|I enjoy relaxing after a long day with a good book. Loving the simple things in life.|
Yes I am that person whom I was talking about yesterday. The one who has been taken for granted for over 14 years. Now when I look at myself in the mirror all I see is nothing. An empty shell. I really did try to make others happy and put myself last each time. But what did it get me in the end. Alone and numb
So listen good because this will biggest advise I can give anyone. It maybe to late for me but not for others.
Do NOT let anyone bring you down. You are worth everything and more. The moment anyone tries to bring you down don’t let them no matter how small it may seem. Hold onto who you are and don’t forget. Surround yourself with people whom truly love you for who you are and not w...
To Whomever is Reading This
It’s been a couple days since I’ve written anything. Guess you can say I’m just feeling numb inside. It’s hard to put words together when your feeling like that but I will try. Just trying to take it one day at a time and pray that things will get better. I remind myself that there is people out there whom got it worse then I do and to be grateful that things can always be much worse.
I will tell you this don’t take the ones you love or even care for granted. Hold on to them. Express how you feel for them don’t let them slip you by because one day they will wake up and realize they had enough. You may never see the person they used to be.You may just see a empt...
Have you had one of those day that the moment you woke up you wish you could just end the day and go back to sleep?
I’m having one of those days. No matter how I try to think positive it just doesn’t help today. Normally I write a few words down and it helps me to put myself back into that positive mindset. I always try telling myself what’s the point in holding onto something I can’t change. But darn today is just really hard. Feels like I have a house of bricks on my chest. My only hope is that tomorrow is a new day and anything is possible.
I read this today on Kindle and had to share
Light thinks it travels faster than anything but it is wrong. No matter how fast light thinks it travels, it finds the darkness has always gotten there first, and is waiting for it.
By Terry Pratchett
Do you feel that?
That feeling deep inside of you that just itching to break free let the darkness consume you
Welcoming it with open arms and breath it in
Hearing your heartbeat as you feel it run within your veins enjoying every second
Letting in every part of me even the parts I never knew of
What am I looking for on here?
Besides typing away a few thoughts. Would like to meet one or two pen pals from around the world where we can exchange our lives experiences, get to know one another. Become friends whom can talk about anything even if it’s silly but makes you laugh.
No not looking for romance or dating.
All I have to offer is friendship. Ask how your doing and how was your day.
If you could change time would you?
That’s a hard one
On one hand I would change many things but then on the other hand I wouldn’t know the feeling of being a mother
Knowing how this world is I brought another being into this madness.
I feel like I’m being selfish
If I was a better person I would have thought better in my actions
The day that you found out the truth how did it feel?
This feeling deep inside me felt like I was free and the same time I felt alone.
Then came the guilt because I knew at that moment what I had to do and the effects it would have on others.
Freedom comes at a cost and I knew I will pay for it.
Am I a bad person for smiling from the inside?
Once upon a time your words of hate use to burn me
Now when you speak of hate I smile in the inside
Your hateful words mean nothing to me
Just because I’m broken doesn’t mean I don’t know my worth
No matter how many times you try to bring me down
I always just smile from the inside
Keep thinking you have power over me because I keep silent
You maybe asking why I always smile from the inside
Because I know I will have that last laugh
When your all alone and we are long gone you will remember all those times you hurt me.
You will rot in your own damn misery
And I will be smiling from the inside and out
Who says being broken is a bad thing?
It’s part of who I am. It doesn’t stop me from loving my family and it doesn’t stop me from living.
This is me broken but full of life I have zero shame who I am.
So no I don’t feel like being broken is a bad thing.
What hurts more knowing or not knowing?
If you know you then you hurt and if you don’t know then it may feel like you been living a lie when you become the knowing.
Either way the hurt will come out just a matter of time.
Sometimes we forget to just look up and see what’s right in front of us until it’s to late.
Feels like I’ve been looking up for a long time at those who are looking down. And what I see makes me sad because the possibility could have been endless.