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India
amateur writer, love Kim Jonghyun, books n chocolate, predictably & unpredictable, trying to find the lost the spark in my work.
May 5, 2019
 

Silent words

Words are over
The songs are over
No more fall or spring
The sun won't rise above us no more
The stars won't wink
No more wind
No more snow
We won't smell the sea
No more rain drops
No more pigeons , olives
No more taste of the figs
No more red roses.......
No more good or evil
Love is over,  so is hatred
No more suffering
No more hardships
Our wound is no longer bleeding
We're no longer hurting
We're all covered in white

This is the end....
We're left without shadows

CREATIVE WRITING
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May 4, 2019
 

It rather feels so challenged, when you I'm not noticed for the things that i did....

I never felt so pitiful, for not being noticed,
because, everybody thinks " i never had a heart, an existence and a purpose to begin with...

And they are not even sorry if they destroy it in the process......
They watch and feel happy for having won nothing in the process......

Am i pitiful for having been born as a girl or am i a burden to everybody, eventhough i earn my own living....

People are so much engrossed in my life,
that it is suffocating me:

Everyone wants a say in my life,
Everyone wants to rule my life,
Everyone wants to see me suffer,
Everyone wants to know about my life,
Everyone wants ...

CREATIVE WRITING
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May 3, 2019
 

When you ask me

What are you thinking about?
You
This is one of the strongest things,
that I've felt so far
That SOMETHING that makes this
100 times more heartbreaking and stronger than anything else......

Thank you for being so perfect for me......

CREATIVE WRITING
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May 3, 2019
 

I have nothing more to say,,,,
but, i'm fine....just fine

And wherever you go
i want you to know that i loved you

There is so much more,
i need  to know

I have so much  to tell you
more about myself n my love for you

I just miss you in a different way,
in a special way that words cannot describe.

CREATIVE WRITING
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May 3, 2019
 

I might be broken
I can still be your everthing....

Words might hurt,
People will never change.....

Why me? is the question for the people
surrounding me

No one can hears my voice
I am so tired
Life seems so hard....

Things are pulling me down
Situations might be different

I never meant to break your heart,
Someone will love you more than me

You will see a shadow of me
Always beside you

Coz, without you
My life doesn't have a meaning

CREATIVE WRITING
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May 3, 2019
 

Sometimes life shows us stars
Sometimes life gives us thorns
It can be hard sometimes
I made these memories for myself
It is the only thing, that's mine

I cannot explain the feeling
But i felt at peace,
For the First time in days

It doesn't matter which road i take,
What i say,
What i do,
I will always end up at the same point
I want to just move on

I will keep this moment forever
till my heart stops beating.....

CREATIVE WRITING
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April 6, 2019
 

Never leave a true relation for a few faults
Nobody is perfect ,
And at the end.....
Affection is always greater
Than perfection.

This is just a simple thought

POETRY MONTH
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April 1, 2019
 

I am foolish, and stupid
Coz, I keep looking for you in everyone,
I know no one else other you
But, you keep looking for someone else

Yet you don't see my feelings
I know, you never knew me, nor my heart
That beats for you
But, I looked only at you
I am happy watching you.....

I truly hope to see you again.
I think about you everyday
I sure do miss you
I will miss you for the rest of my life
But
I will keep on loving you Kim jonghyun.

GOOD THINGS TAKE TIME
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March 29, 2019
 

Daystar

As I fell from the void into a world of
mostly ephemeral things; with bubbles floating in the wind mixed with moments of fleeting joy,

Imagination of a lifetime in a moment,
I guess this is seeking you.
Moments did float by like a leaf in the stream

Your music is like sailing,
Water rushing through veins,
Strong winds playing to the roaring thunder, creating a notion
of high-pitched musical note.

I looked at the sky and thought, life is all bubbles, beautiful and pristine, while it still lasts, tried reaching for the sky.

And I reached out to the universe, and it left stars in my palms for, I always dreamt of holding them. not the ephemeral things shooting stars, that tend t...

GOOD THINGS TAKE TIME
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March 6, 2019
 

Love is such an obstinate language, neither you understood me
nor,  could I express my love to you.

Life does feel unfair,
I don't know when things became so complicated

Everytime I see you,  I try not to think of you
I always decide, I am not going to think of you,
Over and over again.....
However,  I come across your existence in a beautiful way.
This really makes my day,  but I also feel sad at the same time.

I love you, you told the entire world through music,
But, I wanted to be the only one to love you.....

There are times that make me think back about you

No matter how you look at me,
With smiles or with seriousness,
I will never forget you
At all times, infact everywh...

LIGHT LETTRS LOGO
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February 15, 2019
 

Someday, out of the blue
I hope you will return
A beautiful soul, so desolate, lost, wandering, searching for your destination.

You were ecstatic and blessed with victory in life.
The entire world bestowed love and blessings on you,

And you left suddenly without a word
I still cry, thinking about you...

I tried to convince myself by saying that it is a matter of feelings...
Doesn't seem to work!!!!

My heart still remembers your love for music...
It was stupid of me, to want to be your one and only love...

I am still at crossroads, trying very hard to forget you
I guess, it's impossible to forget you......

I am still here living without you, but still loving you....

Red roses...

LOVE FOR ALL
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February 15, 2019
 

With the world steeped into silence,
In the piercing dark stillness of the night
The stars remain silent in the sky...
The world seems so empty...
yet, I search for something that left my heart restless and in pain,
My beating heart knows that I have to endure this unending despair.

ORIGINAL
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January 11, 2019
 

I don't know if my love for you was real,
I keep on convincing myself that I love you everyday,
even though, I feel so stupid
Your existence is so deeply rooted in my heart,
I don't know if it is love????
But, I sure did miss you today,
I will miss you tomorrow, and I will miss you everyday....

BLIZZARD
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January 11, 2019
 

Look into my heart and you will see the meaning of love
I know it is a dream,
I don't want to let you go,
Your love gave me a new meaning,
Losing you, brings tears to my eyes...
I thought you were safe in my heart forever....

But, now you have found a better place for yourself....
And, all I have to do is send you away.
I hope you find the peace you always craved for in life,

I am just left behind with a sad, aching heart and tearful eyes....

If I ever meet you again,  tell me the meaning of love by looking into my eyes.
Do explain this to my aching heart, coz I"ll be waiting....

Is it impossible for you to give me your love,
Because, now I love you very much....

ENJOY THE LITTLE THINGS
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January 1, 2019
 

I guess I am just a mess
Or maybe I am just lonely
Life just seems bitter
but I know my head's a storm
and my chest is empty without you

2019
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January 2, 2019
 

A musical star

I keep wondering if you will ever know me,
I do think about you everyday,
Which has made me very different ?

You had everything,
Yet,  you chose to give it all away;
and embrace eternity....

Constantly smiling
Your life seemed so perfect
I Didn't you give it a thought that,
something which I missed?

You were a shining star
Polished and perfect
Without a speck of dust

You were the definition of perfection,
in everything

Living in perfection.
Life of perfection.

Sometimes,  I think if I still love you.....
Although, time has passed on,
but your memory still lingers on in my life.

FOLLOW YOUR HEART
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January 1, 2019
 

They know me so well.
I’m funny, silly, and positive.
I’m hyper, always smiling, and always laughing.
But, they don’t know me as well as they think.
They don’t know what I do when people aren’t looking,
when my friends aren’t with me,
and when the house is silent.
If they knew me as well as they thought,
they wouldn’t be laughing with me.
Oh, no,
they’d be crying.

RUMA ZAIDI
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January 1, 2019
 

A Parallel life

I can’t wake up

I open my eyes up to partly clear skies,  I look around and see a ghost town,  a place I once knew.

A place I once loved,  and yet I still wanted to fly up above.

The partly clear sky isn't all that meets the eye,  
there is a black cloud I'm in the midst.

Alone once again
Forced to deal with my thoughts,

The more I struggle and struggle my patience starts to wear me down.

I'm stuck in a world that I don't want to know,  and there is no way to wake up.........

2019
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January 1, 2019
 

All of my life. I have been trying to find myself, trying to get somewhere. I have tried over and over to get things right,  and when things are looking up for me, it's like a wave is being crashed into me, knocking me deeper and farther into the ocean.

Some days are better. Floating peacefully above the water. Then the insecurities and pain drag me down like sharks. They take me to the bottom where there is nothing but sand, creatures, and darkness. There is no way up.

Whenever I act fine, it seems as if I am perfectly enjoying paradise above the surface. I just need to make sure other people are up there safely so then I have to worry about nobody but myself. I know there isn't a way t...

2019
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July 8, 2018
 

"While he was feeling better.. Something was still giving him anxiety. He couldn't understand what it was until he opened that book. Something fell out and as he picked it up from the ground...
with trembling hands, a familiar aura filled the room. The writing at the back, had the date and address. It was reminiscent of the bygone days, his life, his love. Tears welled up his eyes.
His heart was filled with unknown happiness and the memory of his love left him refreshed.
Thoughts of contacting her started lingering in his mind.
Things evolve, people change, situations change, will there be a chance for a new life
He got up and drove to her place. Standing at a distance, feeling his heart, h...

A MAN'S BEST FRIEND
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October 11, 2018
 

I wonder what colors are,
just like a gust of wind bringing me your memories....

It was raining today,
the feel of the raindrops on my palms,
reminded me of you

It made me realize
"Memories are like raindrops
the tighter you grab it,  the faster it slips away"
Take me somewhere, someplace where I can just look at you all the time

My only regret is not knowing you

WHITE CLOCK
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October 16, 2018
 

I once fell in love
with a bright star,

Nobody knew that I loved the bright star,
Nobody knew that I even existed,

I guess, I just pushed myself to love the beautiful star with  all my heart......

I learnt an important lesson,
love chooses you,
and
not the other way around.

all I have is your music
and beautiful memories of you....

Meet me again somewhere,
where you can see my love for you....
I want you to love me like I do.

I never asked for the star to love me in return,

It hurts continuously, now that you are not here anymore....
With time,  it will be the same as before....

Stars do shine and die,
but,  your light will always linger on in my memory........
My love will...

WHITE CLOCK
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October 16, 2018
 

One day,
I will just be a
memory.....

To some
people

I will try my best,
to set an example,
as a good human being.

WHITE CLOCK
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October 16, 2018
 

Never go in
search of love
go in search of
Life and life
will bring you
the love you seek

But

I chose to search for love,
a dumb mistake.......

WHITE CLOCK
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October 16, 2018
 

Don't judge my choices,
When you don't understand
My reasons

WHITE CLOCK
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October 16, 2018
 

Life seems exhausting at times.....
My mind runs at 1000 kmph,
and I can never
seem to catch up with it......

Sometimes I do feel like a graded_manufactured product thrown out into life,
with a price-tag on my head,
born and bred to mint money every second.....
for the employers I work for....

WHITE CLOCK
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October 11, 2018
 

A smile can always take you places, create magic....
take you to places of unimaginable happiness, give you peace.

your smile always makes me cry with happiness......
As you are resting peacefully
But,  I will always have you in my heart,

WHITE CLOCK
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October 11, 2018
 

Kim Jonghyun,

I cannot change the things in the past, the people nor the world,

I will try to see the beauty of life without complaining about your non-existance in this world

I know, I have to walk alone with this unbearable pain through this passage of time.

Next time, I am never letting you go out of my sight.

WHITE CLOCK
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October 11, 2018
 

" I think sometimes,  people don't understand the loneliness inside me,

the loneliness which I bear alone in my heart."
Without you there is always a loss that I will always feel,
Your smile spreads like a rainbow that lights up my heart.

Without you things feel a little empty,
Even the world seems strange,
except for the empty blaring echo of your music
   
Nothing can replace your sound of music
Beautiful thoughts and dreams about you are endless

My heart is so restless without you,
just hide me in your heart forever
hide me from this world....
I just want to be there where you are,

Your music helps me remember you,
The world seems unrealistic.
Maybe someday,  somewhere, I will fi...

WHITE CLOCK
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