|In this world of betrayals, searching for that forever kind of person..!!|
Hey diary good morning..
The past two days were very tiring as I was working for the specially abled children's program and it went very well.. they were all so happy and it made me feel so glad and satisfied with that smile on their faces.. Yah missing mom and dad.. as you know I am terrible in cooking half of the time I am starving myself so miss mom the most then.. Anyways met an old school friend in the event and it was awesome school memories flashed upon and I wished I could be a child once again..
Yes I was frustrated for the past couple of days coz they have again found a guy and want me to get married, but of course I am not doing that.. but it creates a mess in the head and you g...
I tried leaving this app but it's not just an app it's just like my diary..
So he came.. yes all the way from Delhi just for me. Why?? Because he didn't want to loose me and no matter how many times I deny I can be angry at him but ultimately can't live without him.. yes I was upset but still loved him the most and I know nobody can occupy this space in my heart other than him.. He has barred me for more than two and half years now where we had fought like hell and loved like heaven.. he taught we how to trust, he taught me how to never give up on something you want for the rest of your life.
I was nostalgic the moment I met him after months.. but felt as if he was never away. He held my ha...
Hey everyone on this app..
It has been a great experience since I joined it and I met many people who gave me a lot to remember and a lot to learn. It was a great journey, many ups and downs but altogether it was awesome.
Today I am finally leaving you guys coz I won't write anymore. I am leaving in search of new journey and experiences.
Thank you everyone you all were great.
Love you all.
It's been 18 month today and I don't know how I would have survived without you.. You were looking cute as always and the way you look at me makes me feel on the top of the world..
His grandmom is in the hospital, I went to see her unaware that his mom too was there, bit nervous for a second when he introduced both of us but she is friendly I liked her. I don't know what's her opinion about me, she liked me or not.. spent sometime later with him, I hope everything goes well..
Thank you so much by making this day memorable for me with your presence, I didn't expect that you will come and sorry dat you lost your rabbit..!! I hope you like the gift..!!
Its your birthday today and you are not here, missing you has became a constant part of my life..Happy birthday..!! See you soon..!!
Mene na koi ehsan Kia
Bas tera tere nam Kia
Tha ye us khuda ka maqsad
Mene to bas anjam dia,
Chor Jana tujhe uske pas
Ye bhi uski Ka irada tha
Khus rhenge sabhi mere na hone se
Ye bhi usi Ka wada tha,
Ab chal pade the akele kahin
Na koi dost na hi Sathi tha,
Phir dekha har taraf to samajh Aya
Kai or logon ko hasaana abhi Baki tha.
Zaroorat thi to wo aa gaye,
magar ab sawal ye hai ki kiski zaroorat pe wo aye the..!!
Some people are like leaves
They will be with you only in the spring
As soon as the autumn arrives
They will detach and fall..!!
Apni tanhai me unhe sath Mila or
Sath dene wale ko tanhai,
Kon kehta hai sirf ishq bewafa hai
Sachi ho to dosti me bhi log de jate hai ruswayi..!!
Why people are called an ex when they are no more a part of your life??
They are an example of what not to choose the next you find someone..
They are the perfect example of your mistakes not to be committed again..
They are lessons we have learnt..
After suffering with the wounds he gave
She still went for another scar
But She forgot that blood was never the symbol of love
All it defined was just war..!!
A war between bodies, emotions and pride
But what's that beneath your skin
That you hide??
And finally when I tried to bleed my pain I realised that the ink had gone dry long back..!!
And then she cried
for the last time in his arms.....
Happiness is receiving an unexpected letter from a long lost penpal..😊😊
Everybody is with you in your ups
And none in the downs
This is the simple story of
The Paper Towns..
I forgive those people who ask me to leave with a smile and without holding any grudges but those people whose actions say so, I don't even give a next thought to them coz they are not even worth my hatred and a single second of my time.. All I have for them is ..
Just a wish,
For sometime this distance doesn't exist between us,
For sometime everything gets back to where no ego existed.
For sometime the love was pure and eternal again
For sometime you again hold my hands and make me believe in love
For sometime you looked in my eyes again and find the truth once more
For sometime you and me could be back to we
So that I can die happily..!!
Ever felt like a shooting star?
Fulfill others wishes and die...!!
Maafi mangna or maaf kar dena to sab kehne ki baatein hoti hai,
Dil pe lage jakhm kaha kabhi bharte hai..
We are sent to someone's life for a purpose..
My purpose is fulfilled, so time to leave..
Just wish everyone remain happy..
To the one who is one of the most important people in my life.
To the one whom I can call my 3 am friend.
To the one whom I can be myself.
To the one whom I have never met.
To the one whom I have never touch.
To the one whom I have only felt.
To the one who is very precious for me.
To the one whom I never want to loose.
To the one whom I want to see happy always and forever.
To the one from which I want to snatch all the troubles.
To the one whom I want to give my breath.
To the one who is more than love to me.
To the girl, desire to burn..
When people have guts to fight, argue and insult,
They should have guts to apologize too, or else live their entire life in guilt..!!
Bare my soul before it conceal
Treat my scars before they heal
All the pain behind this smile
You won't have an idea for a while
For what my heart has suffered and yet it beats
Waiting for the day when the sun and the moon meets
A constant battle between my heart and my mind
It seems forming a loop whose end I cannot find
To let everything go or hold on for sometime
Accept this night or wait for the sun to shine
I won't cry for it was you who had lied
Till the sun gets cold to stand by my side
I won't forgive you for leaving me alone
Entangled in this world when you are far gone
Ask me the truth one more time before I lie
Please give me the reason to live before I die..
I want to live that winter once again where
Your smile was enough to make me calm
Your hug was enough to make me warm,
Your eyes were enough to lit that fire
Your touch was enough to build the desire,
Your tongue was enough to quench my thirst
Your love was enough for my tears to burst,
Your odour was enough for my senses to loose
The composure and sanity and make me choose,
Your love and only you that wink
This winter it's all that I could think.