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Eloy, "Verbal Nec...

PO# 600763
United States
United States
He carries a big heart and has a deep soul and his reach can touch the Stars with his words. he does not exist for the benefit of his self.
February 5, 2020
 

Her smile is the flu,
I am afflicted,
Caught me off guard,
The eyes are the medicine,
I'm addicted,
Bam!,
I fell hard,
Heart slammed,
By endless Love,
Burning forever,
As the sun, and,
Her fired hair,
My breath, warm,
My chest, full,
My eternal flame,
She sets ablaze,
Forever, us,
Forever, amazed!

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JUST LOVE
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January 25, 2020
 

Life, this time, next time, and the last!

I'm out of this world,
In my own skin,
But never the same within,
I smile and I cry,
Oxymorons my mouth and my eyes,
I hate and I love,
At the same time, I'm below and above,
Alone at peace,
Amongst a crowd, emotional thief's,
My feelings are my feelings,
Tied to everyone around me, interlocking rings,
I drown in technology,
While swimming in every old thing I see,
I look to the future, see it dressed in the past,
I long to live forever, in a life that won't last,
My soul is a gypsy,
Roaming, next life's, like pirates reigned high seas!

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MAGIC STAIRS
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October 20, 2019
 

To give or not to give!

His cardboard sign,
Worn,
Faded,
Torn,
With scribbled words,
Pleading for help,
The cover of a book,
That  tells a hidden story,
Of a life,
Shattered,
Whose shards, spread far and wide,
Leaving behind,
Injured souls,
Exiled from broken homes,
Slaves to their vices,
Unprepared for the world,
In need of what we can't provide,
Begging for what will bring no change,
If even change is the need,
We stare out the window,
Light turns green,
We ponder,
Was he hustling to live,
Or is he living the hustle,
We drive away,
Feeding neither,
Need nor greed!

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DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY
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December 23, 2019
 

Is LETTRS alive?

When I first started participating it was a lot going on here. There were people in my feed almost constantly. There was always some sort of feedback from lettrs. Lately things have been kind of quiet. Sort of like a ghost town. A random wanderer here there and then nothing again. I believe this to be a good thing for a lot of people.
This is a place where people can write on their feelings and write on their thoughts in a judgement free zone and maintain some anonymity. A while back there was a campaign I saw that said save lettrs. I posted a little something about it because it has become a small part of me. Is the place where I can both but my feelings in two words and ca...

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2019
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November 4, 2019
 

Love you, and love will find you!

Sometimes we post things on social media just because we like what they say. Sometimes we post them because they actually match some feelings that we have or have had. And sometimes we post them because it touches us and we happen to be feeling them now. There's never really a good way to figure out exactly why A post was shared but, sometimes it's best to put in a little bit of two cents anyway.

Honestly it's hard to love everything about ourselves. We are the biggest critics of what we see in the mirror and what we feel inside.and those are thoughts and feelings that can only be sorted out from the inside of us. Even if we were to share our most intimate...

DARK NIGHT
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November 4, 2019
 

Misinterpreted, Me!

I raised you up with the sweat off my back,
I bandaged your wounds with my wounded hands,
Shredded up from the abrasions of work,
I gave you my best love on my worst days,
I chose to be everything you needed,
Rather than be everything I wanted,
#noregrets,
I earned your love, even in my brokenness,
Because I was always there for you, and,
Because, even,when I couldn't be there for you in body,
I always found a body to be there for you,
Most days it took everything I had to get to the days,
That I could spend with you,
Even though most of those days were spent only half awake,
Life is trivial, everything that happens every day is an unplanned event, no matter how well you...

DARK NIGHT
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December 9, 2019
 

From the ground,
Looking up,
One will find the beauty,
That lay beneath their feet,
The grass that wants to seed,
The bees that want to feed,
And the tiny flowers,
In the mix,
And if the wind blows,
The slow dance, the sway,
Back and forth,
And sometimes the dip,
And the silence of the moment,
Draws  in the soul,
And in the moment,
That one takes the time,
To view the often overlooked,
A whole new world,
Awakens,
Before the eyes,
And nothing,
Nothing,
Will ever be the same!

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DREAM THE DREAM
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December 5, 2019
 

FEELING INSPIRED

It's been a long day at work,
I'm home now and I feel absolutely torn,
My body screams where is The lazy boy,
My aches and pains speak to me, "get up and move if you dare",
My hands have worn tender skin where calluses should be,
But not even the calluses stick around long enough to protect me from the grind,
I'm in The lazy boy now, I can see the kitchen from where I sit,
But that's as far as I get, I look at the dishes but that doesn't get them done,
As I reach for the remote, I noticed all the debris scattered about the carpet,
Left behind by our careless steps as we travel back and forth,
I then glanced at the vacuum,
Take a deep breath as if I was about to sit up, then ...

SUPPORT AND SAVE US!
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December 1, 2019
 

My love

The silence,
The still,
The faint, floating lights,
They hover,
Overhead, on the moonlit canvas,
Awaiting, my ritual, goodnight,
I look up toward, the blackness,
Cloaked in the surrounding night,
And whisper to the stars,
Sweet dreams,
Sweet dreams,
Untill we meet once more,
Beyond, the morn,
And the noon of tomorrow,
I shall close my eyes,
To your beauty,
And awaken with your love,
Warming my heart!

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THE SECRET BOOK
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November 4, 2019
 

She loves me in ways that I knew not, did exist,
With a smile covered in warmth that I can never resist,
For reasons I have yet to fathom,
As if I was always her secret plan, and our meeting was never random,
She loves me through the thick of things,
Through the best of things, and through the worst of things,
I've got nothing to offer, but the breath in my lungs, the callous of my hands, and the sweat of my brow,
And still I know, without a doubt, she would marry me, if only I had a length of string to tie around her finger, with no promise of a diamond ring,
And still patiently, and lovingly, and kindly in every way, she takes me as if I have, although I never have, with her, exchanged our...

LIGHT LETTRS LOGO
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September 26, 2019
 

The stars,
In the sky,
Hmm, consider it,
Are they only tears in the lining that holds us captive,
Where the light from beyond, shines through,
It was mentioned, to me, of recent,
That looking at the stars in the night sky,
Triggers wonder,
Thoughts like,
What if we are like fireflies,
And,
The stars are only the holes in the lid of the jar we are in,
Held as some greater beings muse!

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BELIEVE YOURSELF TO BE
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September 17, 2019
 

CAN SHE LOVE HERSELF

The world around her,
It personifies a false,
A false beauty,
It objectifies everything,
Look at this,
Look at that,
She's got no,
She has too much,
Her hair is,
But, that birthmark,
The world around her teaches, hate,
Teaches, judgement,
Teaches, others to demean others,
Demean them for what?
For what they view as less than,
As sub par to social acceptance,
As "ungly",
Yes, "UGLY",
There, it was said,
The truth hurts,
But, what is ugly,
UGLY is an idea,
The idea, that some feature,
Is undesirable,
That some feature, is not good enough,
NO!
UGLY, is the brokenness, of the poor soul that makes such proclamation,
UGLY, is the bully, that points out,
What they believe to...

WATCHING YOU
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September 12, 2019
 

HIS SHOES

My shoes are hard to walk in, I walk miles in them,
I don't know how you walk in your shoes, so smooth,
I limp at times, and stub my toes, and fall face first from raised sidewalk tripping,
You walk smoother than a 70'pimp,
I grimace with each pained step,
Your face shows no pain,
Tears fall at any point from my eyes,
If tears fall from yours, you must be locked in a sound proof vault,
Wrecking balls have hit my walls, they crack, I patch them,
But on this day, the irony, if you were twins, you'd still be standing,
Your shoes, are weighted, and spiked,
They make mine feel almost gellin,
I walk miles in my shoes,
Mario Garza​​, you wear your shoes,
In fashion, shined up and pristin...

SUPPORT AND SAVE US!
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September 11, 2019
 

SUPPORT LETTRS

Support letters.
I earn nothing here.
What's in it for me?
I'll tell you what's in it for us.
Encouragement.
Community.
A private place.,
A non judging place,
To let our honest self's be free,
To share the innermost us,
If we need someone just to listen to our pain,
Lettrs is full of someone's,
If we need to vent, from our deepest selves,
Lettrs has a place to put it, and eyes to read it, and hearts to feel it,
Lettrs is honest, it's real,
Real people,
Real pain,
Real love,
Real loss,
Real gain,
If you write,
Love to write,
Want to write better,
Consider it done,
The engagement and commentary will hone your skills,
Let you know if the work is ok,
Let you know if it's great,
...

SUPPORT AND SAVE US!
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September 11, 2019
 

WHAT IS THE "SUPPORT AND SAVE US" STAMP ABOUT?

SUPPORT AND SAVE US!
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September 11, 2019
 

STEP DAD

I will never be your daddy,
It's impossible to be your father,
But,
I can stand in the void,
He left behind,
I will pick up the pieces when you fall apart,
Both, yours and mine,
Slowly, I'll put them all in their place,
I will absorb all the pain, that deflects toward me,
I will feel all, of, the "I hate you's',
Both, his and mine,
I will stand firm as you,
As you push me away,
I will be what a dad,
What a father,
What a parent should be,
It will hurt, more than it should,
To see the pain in your heart,
And the sadness in your eyes,
I know you will never understand,
The why's,
Especially, the why can or will he,
But why can't or wont,
The one I want,
The one I need,
I will take all ...

SUPPORT AND SAVE US!
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September 10, 2019
 

SALT WATER RIVERS

I cry salt water rivers,
Where the tears never reach the ocean,
No fish swim in them,
No wildlife drinks from them,
They waste away into the Earth,
I cry in mid day,
Mid morning,
Midnight,
I cry behind my smiles,
My laughter is only the mask that my Lamentations, wear,
To face the world, as if I'm unbroken,
My heart is only a shadow of what is was meant to be,
Now a mass of hardened scars,
Half beating to push life through my starving veins,
Half beating to push tears out into the world, I love so dear,
I watch as the Earth erodes, away from the edges of life,
I watch as humanity wastes away, into the technological, small screen, mouse trap,
As we all reach for the cheese, ...

TWISTING STEPS
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September 8, 2019
 

Eat of the fruit

I am a tree of words, when the apples fall, read the works within, the fruit is good!

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LIMITS EXIST ONLY IN THE MIND
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September 7, 2019
 

My mouth opened,
No words expelled,
She waited quietly,
She could see my fear,
My past relationships, like sunken ships,
The way I see my flaws in neon light,
I hesitated,
Could my heart take another break?
Why me,
She is so wonderful,
She deserves perfect,
Me, my only perfect is,
Perfectly broken,
Yet, I am the cup she chooses to drink from,
She likes the mess,
Still, I stand close,
My eyes screaming to her, my love,
She smiles, softly,
Looks deep into my eyes,
Leans in, her soft touch upon my shoulders, her head in my chest, gazing up,
She whispers, as she pulls me all the way in, I LOVE YOU TOO!,
the dam broke, the walls I built around me began to crumble,
I LOVE YOU,
I LOVE YOU,
I LOVE ...

LIMITS EXIST ONLY IN THE MIND
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September 4, 2019
 

Hello

MYSTERIOUS MOON
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September 3, 2019
 

I reach out to you in silent words,
My eyes closed,
My hands clasped,
There is no failure on your part to respond,
Although there is failure on my part to comprehend,
Sometimes there are words,
Sometimes there are feelings,
Sometimes it's physically placed right before me,
Sometimes it's funneled through the voice of another,
But with my eyes closed I do not see the physical,
While I'm busy begging for my needs to be fulfilled, I fail to hear your words,
My feelings are scattered as leaves in the wind, they fade to fast to guide me,
And when the messenger has arrived, I see the message, but don't recognize it as mine,
I reach out to you in silent words,
My hands clasped,
My eyes closed,
And...

LIMITS EXIST ONLY IN THE MIND
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September 2, 2019
 

THANK YOU!

THANK YOU!
THANK YOU!

TO DREW, THE LETTRS STAF,
MY PEN PALS, AND ALL WHO READ THE WRITINGS THAT I POST!

LIFE AS I LIVE IT INSPIRES ME TO WRITE, BUT IT WILL ALWAYS BE THE READERS THAT MOTIVATE ME A GIVE ME REASO TO PUT THE WORDS IN MY HEAD INTO PRINT!

THANK YOU ALL!

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LIMITS EXIST ONLY IN THE MIND
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September 1, 2019
 

"Her love, my smile"
Like an artist,
She draws a smile on my face,
At every thought,
With every word,
And with every second of her presence,
Ask me if I'm happy,
I'll answer you without saying the word,
The smile on my face,
The light in my eyes,
The answer is the neon sign,
That I wear on the store front of my heart,
Inside you'll find my happiness,
And it looks exactly, like, her!

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LIMITS EXIST ONLY IN THE MIND
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August 30, 2019
 

Journey of Emotions: Even in our darkest moments, light surrounds us, for without light, no shadows can form! https://www.amazon.com/dp/1365680061/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_apa_i_MTlADbVHYRGKP

DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY
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August 29, 2019
 

BROKEN, STILL BEAUTIFUL

Her walls looked down on the tower of Babel,
It's stone was iron core,
The barrier that fortified her wounded heart,
The holy Grail would sooner be in his grasp, than the butterfly come to rest upon his open palm,
Yet, untill the sun rest it's weary light, and the moon bid all goodnight,
There stood a soul, with the patience of the stars, and a heart as open as the sky,
Who would never go away,
He had only room, for one within his eyes,
She was the perfect flower to the honey bee,
Even with it's wayward pedals,
She was the first breath of a newborn child, even though the wind was stale,
She was the forever love, even though it was locked away,
But, if the wall was, ...

PIXIE
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August 27, 2019
 

That trickster,
The master con man
Finally showed its face,
Had me think,
Had me believe,
That he was he,
And he was me,
Every step I took,
Every word I spoke,
Felt remotely driven,
Not like myself,
Not like I felt,
I broke free the cage he kept me in,
I called him out,
I screamed,
I am me,
And you are you,
We are not one but two,
And I don't like you,
As I pushed that evil being,
And shut him out,
He slowly faded back from whence he came,
With a glare in my direction of the hate I have for him,
That now my ego has for me!

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THE DEVIL
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August 21, 2019
 

BROKEN, STILL BEAUTIFUL

Her walls looked down on the tower of Babel,
It's stone was iron core,
The barrier that fortified her wounded heart,
The holy Grail would sooner be in his grasp, than the butterfly come to rest upon his open palm,
Yet, untill the sun rest it's weary light, and the moon bid all goodnight,
There stood a soul, with the patience of the stars, and a heart as open as the sky,
Who would never go away,
He had only room, for one within his eyes,
She was the perfect flower to the honey bee,
Even with it's wayward pedals,
She was the first breath of a newborn child, even though the wind was stale,
She was the forever love, even though it was locked away,
But, if the wall was, th...

SUNSET LOVE
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August 19, 2019
 

I poured myself out unto the page,
And it ran red,
And left me empty inside,
I wanted to feel myself again,
So I placed my hand in the oozing mess,
And smeared me all over the page,
How much louder can I get,
Then to be out in the open, bright colored, plastered against, a bright, white, wall,
Can you hear me now?
I said, can you hear me now?
Can you now see my need for you to see me?
I'm screaming from the inside,
From my hollowed inside,
The opening of my mouth, is as the triggering of a megaphone,
But my pain falls silent on your deaf ears,
The lights are dimming,
My breath is fading,
And still I wait for you to fill the void, of absence, that used to be you,
As I lay there on the floor,...

SUNSET LOVE
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August 19, 2019
 

The pen is always ready
It waits,
Patiently, to be used for greatness,
To inscribe into reality,
The words that live, only in your mind,
To become a permanent point in time,
For the well placed words, in a well formed sentence, are irreversible, once read or heard,
So speak thoughtfully,
And write meaningfully,
To be heard, and read, and felt by the world,
As a joyful experience,
With uplifting and positive intent,
Now, feel, think, think deeper,
And be the dream creator, that the pen awaits,
Waste not it's ink, it's life blood, on the frivolous, but spend it to change lives, to breath wonder into the world,
The pen awaits,
Patiently for you,
To use it, to will,
The world!

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TAKE TIME TO WRITE
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