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Chels

PO# 391037
Canada
Canada
Just another girl using a social media app as a diary~
February 11, 2019
Surrey, Canada

These tears you see, running down my cheeks
They ain’t no crocodiles
My pain is real, my heart is scarred

I can’t escape
Suicide always seems like the only way
But... I could never leave you.. I love you
I’m done but I can’t go yet nor can you it ain’t our time so this ain’t no goodbye
Not this time.

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LET IT ALL OUT
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February 11, 2019
Surrey, Canada

My heads killing me,
goin crazy
Hated but who cares
Not like anybody cared
It isn’t fair
But who said I care?

I’m scared but you never did care
Give me some air

Goodbye, take care

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RESPECT
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February 11, 2019
Surrey, Canada

They say they care
They only cared ‘bout you
Golden boy,
Who never did no wrong
Whatcha gotta say about these scars you left me
Are you okay?
No? That’s fine just know they got you, their little golden boy.

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DON'T TALK TO ME
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December 27, 2018
Surrey, Canada

Feelings like crumpled up paper,
Heart ache like stab wounds,
Memories unwinding, tearing apart at thought,
Heart as cold as ice,
Forever soulless,
Yet full of life,
Brokenness consumes every space in heart and mind,
Until nothing feels right anymore.

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RESPECT
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December 19, 2018
 

You’ve been on my mind
A thousand times, yet even if I tried to get you out of my thoughts...
You’ll always seem to find your own way in.

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MY SOUL CRIES OUT FOR YOU
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December 2, 2018
Surrey, Canada

I trusted you
I cared about you
You didn’t give a fuck
Here we are now
Me fucked
You crying
Once more leaving me with
reasons why I chose wrong.

Not yours truly

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DON'T TALK TO ME
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November 29, 2018
Surrey, Canada

A letter a day
Keeps the emotions at
Bay

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WALK OVER WATER
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November 26, 2018
Surrey, Canada

Thank you, for giving me enough time to think..

With this time I’ve been given I’ve come to realize how much of a miracle we really would’ve been if we fit piece in piece..

We were so determined to be the pair that was so different we worked..

The miracle couple..

Yet we never really looked at it as our downfall, we brought it up but that was all...

In the end it was our downfall, we weren’t meant to be the miracle couple we dreamt we were, weren’t meant to be anything yet trial and error..

It’s no lie I loved you, but I’ve come to realize ending what we had wasn’t the worst decision I’ve ever made, it was a decision well made even if the time wasn’t on point..

Older we get we’ll l...

THE BEST IS YET TO COME
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November 24, 2018
Surrey, Canada

You’ve played her one last time for which now she knows your true self. As you watch her walk away you only realize then what you lost. Only then do you decide to fight for the woman you loved.

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RESPECT
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November 20, 2018
Surrey, Canada

If pain could speak
these words would be excruciating to hear.

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MY SOUL CRIES OUT FOR YOU
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November 20, 2018
Surrey, Canada


I used to think you loved me
But I guess you never really did.. it was all just some phase.

Some one sided phase..

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HEARTBREAK
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November 17, 2018
Surrey, Canada

I’m done,
You’ve won,
Now get your gun,
So I’ll be undone,

And you shall forever have won.

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GIVING UP
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November 14, 2018
Surrey, Canada

As much as I wanna tell you  

I love you

I know the time is not right, for you are no longer mine to express that with.

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HEARTBREAK
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November 14, 2018
Surrey, Canada

Just the thought of you alone, with another girl makes my stomach twist in knots.

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PLAYTIME
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November 14, 2018
 

Just know hurting you
was the worst mistake I’ve ever made,

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STAN LEE
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November 14, 2018
Surrey, Canada

I can’t stop thinking about what it would’ve been like if things ended another way, guess we’ll see where we end up.. in each other’s arms or each in other arms.

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LAST HUG
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November 14, 2018
Surrey, Canada

Red puffy eyes looking up at the sky,
Realizing “I’m gonna be alright.”

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RECOLLECTION
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November 12, 2018
Surrey, Canada

As my heart shatters more and more into microscopic shards
My tears turn to a feeling of sickness which consume myself into what feels like an eternal sadness and emptiness

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GABRIELLE
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November 5, 2018
Surrey, Canada

For all the girls and boys out there who have experienced hurt, sadness, and abuse of any type, I write this letter to show I stand with you and by you. Feel free to message me if you’re ever in need of advice or just a friend for I will always be there to guide you through.

Always let your past push you to become a better person and do NOT stop yourself from loving anyone no matter what happens.

I came on here when I was in the middle of probably the hardest part of my life. I’ve off and on written letters throughout the years, it’s my own personal outlet to let things out. Whether you draw, write, paint, dance, etc whatever you find is the best outlet for you, continue it and never let...

DARK NIGHT
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October 26, 2018
Surrey, Canada

As the clock ticks away
we slowly fade away
And once we do fade away
We’ll always think back to this day
As if the clock never ticked its last tock away.

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THE KISS
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October 8, 2018
Surrey, Canada

This is probably one of my favourite songs from High school musical and it was written by Adam Watts and Andrew Dodd.

“I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
Doesn't seem right these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
Is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be okay
I've go to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here, I hope you understand
We might find a place in this world someday
But at least for now, I gotta go my own away
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
And I watch them fall every time
Another color turns to gray
And it's just too hard to watch it all
Slowly fade away
I'...

MELODIC ROSE
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October 7, 2018
Surrey, Canada

Sometimes I question your honesty because after a while excuses sound too fake.

DO NOT BE DECEIVED
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October 3, 2018
 

You’ve changed the prospect I have constantly had of love, you changed my mind as soon as you stepped into my life. Times can be tough but as long as we’re side by side nothing will ever be impossible.

Yours truly,

Din elsker

EL AMOR TODO LO PUEDE
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September 28, 2018
Surrey, Canada

I watch you as you walk away from me..
You fall and scream as I attempted at pulling you up..
I’m no hero since I’m the one whom could’ve prevented such event.

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GABRIEL MUCHIRI
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September 25, 2018
Surrey, Canada

Water escapades down my cheeks exposing my darkest secrets...

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GABRIELLE
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September 25, 2018
Surrey, Canada

A thousand years go by and yet the memory of your abuse, still tortures me.

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SHYANNE
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September 23, 2018
Surrey, Canada

Everyday I’ve been stowed away
thinking that I will see the light of day
but now it hurts me to say that this pain, will never go away.

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ZEESHAN MOMIN
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September 17, 2018
Surrey, Canada

I look into your eyes and it’s as if everything you did before has begun once more. With that, I know things shall never be the same.

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CHIRAYU 4
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September 12, 2018
Surrey, Canada

Problems after problems you try to solve them, but after a while of trying you collapse into a pile of ash being swept away into thin air by the next one as if you were only an illusion.

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TUNNEL OF ILLUSIONS
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