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United States
How do you take back words you never said ?
June 26, 2015
 

Where in the world did you come from?
Coming at me with full force at the speed of light.
You transformed yourself into a mirror.
Oh what a beautiful soul I got.
Where the hell did you come from?
You made love with my mind.
You're like the moon,
You make the tides rise
Where in the world did you come from?
You took me on truly stimulating ride.
Indeed the best drug I've ever tried.

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May 18, 2015
 

Dear friend,
You guided me to this unknown path. You saw the every ounce of potential hidden in every pocket of my being. You pulled the galaxies from my eyes and placed them on my hands to show that so many stars have been born and died inside of me. You stared at me with such fondness I could not bare. You saw into my deepest layers and saw someone who belongs in economy seats and in trains; with my red suitcase cause you know just how much I love the color. You transformed yourself into a mirror so that I could see who I could be, what I could be. My dreams always scare me but I awoke with your shaking my whole body that I was left with no choice. I fell in love with music again because y...

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January 14, 2015
 

Dear moon,
Wow, you are just so marvelous right now. I am staring directly at you. You look as though you're hanging on a rope like a still cozy hammock. You're so luminous and looks so serene. I live for these moments when you leave me no choice but to stop and just stare at you for so long that I forget to set my alarm. I stop thinking. And I just sit here watching you.

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November 20, 2014
 

I am thankful for the moon
I am thankful for my bed
I am thankful for marijuana
I am thankful for air

and I could go on and on and on.
But I would not stop.
I am thankful for all I see and all I hear and all I smell and all I feel .

I am just simply thankful.

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November 13, 2014
 

Dear Moon,
I am discombobulated. Good things never lasts. On this spectrum of emotions, why does it always end so quickly when it shifts to euphoria? I dive into intimacy blind to what's down below. My days are embellished with sadness and loneliness and emptiness and then there's those days where it's as though I'm suspended in air. I live for those moment when my soul dances in a joyful rhythm and sings a harmonious tune. But why do they never last. I understand everything is temporary but why can't they last just a little bit longer . I know the why is in me, but can you pull it out. I beg of you. Please.

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November 18, 2014
 

Keep me afire baby. Don't let the flame die on me. I want to be burned to ashes until I am no more. I am not who I was yesterday, but I need to be burned my love. I'll hate you now but I'll love you forever.

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October 12, 2014
 

I keep asking the universe; the stars and the moon
Of why you left me alone
On this mysterious trail to pure bliss
Yesterday, I exhaustedly searched for another you
Your smile, oh how I could sense it over the phone
Your laugh and your ever so placid tone
Each memory of you, embedded in me like an art carved in a stone
You were all that I needed to be whole
I thought I was to you too
I really loved you
But you left me all alone
You disappeared into nothingness
And I , well, I'm still trying to find my way home.

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October 8, 2014
 

Dear moon,
Last night, you were just stunning. Within those moments when I watch your color transform, I've felt a spectrum of emotions I just couldn't fathom. I have no inkling on how you manage to pull these unwanted emotions out of me.

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September 29, 2014
 

Those memories  I play repeatedly in my head,
they haunt me in my sleep
The memory of your touch
makes me want to shed my skin

Those memories I play repeatedly in my head,
your body against mines
they never once failed to make me smile

The memory of you takes me far above the clouds
And then sometimes, the memory of you drags me out of the light.

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September 19, 2014
 

Dear C,
You are so foolish. Just when I assume you can't be any more foolish, you just proves me wrong. Don't you ever think things through? Does it not ever occur to you, that when someone has already someone, you don't go claiming them like their yours.  You repeatedly accepts the love you think you deserve which is far far less than you actually deserve. You give yourself so much pain!! Why ? Does that arouse you? I mean they day pain is pleasure but does it real please you ? Seems like you have misinterpreted it. Stop settling for  less. Don't be so foolish. Snap the fuck out of it or someone else will come along again and break you again..into smaller pieces this time  and next time, you...

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September 19, 2014
 

Dear moon,
The sky is clear right now. A billion stars in constellations I'm not too familiar with. But you're nowhere to be found. I've missed you. I haven't had any time to even think. That is good right ? I also haven't had any time for you lately and it's taking a toll on me. You are so addictive . You are to me what heroin is to an addict. How do you do it? How am I so addicted to you. You draw me into you so deeply that I get lost in your presence yet it is in your presence that I find myself.

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September 16, 2014
 

Dear moon,
You've been up all hours of the day and night. I've missed you. I sometimes wonder which would you prefer, day or night. If you was to ask me, I'd say I prefer night. When the sky is clear and stars are scattered everywhere. Everyone is asleep and then there's us, just the two of us. The universe must know of our relationship and how strong our bond is. You're just so beautiful. I'd be damned if I didn't even stop to admire you.

Your best friend,

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September 13, 2014
 

Dear old friend,

You know last night, I ditched the moon. I was too busy getting high on pure ecstasy. You must have been tucked under the blanket too with another naked body against yours. I can't believe you had to kill me in order for you to feel alive. At first I was vulnerable. My days became dull, my world became black and white. You burned me into ashes. You've been burned into ashes, you know exactly how painful it can be. I was fucking enraged. I don't understand how you needed to burn me in order for you to rise again. But you know what thank you. Perhaps I needed it. I can't hate you for that, I am new again and that because of you.

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September 11, 2014
 

Dear Moon,
There's a ton of mosquitos right now having devouring my blood. I spend far too much time staring at you I sometimes wonder what is it like to be you.

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September 10, 2014
 

Dear Moon,
I just want to let you know that I appreciate all our time together in all different hours of the night. At midnight, at 3 in the morning. You must be sick of my bullshit. All the whining and crying, all the endless drama. I wonder if you get excited just as much as I do when I tell you about all the interesting people I share intimacy with. Sometimes though, I wish you'd talk back and tell me things. Things like "I told you so," after hearing me countless times trying to figure out what to do or "how could you so stupid," after making such foolish decisions. But you never do. But I won't hold that against you because you have this unfathomable way of eliminating all negative ene...

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