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I should be angry, I should be Lost !
My beating heart turned to Frost !
But the sun comes up at the end of my Shift !
Every day I make it home, becomes a privileged Gift !
Every night, without fail you would wish for my safe return !
Match in hand, decision is yours, you have the power to let your feelings Burn !
In the end I don’t believe you will set fire to the rest of our Rope !
Why you ask? Well there is this beautiful concept I believe in called Hope !
Why waste time on something so Fickle ?
Well let me tell you of a story that might give you a Tickle !
*Last time I saw you, you laid there and slept !
I gathered my belongings quietly as I Stepped !
I knelt down before you ...
The heart shivers when left out in the open for too long in the cold.
For you I would risk it all, even though it would be so Hard !
Willing to navigate all roads including that which you Guard !
I know you think none of this is even Smart !
Would your perception change knowing you may own my Heart ?
The way you talk about your Past !
Gives me reasons why none of them ever did Last !
I know that past experiences sometimes guide our future Interactions !
But most of the time all they do is cause Distractions !
We know that nobody is perfect, not that you’re Scoring !
But I mean Shit, you said it best, it would ultimately be Boring !
I know it’s hard not to compare me to another Civilian !
But trust me when I say that I’m not 1 in a Billion !
I only ask that you open your Mind !
For you have found yourself someone who is truly One of a Kind !
Darkness expressed in the outline of your Iris ?
Light consumed like a Deadly Virus !
Image Blurred deep in my Soul !
For I have witnessed a real Black Hole !
A desire, I crave for a long Embrace !
With a woman who is a Nerd for Outer Space !
Patiently I wait for her to answer my call Tonight !
Like the creation of matter, our story is just about to Ignite !
Endless is the universe from Afar !
There she is, I see her shine like a radiant Star !
In the beginning she was quite Defensive !
None of us realizing this attraction to be quite Intensive !
For there is no end to this Story !
Just like space and all it’s Glory !
Thoughts in my mind, placed in these Notes !
Written down so that they may become Quotes !
Why do I express them the way that I Do?
Maybe because the focus is actually, Who !
Once in a while we steal these Moments !
A wonderful change, not acting like Opponents !
The joy and happiness that it brings Me !
Even for a moment to see you actually be Free !
For I do not know what the future Holds !
But I do know where I will end my Goals !
A Fatal Flaw left to fester and Grow !
In time will become your greatest Foe !
For so long you left it Unchecked !
Destruction created, and your the Architect !
Your relationship doomed from the very Start !
You really think your Fatal Flaw hasn’t played a Part !
In the end it may all fall Apart !
So get back up, and look within your Heart !
For the world moves on, So do not Withdraw !
Take time to work on that Fatal Flaw !
When the search from deep Within !
Reveals something that’s always Been !
A feeling you fight to Hide !
Though it leaves you quite Satisfied !
Stuck in a reality that challenges your Sanity !
In all totality just turns you into another Casualty !
You will realize all that you tried to Avoid !
Is everything you always have Enjoyed !
Boots on the Ground !
Back up is all Around !
In a split second life can all but Change !
Nothing about what I do seems all that Strange !
When ignorance can bring unwanted Strife !
I use my best tool to preserve what we call Life !
My mind is a beautiful Thing !
Give me time and you can hear it Sing !
The night is Ending !
The day has Come !
Reality at the tip of Transcending !
Emotions march to the beat of the Drum !
The night sky is different tonight !
Darkness reigns supreme that no star is seen on Sight !
Fear of the unknown racing through my Mind !
Focus shifted, like clouds of a different Kind !
I fight to keep the darkness at Bay !
Until my shift ends at the start of the Day !
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
And sooner or later it's over
I just don't wanna miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's meant to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
- Goo Goo Dolls “Iris”
Skin softer then the night Sky !
Smile brighter then the sun, it gets me so High !
“Stolen moments” and the music starts to Unplug !
As we ask bartender for more 805 inside the Mug !
Actions of the past can’t erase what we Did !
For you, I’m willing to just fall off the Grid !
A woman who doesn’t seem to know her full Beauty ! A Duty ! I’m willing to take on to never let her forget it !
Bonnie if you ever slip up off your Path !
I promise to catch you and hold you through all the Aftermath !
Here I am ! In my car with my head hard pressed into my hands shrouded with disappointment!
What was this, I was feeling ! Like a Tsunami filled with regret causing destruction in the beaches of my mind !
Did I push you too far ? Did I not fight for you enough? What was going on in your head ? What was the right move ?
Questions left unanswered as you flew away in your “Pearl” White carpet ride !
Here I am Still ! Minutes after it all happened ! What would any of you Recommend ?!
I turn the car on and “I Don’t want to miss a Thing” by Aerosmith goes on !
My gawd what a wonderful day it was !
For yet another chance we have just Because !
Time is a construct developed by humans !
Meaning that it is made full of flaws like the ones that come with us !
I have discovered such flaws and have traveled through time !
Every jump into a different timeline, you were there... not always available but always there !
Every time we defied the odds and made lives together !
This time around is no different !
So take my hand and travel with me !
I wake up most Afternoons looking up at the Ceiling !
Knowing that for most, The world can seem Unappealing !
I was born into a world that labeled us as Trash !
Tossed around and thrown to the fire to be made to Ash !
I am the man I am Today !
Never forgetting what I did along the Way !
So continue to amass your Obstacles !
But the Force I just Unleashed is just so Unstoppable !
Never forget where you came From !
When you sit on your throne atop your Kingdom !
They say that Fire needs 3 things in order to Survive !
Fuel, Heat, and Oxygen and just like that the Fire is Alive !
I had long believed that my fire had Faded !
But just like a wondrous blaze you have Invaded !
The Fuel I receive from every Message you Send !
The Heat we extract with every form of tease we Extend !
The Oxygen in the air resulted in the time we choose to Transcend !
And just like that the Fire is Alive !
Who knew that it was you I needed to Survive !
I know it was just your Hypotheses !
but you were right, maybe just this once the pair we needed could come in Threes !
How is it that you never knew that it was possible to feel this Way !
Just like that and Thursday suddenly can become a Magical Day !
A mystery that has yet to be Solved !
6-7 years in the making and you both have Evolved !
When the day is here what are you going to Do ?
Play it cool, Nah fuck that she will see right Through !
Just be the person she needs you to Be !
Put your wants aside to a certain Degree !
The fact that you get to see her and hold her once more in Reality !
Just makes up for lost time in all Totality !
I stand and I sit, I stand then Sit !
Trying to stop myself from falling into this Pit !
I preach that knowledge is Power !
But one life changing event can turn it all Sour !
The choices we make in life truly affect those around us !
I mean for fucking Christ sake you weren’t even driving a Bus !
Why were you even in that Lane ?
Don’t try to hide it, you are the only one to Blame !
Now I sit here powerless, hoping my father is Ok !
Never realizing this was how I was gonna end my Day !
Dear Silence in Echos,
Happy Birthday dear amazing friend of Mine !
Your essence equal to your age is so Divine !
The years add up but you continue to Shine !
Just like the cliche says “you have aged like fine Wine !
The day you entered the earth it had to be by some great Design !
Funny coincidence that you were born close to Valentine !
Enjoy every day from now on like it’s your Last !
So Fuck it I think it’s time to have a BLAST !
I made myself into the man I am Today.
Dismissing what everyone had to Say !
Through knowledge I gained my Power.
Now I sit on the precipice of my Tower !
Don’t misconstrue my silence for Peace.
For the monstrous figure I have Released !
The world will never be the Same.
For I was the only one who knew how to play the Game !
Baffled here I lay.
My thoughts and decisions turn to grey.
A crack in the design you have witnessed.
So you ask yourself what is the next order of business?
The future you had planned.
Her arrival turned it all to sand.
Do I play the part I was given?
Or race to the finish line because I am driven?
What would you do?
If it were all new to you?
Like the ceiling of the Sistine chapel !
Our poems and letters we write to each other, without even thinking about it, we created this beautiful mural.
I hear the notification sound and my heart drops ! Your image races through my brain like a magazine of rounds through a target.
If there is anything I could tell you ! It’s I hope that you prepare for the fact that when we see each other again I’m going to hold you tight and twirl you around to make up for lost time.
Then I’m going to stare deep into your eyes and without needing to say anything your gonna hear my voice tell you “this is to make up for all the opportunities we lost out on”
I can only hope that your response is going...
There is no cause for Ignorance !
If you simply don’t know about the subject ! Don’t use blind rage and loud audio to try to win...
That is the definition of Ignorance “lacking knowledge”
So if you lack the proper knowledge the easiest way to figure it out is to research ! It is literally that simple.
The masses can create mass epidemic of ignorance but singularity and individualism can create power, knowledge, and immortality beyond your wildest dreams !
Become that which many fail to do ! Become your own chapter in history !
You should never let life make you complacent !
Best Drill Instructor I ever had, told us “you should never be ok with where you are at now, always strive to do better, always strive to be better”.
Life sure as hell did a number on me and was winning for the most part. I have revitalized that fire 🔥 within me ! That message my old instructor instilled in me.
Due to an angel sent from the past! Making my present full happiness and goals ! And possibly in the future being someone more then a poem !
I am revitalized ! If you don’t have your angel, let this message reach you and spark the 🔥 you need for your life !
I sit here in a Square Box.
Just doing anything possible to keep my eyes closed.. just for a glimpse..
Hurry up ! Time is running out, break is almost over !
Then ! There she is. The woman literally from my dreams. But something is different then before.
She is closer than ever! She is no longer a thought or a want or wish. She is walking towards me, with every step another piece of clothing falls off her magical soft skin.
She approaches me and leans in for a kiss. We break the ice. She leans in further and whispers in my ear...........
“I’ve waited my whole life for you.... are you gonna make me wait any longer?.....”
What the hell do you think I told her !