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I can not delete your memory !
Ive expended all my effort, and all my energy !
Never have I been so happy to fail at something I’ve worked so hard on !
There is no string of words or a drum of rhymes.
None that can mend or heal your saddened heart, in such a dark and troubled time.
My unequivocal condolences I partake unto you.
Crushed by the news, I prayed to God to make it not true.
His legacy lives on as he passes you his Shield.
Love, compassion, and strength just a quiver of what has yet to be revealed.
When you undoubtedly miss him, Just look to the stars, look how they shine for you
Just close your eyes and you will hear his Symphony in the night
As he sings for his princess, proud to see her journey and awaits for the day they can reunite.
- I’m so sorry Bonnie
Reminiscent of where I was 14 months ago.
In the hospital taking care of a man who had broken society’s Rules.
Sun Falls, Night rises, out come the Ghouls.
I stand guard, yet bored out of my Mind.
Things aren’t the same because before you were there to help pass the Time.
In that, Forbidden Love was Created.
But because it was forbidden you felt Isolated.
You made your choice, and I accepted your Ruling.
Reminiscent of where I was 14 Months ago.
Seems like I’m chained to that bed, society stands guard, points at me just Ridiculing.
Simplicity is a foundation
long scorched on the desire
that which we crave and will
I should have been the kind of monster you were used too ...
Maybe then, you would have chosen me instead .
They keep on asking Me.
Why do you do so many doubles? it’s like your working for the Government for Free.
I smile 😊 and laugh 😂, I tell them it’s because I like the Money.
They laugh and I turn around, doing my best to hide what I don’t want them to See.
I work to learn, I learn to be free, because it numbs the pain of what used to Be.
In the void that surrounds my Mind, I begin to Create.
Fragments of your face, audio of your voice, my mind begins to Emulate.
Eyes shut deep, I am not Asleep.
For “reality”, such a virus begins its continued Sweep.
Does it’s best to erase what has come to Pass.
Fragile is the mind, like a pane of Glass.
I woke up realizing that she is not you.
Living in a reality that simply isn’t true.
I think I just said good bye to you !
The moment I thought would never come through !
I am lost !
Everything came at a cost !
You became my everything !
The rest of the days will just begin to sting !
Why didn’t we choose us ?
For the world caused a fuss !
I pray for your happiness !
Cuz nothing else matters not even the rest !
I fell in love and the world told me, too Bad !
It would be Sad, if you could put it in a Bag !
Don’t worry about me, Really Don’t. you have your life to live. And I have nothing but smiles to give !
Be with who you choose to be with, happiness is all I want to know your filled with as it fills up my Kith.
Acceptance is a bountiful facade
Filled with a touching and cruel reality
I feel the cold of the snow laying on my Skin.
Cracks on the ice, my fears start to settle In.
In the darkness that surrounds the sea from whence you dove, you dove so Deep !
Locked away yet you hold the key, my heart you have discovered, it’s yours to Keep !
A blizzard covered the mountains the night before. So focused, I ignored all the warning signs. Up to the top I ventured and Trekked.
Almost to the peak, what came next I did not Expect. A noise erupted from a cave nearby, so I decided to enter. Cold and and silent Like the vacuum of Space.
To my horror I saw a little girl crouched over, stuck in Place. I sprinted toward her but was met with a thick and monstrous slab of ice. Axe in hand I began attacking the evil that entrapped this little one, I yelled as loud as I could to let her know she was not Alone.
With every vicious swing, the ice began to turn to Stone. Powerless I began to feel. I screamed, yelled, and struck the stone and ic...
May the 4th Be with you All !
As darkness rises , light will always be there to Brawl !
May the Force guide you through your Night !
Get ready cuz tomorrow the Sith start the Fight !
- Darth Cygrim
At work I play it off,
No one suspects a thing.
Smiling at every friend and laughing at every conversation.
They don’t know what I lack in my heart, the passion that fueled my fire. It’s not out it’s just been put to sleep. Chances to reignite seem almost obsolete.
I understand why! I truly do, I saw this coming, even prepared for it, Once I fell for you. You have become my happiness, my world, my joy, Beloved you will always be.
No one will ever suspect a thing.. I will laugh and I will smile. Because you taught me that life lacks to much of that already. I will not tarnish what u taught me.
Please treat her right, throw away the poison that fuels your mind. Open your heart and see that...
The sky is cloudy and Grey !
The night has arrived at the end of the Day !
I look up and see a perfect full Moon !
6 days of silence, I try to stay Immune !
I know why your doing it, why you feel you Must !
I just hope it’s been easier for you to Adjust !
The clouds are dark and yet the moon shines Bright !
History a lesson and I still wouldn’t Rewrite !
You came back into my life at the perfect time I needed You !
Into yours I flew at the time you needed me Too !
Make no mistake, our futures are Bound !
I just pray that in time you will come Around !
I should be angry, I should be Lost !
My beating heart turned to Frost !
But the sun comes up at the end of my Shift !
Every day I make it home, becomes a privileged Gift !
Every night, without fail you would wish for my safe return !
Match in hand, decision is yours, you have the power to let your feelings Burn !
In the end I don’t believe you will set fire to the rest of our Rope !
Why you ask? Well there is this beautiful concept I believe in called Hope !
Why waste time on something so Fickle ?
Well let me tell you of a story that might give you a Tickle !
*Last time I saw you, you laid there and slept !
I gathered my belongings quietly as I Stepped !
I knelt down before you ...
The heart shivers when left out in the open for too long in the cold.
For you I would risk it all, even though it would be so Hard !
Willing to navigate all roads including that which you Guard !
I know you think none of this is even Smart !
Would your perception change knowing you may own my Heart ?
The way you talk about your Past !
Gives me reasons why none of them ever did Last !
I know that past experiences sometimes guide our future Interactions !
But most of the time all they do is cause Distractions !
We know that nobody is perfect, not that you’re Scoring !
But I mean Shit, you said it best, it would ultimately be Boring !
I know it’s hard not to compare me to another Civilian !
But trust me when I say that I’m not 1 in a Billion !
I only ask that you open your Mind !
For you have found yourself someone who is truly One of a Kind !
Darkness expressed in the outline of your Iris ?
Light consumed like a Deadly Virus !
Image Blurred deep in my Soul !
For I have witnessed a real Black Hole !
A desire, I crave for a long Embrace !
With a woman who is a Nerd for Outer Space !
Patiently I wait for her to answer my call Tonight !
Like the creation of matter, our story is just about to Ignite !
Endless is the universe from Afar !
There she is, I see her shine like a radiant Star !
In the beginning she was quite Defensive !
None of us realizing this attraction to be quite Intensive !
For there is no end to this Story !
Just like space and all it’s Glory !
Thoughts in my mind, placed in these Notes !
Written down so that they may become Quotes !
Why do I express them the way that I Do?
Maybe because the focus is actually, Who !
Once in a while we steal these Moments !
A wonderful change, not acting like Opponents !
The joy and happiness that it brings Me !
Even for a moment to see you actually be Free !
For I do not know what the future Holds !
But I do know where I will end my Goals !
A Fatal Flaw left to fester and Grow !
In time will become your greatest Foe !
For so long you left it Unchecked !
Destruction created, and your the Architect !
Your relationship doomed from the very Start !
You really think your Fatal Flaw hasn’t played a Part !
In the end it may all fall Apart !
So get back up, and look within your Heart !
For the world moves on, So do not Withdraw !
Take time to work on that Fatal Flaw !
When the search from deep Within !
Reveals something that’s always Been !
A feeling you fight to Hide !
Though it leaves you quite Satisfied !
Stuck in a reality that challenges your Sanity !
In all totality just turns you into another Casualty !
You will realize all that you tried to Avoid !
Is everything you always have Enjoyed !
Boots on the Ground !
Back up is all Around !
In a split second life can all but Change !
Nothing about what I do seems all that Strange !
When ignorance can bring unwanted Strife !
I use my best tool to preserve what we call Life !
My mind is a beautiful Thing !
Give me time and you can hear it Sing !