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C Childe

PO# 51252
United States
United States
Survivor Extraordinaire
January 22, 2018
 

I feel like with this new year, I am no longer looking for myself in others. I am not going to allow insatiable emptiness to be temporarily filled by another.

Instead, I take a step back, breathe, and reconnect with the one who made me. I reconnect with God who through Jesus, healed me of cancer.

I reach deep within to find that girl who sees a mountain and speaks FAITH to tell it to move.

I find that girl who loves to travel. I find that girl who loves to laugh. I find that girl who is OK with being a silly dork. I find that girl who finds value and true love in friends and family. I find that girl who doesn't settle.

I forgive myself for not being perfect.  I release the rage of the...

I LOVE WRITING DAY
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January 19, 2018
 

Shift

Your

Perspective
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Paradigm

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I LOVE WRITING DAY
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January 16, 2018
 

Don't let your not now
mess up your not yet.

To embrace your destiny you must let go of your history.

CHOOSE YOUR WEAPON
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January 16, 2018
Alpharetta, United States

Elevate your mind

Let your soul be free

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MARTIN LUTHER KING JR
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December 24, 2017
 

One year. A lot can happen in 365 days. It has been a journey. Is been happy, it has been sad, it has been hard. There's been a lot of learning and a lot of love. 

They say is harder to walk away then it is to stay. I walked away. It was over long before I ended it. 

I learned that time is nothing but a number. It doesn't matter how long you know someone. It matters what your relationship is with that person. Do you make the other person better do you make them worse? Are you better off with the person or is it a toxic relationship? Friends, family, or significant others. 

Thank you to everyone who has stood by me, and encouraged me, wiped my tears, and prayed for me on this chapter of ...

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November 25, 2017
 

You want people to support you, but you put up another layer of barbed wire and isolate yourself under the guise of 'no one understands'.

Others have their own struggles as well and maybe do understand, even just a little that we all have a common thread called being human.  

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ANGEL OF LOVE
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November 2, 2017
 

..In reality I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath the guise of smile, gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
Because I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise 'till I go home at night
Then turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry

MUSIC IS POETRY
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November 2, 2017
 

I have ugly too. Maybe I'm good at hiding it, or maybe you just haven't looked hard enough to see it, but I have ugly too.

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KISS A PRINCE
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October 25, 2017
 

When you look at me
What do you see?

Crystal ball
Matter flowing
Falling
Rising

Blue turns to grey
Turns to black
We cannot go back
I hold on to this moment
Only this breath

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INTERNATIONAL ARTISTS DAY
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October 20, 2017
 

                      

                        I'm barely lucid
                     Your love is my drug

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EVALUATE YOUR LIFE DAY
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October 18, 2017
 

"It is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all"

...So they say
Why?

What does feeling good have to do with anything? Not making decisions based  on your emotions is a good thing.

How do you know when the rewards are better than the consequences or vice versa?

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DICTIONARY DAY
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October 11, 2017
 

The past is what made you who you are today. You can't change it, hide from it, or pretend things didn't happen. It's why you make decisions to be better for today and tomorrow.  

Face whatever it is. It's HARD, it may be ugly, and it may even hurt.  But in order to move on, you must deal with it.

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FACE YOUR FEARS
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October 11, 2017
 

You have to make time for what is important to you. What are your priorities? A seed has to be watered if you want it to grow.

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FACE YOUR FEARS
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October 11, 2017
 

Withdraw
Hide from it all

Why is it too much to just be?
Let's face it all and see

Be honest
What you're looking for is not me

Stepping away
I pull the shade

Light shone
Now extinguished

Don't try to fan the flame
Ashes are drenched from the rain

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FACE YOUR FEARS
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October 6, 2017
 

I stopped giving in to the toxic relationships. The insecurities that were projected onto me, their jealousy, their low self esteem. I said ENOUGH!!

I will NOT lie to myself any longer. I am not desperate. I know who I am and this is not me. I am better than this and I will rise from the ashes. I am magnificent!!! I will no longer diminish myself.

"If you have to diminish yourself to keep the peace, then peace is just an illusion."  

I will let my light shine. I will not cower to make you feel better. I will not conform.

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RANDOM ACTS OF POETRY - DAY
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September 27, 2017
 

It would always ask me how I'm doing how I am. I usually say I'm ok.  Even when I'm not.  The lies we tell ourselves to keep everyone out.  

Okay, not okay, hurt, happy, sad, frustrated, relieved, exhausted, withdrawn, contemplative.

Here I am broken. Open.
Human

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LET IT ALL OUT
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September 16, 2017
 

HOY ES UN BUEN DÍA PARA ROMPER LA RUTINA.

Live outside the daily routine.

GREENPEACE DAY
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September 16, 2017
 

-Write the pros and cons
- the world is at your fingertips
- do what you think is right
-take you out of the equation
-take me out of the equation
-follow your heart

I never expected to fall in love with a beautiful city. When I arrived in this city, I knew NO ONE!! I took the job at Amazon because I heard it paid well.  

Here I stand nearly 5 years later with a life I built for myself. The city has grown on me. Amazon has given me so much.  I've learned a lot about myself personally and professionally.

There have been challenges great and small. I've had setbacks and made mistakes.  Made a few enemies, a couple friends, and a few have become family.

Never imagined working with 1,000 ...

GREENPEACE DAY
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August 29, 2017
Harrison, United States

How can we both be so numb?
Back and forth like the waves of the sea

Do I care if you're not there?
Reflections of who I used to be
Mirror themselves at me

This black hole
Has swallowed my soul

Don't let it be so
Just let it go

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STARS
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August 18, 2017
 

Live from a deep assurance that you are fully loved, and you won't find yourself begging others for scraps of love. Live loved.

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SNAIL MAIL
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August 16, 2017
 

I close my eyes and I'm taken to that place
I only see your face
I'm thinking I can actually see
A place where it's just you and me
It's easy to be in a fantasy
Just believe in me
Baby we'll make it be.

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MADONNA
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August 13, 2017
 

FOUNDATIONS

YOU'RE TALKING
I HEAR YOU
NO TIME FOR ME
IS WHAT I HEAR

YOU WANT ME
ALL OF ME

HOW? PROVE THAT YOU WANT ME IN YOUR LIFE...
FOREVER

20 MINUTES OR LESS PHONE CALL A DAY
100 MILES AWAY

YOU DON'T HAVE TIME FOR ME NOW, WHY SHOULD I EXPECT THINGS TO BE DIFFERENT THEN?

THE PURPOSE OF DATING IS TO BUILD A FOUNDATION
PEOPLE DON'T CHANGE
CIRCUMSTANCES WILL ALWAYS BE THERE

ENDLESS STARS
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July 29, 2017
 

If you have to diminish yourself to keep the peace,
then peace is just an illusion.

NASA
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July 23, 2017
 

If someone is showing you that they can be your anchor during the storms of life, will you be willing to show them that you can be the same?

And if someone is inviting you to be a part of their life do you let anything that pops up get in the way of showing the person how you really feel and that you do care?

Show the person that you do care and that you do appreciate them because if you don't somebody will and that person will naturally gravitate towards where they are appreciated.

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ONE GIANT LEAP FOR MANKIND
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June 13, 2017
 

How I long to see your face
feel the warmth of your embrace

Hear your voice whisper in my ear tell me the world is ours

Look me in the eye and tell me we're not living a lie

Hands with interlocked fingers
Feel my energy move through you

I can hold I can withstand
We must keep fighting together if we want to make it through this land

     ~☆CDM☆~

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BALLPOINT PEN DAY
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June 12, 2017
Chattanooga, United States

Take some time.  Time for yourself. Time to laugh, time to cry. You need all of it. Explore all of the emotions that you are feeling. Don't hide from them.  They will only get worse. Face them, write about them, document them, and then move on. You will find who you really are and you will find your true strength.

#TakeTimetoWrite
  ~☆CDM☆~

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BALLPOINT PEN DAY
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June 8, 2017
 

Blinded by your own mountains
You cry out

Listen very close
Only then you will see crystal clear

I am here
Never fear

To hold you
Guide you
Push you
Encourage you
Love you

Relinquish the control

    ~☆~CDM~☆~

D-DAY
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June 9, 2017
 

I said things
You know my heart
All I really want is you

Love is a continual act of forgiveness
A choice and decision

When we have a disagreement you want to hide and walk away and lock up your heart.

Plug-and-play signifies you're not willing to do the work.
My love is not a game

Fight for me
Don't just tell me you love me
Show me you love me

I don't care what we do
I don't care where we are
As long as we are there, together

At the end of the day
All we really have are the kids and each other

You have to make the time
Choose me
Commit to me

I cannot make that decision for you
You have to figure out what is most important to you

Here I stand naked and soul open
On the precipice of...

MYSTERIOUS PASSION
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June 5, 2017
Dahlonega, United States

   
    Alone in the dark
      How to see the light
    How do you not succumb
      So much numb
    You try to fill me
      Nothing is there
    So much of a void
      But do I even care
    Just aimlessly walking
      Are you even talking

     

     Soul bleeding
       Needing

   This is the sound of an angel.       with broken wings trying to learn how to fly again.

        ~☆~ CDM ~☆~

CANCER SURVIVOR DAY
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