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Darling

PO# 634459
United States
United States
this is my safe place, where I write everything I feel and think about knowing not a single soul knows me.
August 8, 2020
 

I just realized that to everyone else I'm not trying hard enough...

And yet I'm exhausted.

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LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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July 2, 2020
 

Lately I've been falling for you harder, they way I love you now is not the same way I loved you 2 years ago.

When I look at you all I see is my future, I see the smile I want my kids to have and I see your cuteness, your warm hugs always make me feel better and the way you make me laugh is an amazing feeling to me, to see you happy brings me joy.

I can't stop looking at you, and admiring you, you really are one of God's best works of art, He made you perfect, with black straight hair, not too tall and definitely not short, He made you funny and sweet yet you sometimes tell people what they need to heart even if it makes you feel uncomfortable, He made you patience because He knew that to d...

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July 2, 2020
 

I'm in love...

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BLACK AND WHITE MOVEMENT
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June 7, 2020
 

I saw her, she was walking towards the car with no fear
as I stood in the corner of the street I saw everything.
He arrived and got off the car and jumped into the back seat, as I watch I thought to myself that's weird who would do that?
and that's when I saw her, she had her hair in a side braid she looked everywhere to see if anyone was watching, but for some reason she didn't see Me, and I was in plain side.
as she got in the car He quickly took her into a kiss.

what an evil kiss, she kissed him knowing she would never be his yet for some reason she kissed him like if he was hers.

and as he took her into his arms she took his soul in just one kiss.

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ORIGINAL
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May 18, 2020
 

Your going to regret kissing me.

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May 18, 2020
 

I wonder where I got lost, because I didn't notice or was I always lost?

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May 14, 2020
 

I'm going to live my life believing nothing ever happened, I will believe in it so much I'll make it the truth and even you would think you imagined it and it will drive you crazy and I will feed from it.

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May 10, 2020
 

   The fact that I don't feel guilt     or bad about what I did, really scares the shit out of me.

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May 8, 2020
 

I hugged you and kissed you goodnight, I watched you walk out the door and I smile at you.
But the truth is that you left me with a broken heart I'm just trying to stay strong, because even tho your mine and I am yours I would love if just maybe once in awhile you would let me know you wanted me as much as I do.

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May 8, 2020
 

I am about to do something very stupid, that I know I will regret for the rest of my life!

BUT I want to know how it feels.

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May 6, 2020
 

I don't care if 2020  is fucked up.

  this year I'am getting my shit together!!!!








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May 4, 2020
 

Lust is a dangerous game.

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May 1, 2020
 

Kiss me again.

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April 30, 2020
 

There's day when...

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April 27, 2020
 

Let me write about You.
You the person no one knows about,
When I look into your eyes they have no hope, there's no light in them you have given up completely, you walk through life careless and you sit in a couch all day while smoking weed and playing video games, I stare at you knowing your completely hopeless you smile very bright tho but I think it's because you've learned to do that so people won't ask questions, you hug me like I'm yours, but I belong to another Man and I think that makes it worst for you because you know that even tho you have me right now I will always go back to him, you drive away like you don't care but I know your drowning in your tears tonight again.

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April 27, 2020
 

                   I'm a mess,
                                     I confess.

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IT'S FINE
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April 20, 2020
 

To Me there's no better Kisser.

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THE KISS
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April 20, 2020
 

I can't even imagine how many things God had to move for us to end up together, and yet I always feel like I'm at the edge of ruining it, But somehow you hold me never letting me fall.

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April 20, 2020
 

I think I'm losing control of the one thing I thought I had under control, Myself.

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April 9, 2020
 

Once again I look at her in the eyes and she tells me everything she, hates and everything she loves, as her eyes stare right back into mine I can tell she's tired of fighting her self, I can see she's terrified to become the girl she ones was, and as she is about to let her self haves a moment of weakness there's a knock at the door, I take my eyes off the mirror and open the door and smile at my beautiful sister.

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April 9, 2020
 

                Your a secret I'll never tell....

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April 9, 2020
 

Every single day I Fight myself to never become the Person I use to be,

And it's getting very exhausting.

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April 8, 2020
 

I think He fell in love with a strangers girlfriend.

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March 11, 2020
 

Your existence shall go to the grave with Me, because no one will ever know about You.

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March 9, 2020
 

It's so hard sometimes...

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March 9, 2020
 

It's crazy the way you make me feel without even touching Me,
The way you look at Me makes Me feel things, things that I can only explain in privet.

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March 8, 2020
 

I'm tired of living with Him.

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March 1, 2020
 

My Rare Beauty Story.

Well I grew up in a very Christian conservative house, where I wasn't allowed to dress a certain way or were make up till I was like 18, and being a young girl and looking at the rest of the world and seeing how they would dress up I wouldn't feel pretty all the time but something that's my sister would always tell me was that I was different, it didn't matter how I would dress or look that the real beauty was with in Me. That everyone shares there beauty In a different way, there was times where people would look at me ugly or weird because of the why I would dress or because I didn't wear any make up but I learned now that everywhere you go it doesn't matter what you ...

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February 26, 2020
 

I want to feel some adrenaline,
I want to go out and feel young again,
I want to dance again,
I want to do many things.

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February 26, 2020
 

Let me paint you!

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