Rosa Nita Dewi
|You will remember when this blown over And everything's all by the way ..|
can't you just like me???
what should i do to make your head turn around and look at me
make you realize that i'm here in front of you .
i'm always around you.
but you never realize the meaning of me gazing at you is...
take me far far away..
give me more pain
give me a thousand of happiness
people to know
a place to rest
an experience to learn
2 feet to explore new things
eyes to cherish every precious moments..
two hands to reach every dream i dreamed..
a mouth to taste every sweetness god prepared through this world..
a nose to breath happiness of fresh air in a different place..
a heart to be an open minded person..
take all the bad and good thing from them..
and save them to be my experience to learn. my moments to remember
My Journey of story to tell..
I know that this is Our Destiny
But We also know that
We're supposed to be happy family..
We're supposed to live under one roof
But we're saperated by the thing you created that doesn't have restart buttom is The Time.
sometimes i feel no where to go,no shoulder to lay on,no body to count on.
you send people to be my friends,to be my family,to be my parents.
but none of them i can rely onto. i know i shouldn't have to count on them. i should have count on you.
But you just no where to be seen to.
i am sorry god if its sound i'm blaming you for everything.
you know i'm not. you know me better then i am.
so Please send me someone that can give me a little happiness in this mortal life ...
I know that this is Our Destiny, We also know that We're supposed to be happy family..But we're saperated by the thing you created that doesn't have restart buttom is The Time.
sometimes i feel no where to go,no shoulder to lay on,no body to count on. you send people to be my friends,to be my family,to be my parents.but none of them i can rely onto. i know i shouldn't have to count on them. i should have count on you. But you just no where to be seen to.i am sorry god if its sound i'm blaming you for everything.you know i'm not. you know me better then i am. so Please send me someone that can give me a little happiness in this mortal world till i meet you soon
Rosa Nita Dewi
i feel like i will never make it..
i dont why but somehow i feel i'll be in your side soon.
but i dont have a cancer or i'm in car accident.
maybe it's a deep tired wish that everything should be over right here.
i know i have nothing to face you to prove you if you call me one day..
but somehow and i dont know how rest in peace is a good idea for me to know how everyone will remember me. but will i know how they will remember me because you know i'm death. how do i know??
i think i'm not happy..
i know you know why..
my parents wont be together again especially mom that keep shouting bad words everytime he make one mistake. and seeing my father "i know i was wrong" face . and ...
"pacar-pacar aq" selalu bikin hidup ku penuh warna. setiap hari nya kalian selalu bisa bikin perasaan aq campur aduk. ada rasa sebel bngt klo apil lg bete di tambah upil yg ikut2an bete juga. dan aq yg tinggal lelah sendiri. tp aq tak pernah menyerah sma kalian. alasan nya adlah "you're my best friends" hanya itu. dan hal terakhir dan tak pernah berubah yg aq rasakan adalah aq sayang sma kalian. yg terakhir akan ku lakukan adalah peluk "pacar-pacar aq". mungkin bnar yg kalian bilang kalo kita ini seperti orang pacaran karena itulah kita. hidup ini akan bosan jika kita selalu akur terus. mngkin jatuh bangun,air mata,tawa canda,bete2an,cemburu-cemburu.an akan semakin membuat persahabat ini lebi...
The Sun has Set in My Heart, in My Mind, in My Life.
this is not a Broken Hearted girl. this is a person who just Lost her friends, her besties.
I wish it's all a lie.
but i doubt it. i'll post two days from now even though it's a good or bad news..
sometime fight with your best friends is really the hardest thing than fight with your boyfriend.
sometimes when you in a big trouble you wish your friends there to support not your boyfriend.
even you feel jealous when your friends choose other person to solve their problem then you.
and i feel that kind of feeling right now.
i make them my bestfriends just in a short time because they are everything in a short of time too. just that simple. i love them.
i wish you know how much i love you.
your ipil always..
another year has finally come.
One of my Deepest wish is that both of my friends are getting close like they use to be
I wish we can be so honest everytime we've got trouble and off course share our happy time.
i will always love them.
This is Us
you said you hate him but why you were crying for him??? well,actually you really love him.
because you know guys when you said you hate someone that you should be love. means you really love him. it's like you want him the way you want. but he turns to another way that you can't follow. actually you need him deep down you know it. it's just you're too arrogant to say it loud.
please guys tell me what to do to make you realize. that i need you to crash away your selfishness. and be honest of what do you want me to do with this. and you must listen of what makes me cry. i'm freakin sad coz both of you. i can't tell why i cried. i just need to.
please i can't choose between two people. and i won't choose any other of you. you guys are One. like He said "maybe you're not in the middle, maybe you just part of them" .
yes you just did. everytime.
Look all of your lettrs guys..
one thing i know. 80% lettrs is about Love. but Most of all you guys have a broken heart. yeah,Love is the Most frustrating thing on earth.
But still life is not always about Love. There's Parent stuff and Friendship in next Part.
Just be positive in every situation.