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Beth Simpson

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United States
You can change the world girl...unknown.
March 16, 2017
Grafton, United States

Beauty

Beauty is how she looks at me with all my imperfections

Beauty is how I see her eye glint as she looks in to mine ever so slight.

Beauty is how softly she runs her fingers thru my hair.

Beauty is how she holds me like no one ever has.

Beauty is how her lips touch mine at the exact place they had never been kissed before. To me that is beauty.

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BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
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March 15, 2017
 

Life of I.

Chapter 21

I suppose if I'm gonna do a play by play of my life I had better include some of my experiences with delusional thinking and hallucinating/voices. When I was six I had two make believe friends. Meet Emma and jack. Emma was the proud protective one while jack was the wild risk taker. Emma usually was dressed quite well with her long hair up with not a wrinkle. But jack he looked broken and abused with holes in his jeans and a ball cap. Now these two would fight over me and my attention all the time. Could you imagine how loud that got for a six year old. I didn't understand it was my mind projecting these images I thought they were real. I began cutting the palms of ...

BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
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March 13, 2017
 

Life of I.

Chapter 20

Oh the great wonder of my lips thus do dismiss, I shall say yet today this gorgeous day in yet February. Still I must admit that you dare do share a sudden glare with that snare. How crude how rude I've yet become to have brewed this here friendship. The girl is only just a shimmer in my eye but a glimmer in my heart. She lives like wild horses, coarse,and full of force. But tame in my heart.

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ORIGINAL
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March 14, 2017
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13 reasons why

Why would a dead girl lie?

Now when I see this I think to things one how is the sentence being used? Why would a dead girl lie? Option one. To deceit. What are 13 reasons to deceit.
1. Pregnant
2. Affair or affairs
3. Drug / Alcoholism
4. Other illegal activities.
5. Party groups. BDSM ex
6. Boredom
7. Mental illness
8. Emotional trauma
9. Spousal issues
10. Family issues
11. Money
12. Health
13. Spiritually

Or the other way to look at the word death. To cease.

1. Freak death.
2 cancer
3 heart attack
4 Poisoning
5 shot
6 overdoses
7 system failure
8 car accidents
9 motorcycles
10 virus
11 hit man
12. Unknown causes you just die
13. Murdered. Look at previous ...

ORIGINAL
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March 13, 2017
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Skylark challenge 78

We had planned this vacation for months!! Muggles are only allowed in Diagon Alley during the spring. The tricks and magically trades book store was full of spells for muggles and magical alike. The books were stacked everywhere like book cites. Wedged in so tightly they were touching end by end, side by side and top over top. They all seemed to be strategically trying to cover a 18th century mirror. It look very similar to the one harry saw his parents in. But that couldn't be. Why wouldn't it be at the school?  Maybe I should look into it? I'll look. I moved some books out of the way some took out in mid flight others weeped when moved. I stood right in front of the m...

THE SECRET BOOK
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March 11, 2017
Grafton, United States

Life of I.

Chapter 19

Stop. Wait. No. Go. One two three four. I just have to have it on even numbers for important ideals. Radio tv grocery store items. Did I lock my door? Fuck I better go check. Even if it is six hours later and 3 am. Did I poop today? Fuck again!! I must be constipated better take a laxative I must poop everyday. I feel warm I must have a fever. Shit I didn't get my flu shot that means I obviously have h1n1. Did I really lock my doors? God damn it I'm tired I don't want to go check. I'm freezing. I must be getting sick. Of course I am I've ran outside twice in the past hour to check my fucking doors!!  Did I do the animal count before bed, are they all accounted for? ...

ORIGINAL
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March 11, 2017
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Skylark challenge 77

Destined to wonder the diamond sands as a solivagant he crawled on his belly as his punishment for loving her. Feelings of melancholy over comes him as he continues to crawl like the breast he has become. Murmuring to himself the long lost words of his love, that will never be forgotten.

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LOST
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February 19, 2017
Grafton, United States

Life of I.

Chapter 18

I think I've brought up that I have schizoaffective bipolar type and that I'm on disability for this condition. Schizoaffective disorder symptoms may vary from person to person. People with the condition experience psychotic symptoms, such as hallucinations or delusions, as well as symptoms of a mood disorder — either bipolar type (episodes of mania and sometimes depression) or depressive type (episodes of depression). I experience the manic and depression symptoms usually they correlate with the weather worse in the winter and better in the spring and summer. I have a tendency to go manic in the summer and wreck havoc on my life and sometimes have disassociating ep...

UNDER A MICROSCOPE
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March 3, 2017
Grafton, United States

One cannot be a good friend without the loyalty and trust of dog.

#friendship

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SMILE TODAY
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March 3, 2017
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Dear John:

When I met you almost a year ago I was immediately drawn to your British boldest and wanted to explore that. We slowly stared to talk and I started to "poke the bear" to see if you could be trusted and in the summer you could be. I decided that you could be trusted with something very complicated and delicate and you listened offered suggestions time and time again without judgement. That was the most important thing to me the no judgement. So now after coming into my home for Christmas and me coming there all the time I just want you to know that, there is no one like you, I'm proud of you, and I love you. I also wanted to say I appreciate you for all you do like. Working hard ...

TREE STREET
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March 1, 2017
Grafton, United States

Skylark challenge

Mirror mirror on the wall who's the fairest of the gods? I'm sorry dear chaos but your sister infinite is the fairest of the gods. But dear mirror if she's the fairest who's going to become queen? Oh dear chaos. Parallel will become queen due to her ability to be something identical or similar in essential respects; match. One last question. Yes my master. What is dimension job? Her job is simple to make sure none of you fuck anything up.

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FULL MOON
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March 1, 2017
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There he was lurking with his black beanie leaning against the building, brooding, starring, and smoking that one cigarette. I noticed him right away probably for the fact that he wasn't in the crowd but outside it watching it but not only watching it but me. With all the balls of a bull I strut over there ask if he's got the one thing I know he has a cigarette. I lean in close enough to feel his breath on my neck instantly I'm inthralled, excited and enticed. I wanted him, I knew I'd get him. We ended up at a friends apartment talking throwing flirtatious remarks back and forth till when I got up to leave and he stood tall as a defiant mountain and I couldn't control myself I wrapped myself...

TRY NEW THINGS
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February 25, 2017
Grafton, United States

So friends of lettrs. I'm asking your help of how do I go about getting published. I had a friend tell me that I should try. But I don't know where to start. But I have a feeling you guys would. Let me know.

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Hurray for Hollywood
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February 24, 2017
Grafton, United States

Doodle time

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JUST GROW
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February 24, 2017
 

Harley.

Something bothering you dear mam?
Yeah the fact that you don't give a damn.

I strived and craved sacrificed and sold my soul for you.
You still ignore have no rapport yet we are no more.
I thought I had the power to change rearrange but all I did was get chained and ashamed.
I'm tired joker Harley needs a break, I'm getting a fucking earache listening to you talk about you when I'd rather be eating cake. So shut the fuck up and sit the fuck down boy cuz Harley's up and in charge so recharge those engines and be ready to discharge , by a blonde bombshell known as Harley Quinn and I don't take shit or give no shit. I'm just me. Wanta play?  

Hurray for Hollywood
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February 24, 2017
Grafton, United States

Skylark challenge entry 2

It was a wee cabin, but it was going to be their new "pet" project. It was way out in the open which is what they liked, it was listed as a shelter and not a cabin so buy some grace of god it was cheaper. Inside just like the outside is what every real-estate person will tell ya "she's a fixer upper".  The walls were brick some still in tacked others dust. Probably a health hazard in there walking around. The bedroom was upstairs, small with a window facing west. It was a mess papers scattered all over the floor two wicker objects in the left and right view, with a chair one lonely chair prepared to look out that window. The couple went downstairs told the realtor ...

KEY
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February 23, 2017
 

Skylark challenge

It had to be years since she had felt grass between her toes and sunlight on her face. The shelter he put her in was dark with four tiny walls and papers scattered all over the floor. There was a chair by the one window that looked out to the world with no beds. She was grateful for the window for that it could open just one inch enough for her to at least smell the spring air or fall leaves. She couldn't remember when he brought her to her dungeon she stopped counting the days, she knew it had been at least a year as her hair was now long to where it was once short. Her clothes tattered and worn, stained, and too small. She used to be a bigger girl now she's skin and bon...

Hurray for Hollywood
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February 17, 2017
 

Chapter 17

Life of I

I have this paralyzing fear of death, not my own but the death of my loved ones.  Like my wife Mimi, my pets, and other people in my life. I was told by my psychologist that if I don't recognize the fear it will take control and cont to take control and wreck havoc.  Which is exactly what it is doing.  He told me to write about it, give it the power for 20 min a day, and not push out the thoughts as it just makes it worse.  I guess I better trust the guy I have been seeing him for almost 9 years.  I spent wed afternoon having a panic attack and crying so badly I was drooling...just at the thought of my wifes death. Im a catastrophic thinker. My mind goes to dark pla...

SET THE MOOD
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February 17, 2017
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Selfie

I'm a survivor. I've been through addiction, men abusing me, prostitution and rape. I've survived suicide attempts and self harm. My past is dark and ugly, but my future is bright and pretty. With the help of my wife and my mom and sober friends I've changed my ways and removed the negativity from my life. The big ones anyway. No more drugs no more sex no more darkness only light. 😀

LOVE IS...
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February 14, 2017
 

Skylark challenge

It was a glorious moment of apricity.
Holding you in my arms.
Your enticing nature drawing me in.
As I gaze down over the water like glass, I realize how fragile life is.
My heart is but a pool when your near.

Holding you in my arms.
Makes my stomach get butterflies.
This view of frost on the trees, with sun coming up explains my heart.
My heart is but a pool when your near.
You are my sun.

This view of frost on the trees, with sun coming up explains my heart.
You are my rock to lean on.
You are my sun.
You bring meaning to my life.

You are my rock to lean on.
My tree in the ground
As I gaze down over the water like glass, I realize how fragile life is.
L...

DREAM BIG
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February 12, 2017
Grafton, United States

Favorite horror movie

Omg. It's weird that I was on letters tonight right after I'd just seen the James McAvoy move called Spilt,  m night shyamalan does it again in a brilliant cast excellent plot and an emotional story behind it all to keep you in your seats not wanting to pee till it's over. So bursting bladders aside, well worth it.

This is my favorite the most favorite genre ever. I will always pick the horror over the comedy or boring love story. And right now in the theater is the time for dark movies. But back to my fav horror. One movie I can never pass by when on tv is any alien movie. Love those movies, and resident evil. So the next I need to see it the final chapter. Heard it...

KILLING KNIFE
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February 7, 2017
 

Love

Our love story is definitely a story. My wife Marianne is born and raised in Port Glasgow Scotland. She lived there till she was 16. She was born November 30, 1972. When she moved to the states she moved to Charleston, SC. Where she came out at 21. This is where she met a woman who needed her help. We will call her E.  E was 8 months pregnant and just gotten kicked out from her ex girlfriend house. Marianne had a huge house she was renting that had lots of room. She offered her a room. They became friends and Marianne became Mimi to a little boy named Ajay. After 3 years down south Mimi and E and Ajay move to Nd. Due to the ties E had up in the frozen tundra. E meets another women name...

SMALL BEGINNINGS
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February 7, 2017
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Skylark challenge 73

Through the dark troubles ahead I vow to always hold your hand to help and to hold through sickness and in health though secretly always maintaining my love I have for you. May our love fair through all times.  I do swear over my heart forever.

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HUG ME
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February 4, 2017
 

Destiny or choice

I believe in destiny. Destiny determines choice. Through out my life I've made decisions that have led me to where I am today. My wife and I met out of destiny. Long story short we got together out of our exs. I tried to kill my self the day before we hooked up and the first phone call was her the next morning. That's destiny. She has been my reason for living all these years. My reason I am supposed to be here. Destiny is her. Destiny is our choices we make over time. I'm proud to be a part of my destiny.

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DESTINY IS MINE
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February 4, 2017
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What's my most favorite thing on earth. Oxygen so I can breathe and live here. Lol.

Peace.

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BLOSSOMING
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January 31, 2017
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                           Time

Time, can't change it nor bend or move it. To talk about time one must have an open understanding into the theory of it all. Time is the indefinite continued progress of existence and events that occur in apparently irreversible succession from the past through the present to the future. Time is a component quantity of various measurements used to sequence events, to compare the duration of events or the intervals between them, and to quantify rates of change of quantities in material reality or in the conscious experience. Time is often referred to as the fourth dimension, along with the three spatial dimensions. The others are related to math and physics. ...

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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January 29, 2017
Grafton, United States

Life of I.

Chapter 16

When pondering ones life why does one always look into the past and not the future? I have so many things to be thankful for but I get so depressed and anxious so quickly. Especially over things I can not control. Like the current states of affairs of this controversial country. Or the impending death of loved ones or my animals. Things that in an instant are taken away from you and your left lost searching for love again. Only but to never find it. Or do you? I am a worrier and worriers get no where in life. They are sick little beings with health troubles. And that pretty much sums me up to a tee. I try not to worry and give it up to the creator but what's he gonna...

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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January 27, 2017
 

Dear Martha Lucia,

I really enjoyed signing authentication of the letters. Made it more real for me. Hope it comes back.

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CELEBRATING REPUBLIC DAY
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