Dear Future Husband,
I only came to say that I am very Happy we have been dating for 1 year and 5 months and 15 days!
I gotta tell you how in love I am with You, I mean you have everything I wasn't looking for but everything I fell in love with, you came in to my life just when I was comfortable being single and reminded me why God made us with the need to need to be in someone's arm and in my case I needed to be in your arms and I am forever great full for that!
It feels like I've been run over horses and right when I think I have the strength to move a muscle I get run over by bulls and when I curse for being beat up in this dirt I find myself drowning in the deepest part of the ocean surrounded by sea monsters with familiar faces.
Being with you is living this song,
Some people long for a life that is simple and planned
Tied with a ribbon
Some people won't sail the sea 'cause they're safer on land
To follow what's written
But I'd follow you to the great unknown
Off to a world we call our own
Hand in my hand and we promised to never let go
We're walking the tightrope
High in the sky
We can see the whole world down below
We're walking the tightrope
Never sure, never know how far we could fall
But it's all an adventure
That comes with a breathtaking view
Walking the tightrope...
Tightrope by Michelle Williams
Why is it so terrifying the thought of him going in one knee and asking Me to marry Him?
Why is it so terrifying the thought of having children of my own?
Why do I want to be alone?
But somehow I need Him.
It was the most painful experience I have ever had, But it turn out to be the best thing it could have happened
You are the Love story I always wanted as a little girl, but became to bitter in my teenage years to believe in.
And out of all Six
Hope is the most bitter!
I remember how it felt sitting in that chair needing to scream and not being able to, I remember how it felt forcing myself to hold my tears and I remember how it felt for two years like if I had a knife stabbed in my heart.
I fell in love with a Man I didn't expect to meet in a season of my life where I wasn't looking for love, I avoided him for months and never did the effort to make the conversation flow But one day out of the blue he invited me to a volleyball game where I was impressed by the way he was playing and the way he didn't look at me weird for being so passionate about wanting to win, and it took three Mondays for him to get stuck in my head and four months later I was surprise to say "Yes" when He asked me to be His girlfriend, and now a year later and almost four months I am more in love then I have ever been and I can't stop thinking when will He asked that big question where I can't wait to say...
I have become so human that I need your kisses, when I see you all I need is your eyes on Me!
Just by looking into my eyes I forget everything around me and I want to be with you wrapped in your sheets feeling you all over me and making me burn in your fire of love, making me feel like I am the only one in the world, when you kiss me it's nothing like a ever felt before it's a whole new world a world where it feels like nothing could ever break us...
It what they call LOVE!
I'm afraid to be the person I was before You, but the thought of being who I am because of You scares Me even More!!
I wish I could warn you about Her, and who she really is.
If you knew her true colors I know for a fact that you would be miles away from Her. But when I see you with Her and how happy You look I can never bring myself to do so, when I see You with Her she acts and is someone who I don't recognize, then for a brief moment I think "maybe she changed?".
And I stare at my own reflection Wondering who I am? She who is Me doesn't deserve a Man like You, if He only knew who She who is Me really is...
I'll be waiting for you in the past...
Whenever your done building that time machine.
And I'll take back what's Mine!
And I'll take them with me and guard them with all my strength, because all this thing make me who I am and I will not allow you to Change my identity!!!
It's so exhausting and frustrating trying to be yourself and the person you love the most keeps pushing you back in the closet.
And hear I am showing you a side of me that no one knows and you go and judge me.
And He stood in front of me so closely and with his tall figure he got even closer and took me into a tight hug a forbidden hug, and it lasted for a few seconds, I'm sure he could feel my heart almost jumping out of my chest, it was beating a little to fast,
And he slowly let me go little by little he looked straight into my eyes and nothing was said but his eyes said it all "if you were mine I would kiss you and if you weren't taken I would kiss you and if it wasn't because we were in the middle of a party I would kiss you and if you would tell me I would kiss you"
And as I walked out the door I knew we would never see each other again.
We are two souls who are attractive to each other, who will never share a first kiss.
But when you stare into my eyes I can just feel all those things, and it's crazy yes, definitely!
It's like playing with fire knowing you can get Buren and lose everything like your fiance for example.
And the thing is that I feel so out of place in my boyfriend's world and somehow my opinion is never heard, and it's like I'm just the girlfriend and maybe I am just that.
Let's go back to the beginning where She lost her way, that day at the game where she looked into the wrong eyes, those eyes that were filled with mystery and so much power, a power that would capture her in so many ways starting with capturing her gazed she couldn't look away followed by capturing her thoughts, and from her thoughts it capture her heart and her soul, and she realized that maybe she wasn't as strong as she thought.
She had been captured by some beautiful dark evil brown eyes who she would forever be afraid to find in every eyes she will gazed at, but no one had that mystery that power in their eyes to just look at you and reached all the way to your soul And so He did, takin...
I use to be a open book....
But now I'm like a vault barried deep in darkest part of the ocean.
Happy Anniversary to the Man who I call my love and fakes his happiness.
Happy Anniversary to the man who is the love of my life and I can't seem to help him get out of a hole.
Happy Anniversary the only Man who has truly made me happy!!!
I OOVE YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MT HEART AND THE DEEPEST PART OF MY SOUL.
And you say to Me "let's decide together" when you had already made a decision.
So much for being this Amazing Great Perfect Couple.
And I was standing there in the beach, looking ahead of me and at the never ending ocean,
It was calm you hear the wind and the waves making a magical sound, I took a few steps into the water when all of sudden the waves got crazy the water reached my shoulders and a panicked losing balance and I couldn't feel the ground and in then I realized that it was all in my head I was actually walking on water, my thoughts had gotten the best of Me, just like that I new it was a Miracle that He was there, He had saved me in a storm that was all in my head.