sudden burst of anger
sudden gush of love and sympathy
dreaming deaths of family people
sudden urge to cry out loud
what is this?
Not everyone you are surrounded by is permanent.
Do not let these "temporary people" affect you.. not even a second of your precious life.
You know Zen, the best thing about you is that you never leave me alone.
i remember the day 9 May 2017, after the farewell party i was left alone to go home on my own. You realised this and got me on your back seat. That moment is just unforgettable. I couldn't say that i am afraid to go alone. but you heard it somehow.
People come and go but never replace you. You may be angry with me or upset bcz of me but you never wish bad for me. You are just awesome and the best conpanion one can have.
So this semester is about to end. Three quarters of the 2 year long journey is over.
Exams begin tomorrow. I am least anxious.
The beginning of this year was like a n unmatured rose. Which blossomed throughout and is now fully mature. I found life in this year. And I lost anxiety this year. I have little achievements this year. And little sorrow which i forget asap. My birthday my 23rd birthday was the most delightful day i ever had. And i have so many memories for this year. This second half of the year was so light. It did not feel upon me. It passed both steadily and rapidly.
But one most comforting point is that I am enjoying life as much as possible. No stress no tension nothing. Lif...
Hai tujhse judi har khwahish meri
Hai tere liye har sifarish meri
Hai tujhpe ruki har saans meri
Hai tere liye zindagani meri !
Tu jo door ho ik pal ruk jae ye dhadhkan meri
Tu jo ho khafa Chubhti rhe har saans meri
Tu jo ho nasaaz tbiyat ho jae bechain meri
Tu jo ho ghamgeen tadpe badan roye phat ke jigar mera !!
Hai tujhse shuru suhagani raat meri
Hai tujhpe khatm awaara din mera
Hai teri lagi dil ko pyaas mere
Hai tera junoon lab-o-jaan me mere !
Tu hi hasi tu hi sabab-e-sukoon mera
Tu hi dilbar tu hi mazmoon-e-khayal mera
Tu hi teej tu hi eid tu hi karwachauth mera
Tu hi rashifal tu hi taqdeer tu hi hatho ki lakeer mera !!
The most successful people have to suffer a big bang that shakes their world and they change completely.
Get ready if you wanna be successful !
This sinister world has only one single route.
There are days when I just want to lay down on green grass and look at moving clouds, the vastness of the sky and the unending nothingness.
I did not forget you. You are my comfort who can absorb all my pain and sorrow. After the trip we both got someone special. We also got good friends. Somewhere I got busy with my crush and new friends surrounded me. You were lost somewhere. You seemed happy and I felt like you've got new friends too.
Then things changed. You changed.
I never forgot you.
I asked you about your mental wellness. You hid everything from me.
You never told me your true feelings, even what you thought about me. Strange it is! Coz I considered you my everything. I shared every bit with you. Sadly, you never fully emptied yourself. Even upon asking you hid things. I felt like leaving it on you only coz you were no...
The mind feels overburdened.
It is overloaded with trash.
It thinks and overthinks.
It imagines situations.
It loves to fantasize.
It wants to submerge in thoughts of what it wants to happen.
It likes to be hit hard continuously in parietal region.
What a pleasure it is to hit !
It feels like I am relieved of all pain.
I remember nothing.
No worries. No anxiety. No tension of career. Nothing !
I feel sleepy.
I fall asleep.
Deep. Deeper !
Thank You Zen for being with me throughout...whether I deserved it or not !
Dil dukh rha h mera
Har pal har saans me dukhta h
Ankhein band krti hoon
Agli saans me phir dukhta h
Aur ankhein khul jati hain
Ankho me bharipan hai mere
Or dil dukh rha hai....
Saanson me bharipan hai
Ankhein jhuki si hain
Dhadkane mehsoos hoti hain
Dhadkano me dard ki aahat
Or dil bohot...
Dukh rha hai !!
I wished I was ill again so as to lose some weight.
God Blessed Me !
I long for someone who could UNDERSTAND me to the fullest.
Someone who could fix a bit
and leave the rest.
I am not a regular Poet
But You are my Morning Prayer
And Midnight's Dream !
Some days are bad. You want to cry out but it is futile. Better is to fake smile and say I am Ok. The person close to ur heart will hug you and say I know you're not. But the day is still bad.
Having Well educated and Morally upright humans as parents means half the battle of life is won.
Saat janmo ko jati wo pehli tareekh kab ayegi
dariya kinare apni wo jhonpdi kab ban payegi
Aasmaan par taaron ki siyahi se likha apna naam kab hoga
Tere naam ka sindoor meri maang me kab hoga
When your answers are trimmed, grounded and polished, Do you know not I can decipher the raw impulse running from your heart to your mind?
Daddy Daddy Daddy!
You remember how u hugged him
Carried him in ur arms
I was small though
But i remember you Loved him
You brought his favorite sweets
You kept him on top priority
You prayed when he was ill
You prayed whenever he was in need
I was small though
But i remember you Loved him
He is the same Son Daddy!
He's hit hard, very hard
He's broken, he's forgotten path
He's trying but he cannot
He's ill Daddy you get it not
You scold him hard
You torture him on phone
You expect from him a lot
You look inside him not
You are ashamed of him in the society
You Not ashamed of yourself?
You point five on him
You look not within
I was small though Daddy
But i remember you Loved him.....
Honey! I heard you saying, "Leave it to me Darling. Calm your mind. Just wait a little, I'll embrace you within, forever, soon!!
And it relieved me of all of my worries and anxiety and stress.
I saw. The sky opened like venus fly trap and some unseen creatures fell down in abundance.
Jab manzil ho paas to jeene ka maza nhi ata
Jab rasta ho maloom to dhundhne ka maza nhi ata
Jab chhaon ho Har jagah to paon jalne ka maza nhi ata
Jab Khana ho ifraad to bhookhe rehne ka maza nhi ata
Jab dil ho shaad shaad to rone ka maza nhi ata
Jab sab kuch ho behisaab to khone ka maza nhi ata
Jab iraade na ho buland toofan se ladne ka Maza nhi ata
Jab Marham ho dastiyab chot sehne ka maza nhi ata
Jab bemaqsad ho zindagi Aey Dost!
Faqat saans lene me maza nhi ata..