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ChelseaMorning

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United States
United States
~this chapter is messy and vulnerable and processing a lot of dark times in my life, reflection. Finding the courage to step into WHO I REALLY AM!!!
May 10, 2016
 

I will take your
Two cents,
And raise you
One reality check

- Erin Van Vuren

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PRINCE
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April 3, 2016
 

              You're the biggest lie
                       I ever loved

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LOVE YOUR ENEMIES
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March 24, 2016
 

Never blow out someone else's candle

to brighten your own flame

KNOWLEDGE IS POWER
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March 12, 2016
 

Home

It can be wherever you decide to rest your weary head
It can be a person
It can be a place
It can be transient
It can be stagnate
Wherever you feel truly comfortable
Being you and creating your sanctuary with ease

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LIVE AND LEARN
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March 12, 2016
 

I'm alone, in shock
Where did it all go wrong
My heart sinks at the
Thought of you
Your vacancy is profound

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LIVE AND LEARN
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March 11, 2016
 

Well, love came and went like a flash in the night sky. Maybe it was a UFO or could've been just my mind playing tricks on me. I repeatedly go over our last words in my head. These thoughts are so dark and murky, where has the sun gone? All color has left my face and this weight gets heavier in the pit of my stomach. My heart had just begun to rest in a wide open new field. Now it runs back and forth between one dead end to another, stuck on a treadmill. I've returned to my quiet, dark cave. I've lost my footing, my hope, my dreams, my love.  I wish I could give you one last kiss. That would last me throughout the years of solitude to come....

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THIS WILL PASS
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March 9, 2016
Everett, United States

I've been a fool
I lost myself in
His rapture
I stayed there
Alone
Dreaming of a
Limitless future
I clung to what was
I still drift in
And out of this
Fantasy that
Used to be reality
I long for my center
Where I'm living each
Day truly living my Calling

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BLUSHED
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March 9, 2016
Everett, United States

I work on patching up the holes
in my heart and nailing shut all
the doors and windows that were
left open

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SNOW WRITE
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February 26, 2016
 

Why is it that our words don't resemble our hearts? When I look
at you all I see is beauty and warmth, but when I speak I say vile things.

I don't know when our hearts will reach our heads but I long for that day again...When all I see is love and compassion and the mere thought of you by my side is enough, no matter what storms we face.

We could conquer the world if only we'd let ourselves...

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LIVE NOW
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February 26, 2016
 

As I sit here feeling the onset of an unavoidable crash I have to remind myself to not let it consume my worth. I can breakdown, I can cry, I can collapse, I can mope but I have to remember that this part of me is also very valuable. Without my ugly, without my scars, without my brand of suffering I would not be as useful to those who come after me. Instead of shunning a depressive episode I can shed light on all this darkness and find treasure hidden in the red dirt that buries my souls gentle nature. The years go by, life takes its toll, these dark days always come no matter how much glitter and therapy I throw at them. Now my ugly is just bright and shiny and validated. Maybe a trauma real...

WINNERS NEVER QUIT
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February 4, 2016
 

Leave your horrors with me,
They're beautiful. Leave all
The things you've always
Wanted to forget, and leave
Everything that hurts. I'll show
You that you're not crazy.
You're just a little different
And I've always been a
Sucker for that.

- R M Drake

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ORNATE LUXURY
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February 3, 2016
 

We met for the first time completely by surprise. That night We stared into each other's eyes and talked into the wee hours. We skipped the small talk and spoke of purpose-filled topics. And when the those topics exposed wounds I cried. You listened. At the end of the evening I expected to say goodbye and never lay eyes on you again because I was heading for a nervous breakdown whether you were coming or not. But instead your response was to bundle me up like a baby and take me to your home.

For the next two days I could barely speak. I just cried. When you asked why was I crying I couldn't answer. You tried everything to comfort me. You put me in your bed and fed me home-cooked meals. You p...

MARY CELESTE
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February 3, 2016
 

Those who love you are not fooled by mistakes you have made or dark images you hold about yourself. They remember your beauty when you feel ugly; your wholeness when you are broken; your innocence when you feel guilty; and your purpose when you are confused.

- Alan Cohen

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TATTOO IT TO YOU
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January 28, 2016
 

It's sad that we live
in a world surprised
by a simple act of
kindness

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ORNATE LUXURY
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January 26, 2016
 

We don't have to believe the lies we tell ourselves about who we are

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TATTOO IT TO YOU
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