Aaj phir us darr ka kohra chhaya
Aaj phir us avsaad ne mujhe apnaya
Aaj phir chaand ko ghane badal ne ghera
Aaj phir raat ki tanhai me wolf ka deraa
Yes, i am in unrest. I don't want to tell you. I don't want to bother you at this crucial time of yours.
Why is this happening all of a sudden? Why am i unable to concentrate? Why this sudden rise of gloominess? I am afraid that i am afraid of something. What could it be? Why this unknown fear? I feel a slight but sharp headache all through the day. Why this sudden emptiness and lust for solitude?
Ummm Okay! No sleep? Let's write.
It's 3 am. This odd hour brings in the oddest thoughts in my mind. When i was in 10th grade I started thinking of existence. My question was- why do we exist? If something created us why did it do so? If it had such an immense power it could have been happy even without creating the universe. What would have been there if there was no universe and no "Us"?
I asked my 10th grade bestie about our existence. She laughed for ten full minutes. Since then i never unveiled my thoughts.
Life and Death are such great mysteries. You dive in, you keep on sinking only to find that there's no surface to land. There is truth in it. I see uncertainty. If there wa...
Main sab ka dil rakhti hoon
Main bhi ek dil rakhti hoon!!
-unspoken words of a Mother
I want to shout at her. I want to show her the mirror. She hurt me so many times. This time she lost my trust. The tragedy is She doesn't realise this. I want to avoid her but i cannot. I dont want to get involved in silly gossips with her but i can't help. I dont want to walk to home with her but i have to. What excuse will work for long? There are two more semesters left. I cannot endure her. But i have to avoid friction. Its not expected from me. But how to stop myself from venting my anger. The day is not far. I'll soon be villain to her.
Friends are always good. Its good to be social. You get new areas of learning and understand human psych. You learn a lot.
But for extroverted introverts, the tune is different. They sing on a different note. The thirst for personal growth in them is unquenchable. They always want people who can connect with them on a higher intellectual level. They want to grow everyday and feel it every night they go to bed. Every day they want to mark an increase in the scale of learning.
When you have such type of friends who are similar to you in your minds, you need nothing more. With them, you may or may not achieve your financial goals but they definitely make you a good Human Being.
Why do you think so much? Why do you stress yourself with unnecessary thoughts?
If you have the capacity, make it your strength. Do think, deep think and come to a result and Remember it. Why do you observe so much, try to connect the unconnectables and then think something else and miss the previous thought? Why stupid mind? Why? You listen to everyone but you can't store it for long. If asked to repeat, you cannot. You read and understand and read again. When asked to explain, you cannot. You write to prevent forgetting and 'the write' you cannot. While you write, you start good enough but in the middle you lose flow and recollect you cannot. This way y...
...and he pulled her back on track.
She hasn't recovered fully but She is smiling.
She prayed for peace in the world.
Syria and Palestine now dwell in her.
See, how the weather changed course. Some Wolf might be mourning for his forbidden Love..
Samjha tha jisko patthar sa saboot
Aazma k dekha to nikli kanch si nazuk..
Chitak gya us shakhsiyat ka wajood
Faqat choor hoke Bikharna baki hai...
Kuchh baat karni h..
Maine kabhi aap se..
Beta abhi raste me hu room p pohch ke bat krta hu, thik h, ok, bye..
Do not call back, Daddy. I can't talk to you. We never had that father-daughter chat. I do not understand you. You do not understand me. We only know each other.
Whenever I look back at my life history (although it's too short) I cry out loud, daddy. Several questions hover over my head. I want to ask you. I want to tell you. But I can't talk to you because I fear you will never understand. You will defend your ego, as you always do.
Papa ji, I have always valued you more than Ma. Despite your loopholes (ignoring minor ...