|Love can't be shared with everyone. STAY GREDDY|
Is hard for me to understand how some people find love. But is easy for me to know why I can't find it.
I believe I have what it takes to love someone and care for them. I been cursed to enjoy love from my thoughts
The way the world is changing I might never get to see you now I might never get to hold you. I really wanted to love you. I really wanted to be a good husband and father. Hopefully we get through this so I could meet your mother and bring you to this world I love you
To my unborned daughter "Jubilee Lora"
Love is just another way to have someone carry your baggage
I try to love, I try to care but nothing seems enough to work. Maybe trying isn’t enough these days . The days are getting longer and the nights are getting darker
Finally a new window of love finally a person who wants to know how your day went and if you are. Finally the one true thing that has been missing and bang just like that the person who you thought was going to be your one and everything doesn't even want to speak to you or even know you exsist .
Just like that you don't mean anything to them......just like that someone else has their attention and there love that was meant for you......no it wasn't meant for you at all you was just a red light for that person now the light is green and they went go and now your empty with memories of what if.......stop trusting everyone that says good morning to you with a smile.
When you finally find happiness you start to question it.
The older you get the harder it is to love new again.
Today I'm grateful to see who's really there for you
Wasn't build to make you smile and I'm sorry about that.💔
At least we enter the year together but not in the best situation but God is good.
So many new challenge this year but try my best to not break down and be strong . So many blessings this year good and bad but everything is beautiful and is going to get ever better with GOD's power to a better and healthier 2018 for everyone
Around this time I tend to find someone new to bring into the next year
So bless to still have my family in one peace tonight after everything that has happen this year. Is still a long journey but I'm blessed 💙
The way danced with a smile on her face no one knew or felt her pain inside. They didn't see her cry for help or how much she craved to be loved . They just saw her move her sexy hips and her hair move from side to side. No one ever try to figure out her needs they just cared that she full filed their needs by the way she dances. 💃
I see your pain
I see your worth
I see your motivation
I see your passion
I see your views of love
All I could do is remind you about your worth and what I see. Not here to sell myself to you but to offer my views about you.
She doesn't notice the impact she could have on someone. She keeps blaming herself for not being happy. Little does she knows she glazed with happiness
She's waiting for the train the train with hope and promises for a new beginning.
The train she's waiting for is not what she wants but needs.
The train disappointed her again because it didn't stop at the station.
She writes about the love that she wants.
She writes about the lust that she desires.
She writes about things she wants to experience.
She just doesn't see she pushes everyone away from giving that to her.
She doesn't know how valuable she could be.
She's stuck in the box of her pain from yesterday.
If only she lets someone to finally guide her.
Someone who isn't her regular.
She will be fine one day when she does.
I'm blamin' myself cause in my wealth was where her pain would haven
One year ago today and one year from now all I know it won't be the same story.
A woman with soul as deep as the ocean is always worth the exploration.
Knowing she has deapth of ideas and creativity is always worth the exploration.
Knowing her PAIN & JOY is always worth the exploration.
Knowing you will never touch the bottom of her ocean is worth knowing the exploration of learning about her will ever end .
What I would give to be healthy again 😔 people don't appreciate knowing that there health doesn't get in the way of doing something amazing.
I tried to love again
I tried to listen again
I tried to bring down my walls
But every time I try to let someone in, I just get filled with disappoinment. That train never seems to be late.
I wonder if I should just give up on finding love at 31. All these questions I can't get a answer for.
So keeping the hope a live