When it comes to achieving something, some of us do it for self satisfaction
Yet some do it for the appreciation
Some are usually busy pretending everything is fine even when the world around them is falling apart, overlooking the fact that things are changing around them
And some, do not want to understand or realise that they're loosing someone who cares for the state of mind they have,
We all have reasons for the things happening around, we tend to either face or ignore it
I've got hacked by you since I got programmed firmware inside my mind that's keeps on running a loop of encrypted code saying all the time :
" J'n hpoob mpwf zpv ujmm J dbo'u gpshfu ipx "
Making "unimportant" people's opinions your priority and getting into toxic relationships where there is no "future together",
Makes you loose the focus on your goals,
Makes you forget who you really are, and what you are capable of;
In any relationship
It's better to have beautiful memories to make our future a happy place instead of finding reasons to love or hate and shedding tears....
The messiest thing you've ever gone through is holding onto peoples thoughts
Stop expecting shit from others
try to make a great life for yourself
working your ass off
Everyone said to him
" You can't "
In his mind
“I won't give up that easy"
I always love you because your'e a part of my past
I don't want you to be in my future because I can't hold on with this pain anymore
It was not you
It was my feelings that I had...
I still love you but I don’t want you
WISH I COULD HATE YOU
Every inch of my body wants to feel the warmth of her touch...!!!!!
Am I bad at finding a new one?
I cant stop loving you?
When you are with me, your appearance doesn't make a difference!
dressed or naked,
it's all in the mind and soul.
"you and me"
we are counted as one;
Be it a thousand years or million years,
These hands of mine will never let you go............!!!!
Waiting for the day
My lips had the pleasure to taste yours and let the joy out of my tongue out to stroke you...
So that I can influence you to feel special and prove you how important you are for me...
I am born as normal human species
But as time passes I become emotionless living object …. More and more introvert ,
afraid to talk to others ,never go outside alone as I have to face people ….
Wish I could say this to her before I’m done with my last breathe....
What was my fault???
Only loving u is a mistake???
I had loved like I never had before. But at that same moment, I became disillusioned. I understood that ur never gonna come back. I knew that even if I cut my head and put it on ur feet, u will not be kind to me.
I write back to you , “I hope you never have to experience what I am going through. I hope you know what you are doing. Take Care. “
I was asked many times
Why still u had her contact on your phone n didn't block her??
I replied them
"Amongst these 1.2B Indians if I delete one individual from my life,will it change my life someway?
He is a prison of his own mind
He built his own virtual world with computers and gadgets communicating with them.......
Being slowly consumed by his own feeling hurts, everything hurts.
Because of the memories that keeps on replaying on his mind.
It haunts him, no matter day and night, the sinking feeling never goes...
He's drowning, his mind slipping away from reality as the barriers he built around himself falls apart and gets eaten by an overwhelming sadness.
He doesn't force or ask anyone to spend time with...
Yet he felt nothing...
Just simple emptiness.
You should not only wait for that . You should do something ... so that won't happen again
She Found Vulnerability,
She Made a Backdoor, She Defaced,
She Left Her Impression,
She Went Anonymous,
No Traces were found the ip was
Anonymous, Reverse ip Tracking Failed with
Reverse Proxy Tracking the
Server was Confused,
If it is a Computer it would be
nothing for me but it was my Heart which got infected,
No Hacker or Doctor in this world
can patch this,
I may be a hacker but am also a
human with heart.
I realised hacking and psychology
had a great
connection in human life.
For security I cannot say on
which protocol she came. " SHE WAS A HACKER, ONE WHO
Inside me there is a feeling of loneliness in crowd
It is difficult to walk Even a single step without you
This distance between us is killing me a lot deep inside..
So I just wanna say one thing
From now I don't want to bother u...
Don't think that im not loving u.... I love u a lot but I got tired of waiting...
Im feeling guilty for texting u n asking you to call me always.... but u never did... Expecting and hurting myself n also trying to b normal like nothing happened is the only thing Im doing everyday...
Please do understand
I have so much of love for you
Can U handle?
if you still love me and want me to stay in your life
Have some guts and tell to your parents and th...
U were asking me to write a letter for u since a year I'm sorry I couldn't able to write it till now.... maybe this will be the last n first letter I'm mentioning about u in this..... I was calm when u said that ur engaged to someone because I know my mistake..... I ignored you because of my career n also at that moment n even now I don't have any thoughts of getting committed into relationships n now I'm gonna loose u as a friend too.... please don't feel sad.... I can't ever forget the way u told me that I'm a robot n I don't have any feelings....
Yes I'm... some situations have changed me to b like this (U already know about it ) i didn't even give a chance to you to show me your feelings...
Last night I had a dream saying you that ,
"Baby, I watched you from afar. Always looking at you with your back at me. My hands can't reach you even though you're in front of me. Surrounded. Wounded. I can't bear to being tortured by your ignorance towards me.
Let me be your shield. Your light n warmth. Let me be in your heart. Forever and always.......
Please be mine ❤️💍"
Letting go is one of the hardest tasks you can face. It is not like your final exam or the decision on which job to choose. It is something way harder. It means that you live on....although you have lost a piece of your puzzle.
--------------------❤️Happy Valentine's Day❤️--------------------
You know Dear how special you are for me. I understand that in future you may have not thought of me beyond friendship because of your parents and I am completely OK with it if that is the case.
But today I really want you to know how much precious you are for me and my feelings for you are beyond this friendship. But dont get tensed, your sweet smiling face is all I need, may it be with me or without me.I would love to be with you always but its completely your choice and whatever it is, I will always be there for you in any damn situation.
Many people asked me what kind of wedding I...
Once she asked me Why do I love her.... I didn't find a reason to tell her at that time... Now she is with me not as I expected so I can't tell her this directly
Hope she will know the reason after finding this letter....
"When I'm with you I can overcome anything.....
But once I lost u
I'm alone and ready to loose myself as I cannot see my path because I fear that I will not survive....
Please dont leave me.....
I promise , My love for you is stronger than anything and shall never be broken...
I shall rise to fight till my last breath to be with you
I love you ❤️"