Now that the sun is gone,
I wonder how long do I have to sit in the dark, alone.
It's not the darkness that terrifies me,
It's not the loneliness I'm scared of.
But the fact that I may never see the sun again,
Sends chills down my spine.
I know you exist. When I see the dazzling moon in the blue night's sky and cold breeze caresses my cheeks, I know you exist.
Do you remember i told you I'll give you the real me back. Here i am. The real me.
I know I've taken 6 months to get myself back. I was lost, yes. I was everything i was scared of.
But, here i am Sun. This is me.
And there they stood staring at eachother, carefully not crossing the threshold.
"Well, that's the thing you see. Even if i go back in time, i wouldn't do anything differently. I'd still fall in love with you. Again and again and again."
"I read sonets and I don't understand a word. I read you, and I understand the sonets."
That's what i always called you, Sunshine. Every time i looked at you, you made me feel warm.
Friends ask me, what went wrong. I sigh. Because trust me, i still have no answer. What went wrong?
I guess the reason why it aches so bad is, i thought it'll last forever. 'Us' will last forever.
They tell me i should move on. I should. For there's no way you are coming back. But how can i move on from the moments we've had together. The way you made me felt. The warm fuzzy feeling of lying on your lap, your honey like voice that made me believe everything will be fine, your sad eyes, your mischievous smile that melt my heart. How can i move on? Sometimes i wish i could just wipe ...