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Brittney B

PO# 441028
United States
United States
Woman of God before anything. Living and loving life like never before...
June 4, 2015
 

Gold

Everybody wanted the pot of gold at the end
Somehow all she wanted was the gold deep within
No waiting or seeking the happy ending
She wanted joy and peace from the beginning
Plenty sad days buried deep in her past
So she wanted a sound mind and happiness to last
No catch. No catch.
Only simplistic reality
Life at its best. No time for banality.
Stretching forward for the new
Sitting endless hours in the dew
Of a fresh morning
No mourning
Always running after You
She just wanted to dig up the gold deep within
Starting a new search as the day would begin
Choosing to search for the silver lining
If not joy, she wasn't consigning
Endless gold chains she was unwinding
Pure gold.

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April 18, 2015
Hattiesburg, United States

Mastered solitude
I'm fine all alone
Life filled with life
Minus the monotone
And banality
Living life while it's reality
No need for a crowd
And a bus load of fans
I'm ok with God alone
He truly understands
Indefinitely solo
No problem with that
I can hear myself speak
I just know to never respond back
Solitude is bliss
I have found contentment
No looking back
No desire for resentment
Solitude

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April 15, 2015
Hattiesburg, United States

Relaxed
The couch swallows me
Giant pillows
The TV stares at me
Muted
Room silenced
Only raindrops fall
Rare thoughts
Staring at the walls
Hump day
Long day
A day nonetheless
I could think of so many complaints
I won't
I'm blessed
Dark clouds
AC
Tub of water calling me
Relaxed
Feeling good
I'd retire in this place if I could
I can't
Life keeps moving
I'm in love with it too
Easy days
Transient thoughts
Life keeps me amazed
Relaxed mind
Paralyzed thoughts
Immovable at this time
Raindrops
Silence
Paralyzed motion
Relaxed

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April 14, 2015
Hattiesburg, United States

Thank God for sending His son
Now I face defeat with victory
Because I've already won
Just passing through
To get to an eternal life
Trudging through confusion, pain, strife
Smile on my face
A song in my heart
Victory is mine
It was from the start
Jesus is the atonement for my many sins
Had it not been for Him
I'd be bathing in my sin
Yet now I'm washed anew
And my feet will meet the gold
Paved streets
"The centre cannot hold"
Cannot deny me...of this awesome life
That God chose to give me
Knowing my flesh was far from right
I went left and truly found
Life was hidden in this Man
The world cannot see
Carnal eyes don't understand
Life is worth the living
Because I have His name
Saved from ...

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April 13, 2015
Hattiesburg, United States

Monday
It's Monday
A brand new day
Fresh slate
New chance
Like a new song
A new romance
How will you spend this day?
What will you do?
Today is different
Never seen
New stage
New scene
Monday
It's beautiful
A gift
For you, for me

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April 13, 2015
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Bugattis
Illuminati
We say what we feel
Creating illusions
Most of what we see can't be real
So we trust our eyes more than anything else
Believing and sharing until there's no truth left
Passed down thoughts
It's all just a dream
Truth is, nothing's what it seems
Evolution
Revolutions
Wars and rumors thereof
Truths all made up, excluding the one above
Searching and searching, never finding who we are
Dreams and aspirations failing
Because they seem too far
Distant thoughts
Lies bought
We can't seem to make it real
So we search endlessly
The lies we fail to kill
Searching for truths
Rarely realizing His presence all along
Dying to live a dream
Even when it's wrong
Lies flourish
Dreams ...

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April 13, 2015
Hattiesburg, United States

At what point do you relinquish?
At what point do you let go?
Of the hurt and pain
Pride and hate
You've fooled others, but you, you know
Something is missing
Something is wrong
How long will you sing the same sad song?
When will you exhale and take a deep breath?
Releasing negativity until there is none left
Breathe in; breathe out
And everything's okay
Relinquish all power
Not tomorrow
But today
When will you let go?
When will you release?
The end is drawing near
Release your inner beast
Let go and begin a new day
Release and just breathe in
Dust off your heart
Shine up its rusty parts
There is a new beginning
With you is where it starts

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April 12, 2015
Hattiesburg, United States

He said
She said
But what do you say
That's all that really matters
In the midst of a new day
Words come and go
They sail on the shores
They have the capacity to destroy- knock down storm doors
Yet we let them roll freely
Knowing much better
Enclosed in black and white
Words seal broken letters
He said
Yes, she said
But what do you say
Words pack power
And yes I know they hurt
Dodge the impact  
Sift through the dirt
Rise above the HE and SHE
Deny the words that hit you
Respond in gentle love
I know what he said
She said
The true affirmation comes from above

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April 12, 2015
Hattiesburg, United States

Still
All was still
And he realized motion was dependent upon his own instinct
For God had given him movement
Endowed him with ability
Now it was only him and his reflection
What reflected from the turbulent seas of life
The pain of his past, agony and strife
Until he stopped and looked within
Still, still passionate, still loved and filled with love
Created for resilience
And passion
Still whole, forgiven and everlasting
He gazed at the sky as birds and planes made their routes
The path they outlined read visibly, "For me"
You see, all the pain of the past created a beautiful, resilient beast
Few people could see
What did it matter, he realized it was all for me...
The "he"
Still passionate...

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Full of twists and turns
Incapable of lasting forever
Yet never ending
In the midst of it all
It never stops
A cyclone
Grabbing this
Grabbing that
Swamping the marsh
And the mellow
Fleeting
Yet so filled
With joy and peace
Love and pain
Sun, clouds and rain
Authentic, not feigned
Realistically imperfect
Yet that's what I love
It's life
A gift from above
A daily gift
Each day unprecedented
But so much joy is in it
Life

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April 12, 2015
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Love
So endless
So beautiful
So addictive
Reciprocal
Transparent
Needed
Desired
What a beauty
To behold
To hold
To treasure
Impossible to measure
Love
So endless
Leaving you breathless
Transparent
Desired
Beautiful
Love
It is everything
Nothing withheld
Yet everything dispersed
Love...it is...

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