|This is a stressful world. Writing is my meditation.|
Solo tengo unos cuantos minutos para poder escribir esto antes de irme.
Gracias por todo lo que me han ofrecido. Yo se que esto es muy repentino pero se tiene que hacer. Por favor comprendan.
Madre y Padre, yo se que no tenemos la mejor comunicacion o forma de demostrar nuestro amor como padres e hijos. Pero sepan que siempre llevo su amor donde sea que este. Los quiero mucho. Cuídense.
Hermanas, Esmeralda, Brenda y Erika, las quiero muchisimo. Cuiden de sus niños y niñas que son lo mas hermoso del mundo.
Hermano, Jorge, mi mejor amigo. Yo se que sera mas dificil para los dos pues somos uno solo pero solo siente y piensa en este amor de hermanos que hemos logrado sen...
I want FREEDOM...
I want to be able to run with TIME...
While eating, I want to savor a dish, being able to understand what is happening to my taste pallet when every single ingredient is just running through my mouth.
I want to be able follow the rules and chew my food 30 to 50 times per mouthful.
Brush my teeth, for three minutes or as long as it takes to get my mouth squeaky clean as if I have just gotten a cleanse at the orthodontist.
Take a bath, forget about the showers, I want to take a bath. Take the time for the water to hydrate my whole body. Feel closer and intimate to my whole body as I bathe slowly.
Brush my hair 100 times every night.
We have been together since day one on this earth. Our connection is deeper. Emotional. Physical. Spiritual. We are one.
I believe in romantic love with another person. But I have been able to find out what sibling love feels like. My sibling is my twin, my best friend, my body guard, my brother.
He once felt the necessity of waking me up for me to go to school. He woke me up, only for me to find out that I was late for work and school.
I asked him how he knew I hadn't woke up. and he just answered I had a feeling I should wake you.
Everyone wonders if twins have super powers well there you go...we do. Lol. We have had a couple of times where we have had the ca...
This world is full of wars. Everywhere. Everything. Everyone.
War for territory. War on drugs. War on religion. War on peace. War on education. War on electing the next president. War on conserving our resources that our world has to offer. War on destroying this world. War in the media. War with your neighbor. War with the family.
This world was once connected as one. Maybe it was so long ago that people don't realize that we are all from the same family. This world was clean and pure. For the religious out there it was the garden of Eden. For the scientific there was no such thing as toxics.
Every thing happening in our world is because WE have created it that way. We are polluting our...
De alguna manera... todos estamos peleando con nuestros demonios ahorita...
My other FOUR senses have eyes too!
It's amazing how the mind immediately knows what to do to be able to adapt to this world and survive if one of the senses is missing.
The blind can see with their touch, smell, taste and hearing! The deaf can hear with their eyes!
The senses are something special. Just by a single smell and so many images start forming inside my mind, seeing specifically what it is that Im smelling. It can be an object, a place, a person.
Hearing. Listening. And that will trigger images to form as well. A voice can help me see who is behind it. Chirping and I know there are birds just outside my window without having the need to see for myself.
The same goes for tast...
I lay awake at night...
Hundreds of thoughts running through my mind...
Trying to rest...my body is tired...
My mind says "no", and continues being active...
Random thoughts just passing my mind...it's amazing.
The past, present and future hitting me hard... making me feel a lot of emotions.
Why am I here?
Is this the life I'm suppose to be living?
Oh damn I forgot about tomorrow's meeting!
Hmmm...feeling kind of hungry...
I started the year with new goals, a month is already about to pass...
Non-stop I keep having these thoughts...3 am and slowly I'm just exhauted to go on.
My eyes close and I just welcome the darkness and rest that awaits me.
One of them looks up at the sky and says...
"Help us get through this, and survive, please!"
Seeing how humanity went from total savages and into an intelligent civilization has been amazing all these years, but in the past 4 years we have been stopped from continuing growing...
A lot of people don't care about what is around them, their home, their planet. They don't stop to realize what is happening around us, all because OUR HIGH TECHNOLOGY is only making them lose all that intelligence to improve this world. There are too many just stopped, standing in the middle looking down at a small 4.7 inch screen with a bitten fruit sign on the back, making it very "valuable." Logos and tr...
Waking up and seeing through the window that it is sunny yet cold out. I would make myself a coffee and go back to bed. Wrapping myself in my blankets and drinking my nice warm coffee.
Turning on the tv. Maybe good cartoons or a holiday movie of my like is on!
Feeling very warm inside, still wearing my pjs, never wanting to leave my bed.
I turn to my side and you are still asleep, I smile thinking that my day will be spent in bed next to you.
I 💛 Pumpkin Pie!
HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!
Hope everyone has a great day with loved ones and good food. I know this is considered the day to be thankful for everything, but why wait for this day only? I don't know, people are just weird like that. A specific day controls us to say thanks.
Anyway, all my family members are funny but the one that I really do want to talk about is my TWIN brother. His jokes are one of a kind and they are the kind that will make you laugh until you have abs. 😊
He always has something to say weather it's about the person right next to him, what is on tv, or just random things that come up to mind.
We are far away right now and really miss him. It will no...
What if the sky was green?
What if we didn't speak? How would we communicate?
What if we all looked exactly the same? How would we distinguish eachother?
What if we had multiple eyes? How would our mind work to control oye vision?
What if we don't need sleep? How would we rest?
What if our only emotion would be happiness? Would there ever be a chance for us to feel different?
What if I was sleeping right now? Then what is reality?
Y es cosa corriente sentirse diferente
y entrar en ambiente
navegando a muerte,
creyéndote muy fuerte
estas tan despistado
navegando a muerte
veras como naufragas en la barra de algún bar...
tan pronto te instales
sabrás que ya no vales
y entonces te sientes
navegando a muerte
la dosis suplente
rebosa al recipiente
navegando a muerte
Gills!! Gills is what I want!
Swimming in the deep sea, with no necessity of having to breath the oxygen in the air.
Wings!! Wings is what I desire!
To fly high up in the sky, to see everything in a different perspective.
Telepathy! Telepathy is one of my wishes!
I want to read minds and understand everyone. A lot of chaos created with so many truths out in the open. Haha!
Teleportation! Unimaginable adventures!
The possibilities are endless. Travel through the world and throughout space.
I would date you if....
If you are really attractived and are perfect in my eyes.
If I look at you for a long time and I just can't seem to find no flaws.
If you have that power and gravitational pull where I just can't stay away from you.
If you make me feel nervous and excited at the same time.
If I feel fear and calm all mixed together.
If I can make you smile just by saying a simple hello.
I would date you only if...
[Para todos esos seres queridos que ya no están aquí...]
"REQUIEM" MAGO DE OZ
Ahora que ya tú no estás aquí
siento que no te di ,
Lo que esperabas de mí.
Ahora que todo terminó
a quien de mi te alejó
Yo le quisiera pedir...
Que me deje sólo un día más
para poder hablar
De lo que eras para mí.
Que me deje disfrutar
de tu voz, y contemplar
Tus ojos una vez más.
Te escribo esta líneas
espero que donde estés
El correo llegue bien.
Por aquí todos estamos bien
luchamos por seguir
como aprendimos de ti.
Echo de menos
el charlar y oír tu voz,
Echo de menos
No tener tu apoyo, no...
No creo en el más allá,
no sé donde buscarte
Y aquí no estás.
No creo en la ...
It was just a game. We would always be saying things like this to each other but it was never serious. It always ended with an "lol" or a "J.K." But I have to admit, mine were always better than yours.
"I'm not a genie but I can still make all your wishes come true"
Once we you invited me for lunch. We were getting into your car. Out of a sudden you turn and look at me and said, "Oh it's 11:11 make a wish".
I slowly turn to you and smile and replied, "It already came true" 😉🙈 Good times I will never forget.
Walking through that door is like going into another world and I become a different person.
It's 8am I already have customers waiting, the phone lines are buzzing away, co-workers are in need of assistance and there can't seem to be enough of me to go around.
There are piles and piles of paperwork that needs to be done, yet new assingments keep getting added.
Oh there are sick customers that need my attention...phone rings...one moment I have a customer infront of my desk.
Everything needs to be written or it might slip and be forgot.
Discipline is a main concern and there is a group of customers that I have to deal with.
Reminders, translations, phone calls, emails...all coming my way.
Unas de tus mas frecuentes preguntas que me haces...
Por no querer comenzar una discusión mi respuesta siempre será... "nada."
Según sabes que no soy sincera contigo...
Yo no quiero discutir.
Pero por dentro me estoy muriendo.
siento el dolor correr por todo mi cuerpo y mi alma. Lo siento hasta la punta de mis dedos como el dolor las electrocuta.
Yo no quiero discutir.
Al responder "nada" sabes que nada es todo. Pero no quiero pelear.
Yo no quiero discutir.
Pero mi comportamiento se va haciendo más y más pesado con amargura y tristeza.
Yo no quiero discutir.
Quiero verte feliz.
Por eso siempre te responders...
Que no tengo "nada."
To this day I still don't know if whatever happens is real or just terrible nightmares. . . It has happened three times now but I will never forget the first time. . .
It was a summer evening, it was very hot and the heat has always made me sleepy so I decided to take a nap.
As I'm sound asleep. I begin to feel a weird sensation crawling up my legs, not touching me, but I feel the presence of something. From my waist down to my feet, I begin to feel my body levitate. Up and down. . .up and down, slowly. . . very slowly.
I "think" I become conscious about what is happening and when I was about turn my body, a strong force just covers my whole body pushing me down ag...
You never know how strong you are....
....until being strong is your only choice.
. . .REGRET. . .
Listen to the word... Pay attention to what it means...
Bet this word only brought bad and negative ideas into your mind....
At the moment of what ever situation you were in, that you "REGRET" you had the chance to pick between "yes" and "no." You knew there is a "positive" and a "negative" to everything. You know your "good" and "bad."
If you picked yes, you know exactly what you were getting into. You "smiled" during that moment of your decision. You enjoyed it and liked it...
No was your decision then, well maybe you just didn't have the strength to go against what your mind was stopping you from doing. Now it is inside your head, every possible situation ...
3:00am is the time. We are fast asleep.
I feel you move around and I become awake. I see that you have sat down at the foot of the bed. I call your name, once...twice..three times and you just sit there not moving.
That is when I realized you were "sleep moving."
It has not been the first time so I tell you to come back to lay down...again you don't move.
I grab your arm asking you again to lay down. And you tell me, "There is someone standing there." I fearfully asked, "Where?"
And you point right behind me... I was paralysed for a moment not knowin whether to ignore it or turn around.
When I finally turned around there was nothing, yet having you tell me this only made it a sleepless n...
Love for the ball.
It has been many years and still to this day my excitement to play a good ol' basketball game gets me pumped up.
There has been a lot of victories, a lot of defeats, angry teammates, happy and proud friends.
I have always played with a team of boys and being a girl, it can and is always an intimidation and have been underestimated lots of times.
My friends and I were trying to get a game going but all the courts were full of regulars in the park.
The whole team decided to try to play with other people, challenging them to a game.
They all started picking teams. Together we were an odd number so one of "us" had to go with the other team.
Me being really e...
What the fuck?!
Every single feeling that exist starts going through my body, my mind, my soul.
Excitement, happyness, fear, anger, sadness, lust running deep down inside me. . .
I see you...laying there, next to me.
I rub my eyes trying to make sure that this is real.
Question after question running throughout my mind. Feeling insane inside my head not knowing whether this is good or bad. Should I be happy or sad?
Flashback after flashback coming at me, it's like traveling in time. Seeing part of my life with you flash before my eyes.
I snap back to reality, dare I touch you? Dare I ask, why?
Somehow, I know you still have power over me. You still have a strong gra...
The craziest thing that has ever happened to me. . .
It has been the first and only time that I have ever been a witness of the paranormal (that I have seen that is) and that is why I have decided to share it with all of you. . .
I live in apartments. And there was always children outside playing. I was in the kitchen cooking, when my husband came out. And right when he stepped into the kitchen he started walking towards the front door. I looked to where he was going.
I thought to myself that is kind of creepy. And right away turn to my cooking again.
My husband opened the door and checked outside. And he came back inside.
I asked him what he was looking a...
Y Sin Embargo Te Quiero
Me lo dijeron mil veces.
Pero nunca quise poner atención.
Cuando llegaron los llantos, ya estabas muy dentro de mi corazón.
Te esperaba hasta muy tarde.
Ningún reproche te hacía;
lo más que te preguntaba
era que si me querías.
Y bajo tus besos,
en la madrugada,
sin que tu notarás la cruz de mi angustia solía cantar.
Te quiero más que a mis ojos,
te quiero más que a mi vida,
más que al aire que respiro y más que a la madre mia.
Que se me paren los pulsos si te dejo de querer,
que las campanas me doblen si te faltó alguna vez.
Eres mi vida y mi muerte, te lo juro compañero;
no debía de quererte,
no debía de quererte.
Y SIN EMBARGO TE QUIERO. . .