|“And the dreams that you dream of Once in a lullaby”~Judy Garland|
This is probably one of my favourite songs from High school musical and it was written by Adam Watts and Andrew Dodd.
“I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
Doesn't seem right these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
Is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be okay
I've go to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here, I hope you understand
We might find a place in this world someday
But at least for now, I gotta go my own away
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
And I watch them fall every time
Another color turns to gray
And it's just too hard to watch it all
Slowly fade away
Sometimes I question your honesty because after a while excuses sound too fake.
You’ve changed the prospect I have constantly had of love, you changed my mind as soon as you stepped into my life. Times can be tough but as long as we’re side by side nothing will ever be impossible.
I watch you as you walk away from me..
You fall and scream as I attempted at pulling you up..
I’m no hero since I’m the one whom could’ve prevented such event.
Water escapades down my cheeks exposing my darkest secrets...
A thousand years go by and yet the memory of your abuse, still tortures me.
Everyday I’ve been stowed away
thinking that I will see the light of day
but now it hurts me to say that this pain, will never go away.
I look into your eyes and it’s as if everything you did before has begun once more. With that, I know things shall never be the same.
Problems after problems you try to solve them, but after a while of trying you collapse into a pile of ash being swept away into thin air by the next one as if you were only an illusion.
My mind has been clouded from thoughts of trauma and anxiety, nothing else shall flow; because the brain is slowly killing itself. There’s really no where else to go.
Music, the key to understanding a heart filled with lies and deceit. The curator of a heart that was broken for so so long.
Somehow every now and again the world finds its own way to make peace. Through yelling and screaming it always turns into clear water. Being so thankful for everything that’s been conquered and fixed, none of that matters anymore.
It’s all about you, it might never seem like it but you’re the reason I am the way I am, that I’ve conquered what I have, and although there’s no way that would show you exactly how grateful I am, all I must say for now is thank you for the smiles and jokes that make me forget everything and everyone.
This is a lot darker than a lot of my other pieces but here you are.
I’ve found myself a new mask, it’s hidden, manipulative, and quirky. I might seem happy but that’s just my mask closing away my true self. There’s no happiness within me. I’m just a mask and nothing else. Nothing more nothing less. My mask helps me hide from everyone and no one. Trust is a non existent item that’s now in the past. No one to trust no one to love, my life is great then turns to shit. My mind is fucked up but no one seems to notice. My new mask keeps feelings hidden and people away. No one cares, no one loves. Life isn’t what they made it to be, my life wasn’t made to keep. People keep leaving, people never c...
Wow this is a rare occasion, me writing a piece within only a few months of the last one, and oh look it’s even in the same year! I’m going to start writing more frequently soon hopefully seeing as I’m done with school.
See you all very soon-
I hope one day you’ll see me for me rather than just a girl with no care.
I feel as though I come on once every year always talking about different topics I’m so passionate about. Well I don’t know, maybe this ones different or then again maybe it’s the same.
Already throughout my life I’ve found out what life’s really like. Discard all the fairy tales and happily ever afters. I’ve learned what it’s like to go through difficult times, easy times and most importantly who is there for me. I love my friends and family so much but sometimes they can get a bit too much.
When I feel like I’m spiraling out of control it’s hard for me to get help cause when people try to help all I do is get mad and closed off. I must be honest with you, I’ve been through some really ...
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We're all told and shown what this "perfect" image is like, that we could never look like them cause they are soo divine it's impossible. Magazines show us these models who most of the time DON'T actually look like what they're showing us. Yet, we believe them I mean I may only be 16 years old but seriously they are showing us what "society" thinks is beauty when truly WE are all beautiful inside and out. Companies, corporations they are just out there to make money so then YOU think you are way better looking than before but in reality you look just as beautiful without it. I know makeup can act as a mask for some people but seriously I'm not trying to sound blunt or anything but society has...
Who knew I'd find you
Who knew we'd be great friends
Who knew after we went down we'd have nothing left
Who knew that two years later we'd still be on our own
Who knew after you escaped you'd leave me behind
Who knew that I'd be on my own again, just like the begining.
Hai lettrs I am finally back. I stopped for a while for inside problems but I am back!
Dont walk by yourself
Love your self and the world will love you
Stay away from strangers
Say what you want
Dont let others bring you down
Speak stand strong
Oh why hello there whats your name mine is Chelsea and I will show you the life of a 14 year old girl...
Hi I'm 14 years old Im really shy and awkward. You would probably say I'm the odd one out in my group if you knew me.
When I was 11 years old my brother started abusing me, when I was 12 my grandma passed away, and just last thursday my papa passed away. Now you know a bit about me.
I go to school like any other kid I actually like to talk to my teachers after school. /\ not probably like any other normal kid. Now enough about me!
Teenage girls may seem odd but we are pretty cool when you get to know us a bit better. Not all of us tell rumours, or call each other names. Some of u...
Your eyes shine brighter than a diamond. Your imperfections are perfect. You are my everything. I never want to lose you. Your perfect just the way u are. Stay that way. Love you people!😘 YOLO! (YOLO! :YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE!)
Why u gotta be so cruel,
I'm just tryin to have a good time while I'm here,
Why you gotta be so cruel,
I'm just tryin to have a good time while I'm here,
So I'm gonna make youuu mine now,
your never gonna leave my side now,
So cruuueeellll, ya!
Cause I don't wanna goo without a fight!
O ya cruuueeellll!
O ya cruuueeellll!
My love for this world is over my head now!
Although I know that it may not liikke me but I know that I'll try to be it's friend! But who knows what it will dooo.
O yaa oe oo oe oo oe oe yaaaaaa!