|..And we'll hate what we've lost but we'll love what we find.|
I don’t like you here.
You can’t see us here.
Take off your shell.
Because I’ve always been this naked.
“Every time you give in, how do you feel?”
It feels like I’m adding another notch to my belt of regrets and...sins I may believe in.
And the before, is like my life screaming I’ll never have another chance, and hearing everyone proclaiming it’s short.
And then.. I feel my belt tightening.
We’re so far from where we once were. I still see us.. in that time.. I still remember us that way. And even though it’s the past and we’ve moved on, I’ll always hold us in my heart. To breath, and to keep safe. For our love is imprinted in my time, my life, always.
You can’t expect to be ‘you’ and them to be perfect for you. You can only get close enough. So your finger tips graze each other through life... and with the right person you’ll know you’d never reach out and feel nothing.
Tonight is black,beautiful, and round on the edges.
Tonight is where anticipation is from.
Tonight is the lights speckled like paint across your eyes.
Tonight makes the wind blow past your ears whispering the city’s secrets.
Tonight is the earth sleeping and our heads rising and falling with every breath it takes.
I’ll see you, tonight.
Our shades don’t match up. The colors never align in the places they’re meant to. You’re suppose to be the piece that completes the puzzle, but instead all I have is dead ends and missing spaces..
No. I don’t want to feel this.
I don’t want to feel anything.
My ears cannot hear your words.
It’s all sliding down my arms and dripping off my finger tips..
My pain is not a feeling... it’s you.
Why couldn’t you ease me into it... why’d I have to find out this way.. that you.. you’ve found another love.
When it’s fake I’ll break it.
And when it’s real...I let it sink.
Maybe I have it...
But Im never sure..
I never hold on to it long enough to change my mind..
I want to kiss you.
I want to kiss you so bad, and make the pain I caused disappear.
But I can’t...
I can’t because the pain needs to be.
And if I did..
The pain would stay.... with you and with me.
Being in a broken place means you’ll need to get cut a few times until you’re free..
I’m am tissue paper... made to make my gifts look pretty.
But I tear so easily... and I rip apart and am discarded after you see everything...
With every step I take. I’m taking one step away from you.
Do you think I feel sorry?
...forgive me. Let’s twist the knife til we stop breathing.
Keeping this going is like gasping for air... I keep sinking. And every now and then you save me and give me air... just to have me grabbing for you the next..
This distance between us is filled by our silence. It makes a lonely bridge from one heart to another. When we choose to finally walk across it, will be when we’ll know... we’ll know if that’s where we belong.
I needed you .
I needed you last night.
When my body couldn’t hold in its water.
When it excreted from my eyes so rapidly in the shower.
I needed you when I couldn’t tell the difference between the water hitting my face and the tears streaming across my lips.
I needed you..
I wish I didn’t come with all this baggage, this weight.
You’re trying to help carry it... and I don’t know if I should watch you struggle anymore.
Thinking about what we could’ve done differently.. what would of happened if we had chosen this.. is a bitter end. It’s like looking at tickets for a boat that’s set sail yesterday..
It sure was nice to fall asleep.... thinking of you
I don’t know what I’m suppose to do haunted by the ghost of you...
I’ll carve your name...
I’ll carve your name into my neck, so if ever a time I look your way the pain will stop me..
I was your sun.
Burned for you.
Brought light to your days.
Kept you warm.
Looked over you.
And I'll slowly die for you, for years.
I was your sun.
Why must you hide in this fog...You're there in the distance.. I can barely see you...
and you won't see me.
all I want is your truth.
Every love, true loves , will leave a song in your heart, and the lyrics will sound similar but they hold such a different meaning. And you love... you're an album..one I'll play forever.
And even when we think we've found it, it seems we're always looking for that one feeling again.. always searching to get it back.
What am I going to do? Oh this feeling... it's awful. My hearts dropped to the pit of my stomach.. ...am I doing the right thing? Why does this hurt ME so much when I'm the one killing him...? How did I become such a monster .. how.. oh universe, ... my god... run your fingers through my hair as I lay my head on your lap and weep..