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United Kingdom
June 6, 2019
 

Is life worth the Hassel
Go through hurt and pain
To put a fake smile on your face
When deep down your dead inside
Is life worth the Hassel?

MADE WITH LOVE
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June 1, 2019
 

Sitting on the church wall, gathering my thoughts of the day.
Wondering if it's all ganna be ok?.
Everyone says "don't worry it be fine",
But If only they knew the struggles I go through.
Just to smile and get through the day is harder than searching for the milky way.
I hope my struggles stop soon, as I don't think I can carry on through.
Life experiences people say, I wish they knew what it feels like to say that to you.
I'm trying hard to be positive too but it's hard, when you always fall.
But hay tomorrow is another day, when the sun starts to shine it's a new canvas to create.

ENJOY THE LITTLE THINGS
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May 9, 2019
 

As I walk in the rain, feeling every single rain drop on my face.
I feel I'm being cleansed cleansed by the goddess her self.
Feel them running down my cheek, feeling every drop fall from the sky, landing on my lips, my eyelashes, my cheeks.
As I walk in the rain I can cry and express my pain, with no judgement from none.
As they see rain drops and I know there not.

FOLLOW YOUR HEART
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May 9, 2019
 

Once I was a little girl, so nieve to this big world.
Thinking things would be easy I'd be happy and have what I always desired.
A career, marriage and children too.
But the world is cold the world is cruel, I never got what I so wanted as that little girl.
But I'm determined to make something of my self, in this rat race of a life. To prove to my children how much they mean to me. So them there mum isn't the wash out everyone says she is.

FOLLOW YOUR HEART
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April 16, 2019
 

It was my birthday yesterday, I never normally celebrate.
It's another day I look at what I've not got and lost.
But yesterday was amazing, I felt so special and wanted.
A feeling I don't feel very often, which is such a shame.
I felt my dad's presents near, which made me smile.
It gave me the best birthday I've had in many years lost.

MAKE IDEAS HAPPEN
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March 10, 2019
 

I stand up for people, I get punished.
I stand by people, I get punished.
I'm a friend for life for people, I still get punished.
I get walked all over by people, I get more punishment.
What have I got to do to stop this horrid punishment??........

ORIGINAL
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March 7, 2019
 

Restless nights, stars twinkle bright,
Thoughts get lost, with a clear dark night.
Wondering what's to come, where to go.
Is this failed life of my ganna continue with this forceful flow.
Restless nights, moon So bright I sit and wonder how many moons ago it was when I had a happy life?.
Restless nights, now in bed for the night, all these thoughts will be gone as I can start again tomorrow head strong!!............

LIGHT LETTRS LOGO
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March 6, 2019
 

Time is passing, no one can stop it even the moment of just writing this has now become history.
Time is precious, you can never get it back, I wish I had more time to have fixed what was broken 12 year back, I wish I had more time with the loved ones I've lost.
Sometime I sit and wonder where the time has gone but then more time is wasted on just them thoughts.
Embrace every moment, second. You will never get it back.
Don't turn out like me wishing you could go back.

ORIGINAL
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March 6, 2019
 

I sit at my balcony window, feeling the breeze from the pure snow. That fell so softly over night, as I look out it's so sparkly and bright.
I move to my desk keeping that breeze of coldness, as I sit and wrap my hands round this warm coffee of mine, I look for inspiration to type, as I sit at my desk typewriter insight, I look over as it catches my eye, this special doll that I adored.
Which then lead me to type, type type on my typewriter, of the story about what I saw from my balcony window with the pure breeze surrounding me. From the fresh pure snow.

LIGHT LETTRS LOGO
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March 4, 2019
 

Love...... A four letter word with so much power behind it.
I thought I'd been in love, thought I knew love, thought I hated love, untill I realised all this time, I've been in love with a man I've not seen for many years.......
Infact I've stayed single in hope!
Funny cos deep down I know ..... He does love me how I do him, he not in love with me like I am and have been with him. But as I said at the start.
Love...... Is a four letter word so powerful when heard, but yet so devastating when it hurts......

ORIGINAL
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March 4, 2019
 

In the distance I see this boat, a float on the horizon. Looking peaceful as it sat still in sight.
Sat there watching in the peaceful sunrise, the beautiful sun raise of yellow bouncing off this boat in the horizon so calm still and bright.
I sit there separated from my normal thoughts, on a winter's day sat on the shore wrapped in a coat so warm, listening to the waves washing in and out with my thoughts taking away to the horizon and the boat

ORIGINAL
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March 4, 2019
 

In the distance I see this boat, a float on the horizon. Looking peaceful as it sat still in sight.
Sat there watching in the peaceful sunrise, the beautiful sun raise of yellow bouncing off this boat in the horizon so calm still and bright.
I sit there separated from my normal thoughts, on a winter's day sat on the shore wrapped in a coat so warm, listening to the waves washing in and out with my thoughts taking away to the horizon and the boat.

ORIGINAL
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March 4, 2019
 

Life never goes to plan for me, I get spiritual messages for others, that always brings good.
They say good things come to those who wait.........
Trust me I've waited.
When will my happiness turn up,
Sad, depressed stressed unhappy is just a few of the emotions I go through each day.
I used to smile always I have the lines in my face to prove it. But now it just seem that my mussels have forgot how to show happiness again.
Am I meant to be happy with all that I wish for??.........
Or am I meant to have the gift to give others the happiness they crave............
I always feel today is the day I give up........
And yet another challenge is sent for me to unravel............
It hurts so much ...

MAKE YOUR MARK
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February 25, 2019
 

Why......
Why is it so had to find the right love?
I've tried and tried but fail every time. What am I doing that is so wrong, I'm an open book no secrets hidden, I'm an open book, so why...... Can I find my one true love.
I want that love not need it. I want to care for someone I love not feel I need too, I just want that love.
So why............
Why can't I find my one true love?.........

ORIGINAL
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February 19, 2019
 

I sit here at the top of my stairs, thinking of the good times I shared.
It's been a while since any laughter has been heard, sound from footsteps of my family filled with love not hurt.
I sit at the top of the stairs, thinking of all the bad I've had. Then.........
It's hits me tears fall from my lashes it was a daydream not real. Your family has gone now no more happiness for you.
Im sat at the top of my stairs, being only half the person I was, as you can never fix a broken heart made up of industrial strength super glue.

WHITE CLOCK
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February 11, 2019
 

I'm such a disappointment, I fail at everything, I try not to give up, but when there is no light no hope nor faith your always ganna be a looser a victim of life.
I am a looser a victim of life I try my best and never get past the start line. I hope everyday that my happiness is round the corner, but infact it just seems to be more darkness than light!!

WRITING IS LIFE
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January 2, 2019
 

As the new year begins, as the crisps mornings start, get out there, take a deep breath and let it out.
Get them positive feeling running around, be thankful for what you have, be thankful for what you been given and what you will receive.
Take notice of your surroundings and if you day ends bad, be thankful for what you have, as a new day dawns, you can start all over again ......
Happy new year bright blessings to all

FOLLOW YOUR HEART
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December 24, 2018
 

I wish you could write a letter, a letter to heaven. To all our loved ones who are not around the table this year.
But I know this time is difficult, for some more than others, don't for get to set a place for the loved one who in heaven
I guarantee they will be sitting eating with you in spirit form.
The loved ones are never gone, they are always around. So don't just remember them more at this festive season remember them always and forever more.......

CHRISTMAS FLOWERS
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November 25, 2018
 

Strange gaze dark days
Emotions are high, for it's that time
To share the love and care we have all through the year.
For that one perfect day everyone dreams of having.
Think of the people that have nothing to smile for, for they don't have anyone to love and care for
Think of those who also have no one there just spend a moment or thinking what it be like to be them. Don't be greedy or selfish or rude, for Christmas is round the corner for everyone to have smiles for.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING 2018
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October 3, 2018
 

Memories are good at times, even make you feel warm inside.
Memories can be bad too, remembering what you had and now what's gone for good.
People say life is a game, some people throw 6's all the time.
Me I'm a person that only throws 1's and feels like I'm going backward too.
As long as you have a smile on your face I'm sure you can find the positive floating in space.

THE EDISON BULB
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September 24, 2018
 

Today is the day a beautiful man was born, he was and is my father.
I can't celebrate like everyone else, as instead he watching me from above.
I still buy cards presents too, it's sad I know but in my heart he never left this life.
My hero, my saviour, my best friend my day I miss you dearly and will never stop till we meet again.

HELLO AUTUMN
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September 8, 2018
Dereham, United Kingdom

Aint  it sad to think we was born on this earth with every possibilty in sight , nothing blocking our way, taking that first breath of air, as we just open our eyes for first time. we dont realize what coming to us, the pain and sorrow, grief and heart breaks. the cruel thing bout it all is that neither one of us has a clue what evil lays in the road for you.

GREAT THINGS
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September 5, 2018
Dereham, United Kingdom

It's now past half the year, I'm still here. In the same place I was this time last..... I'm desperately wanting that change,.     But I fear the unexpected.
They say better tell devil you know...... But is that the best way to live you life in that moment?
What should I do where should I look you can't always find the answers in a book.  They say just your gut feeling, but what if you don't know what that feeling telling you????

GREAT THINGS
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August 5, 2018
Dereham, United Kingdom

I feel so lost, yet I know where I'm going...
I feel so numb, yet I'm hurting....
I feel so angry, yet I come across all smiles...
Why has my life been trouble from the start?...........
Yet I was innocent from the start........
What caused this horrid crap, thrown in my lap......
Will it ever go away, but yet will I still be the same person if it was all Rosey and bright???.............

SAY HELLO TO SUMMER
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July 28, 2018
Dereham, United Kingdom

I used to have a family, partner, child a dad.
It's disappeared with no hope of getting back.
I try to make my self feel better,by saying I will become someone in the future.
But in the back of my head I no I have no purpose.........

STARS CAN'T SHINE WITHOUT DARKNESS
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July 15, 2018
Dereham, United Kingdom

I've never been on a date, is it getting to late?
I want to find that special someone, to spend my days with, snuggle with, become the life and soul of me.
I never been on a date, is it getting to late?
I'm not getting younger, but won't the love and fun, my soul mate to make me whole and one again, to be loved for me not to change me.
Is there such a man about to take on my craziness,fearless life I have.
I've never been on a date before now am I too late!

A MAN'S BEST FRIEND
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July 1, 2018
Dereham, United Kingdom

I sent my daughter a birthday card, it is special as I haven't seen her much.
Her step dad punished me in walking my children away, soon after the rock in my life my dad passed away.
My daughter is sixteen, so beautiful and I'm so proud. I'm hoping she has read and understood there was no intentions apart from love.
One message sent over social media, I thank mother universe for her answer.

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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June 27, 2018
Dereham, United Kingdom

I'm not meant to be here, I feel it in my soul.
I haven't had the life of finest, full of nastyness and disgrace.
If I'm here spirit form I can then protect the ones I love dear, guide them better than they had before.
I'm not meant to he here, it's now time for me to go.
Leave this Earth but able to shine from above protecting who I low below.
I'm not meant to be here...........
I'm now going going gone!!!!!!!!!!!

STARS CAN'T SHINE WITHOUT DARKNESS
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June 18, 2018
Dereham, United Kingdom

Time flies by, we don't even see, how quick the time is passing the.
Time doesn't wait, doesn't stand still. So start the bucket list you have written down.
For time doesn't stand still for no one. Not even me, stop starting in the past and worrying what could be, start living for the future, for the future is free.

MAJOR STEPHEN REICH
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June 16, 2018
Dereham, United Kingdom

8 years ago at 9:33 am today my daughter was born.
So tiny precious beautiful miracal. Amazing feeling of having my baby girl, so happy and prepared to be perfect mum, but for my bad luck I had a spiteful ex, and never got her home from hospital, it's been 6 years since he stopped me from seeing my precious baby girl. Not a day goes by I don't think of you miss Brooke Adele, happy birthday precious girl. Your mummy loves you and has and will never stop. Have a magical birthday boo. Love your mummy who loves you. Xxxx

HAPPY FATHERS DAY!
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