Just wanted to say thank you for the stamps that you send !!
Smile it's good for the soul!!!
She has been here so many times before. So tonight when he came home, he figured she just had one to many like the night before. He doesn't dare wake her because he's over the fight she has in store. Without saying a word he walks down the hall thinking in just a few she will crawl into bed and by morning he'd wake with her in his arms.
Oversleeping he wakes up angry. She was the one who set the alarm. He jumps up in a panic rushing down the hall ready to give her a piece of his mind. He's so pissed he don't realize that she's lying the same way she was when he walked passed her just hours before.
Going on and on he screams fuck it I can't do this anymore!! Packing his ba...
I didn't know you're brother Kenny!! All I know is that he was an amazing person. I know that when he was alive his life was exciting and everyone loved him!!! You are such a good brother for never forgetting who he was and keeping his spirit alive inside of you. You have lived 39 years for him. Your a great man Tim, your strong! Because even after 20 plus years you keep your brother right by your side. This is something so many people can't and never do!!! But you can't live your life the way you think he would have lived his baby. He wouldn't want you to because you are you and not him. You can keep him alive and with you and still live a different life.
I swear I didn't know that thing's was this bad between us!!!! I guess after the fireball I'm more sideways than I intended. I expected you to pull back, but never thought it be this easy for you to ignore me. My mind is spinning. I'm panicking. Can I really go everyday without you? I have become someone I can't stand. My heart is always racing in a frantic mess. I've never hurt like this. What I'd do to just taste your lips. Last night I dreamt, an I swear I could feel you flex! Setting you free, I have to come to terms with, I love you an it hurts to live life like this.
I hate feeling like I'm being ignored by you!! Seriously starting to rethink the whole situation were in! It's not fair to me or you! How can love feel so real an fake too. I wish I could could take back all the pain and start from the beginning an wholeheartedly give my all to you.
Another day psycho
Waiting for nightfall
So I can lie next to you
Our love has become a game of clue
Tell me where's the room
I'll go to the Moon
If I can just cry to you
When morning comes
I know I'll lose you
Left anticipating the next moment I get to spend with you
As time passes
I see less and less of you
I know you've had enough
Cause now I barely hear from you
I'm sorry how far I pushed you
Scared you will never believe when I say
"I Love You"
So why not pick a fight with you
You'll get me back
Then I'll get you
The scoreboard has to be one up
(Weather it's me or you)
I never craved a man the way I do when I'm not next to you
I love the madness too
It's worth it
As long as I ...
Her eyes have always shown a different kind of sadness
Pain has been entwined with her soul
Born chasing the thunder
She's so hardheaded
She will die in the storm she's created
Most people who know me will say I'm a controlling person. Honestly I would describe myself more as a stressful worrier! To me stressing everything would be in control. Life is funny! You see I can control my moods and how I react to situations, but when it comes to being in control of my life I actually have no control at all. Plans don't always stay the same because the world doesn't revolve around me. Life moves in so many directions. The only thing I can be in control of is how I take it in.
Screaming feel sorry for me
I've been hurt
My pride will be the death of me
I'm ok as long as it's painful loving me
I have now become the abuser
The perfect victim
And that's what scares me
The sun will always shine and the moon will always glow, she said while staring into the distance. He smiled as he put his hand on her shoulder. As she turns around, he says...
I'm sorry, but I can't let this continue. I get it. I just have to make sure that I don't allow myself to get so involved. I've really screwed up alot since we've been together. I have to stop putting you before me, so for now I have to set me free.
I'm sure we can both agree that this isn't how Love's supposed to be! Just know that you will always be the one for me! But right now I have to find me.
I'm standing on the porch as you drive away
It's like the Earth can feel my heart break
As soon as your lights are no longer in sight
The earth let's out the saddest sound
I stick out my hand to catch it's first cry
This is it you mean it this time
You've said goodbye
You say you love me then why can't we be
Let's set sail tonight and try our love at sea
Land has dried everything between you and me
Happiness, is the destiny I seek
It's me again God,
I know that blasphemy is a sin. I was taught that from well ever since I can remember! My grandpa was a Deacon in his church well over 25 years before he passed away. I remember I would ask him questions about you. When I had my doubts, or felt like I was ready to give up he would look at me and everytime his answer would be "You just got to have Faith." I understand that faith without work is dead, it's not like I'm just sitting here doing nothing!!! I've tried it this way, that way, asked for help, I listened, took suggestions, fuck I even broke down to my knees and begged you to show me the way!!
But let me be honest, I don't know if you do or don't exist. I used to b...
I started drinking because it was a way to forget me
Warm and comforting making it easy to sleep
Putting the pain at ease
Why not tie the bottle into my daily routine
Feeling sad, it's ok have a drink
Want to celebrate, whiskey is right there to party with me
A few sips and I don't care what you think
I wake up craving it's taste
Needing it to get through the day
Cause somethings you can't erase
"For someone so beautiful, you can be ugly as fuck!!"
So sick of the arguments
Tell me is three words enough to keep us chasing each other's spiteful ways
We get creative when it comes to making the other pay
We're both about to break
So tell me why can't we walk away
I'm not who you want
You say you can't be who I need
A constant battle
Two years you kept me at arms reach
Sometimes you'd go days without saying a word to me
I ofen wonder if you're embarrassed of me
My past is crazy, dark, and chaotic
I don't have it all together
But you've got to remember
I didn't ask you to fix me
I just wanted you to respect me
Not a wedding ring
I knew you wouldn't commit to me
It took me packing up and leaving for you to show interest in me
I hate this hold you have on me
It hurts feeling like Plan B
This back and forth half you and half me relationship is starting to take it's toll on me
Could it be there really is no future for you and me
Could co-parenting be our d...
It can be hard to express how you're feeling to people in you're life, having pen pals is a fun way to meet and learn about other people an places. It's a way to get outside of your box.
To this day you could ask me
what is it that I like to do
or what makes
C O R I E
h a p p Y
I've never been so silent in my life. You see that sounds like a really simple question to ask!
I never really thought about it until now.
With complete honestly that is something I cannot answer.
I don't know what I like?
What I enjoy?
What makes me happy?
I can tell you what I think I should say!
I can tell you what I need to do to make everyone el...
The last few months has been crazy at times leaving us both questioning our sanity! But through it all at the end of the day I've been here for you and you've been here for me. I'm flawed in so many ways. But you wouldn't have me any other way.
This is a letter from an unborn baby still in the womb. The mother is a drug addict.
Mommy you don't know me but I know you. I know when you're angry because I feel your blood pressure go through the roof. Your emotions let me know when you're sad momma. One day I'll be big to protect you. I know when your sick momma because when your sick I'm sick too! I also know when you're high, because I get high with you. I know you're heart beat Because it's mine too. Do you know what it does to me when I don't hear your heart beat? Without you their is no me. I know you have doubts, I can feel you over thinking! Well I've had a few months to get to know you. I know that you're strong, and without t...
I love you the world can see
You think you love me
Little do you know
When it comes to being with me
You won't succeed
I've set you up to fail
Expectations you will never met
I'll completely break you
While you try to convince me I'm not broken
She can't help but feel broken
He set her heart on fire
Then walked away
Fighting to be free
While locked in a cage
Her soul trys to put out the flames
She wakes up every morning just to listen to the birds sing
Hoping their melody will bring back her missing piece
She's nothing more than a raging flame that can't be tamed
Maybe I really am crazy. Everytime I feel like I'm loving with everything I've got I'm always left alone feeling sorry. Why do I have to be this way? Why do I push everyone away? Will I ever be good enough for someone to stay? Because I'm really tired of living life this way. I want to be happy for more than a day. I'm starting to understand why some chose death instead of waiting for fate, cause who the fuck wants to be sorry every day? I try so hard to replay my life. I promise you it's not a pretty tape.... And some memories I wish I could erase!!! But somewhere I've mixed love with hate, and I've been living life this way... Causing nothing but pain. I could sit here and throw around who'...
Time is all I ask of you
Your touch I once knew
Nights are lonely
Especially lying in bed with you
My thoughts are running wild
Always bringing me back questioning
Do you feel empty to?
That's all I'm asking from you
Begging for love seems cruel
Am I being unfair
"I need you"
Or is a few minutes with me something
you can no longer bare?
I don't even recognize the man behind that blank stare
A beautiful dress, his perfectly pressed tucks! The smell of her favorite flowers masked the room. He had everything the way she had explained it when they would lay at nights and talk about their dream's. She can't believe she's about to say "I Do”. She can't wait until she can hear him say Mrs.Porter I love you!
So I'm going to take it back awhile!
December 13, 2013
Lettrs Staff had posted asking what is our New year's resolution for 2014.
If I could know what I know now of course things would be different!
December 2013 was the year I completely lost sight of me.
Jan 1st 2014 all I wanted was somewhere warm to sleep.
Sounds more like a prayer than a resolution if you ask me.
I was so wrapped up in my addiction... My next shot was the only future I could see. 2014, 2015, 2016, 2017, drugs woke the Savage living inside of me. I sold every piece of hope, faith, love, and compassion I was raised to know. My reflection no longer looked like me. I'd find myself face to face with a warrior. For years I l...
Sometimes the worst is him not me...
How can he make me unhappy?
If I'm truly good with me,
Why live in misery?
Do I crave it and it's company?
My whole life my mind has tried to confuse me,
You see pain...
Pain is Normal to me!!!
It's what makes my heart beat.
"I Love You"
Why these words??
Ahhh .... Why does my heart feel this way?
"I Love you" we pray to find one day
"I Love you" I need to hear you say
"I love you" A three word phrase, used everyday
"I love you" But you have to say it this way, if you want me to stay
It's not your fault... I was raised this way
"I love you" no matter the time of day
An When night falls, I swear it will still mean the same
"I love you"
Words we all crave!
These words we seek, huh but only if we're brave!
Making the words more important with each passing day
"I love you" I know will take me to my grave
Relationships mean nothing unless we say
"I love you"
Is that why we stay?
What does that mean anyways
I want to express how grateful I am for this app!! I'm from the U.S #Kentucky. I know that there are people who were raised less fortunate than I have been! But I don't come from a lot of money either. My wealth has always came from within the way I view the world. I consider myself a very unselfish person but when it comes to this app I feel like I'm selfish! I say that because where I'm from everyone judges you they have to be better than you and all the other social media apps it's like a string of people bashing other people because they don't feel right inside. The city I'm from no one really knows about this app and I have to apologize because I'm not willing to share it with...
She is empty
Nothing to feel
Drinking hoping to heal
Getting high drowns her
Her past start to taunt her
Her mind is trying to trick her
Her past scares her
But her heart temps her
Her beauty no longer disguises her
The world can see right through her