I trusted you
I cared about you
You didn’t give a fuck
Here we are now
Once more leaving me with
reasons why I chose wrong.
Not yours truly
Thank you, for giving me enough time to think..
With this time I’ve been given I’ve come to realize how much of a miracle we really would’ve been if we fit piece in piece..
We were so determined to be the pair that was so different we worked..
The miracle couple..
Yet we never really looked at it as our downfall, we brought it up but that was all...
In the end it was our downfall, we weren’t meant to be the miracle couple we dreamt we were, weren’t meant to be anything yet trial and error..
It’s no lie I loved you, but I’ve come to realize ending what we had wasn’t the worst decision I’ve ever made, it was a decision well made even if the time wasn’t on point..
Older we get we’ll l...
You’ve played her one last time for which now she knows your true self. As you watch her walk away you only realize then what you lost. Only then do you decide to fight for the woman you loved.
If pain could speak
these words would be excruciating to hear.
I used to think you loved me
But I guess you never really did.. it was all just some phase.
Some one sided phase..
Now get your gun,
So I’ll be undone,
And you shall forever have won.
As much as I wanna tell you
I love you
I know the time is not right, for you are no longer mine to express that with.
Just the thought of you alone, with another girl makes my stomach twist in knots.
I can’t stop thinking about what it would’ve been like if things ended another way, guess we’ll see where we end up.. in each other’s arms or each in other arms.
Red puffy eyes looking up at the sky,
Realizing “I’m gonna be alright.”
As my heart shatters more and more into microscopic shards
My tears turn to a feeling of sickness which consume myself into what feels like an eternal sadness and emptiness
For all the girls and boys out there who have experienced hurt, sadness, and abuse of any type, I write this letter to show I stand with you and by you. Feel free to message me if you’re ever in need of advice or just a friend for I will always be there to guide you through.
Always let your past push you to become a better person and do NOT stop yourself from loving anyone no matter what happens.
I came on here when I was in the middle of probably the hardest part of my life. I’ve off and on written letters throughout the years, it’s my own personal outlet to let things out. Whether you draw, write, paint, dance, etc whatever you find is the best outlet for you, continue it and never let...
As the clock ticks away
we slowly fade away
And once we do fade away
We’ll always think back to this day
As if the clock never ticked its last tock away.
This is probably one of my favourite songs from High school musical and it was written by Adam Watts and Andrew Dodd.
“I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
Doesn't seem right these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
Is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be okay
I've go to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here, I hope you understand
We might find a place in this world someday
But at least for now, I gotta go my own away
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
And I watch them fall every time
Another color turns to gray
And it's just too hard to watch it all
Slowly fade away
Sometimes I question your honesty because after a while excuses sound too fake.
You’ve changed the prospect I have constantly had of love, you changed my mind as soon as you stepped into my life. Times can be tough but as long as we’re side by side nothing will ever be impossible.
I watch you as you walk away from me..
You fall and scream as I attempted at pulling you up..
I’m no hero since I’m the one whom could’ve prevented such event.
Water escapades down my cheeks exposing my darkest secrets...
A thousand years go by and yet the memory of your abuse, still tortures me.
Everyday I’ve been stowed away
thinking that I will see the light of day
but now it hurts me to say that this pain, will never go away.
I look into your eyes and it’s as if everything you did before has begun once more. With that, I know things shall never be the same.
Problems after problems you try to solve them, but after a while of trying you collapse into a pile of ash being swept away into thin air by the next one as if you were only an illusion.
My mind has been clouded from thoughts of trauma and anxiety, nothing else shall flow; because the brain is slowly killing itself. There’s really no where else to go.
Music, the key to understanding a heart filled with lies and deceit. The curator of a heart that was broken for so so long.
Somehow every now and again the world finds its own way to make peace. Through yelling and screaming it always turns into clear water. Being so thankful for everything that’s been conquered and fixed, none of that matters anymore.
It’s all about you, it might never seem like it but you’re the reason I am the way I am, that I’ve conquered what I have, and although there’s no way that would show you exactly how grateful I am, all I must say for now is thank you for the smiles and jokes that make me forget everything and everyone.
This is a lot darker than a lot of my other pieces but here you are.
I’ve found myself a new mask, it’s hidden, manipulative, and quirky. I might seem happy but that’s just my mask closing away my true self. There’s no happiness within me. I’m just a mask and nothing else. Nothing more nothing less. My mask helps me hide from everyone and no one. Trust is a non existent item that’s now in the past. No one to trust no one to love, my life is great then turns to shit. My mind is fucked up but no one seems to notice. My new mask keeps feelings hidden and people away. No one cares, no one loves. Life isn’t what they made it to be, my life wasn’t made to keep. People keep leaving, people never c...