...and then, one day, he taught me how easy it is to fall in love and sometimes, no matter how much you try, it is going to escape through your helplessness. You could blame it on fate or learn to live with the pain but that love would never be as reckless as the one that left you scathing...
I've fallen in love with the little things about you, like the sound of your laughter and the way your smile forms.
Sadly, you are not aware of my unrequited love.
One of the most toxic thing I've ever done is ignore the bad in someone because I love them..
...and if only
you could see
the way my face
when your name
appears on my phone...
Sometimes, just sometimes, you desire things that you know you cannot have. And that is what makes them all the more desirable.
I push away the people I want the most in my life, and I tell myself that it's because I need to learn to live without attachments. But deep inside, all I want is for someone to resist my efforts at pushing them away and tell me I am worth holding on to, even when I'm acting like a complete idiot.
I did not sleep last night. It has been getting worse and I don't know whom to talk to about it. I'm in a state of mind that I just do not understand yet. Since you left grandpa, I have had trouble getting myself to sleep and when I have, I have had dreams so terrible that I'd rather stay awake.
I do not think it has worked so far, trying to talk to people about it. It has always been about momentary peace and every time I see your name flashing inside my mind, I go back to those fading memories of childhood.
It was only last afternoon that a friend asked me if we ever really let go of people. It is just like we get accustomed to living through it every day of our maddening melancholia, he...
Literally all I want is to fall asleep on someone.
I'm very tired of everything around me and I want to lay my head on someone's stomach and have them run their fingers through my hair and sleep.
"Seriously, were those your own poetry? Do you write?" he asked.
"Yes, when my feelings for you are too intense to share." I thought.
"Yes, when I'm bored." I said.
I don't know what am I more scared of: to see you again or to never see you again.
Time spent in nature
Is time spent realizing
That you don't know it all
And that you never will...
A year ago, I would've dies for certain people
A year later, half of them are dead to me...
Reading your messages
New and old
Makes me fall in love with you
More and more
Too busy is a myth,
people make time for what's important to them.
Until I met you my heart stood still
Like the moon and the sun, their love is true
That's how I feel when I look at you
Passion burning like a wildfire
You are my weakness, my heart's desire
Take my walls down
And leave me bare
With you I have no care
Breathe me in slowly
Take me in
Press your lips against mine
An innocent sin
I'm done dreaming of a better man, waiting for him to take me by the hand
Because what I found is so much more
Dreams became reality when you walked through that door...
You were so brave
And I continued to pray
But then came that day
When the 'angels' took you away...
...and even though it is hard
and I may struggle through it all
You may see me struggle
but you will NEVER see me fall...
"...it is exactly what time does," he said to me, "we come across new people and memories of the old ones get pushed into that lonely garage just across the bedroom, but it stays there only until our next drive down the same old lane of loneliness."
"It is curious how sometimes we need scars that are new to get rid of the pain inflicted upon us by the old ones..." I said
...at certain points in life, it dawns upon you. It knocks upon your door with a gentle sigh, and reminds about how much you have missed out on- how you failed to create the memories that you could have, if only you had paid a little more attention to the people that mattered. And when it does, it is often too late to go back and fix the broken pieces...
...and if you're lucky, if you're the luckiest person on this entire planet, the person you love decides to love you back...
Seems like I am doomed to be unlucky.
...the difference between you and me is that I free my time to talk to you while you talk to me in your free time...
Someone fell in love today. Someone was born today. Someone lived through something that could have killed them. Someone won back the love of their life. Someone made their parents proud. Someone survived. Someone healed. Someone let go.
Seven billion people, and some of us have just had the best day of their lives. Today might have been the worst day of yours, but take solace and celebrate this simple fact: it wasn't your best day today, but it is on its way, because we all get lucky in turn.
If I did anything right, it was when I gave my heart to you.
Unfortunately no one knows of the only right thing I did.
I don't know where I'll be five years from now, but I pray to God it's somewhere with a beautiful view and beside you.