|Don't run through life so fast that you forget where you are and where you have been|
It sucks when all you want is to be able to be heard without words and the world is so chaotic even words fails to express..
How lonely everyone is getting in this world, not able to understand anyone and not able to be understood. Its the agony which I thought would get easier as the time passes but alas it keeps getting difficult
There is nothing I want more than
the strength to face all the adversities of life ,
the calmness inside my mind even when everything gets chaotic,
the ability to let go and have the patience,
the act of forgiveness for the ones who did wrong,
the feeling of giving love expecting nothing in return,
the effort of trying again when I fall,
the way of smiling when it seems tough,
the power to stand against the wrong,
the awesomeness to spread positivity around
( to use words : jeans , megaphone , pictures )
Innocence was crushed , jeans torn .
She was put in bad picture all her life, he walked away freely
Society couldn’t her cries even by megaphone as they got no soul !!
Somewhere in the universe millions of years from now :
Teaching history of planet earth :
Earth use to be home to human and other species. Covered with beautiful lakes and mountains.It was indeed a masterpiece.
Then humans explored in field of technology, got more smart.
But alas could not stop the environment from being toxic.. Polluted the environment, used resources and forgot to return back to mother nature. It leads to destruction of humankind
Moral of story : as you sow, you shall reap.
Expecting life to be easy with you when you have faced lot of hurdle is like expecting your video game's next level to be simple 😜
Don't let life's challenges demotivate you, rather take it as an opportunity to grow you 😊
Part of me!!
Part of me always misses you and nothing feels complete,
Part of me is a survivor who still lives in the moment.
Part of me gets sad when it smiles without you,
Part of me reminds me that you were the one who asked me to go.
Part of me keeps on thinking what you must be doing,
Part of me assures me you must be happy wherever you go.
Part of me wants to tell you how much alone it gets without you,
Port of me know you don't need me anymore.
Part of me tells me that everything is still the same,
Part of me know the bitter truth that everything is lost.
Part of me crave and suffers,
Part of me searches for you but you are nowhere.
O darling just because you have been through a lot won't make it any easy,
Life is like a game with every level, be ready to have the challenge up!!
I just want to go someplace where I cannot be found ,
may be then I would be able to find those missing parts of me
Don't give me a rose sweetheart to express your love,
Let's grow the plant together to celebrate our relation.
It's strange how time drifts u apart ,
How meeting everyday is changed to showing up once in a year now ..
How chatting at Street side cafe seems to b luxury ,
It's been a while ago that we took together some journey ..
I know I do lot of bla bla and it makes us believe that everything is the same ,
But I do believe sitting near ocean and hearing u would b the best thing so gained.
I don't imagine holding hands with u and watching sunset together,
To be honest ,I don't know if it's because every moment with you is magical
Or if the feeling of love for u is just an illusion...
It's strange how time drifts u apart ..
Now heart is broken , everything fallen apart..
All I know is this rela...
You came closer and made me feel love ,
Being wrapped in your arms was the best thing ever happened to me ..
You went away and made me feel pain,
Thanks these emotions let's me feel alive ...
Autumn you are so wonderful ....
Falling leaves from the tree reminds me of the fact nothing is permanent and beauty of existence lies in the very fact that something goes to pave the path for something new..
Me and my coffee
I am sitting in my office with cup of coffee,
To get that small little break from all that rush...
I am sitting in cafe with cup of coffee,
And having that never ending conversation..
I am sitting at my desk with cup of coffee,
Trying to fight my sleep..
I am sitting in my balcony with cup of coffee,
Remembering all the times that happened...
Thanks dear coffee for always being their :)
Yu meri har baat pe Jo uska jikar hota tha ,
Aur in najro se sirf uska sajda hota tha. ..
Aaj aankhein band kar k bhi Jo deedar hota h. ,
Kya kahun bas Jana pehchana hain wo ye ilm hota h. ..
Wo toh yu dekh k mujhe andekha karte h ,
Jaise ek raat ka nasha tha Jo utar gya h ...
Kitni ajeeb hoti h ye pyar ki adhuri kahaniya,
Use hi bhoolna hita hain dil jise sabse jyada yaad krta h...
ये ख्वाहिशें पूरी होगी या नहीं किसको पता है ,
पर नाकामी से डर के कोशिश ही ना करो इसमें क्या मजा है।
मरना आसान है और जीना मुश्किल ये बाद में समझ आया बहुत ,पर ये दिल कब आसान रास्तों पे चला है।
Chase your dreams , no matter how impossible it seems. It makes life worth living :)
चलो अब हौसले की पतवार थाम ली जाये ,
डर के कहाँ कोई मंजिल पार होती हैं।।
You can't reach anywhere if you are scared . Have the courage , follow your heart .
Love vs Hate
Both love and hate are very strong emotions..
Love is a feeling which gives you immense strength and makes you a better person for sure .
Contrary to it , hate damages your soul.
Love will bring happiness and hate will bring anger and weakness.
You can't force anyone to love you but you can surely chose not to waste you energy in hating someone ..Life is too small to waste in hatred , just go where you feel loved and let the life blossom like never before ...
वो आकर मेरी कब्र पे वादा कर के गए दूसरे जनम में साथ निभाने का ,
मुझे याद आ गया उसका एक उम्र पहले मुझे तनहा छोड़ जाना ।।
How easily we let go of people and then realise it when it's too late..give value to relationships ,life is worth living with loved ones :)
दर्द भी चुप कर के कोने में रहता है ,
जबसे उसके हर वार पे मुस्कुराना सीख लिया ।।
वो कम्भख्त बर्बाद करने की ख्वाहिश में आया था ,
मैंने उसे ही ख़ुशी से गले लगा लिया ।।
Keep smiling even in the pain .it might not solve any problem but will surely give you the strength
Everytime she put her heart and soul,she was betrayed and hurt like never before ,
She was pushed towards the thunderstorm ...
She gathered the strength and trusted again ,
And loved like crazy as being mad was her trait ..
To all the boys she loved ,
She got love but more than that a stronger lesson to learn
She cried her heart out but always knew when to walk away as living is all she knows...
She sits silently and watch the sky ,
She wishes good for all and feels glad that she always tried ..
They can hurt her , break her but never keep her in the cage..
She is a bird who always find the way to fly ..
ये उसकी मोहब्बत का ही कमाल हैं ,
आज मुझे खुद से और भी प्यार हैं ।।
Receiving love has the power to make you a better person .it gives you immense strength.. :)
Hey you ,
YES you ,girl in the mirror .So Lettrs has given this beautiful idea of appreciating own qualities.. first of all let me tell you I love you so much ...
I love your understanding. the way you spend time with me and understand me when everybody fails to do so..
I love your strength of survival .how you cry at the night but always ready to face the world tomorrow.
I love your ability to love ..people hurt you ,broke your trust .but you never stopped believing in others.
I love your love for life ...you are always cheerful and look forward to enjoy life to the fullest ..
I love your confidence.
I love it that you are always able to take the difficult decisions no matter how much it...
She compromised at every step and kept the family together .She suffered all the pain given to her in patriarchal society .. But when it was time for her daughter .She became rock solid and started fighting for rights...
Love you maa :) never thought this papa ki pari ( father's daughter )will find a perfect friend in you.
Thanks for always listening to me. Thanks for always supporting me :)
उसके नन्हे हाथों में किताबो की जगह बेलन दिखाई देता हैं..
न जाने क्यों फूलों की डोली उसके सपनो की अर्थी नज़र आती हैं ।।
Yu toh bediya bht thi pairo mein ,
Azaad parinda( Mann ) lekin hmesha udta hua Hi mila...
Na Jane kitni baar katal kiya gya uska ,
Fir bhi uski muskurahat dekh ke jag hairan hi raha.
( U can read my other poems at azaadmann.blogspot.in )
Happiness is using Lettrs app after two years :)
Missed you :-*
Feels so good to read letters written by me at that time .. I was feeling little dishearten these days and reading those motivating words by me gave me all the strength needed by me at this moment :)
I get angry with people even if they create little disturbance in my life, in my freedom, my decisions .
And then you changed my whole plan, broke my heart, gave me sleepless nights and endless tears .
I know you cheated on my but my heart only wishes good for your future .
I think this is called growing up where I don't expect any fairy tale rather try to understand your situation .
How boring it would be to see only one color even though if it's your favorite color ??
Same way life is filled with different colors of happiness, sadness, anger , pain , struggle, love .. It's the perfect set of these emotions which makes our life unpredictable and adventurous ...
keep enjoying different shades of life .. color everyone around you and enjoy this festival. happy holi :)
Bye Bye 2014 . You really proved awesome to me both on personal and professional front. With you , I gained my lost confidence and positivity :)
Though I made many mistakes but eventually I have learned to deal with the situations.
Not keeping any resolution because I did not wait for you to end but continued to set goals and work on it.
I remember when you were arriving I had tears in my eyes because of the loneliness. I was feeling lost and had no expectation from you . But you proved me wrong :)
I will bid you farewell tonight and welcome 2015 with smile on my face ..As , You made me learn things may seem impossible but if you have strong desire , anything can be attained. ..