life? How do you go on, when in your heart, you begin to understand, there is no going back?"
"There are some things that time cannot mend. Some hurts that go too deep… that have taken hold."
-Frodo, the Lord of the rings: return of the king
You've become a very special person for me..
Even tho we're million miles away from each other..
Digital area helped us
You care about me, aren't you?
I care about you
We talked a lot
I don't have anyone's permission to call you..
Sometimes we just see each other and doin our own stuffs..
I was happy with you
"I love you" had almost there in our conversations..
But, that's just it, we're just friends that love each other..
but recently, I feel your words leave me..
Something happened inside me..
I missing you
I feel you different
I don't know what's going on
You said everything is fine
But I don't think you're fine
You just stop talked to me
I told you, that now "I love you" by me i...
I want the world to hear my words
But I just wanna hide from him
He doesn't even care
I feel you
I see you
I fall you
I heart you
I miss you
I love you
-Me?. Iam single^^
-Life?. Its not that great, but it will be!
-Happy?. Extremely happy..
-Why?. Do i really need a reason?
No i dont
Because i'm still breathing
Life is too short to wailing your sadness
Well, maybe sometimes, we need to cry once!
Than go on.
Take the stars..
Fly over the clouds..
Swim into the deep ocean..
You're the one who wrote this
Yes you are me!
And i am the voice inside and i am the feeling who gave you every advise of all your thgoughts.
You need to understand me better,yourself!
If its not you? Who will?
Everything's yours now
Soon will leave you..
Its empty "the room",isn't it??
It is the "heart"
The ocean is the perfect place. The sunset will be the right time
But the clouds getting dark, but it is not its time to change..
It is because the empty "thing" Force it to change
So the beautiful sunset will not appear to accompany the sun to sleep..
Will the sun rise?
The pigeon miss the light of the sunset..
Fly over the ocean accompany the sun whose ready to take a rest..
The reflection of the light, surprisingly make a different of colors on the clouds body..
And amazingly wrapped the sky into a moment
that ready to change into dark..
I'm a piece of old paper
I'm the place of all the sanity
Then you'll be free
If i am the past
Then you are its memory..
Just like the dark in the night will never blind the eyes
Then again it will never got the flashlight from the sun..
And thats you are for my self
My dreams are big and high, so high..
They make me forget where I belong,
And suddenly I'm afraid, afraid of that maybe I can't reach the dreams.
Take the dream with you..
Send the dream fly high to our maker..
And bring me a good news with the rain and the sun..
My favorite quote of all the movies i've watched is
"How do you go on?? When in your heart begin to understand there's no going back"
Frodo-The lord of the rings: the return of the king
Happee B'dae 🎉🎊🎉🎊
How old are you?? Haha i'm sorry i forget the year you were born.. 😁
Anyway, whatever you age is, i hope your heart and your mind will never age.. 🙆
Be happy sissy,,
Sometimes you're too busy to make other people happy and forget your own happiness..
Thank you for all the things you gave, you showed, you told me. And with your help, i can go through my down now..
Sissy, whatever you do,Where ever you will go
Make sure you'll do things, choose things, go things only to make you happy..
"For me, the reason we were born is to be the reason somebody's life" 😘😘
You are the reason of all the things i've done
You are in every decision that i made
I love you
You are my one and only, Mama.
You never give up on me
You always try your best for me
I love you
Words cannot take how much I Love You
Let me take care of you in your Old days
like you use tried to fight the world for me
I'll give you my arms my feet my eyes when you tired to this world..
even if god turn back the time
i will still be your daughter
its too late to be the first to say "Happy bday to you"
well, let me be the last.
Happee bday my dearest friend.
neither you, neither me.
just let our self feel free..
free to fall
free to hurt
free to happy
free to in LOVE
but most of all Let your self Free to Take every dream you've dreamed.
dont stuck where you are now.
Free your self to see
The world behind our Walls
Your very dearest bestfriend,
i geuss i start to let my heart hurt again..
because i start my silent love for him..
without knowing his feeling..
Rosa Nita Dewi
can't you just like me???
what should i do to make your head turn around and look at me
make you realize that i'm here in front of you .
i'm always around you.
but you never realize the meaning of me gazing at you is...
take me far far away..
give me more pain
give me a thousand of happiness
people to know
a place to rest
an experience to learn
2 feet to explore new things
eyes to cherish every precious moments..
two hands to reach every dream i dreamed..
a mouth to taste every sweetness god prepared through this world..
a nose to breath happiness of fresh air in a different place..
a heart to be an open minded person..
take all the bad and good thing from them..
and save them to be my experience to learn. my moments to remember
My Journey of story to tell..
I know that this is Our Destiny
But We also know that
We're supposed to be happy family..
We're supposed to live under one roof
But we're saperated by the thing you created that doesn't have restart buttom is The Time.
sometimes i feel no where to go,no shoulder to lay on,no body to count on.
you send people to be my friends,to be my family,to be my parents.
but none of them i can rely onto. i know i shouldn't have to count on them. i should have count on you.
But you just no where to be seen to.
i am sorry god if its sound i'm blaming you for everything.
you know i'm not. you know me better then i am.
so Please send me someone that can give me a little happiness in this mortal life ...
I know that this is Our Destiny, We also know that We're supposed to be happy family..But we're saperated by the thing you created that doesn't have restart buttom is The Time.
sometimes i feel no where to go,no shoulder to lay on,no body to count on. you send people to be my friends,to be my family,to be my parents.but none of them i can rely onto. i know i shouldn't have to count on them. i should have count on you. But you just no where to be seen to.i am sorry god if its sound i'm blaming you for everything.you know i'm not. you know me better then i am. so Please send me someone that can give me a little happiness in this mortal world till i meet you soon
Rosa Nita Dewi
i feel like i will never make it..
i dont why but somehow i feel i'll be in your side soon.
but i dont have a cancer or i'm in car accident.
maybe it's a deep tired wish that everything should be over right here.
i know i have nothing to face you to prove you if you call me one day..
but somehow and i dont know how rest in peace is a good idea for me to know how everyone will remember me. but will i know how they will remember me because you know i'm death. how do i know??
i think i'm not happy..
i know you know why..
my parents wont be together again especially mom that keep shouting bad words everytime he make one mistake. and seeing my father "i know i was wrong" face . and ...
"pacar-pacar aq" selalu bikin hidup ku penuh warna. setiap hari nya kalian selalu bisa bikin perasaan aq campur aduk. ada rasa sebel bngt klo apil lg bete di tambah upil yg ikut2an bete juga. dan aq yg tinggal lelah sendiri. tp aq tak pernah menyerah sma kalian. alasan nya adlah "you're my best friends" hanya itu. dan hal terakhir dan tak pernah berubah yg aq rasakan adalah aq sayang sma kalian. yg terakhir akan ku lakukan adalah peluk "pacar-pacar aq". mungkin bnar yg kalian bilang kalo kita ini seperti orang pacaran karena itulah kita. hidup ini akan bosan jika kita selalu akur terus. mngkin jatuh bangun,air mata,tawa canda,bete2an,cemburu-cemburu.an akan semakin membuat persahabat ini lebi...
The Sun has Set in My Heart, in My Mind, in My Life.
this is not a Broken Hearted girl. this is a person who just Lost her friends, her besties.
I wish it's all a lie.
but i doubt it. i'll post two days from now even though it's a good or bad news..
sometime fight with your best friends is really the hardest thing than fight with your boyfriend.
sometimes when you in a big trouble you wish your friends there to support not your boyfriend.
even you feel jealous when your friends choose other person to solve their problem then you.
and i feel that kind of feeling right now.
i make them my bestfriends just in a short time because they are everything in a short of time too. just that simple. i love them.
i wish you know how much i love you.
your ipil always..
another year has finally come.
One of my Deepest wish is that both of my friends are getting close like they use to be
I wish we can be so honest everytime we've got trouble and off course share our happy time.
i will always love them.
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