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EJ

PO# 617878
India
India
I only have words to give...
May 21, 2017
Noida, India

This letter is to you

The you that's had a rough week. The you that seems to be under constant storm clouds. The you that feels invisible. The you that doesn't know how much longer you can hold on. The you that has lost faith. The you that always blames yourself for everything that goes wrong. To you.

You are incredible. You make this world a little bit more wonderful. You have so much potential and so many things left to do. You have time. Better things are coming your way,so please hang in  there. You can do it.

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ANTHONY CIOFFI
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May 17, 2017
 

...of the nightmares that keep me up at dawn, you are the one I keep hoping to catch a glimpse of...

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DRAWING DAY
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May 12, 2017
Noida, India

...I hope you fall in love with someone who never lets you fall asleep thinking you are unwanted...

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ENJOY QUALITY TIME
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May 8, 2017
Noida, India

...and maybe group pictures are the only place where we can be together...

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KENTUCKY DERBY
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May 4, 2017
Noida, India

...now that I think about it, I realise no one has ever broken my heart. They've broken my expectations...

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MAY PHOTO MONTH
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May 1, 2017
Noida, India

More people need love. You don't need to try to change them. Just give them love and watch them heal and elevate.

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HOPE
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April 30, 2017
Noida, India

Would the memories ever go away?

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HOPE
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April 27, 2017
Noida, India

She is chaos wrapped in smiles.

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HOPE
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April 26, 2017
Noida, India

I got a call at 4 last night. It was you. I couldn't remember the last we had made contact and all I could say to break the silence was a customary hello.
I could see you smiling at the other end, hearing the freckles in my nervous voice. I wondered why. It has been almost a year since our paths had parted. But I heard a cry. Your tears had found a way through the silence that followed.
I did not ask if you were fine. I looked at the clock and realised that you were not. Had she left? Wasn't the new city treating you well?
The details now feel hazy. Was it you who broke the silence with a singular syllable for an apology that lasted for a couple fifteen minute gaps? Or was it the alarm that...

WORLD STATIONERY DAY
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April 22, 2017
 

...I don't know what's more tragic

that I keep looking for you wherever you go

or

that you're never there...

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YOUR VALUE IS UNDENIABLE
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April 20, 2017
Noida, India

...Eternity is
but a veil
fallen upon the fate
of a forever
that does not exist...

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BOB TAYLOR
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April 19, 2017
Noida, India

...I seek YOU
in the middle of the night...

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BOB TAYLOR
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April 18, 2017
Noida, India

...and even the memories that once made me happy, I am scared to live them again...

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BOB TAYLOR
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April 16, 2017
Noida, India

I'm a paradox. I want to be happy, but I think of things that make me sad. I'm lazy, yet I'm ambitious. I don't like myself, but I also love who I am. I say I don't care, but I really do. I crave attention, but reject it when it comes my way. I'm a conflicted contradiction. If I can't figure myself out, there's no way anyone else has.

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HAPPY EASTER
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April 14, 2017
Noida, India

She says she doesn't care, but her eyes tell a different story

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ANGEL OF FAITH
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April 12, 2017
Noida, India

Do you remember the few things that mattered most to you when you were a little child? Like the evenings when your dad promised to take you out but brought chocolates instead because he was late from work? Or that little toy that you refused to let go while your mom would sing you a lullaby and put you into a peaceful slumber? I have traces of these implanted into me but I cannot seem to remember them anymore.

Why then, do I remember every detail about our conversation that, according to you, never happened? I cannot seem to recall the incidents that led to our demise. I might have buried them somewhere, when I tried to let go of you. But every time that song comes up as a topic of discussio...

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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April 11, 2017
Delhi, India

Try to love yourself as much as you want someone else to.

I am trying.

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LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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April 9, 2017
Noida, India

That night, I spilled all my secrets.

With my head on your lap, I never felt lighter with my sorrows out in the open.

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LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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April 7, 2017
Noida, India

To,
Him.

I’ll always encourage the reckless texts confessing your feelings. The kind where you throw your phone after hitting send.

I’ll always encourage the horribly straightforward conversations after 12 when conversations get deep and you can’t always put how you feel into words.

I’ll always encourage you to say the things that make your heart beat fast and your legs shake.

Because i know how alive you feel when you feel something for someone else.

And also because I love you, a lot. I just don't have the courage to confess it to you.

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LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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April 6, 2017
Delhi, India

...and there are afternoons when things are seemingly fine but they are not.

A song plays on loop, somewhere in the back of your tangled train of thoughts, making you wonder about the futility of everything that keeps you alive.

It is catastrophic sometimes to be alone when you don't want to be, and all you have is unfinished poetry for company...

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LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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April 5, 2017
 

...don't wait for a single more moment. Our parents might never ask for anything and just give all their lives for us.

Surprise them, spoil tgem, hug them, ask them about their dreams, and LOVE them.

Because one day you might be able to buy a fleet of cars, but you won't be able to buy time...

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LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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April 4, 2017
Noida, India

Kind of want to be cold hearted and emotionally detached ..

But

Kind of want to find the love of my life and adopt a puppy together...

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LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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April 3, 2017
Noida, India

Maybe it was your laugh
Or your eyes
Or your smile
It could've been your hair
Or your personality
Whatever it was
It made me fall
Pretty damn hard...

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LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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April 2, 2017
 

गहरे ख्यालों, अधूरे ख्वाबों के बगल में ही कहीं दफन
मेरा भी एक किस्सा था।
सबने सुनाये अपने, मैंने जब सुनाना चाहा
पता चला कि वो है नही, जो कभी
मेरा भी एक हिस्सा था।

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LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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April 1, 2017
Noida, India

Everything I love, becomes everything I lose

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LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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March 31, 2017
Noida, India

Be careful before
making memories with me.

I make them last forever...

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LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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March 30, 2017
New Delhi, India

...and then, one day, he taught me how easy it is to fall in love and sometimes, no matter how much you try, it is going to escape through your helplessness. You could blame it on fate or learn to live with the pain but that love would never be as reckless as the one that left you scathing...

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BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
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March 29, 2017
 

I've fallen in love with the little things about you, like the sound of your laughter and the way your smile forms.

Sadly, you are not aware of my unrequited love.

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BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
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March 28, 2017
Noida, India

One of the most toxic thing I've ever done is ignore the bad in someone because I love them..

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BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
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March 28, 2017
 

...and if only
you could see
the way my face
lights up
when your name
appears on my phone...

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BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
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