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Cosmic Loner

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United States
United States
As I look at stars a million questions Come to mind Some I have an answer for And some I still shall seek
April 18, 2019
 

My Perspective of the World

As worthy as other people
being born in greatness,
others dream of ataraxia.
I have been witnessing
many epochs in my lifetime.
I consider the atmosphere
of those epochs
because they had an
aura-like effect in
my mental position in reality.
Witnessing society evolve
removed such epochs
and caused them to appear
rarely again,
but my mental position increased
in power through many years
of a post-traumatic effect.
Complexion
wasn't a proper word to
define this feeling of
being able to control myself and sympathize others' conflicts
after years of
finding myself in a position
where
calmness is present through
empowering myself
to not be suicidal.
At ...

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April 16, 2019
 

What Does and Doesn't Define You

Whatever mental diagnosis you have,
it doesn't define you.
Numbers,
percentages,
don't define you,
how you might be a statistic,
nope.
What people expect you to do in life,
and how they want you to do it.
That doesn't define you,
ever.
Anything you face
that can make you say
"I give up, I'm done"...
That never defines you.

The human you are,
everything about it.
How you mean so much to people,
but if you're lonely
then I'm here with you.
What makes you a human inside and out. How you will never give up
and still surviving this dark time.
How you will pressure yourself
to try harder
because life took a toll on you
and that won't stop you.....

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April 12, 2019
 

See Yourself

I wish that you could see yourself,
But not as the self you critique in the mirror.
I wish you didn’t see all these flaws
That you painted over your perfections.
I wish you didn’t see the mask of downcast sorrows
That you wear over your smile.
I wish you didn’t see yourself
In the eyes of those who see no light at all.

If only you could see yourself,
As something more than your ‘imperfections.’
If only you could see yourself
As a human being,
A human being that is not always perfect—
But a human being.

If you could just see yourself
Through the eyes that I refuse to close.
If you could just see yourself
As everything I know you to be.
If you could just see yourself...

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April 11, 2019
 

Criminal love

You are a thief of hearts.
Take mine to add to your collection.
I am a prize for you to win-
Put me on your highest shelf.
Flaunt my heart,
you have it in your hands.
Steal me like a diamond
and together we can shine.

You are an arsonist in the cold of night.
Setting my body ablaze
with your
every touch.
I am the fire to inflame you-
Let your eyes engulf me
under smoke.
Hold my flame,
you control it
with your heart.
Unleash me like a wildfire and
together we can burn.

There is no lone conviction.
If you go down;
we go down together.
Corrupt me
in all the ways you can-
Teach me your shadowed ways.
Your crimes
are my passions,
And together we are outlaws.

I am a victi...

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April 11, 2019
 

Self-confidence

I am preparing
for the times I will be at my worst.
I am embracing the moments
where I am at my best.
I will be myself
and improve my mind
through these hours.
To focus on the self is quite a craft...
It is important
to endure the darkness
and persist in such trials.
The battles are faught
with such mighty force,
but the war will keep continuing...
I will outlive my enemies
by staying strong
through this process,
this path to finding a decent place.
Not everything is perfect,
that's why there is
a beauty in the struggle.
The self is worth every ounce of life...
The demons inside
do not define me,
I define who I am.
The image I create
will influence many people...

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April 10, 2019
 

A year of Silence

I parted all ties to you,
When I finally could take no more.
I told you to leave and never come back,
That I did not need you anymore.
I was better without you; I became something more.

After a year of silence,
You have returned to me now that I need you again.
I cried out at night and you were the only one at my side,
Comforting me in the darkness.
I have become less again; I need you to make me whole.

I can feel your presence lurking evermore,
In the shadows and when it's bright.
You are standing there to protect me from them,
To tell me the things that they dare not to.
I trust you with my all; I have come to depend on you.

All my feelings of old have returned,
Th...

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April 10, 2019
 

Cosmic Loner

Growing up, I was always told
To reach for the stars
But they never interested me
So I reached for the galaxy instead
A cosmic being lost in space
I am the Cosmic Loner

~ Cosmic loner ~

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April 10, 2019
 

Till Death Do Us Apart

You never said one leaving
You never said goodbye
You were gone before I knew it
And only you knew why

I million times I needed you
A million times I've cried
If love alone could save you
You never would have died

In life I have loved you dearly
In death I love you still
In my heart you hold a place
that no one could ever fill

It broke my heart to lose you
But you didn't go alone
For a part of me went with you
The day you went home

~ Cosmic loner ~

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April 10, 2019
 

Inhumanity

These thoughts that plague my mind
The pain is getting to be too much to bear
I wish I could change the past buy I can't
Rewind time
Happiness is always short lived but the pain
And depression is forever
Sometimes I can still hear the screams of
Pain and anguish
This is purgatory and I dont think
I'll escape
Not ever
I've seen the stars rain down on rather,
I've seen their destruction
My mind never stops the memories
So I can't end the pain
Unless I give up the last of my humanity but
Is humanity worth enduring the pain
Everyday it seems less and less
Like it is
I feel myself becoming cold and dark again
I can feel cuts on myself
That aren't there yet
I gave up, and accep...

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