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January 14, 2020
 

If you love someone, then why would you leave them out in the cold and never talk to them again, even after you promised that you would help. My mind races about this everyday, what was so wrong with me that you had to pretend like I never existed. Couldn't even say thank you to the money and gift I sent to your child. Not even a happy birthday. I guess I should expect to be let down everytime. This is why I'll never date ever again. I dont care about the circumstances. Never again. I just keep getting hurt by someone who says they'll be there no matter what. Biggest lie.

A HAPPY NEW YEAR
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December 29, 2019
 

I just wish you would comeback. I miss you and the little guy everyday. It's been almost a month and still no word. I guess I'll never get one. Maybe there is someone better. Maybe it's just the focusing on life itself. All I know is I lost the chance to prove myself, and I am sad every day because of this. I'll never move on. I never will. I love you, we miss you. The sadness will never end. I wont give up on you

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MERRY CHRISTMAS 2019
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January 1, 2020
 

Well after more then a couple of weeks of not hearing from her. I decide to give up and let go. I could say I have atleast tried and left it in a decent way (as much as I could) If she reads this, she shall know I will always have a huge immense amount of love for her and the little guy. But the worst has already happened and I couldn't bare another minute, let alone deserve one with or for her. I've completely messed up my future with anyone. All I feel is sadness with every daily activity. And I'm a noone, I must've never existed to her. I thought I meant more. But love is hard. So i give up. I'll just remind myself when anybody else tries to come around. That I'm not capable or deserving f...

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2019
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October 16, 2019
 

Dear love of my life. I wish you would comeback, I wish you would see this so you know how much desperation I have to have you back. I've been working on myself, and I know the biggest thing to have you back is to let go of my past. Get the f$%# over my past. Not all girls are the same. I never thought you were one of them in any way. I just. I was really messed up because I've been screwed over countless times. I would expect it to happen over and over again.  I've let go of the past, I dont expect the same thing from the past to keep happening anymore. I've prepared myself for your presence again. All I want is to live my life with you and the little one. I love you both so much. It's all I...

BE BOLD
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December 22, 2019
 

I would sometimes just write on this for her to read it, but I dont think she cares anymore. Oh how I wish she still did. I feel abandoned. I wanted to get a home with her and her little one. I wanted to share my life with her. We would say that we would be forever, that we were soulmates. Not even a month later, she doesnt want anything to do with me. She sent her last messages to my family members. She couldnt even tell me. She doesnt want me around or even talking to her. It makes me think that she lost hope or that I bored her out. Maybe she had the thought that I was incompetent for any of it. I dont have any friends to talk to, and I dont give anyone else a chance even after she dumped ...

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2019
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