To the boy I love ,
I'm well aware of the differences we have , and the similarities we share.
I'm aware that we are more different than similar. That I'm your friend and you're just not that for me.
I know you have seen me as crazy , stupid , loud tomboy
And I know that you think , you can always get your way with me . It's true. Just that you don't know how far , and I know there isn't any limit yet.
I don't expect you to love me back , I know thats difficult
I do hope , someday maybe , you might have something for me
Not Love necessarily. Like , affection , care anything.
You might not be totally effecting my decisions , but you are always in mind when I take one.
Validation in your ...
All 6 of them sat around the table when they heard someone banging loudly, on the front door. For a second everyone froze. Could it be?...."
Is it possible , that the one friend they left behind , is back after so many years in search of them.
They all have met together after 7 years , for the first time after that incident occurred. A heartbreaking and dangerous accident , which lead to the death of one of their close friend. An incident which changed a group of 7 to 6.
The time seem to be the same , as it was 7 years back , the cold weather , everyone going for a holiday into the mountains and enjoying the chilly winds.
Difference was just that the chilly winds now , were c...
From being mysterious, and unable to read
To being the easiest one to read and understand
That one person changed everything.
Fear is scary but important for us to grow
People say - Face your fear , but what they forget is unwantingly , unknowningly , we do live with our fears everyday.
They may not come face to face but somewhere down there we are dealing with them
We just need to take our steps right , before our fear ungulfs us.
Because a fearful life could be a tortured and suffocated life ,
And fearless life , opens doors to new opportunity and a strong life.
There is nothing like good or bad emotion
Or right or wrong emotions. The world does not get to decide that whatever you feel and express is right or wrong.
If you love some , and if you think its right then it is right. Its on you , how you percieve them
If you feel weak , then maybe you have gone through events which have caused this feeling. Its not wrong. Weakness isn't wrong or bad or it doesn't make you less worthy.
Everyone experiences their part of emotions as and when their life takes turns.
Few more than others
Few less than others
And it's okay .
You are not entitled to answer anyone for what you are going through and why are you feeling certain emotion .
The way w...
Trying so hard to hide everything from you
Hiding how much you affect me
Hiding my emotions toward you
Hiding how jealous I am when you meet someone else , assuming them to be someone better
Hiding how scared I am with the slightest thought of you not being there
How chills run down my spine , with the slightest touch of you
How my expressions , my face , my eyes are a clear way through my soul , my feelings towards you.
How your words hurt more than they should
How your appreciation lights up my day and disapproval make the whole day a little more hard to go through
How your one statement spins around in my head , until the second one pops
Hiding how hard I'm trying here
I don't know...
The Last Time :
1. Last person who made me smile was my friend , whom i was talking to after a really long time and it felt good.
2. Last person I said I Love You to is actually no one . It's being a long time since these words have been expressed by me .
3. Last time you cried - Can't remember.
4. Last time you apologized - a few weeks earlier i have apologised to someone who i may have hurt with words.
5. Last time you said Thank You - This very morning , where a friend helped me feel good and it gave me a relief.
6. Last time you talked to your parents - I did just before going to bed.
7. Last fight with your significant other or best friend - an arguement with bestfriend last night ....
Being in Love with someone and wanting to spend life with them are two different things.
You may really love the person more than anyone in your life, you feel the need to be with them , spend time , share memories and just enjoy their presence yet you may not want to spend your life with them. The little things maybe the reason you don't wanna spend you life with them , no matter how crazy you are in love with them and how badly you want to be the one in their life.
Sometimes it's about comaptibility , but the other times it just is as it is.
The perfect life for me would be where i am still learning , experiencing and enjoying the events of Life. Filled with hardworks and achieving sometging for myself .
An average day - where I am still dealing with situations and figuring out ,solving problems. But at the end of the day , I am at peace with whatever the day had for me and satisfied with it. My day ending with an amazing night view and calmness of moon bringing peace finally.
We don't need someone to take care of us ,
But to see if someone is concerned that we do take care of ourself or not.
"They sat together on the couch, watching a movie. His heart was beating fast. When should he tell her? It's never a good time....."
He thought. It's never a good time to have a serious talk and to confront someone.
Someone who has been there since the beginning and if given chance will remain till the end.
Its never a good time to break someones heart , and pull them back into reality. Breaking the safest bubble they are in , just so that all the disappointment and depression hits them on face. But he had to get over with this ,
So he took the remote from her hand , paused the movie for a bit and turned her towards him .
Looked straight into the eye , and finally said her the n...
I have grown to be someone i don't really recognise.
All the mannerism and the behaviour i have learned are from you
The way you talk , you behave and you think is what happens with me now.
Even the way you handle your problems , hide that you are hurt and avoid conflicts .
Its like now, every part of me has a little of you mixed in it. And those manners and behaviour have become permanent , even if tried to change it wouldn't be possible.
And the twist is , you don't even know , you don't know how much i reflect you , than myself these days.
You don't know your ideas have turned to my ideas.
Your ability to avoid is giving me strength somewhere to keep it all together.
And your think...
As she walked through the door the path was filled with petals of Rose , which reminded her of how beautiful and amazing she was. And how gentle and kind was her partner just like the Roses around her.
As she reached the garden area , she saw Lights all over the area , shining all bright and smiling at her. Twinkling in her eyes like the hope of a better tomorrow and brightening her future just as her night was.
And between these roses and lights she found him finally ,
Sitting at a distance with Guitar in his hand and playing their song.
The song which made them remind of each other and which was their favourite humming song. Guitar which she had gifted him realising his love for songs ...
If given choice , what would you choose ?
Something you want and deeply crave for
Something that's right for you but may hurt you a little ?
Your essence is real when you are unchanged ! When people change you, it's never you again ! That essence is gone !
Don't let something so amazing fade because of someone who can't appreciate it.
Today , as i was sitting in the corner and just wondering about the incidents happening I noticed my pair of shoes which reside next to each other.
This got me thinking that a pair of shoes are more considerate than any other relation in today's time.
The are always beside each other , they never leave alone the other .
There is no one in front of or behind . They take turns one by one.
We can never pair them up with anything else , because no matter what they return to the place they are meant to be.
Even if one is not in good condition the other agrees with the decision with it of either walking together or staying back.
And when the time comes they retire together , even if one is perf...
His story was like a Knife which had different views and people around.
One where it was seen safe to handle and maintain without any harm
The other where the side was blunt , blunt enough to make sure it doesn't hurt at one go but too much pressure could harm enough.
And the last , where the side was sharp , sharp enough to give you a deep cut and capable of making you bleed , until you coat your cut with words of reassurance .
Reassurance where you think its gonna be fine. Its going to be okay , It will heal eventually.
Use my pain against me, have your fun. I'm broken down with nothing left to lose. She fell down on the floor and looked up to her mother when....
Her mother took few steps towards her and sat beside her. Wiped her daughter's tears and gave her the hug which meant everything will be fine , everythings gonna be okay. Because she knew that if her daughter isn't held tonight , she will shatter into pieces and no one will ever be able to put them back together. She knew the pain her daughter was going through , losing important people of her life one after another .
She understood her pain as she has been there before .
That night the mother let the daughter sleep on her lap and sung her , the ...
We are so much engrossed in the idea of - if you can change them , you are the one for them that we sometimes forget that not every bad habit has to be changed.
Not everything has to be for the better , for the best. Some things , few habits , many among us carry their beauty in their flaws and not in their perfection.
We are so much into this concept , that when we are not able to change their habits we doubt ourselves , our capability and our importance and presence in their life .
Just because we can't change them , their views, does not mean we can't be the change in their Life. We become a part of Life where comes a new light of hope and sunlight , with the presence of Darkness and self...
Being in love with someone who doesn't love you back is kind of hard . It crushes you at every step.
I would choose someone whom i am happy with and who loves me for the rest of my life .
I think everyone deserves this kind of happiness more than that kind of hurt.
A part of me knows that we will never be together
But still , the other part always hopes that I am wrong.
The rain hid her tears as she stood there, waiting for the last train home. When suddenly someone walked up to her..."
Someone who was embracing rain and at the same time teaching her to embrace as well.
Someone who was able to identify her tears even during heavy rainfall , and wiped them away.
Someone who showed her the rainbow after the rain and became one for her.
That's when she realised, those tears are the end of a chapter long gone and beginning of a new hope.
Pain of any kind is unbearable and bad. There is no better pain one suffers with.
But if I were to take away someones pain , I would choose yhe person dealing with heartbreak. Heartbreak is something that damages our soul more than our body. It has the capability to destroy your innocence, your soul, your body and You.
And I think not everyone considers heartbreak to be a major cause of hurt because its all emotional damage.
Its been numb for so while that all the feelings have vanished
All the sentiments and emotions have disappeared , like they were never there before
As if they have forgotten their way back to soul
Everything happening around , its hurtful
But why ain't it hurting anymore
Heart has been crying since I can't even remember
Yet there are no tears flowing out from the eyes
Emotions are so overwhelming
And still I can't seem to scream out loud
Is it really the strength of mine
Or is this another weakness I have found where I can't deal with emotions anymore.
You are doing just fine.
Everything you are going through or have been through is just a process of making you strong.
It's gonna be tough. Impossible sometimes. You would want to run away from it. But maybe if you take one more step , you might achieve what you are struggling for.
I wouldn't ask you to be strong through this tough time
Because thats not an option you get to choose . I understand.
But I would surely wanna say have faith in yourself. Have hope. It may not get better anytime soon , but it will surely make you a better person for the life coming your way.
Let out all your emotions. Scream hard , Cry harder. Do not supress your emotions and feelings.
You are not ...
If you wanna give someone something give them Hope
It will shine in their eyes
And smile on their lips
Even glow through their skin
And you'll see the person actually living the life instead of surviving in it.
They say don't give your first-everything to someone who can't give you back
But am I just giving you to get back ? Well , no. I am giving you everything because i want to and i feel for you. Not because i expect anything in return from you. Because i think thats the beauty of my feelings ! I dont really have to depend on yours for reaction and approvement.
Even if i have someone else in my life , I would give my 100% to him too ! Because he deserves it and that would be even stronger than ever .
Holes and empty spaces in hearts just get created ! It does not rely on your feelings !
Feelings never get wasted on anyone ! The more we allow our feeling to flow the more we feel !
It is important to make people realise as to how they make you feel.
Feelings are the most common mis-interpreted things in ones life .
"Every day seemed longer than the day before. Yet time was slipping away as she sat there, waiting...."
Waiting for the day when she could face her demons ,
Solve her own past and deal with her fears
Waiting for time to heal , what was broken in her long time ago
Hoping to heal as soon as the time that passed
And be fearless and strong as she once was .