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..And we'll hate what we've lost but we'll love what we find.
March 29, 2019
Houston, United States

Stop crying. Breath. You didn’t fail yourself, you failed the self you thought you should be.

POOJA WAHANE SUBMISSION
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March 16, 2019
Houston, United States

Many a time, I’ve typed on here in rush... with tears streaming down my cheeks from the pressure built up of incredible sadness. And I let it pour out onto here like an antidote to release me... I re-read my words to myself. Like looking at blood to see how much has come out of you. To confirm just how bad it is. I don’t believe I’ve never been quite so low, it’s hard to strive for the light. Oh,but I try.. I climb and climb to get back out . But I slip and dangle there on the way...it never seems possible. My stomach, it twirls with my fears, it aches in the pit of it. And I think. How could I possibly get out and be the same...

DARK NIGHT
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March 14, 2019
Houston, United States

Oh, what can I do?
Life is beautiful,
But you don't have a clue..

POKA DOT PORTRAIT
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March 8, 2019
Houston, United States

Nothing feels like home. I’m a thousand miles away...

CHIRAYU
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March 7, 2019
Houston, United States

Now I am quietly waiting for
the catastrophe of my personality
to seem beautiful again,
and interesting, and modern.

The country is grey and
brown and white in trees,
snows and skies of laughter
always diminishing, less funny
not just darker, not just grey.

It may be the coldest day of
the year, what does he think of
that? I mean, what do I? And if I do,
perhaps I am myself again.

-Frank O'Hara, Meditations in an Emergency

LIGHT LETTRS LOGO
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March 1, 2019
Houston, United States

               

                My heart is lost.

DARK NIGHT
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January 19, 2019
Houston, United States

I don’t like you here.
You can’t see us here.
Take off your shell.
Because I’ve always been this naked.

LIGHT LETTRS LOGO
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January 12, 2019
Houston, United States

“Every time you give in, how do you feel?”

It feels like I’m adding another notch to my belt of regrets and...sins I may believe in.

And the before, is like my life screaming I’ll never have another chance, and hearing everyone proclaiming  it’s short.

And then.. I feel my belt tightening.

SEE IT SHARP
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December 10, 2018
Houston, United States

We’re so far from where we once were. I still see us.. in that time.. I still remember us that way. And even though it’s the past and we’ve moved on, I’ll always hold us in my heart. To breath, and to keep safe. For our love is imprinted in my time, my life, always.

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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November 21, 2018
Houston, United States

You can’t expect to be ‘you’ and them to be perfect for you. You can only get close enough. So your finger tips graze each other through life... and with the right person you’ll know you’d never reach out and feel nothing.

STRIPE ME A LOGO
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November 8, 2018
Houston, United States

                     Tonight

Tonight is black,beautiful, and round on the edges.
Tonight is where anticipation is from.
Tonight is the lights speckled like paint across your eyes.
Tonight makes the wind blow past your ears whispering the city’s secrets.
Tonight is the earth sleeping and our heads rising and falling with every breath it takes.

I’ll see you, tonight.

DARK DEPTHS
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November 8, 2018
Houston, United States

Our shades don’t match up. The colors never align in the places they’re meant to. You’re suppose to be the piece that completes the puzzle, but instead all I have is dead ends and missing spaces..

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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October 13, 2018
Houston, United States

No. I don’t want to feel this.
I don’t want to feel anything.
My ears cannot hear your words.
It’s all sliding down my arms and dripping off my finger tips..

My pain is not a feeling... it’s you.

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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September 12, 2018
Houston, United States

Why couldn’t you ease me into it... why’d I have to find out this way.. that you.. you’ve found another love.

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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August 29, 2018
Houston, United States

When it’s fake I’ll break it.
And when it’s real...I let it sink.

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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August 29, 2018
Houston, United States

Maybe I have it...
But Im never sure..
I never hold on to it long enough to change my mind..

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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August 9, 2018
Houston, United States

How will I let it go...?

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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August 8, 2018
 

I want to kiss you.
I want to kiss you so bad, and make the pain I caused disappear.
But I can’t...
I can’t because the pain needs to be.
And if I did..
The pain would stay.... with you and with me.

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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July 25, 2018
Houston, United States

Being in a broken place means you’ll need to get cut a few times until you’re free..

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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July 4, 2018
Houston, United States

I’m am tissue paper... made to make my gifts look pretty.
But I tear so easily... and I rip apart and am discarded after you see everything...

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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May 16, 2018
Houston, United States

With every step I take. I’m taking one step away from you.

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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May 3, 2018
Houston, United States

Do you think I feel sorry?
...forgive me. Let’s twist the knife til we stop breathing.

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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May 2, 2018
Houston, United States

Keeping this going is like gasping for air... I keep sinking. And every now and then you save me and give me air... just to have me grabbing for you the next..

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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April 19, 2018
 

This distance between us is filled by our silence. It makes a lonely bridge from one heart to another. When we choose to finally walk across it, will be when we’ll know... we’ll know if that’s where we belong.

STRIPE ME A LOGO
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April 18, 2018
Houston, United States

I needed you .
I needed you last night.
When my body couldn’t hold in its water.
When it excreted from my eyes so rapidly in the shower.
I needed you when I couldn’t tell the difference between the water hitting my face and the tears streaming across my lips.
I needed you..

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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March 27, 2018
 

I wish I didn’t come with all this baggage, this weight.
You’re trying to help carry it... and I don’t know if I should watch you struggle  anymore.

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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March 18, 2018
Houston, United States

Thinking about what we could’ve done differently.. what would of happened if we had chosen this.. is a bitter end. It’s like looking at tickets for a boat that’s set sail yesterday..

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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February 26, 2018
Houston, United States

It sure was nice to fall asleep.... thinking of you

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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February 8, 2018
Houston, United States

I don’t know what I’m suppose to do haunted by the ghost of you...

SIMPLE STRIPES
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January 26, 2018
 

I’ll carve your name...
I’ll carve your name into my neck, so if ever a time I look your way the pain will stop me..

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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