I kind of feel guilty because I know how this feels. Been there too many times, but at the same time; this feels great and I don’t want it to stop. I’m head over heels for him. Why does love have to be so complicated.
As I hear the pitter patter of your feet running across the cold floor, all I can think is...
I am going to protect her innocence.
I am going to protect her from all cruel in this world.
I am going to protect her from the monsters under her bed.
I’m going to protect her from those who want to hurt her.
But for only I am a mother, I realize I can’t protect her from everything. There are things in this world I can’t shield her from. She is growing up and learning and the only thing I can do is teach her...
I am going to teach her about trusting and it starts with me! I can’t be your best friend all the time, but know you can always trust mommy!
This world can be cruel but don’t ever let anyone...
Usually people are hesitant or fearful of doing these things but with him it’s easy. I have no fear! This feeling is the best feeling I’ve had in a very long time. He makes me feel like I am someone worth worshipping, and even though he’s not here with me, I feel his presence as if he were right next to me! Just don’t stop what you’re doing! 😘
Love is loving beyond words, loving through trick and thin, loving through any and every difficult time...but love...love don’t stoop that low.
If love is this great, and awesome thing we spend so much time looking for
Why is it painful?
If it takes pain, change and heartbreaks
Why do we go searching for it?
Once you have broke the glass bottle, it doesn't matter how you fix it. It will never be the same.
The story of a girl never loved💔
She was never loved by a real father , for he had left her for his other daughters, and to drink away his life and inhale all the powder he could want.
A responsibility she has be came to a man who really never loved her. He liked the idea of his own thoughts about her. She asked her self why only her as he drew his mouth close to her untouched 💐garden💐.
Never spoke a word to anyone cause she felt like no one loved her. Grew up a little bit, and met someone who said he loved her. She gave him what he wanted in return for love. She tried contacting him after, turns out he never loved her.
She's in high school feeling the pressure of her peers, doing w...
I know that what I'm doing
I shouldn't be doing
Cause when I talk with you
It's like we were meant to be
But when I'm with him it feels like
With his is where I am meant to be.
It's feels so wrong, but it feels right.
It's getting harder to sleep at night.
I'm afraid that the things in my mind my escape to me heart. Maybe out of my mouth. I know I should tell him,
But if he knew he would killem.
to cover these dark baggy eyes
to cover every little dirty lie
to cover years of many many tears
to cover every fear
to cover up my bothers
to cover the scars left behind by others
to cover up me from looking like a clown
to cover this hurt scared rough frown
to cover each blow and hit i had to take
at last we are alone. the timing⌚ couldn't be more right! the kids are Asleep💤 early and it leaves time for me and you only. you are really cold but you make me feel so good!! wrapped in my blanket while you sit in my lap is amazing! I just 💙love💙 looking at you but you taste👅 better😉! I enjoy and savor every moment we spend together. you make me feel like a better person💁 and I don't care about how mad😠 other gets because I have you! they just get mad because I happened to get to you first☝. you may not be what everyone wants but i couldnt imagine anyone not wanting you. if I were them, I would be mad too. you are truly the 🍬sweetest🍭!! I ❤LOVE❤ YOU ROCKY ROAD ICE CREAM!!!
it was cool that day, but we were by the river and it was no longer cool, it was cold. but it was nice. we walked and talked, and we enjoyed each other's company. we took alot of pictures that day! among all it was the day that I realized that I wouldn't have wanted to be anywhere but there with you in that moment. your eyes drew me in and your kiss made me want to stay. and the way that you held my hand made me feel so grateful that you were my man. the wind was whistling past my ear and cheek. I felt the goosebumps rundown my whole body. the sun shine on my back and you walking slowly behind me because something about the way my back side and neck looked did something to you. but when we wa...
alone asking why
why me why the lies
lies you told
told me and her
her feelings are hurt
hurt don't explain mine
mine is what you were supposed to be
be here for me and our family
family; it's broken
broken cause she was worth more
more than coming home
home where we waited
waited for you to come home
home wasn't your home was it
I bet I could be with someone who could love me more than you. I bet i could be with some one who would give me the world and more. I bet I could be with some one who knows my worth. I bet I wouldn't leave you though.
love never dies
but that was a lie
and everytime I think about it
parts of me die
I try to keep it off of my mind
but its hard to leave behind
I thought that maybe
cause I gave you babies
and I was a good lady
all this pain and hurt
is that all that I'm worth
and the feeling keeps getting worse
mother told me this wasn't right
cause I stayed home
waiting for you every night
and here I am left all alone.
tonight I cry myself to sleep,
actually I have done it for 2 weeks.
I this pain I just can't get over
at one time I wanted my life to be over
what I thought we were, we were not
everything I feel, all these thoughts
they won't leave me alone
I just want to be done
but something has me holding on
cause without you my heart is gone
but with you I carry pain and hurt
I wish we could go back in time
back to when I knew you were mine
back when we knew one another
back when we only had eachother.
those days are gone
and I try everyday to move on
but I can't let go, I don't know why
so for now all I can do is cry
and keep going on day by day and try.
I guess it's like they say, what goes around comes around. just like I took you from them, she took you from us. 😭😔😭😔
after everything was said and done I know I may look dumb, but I need you to help this pain and hurt numb.
Dear Winter Wednesday,
I sit here in the dark, and all though people are near i still feel alone. because the one who made me feel complete is now gone. my room is now cold with out the warmth of your body. my memories are becoming cloudy. while the thoughts in my head won't allow me to peacefully go to bed. but I have to force this smile, at least for a little while. I have to be strong long enough to be able to carry on. I have to be strong for them because I am now the only one they can count on. I have to find the light, and one day I might. but all I know is now I'm alone in the cold dark on this Winter Wednesday.
you my little blue eyed boy! you stole my heart and soul. now don't get me worng, I love your sisters too, but with you it's something more!💛 I never knew a love so pure, you are MY boy, and this I am sure! you are truly a blessing!👼🙏 I am so sorry for ever second guessing.
It shouldn't matter about my past and who I been with or the things i have done or the places I have gone, all I know is you are the one I want to experience life with. don't wonder off alone, and don't leave me behing just stay by my side. grab my hand and let's walk this path of life together, through thick and thin, through any weather. this is the road I want to take. and I would only want to take it with you than a mistake...
my very best friend
the one I will ride with until the end
my shoulder to cry on
the one I depend on
a bond unbreakable
our bond is remarkable
from here until the end
I will forever love you my friend
the little things are the things that make a big difference
wrapped in your arms is where I wanna stay
my head on your chest is where I lay
lost in your eyes is where I want to stay
deep in my thoughts I want to lay
anything for you as long as you stay.
against you lips is where I want mine to lay
a world without you I couldn't stay
so by my side I need you to lay
memory lane is my favorite place to stay
there is where I would rather lay
my memories will forever stay
without you I need to learn how to lay
cause you are no longer allowed to stay
we made our beds to lay
I can no longer ask you to stay
do you remember our first kiss
do you remember our first trip
do you remember our first time
do you remember our first dance
do you remember when you said you loved me
do you remember when you said I was 1 & only
do you remember when you held me in your arms
do you remember when you said it will be ok
I remember you said you were away for work
i remember I called and you didn't answer
I remember when you cause all this pain & hurt
i remember when I was told about her
I remember when I died inside
i remember it was i who said its us forever
I remember you said you never would
I remembered that you did.
I think and reminisce
thinking of the days we spent.
I think and reminisce
thinking of all the things we did
I think and reminisce
thinking of the bliss
I think and reminisce
thinking of your kiss
I think and reminisce
all I can do is wish.
this pain, it hurts
my happiness , overtaken with madness
all my enjoyment but i can only feel sadness
I hate you, but I love you
I am here, but I am gone
I'm alone, but everyone is near
thinking of the future, but stuck in the past
the path was short, but it took long
my forever, shortly ended
I was giving, but wasn't receiving
acting strong, yet I am weak.
the tears i cried
the number of times I tried
the many times you lied
the ways that I was blind
everything I now have to leave behind
everything we no longer have to hide
everytime I cried
everytime knowing that you never tried
knowing i never lied
knowing to my pain you was not blind
knowing you didn't care and left me behind
knowing that I have nowhere to hide
now I no longer have to cry
now no needing to try
now there is no reason to lie
now my eyes are open, no longer blind
now I don't feel like I have to hide
but for some reason I still cry
but I need to move on, so I try
and you still lie
and I wish that I was still blind
because I can't leave it behind
and I still find myself runn...
sorry for all the lettrs. just so much on my mind, didn't know I was so blind.
what would happen Wednesday if we talked about everything, laid it all out there on the table. what would happen Wednesday if I took you back, if I said I still want and need you in my life. what would happen Wednesday if it was too late, if Wednesday never came....
this pain I feel right now is surreal,
I wish it wasn't real.
my emotions are all over the place,
i can't believe you lied to my face.
it wasn't hard for you,
but it will be hard for you to undo.
i do not know why I still love you,
I just can't understand why I do.
what have you done,
I thought I was your only one.
my heart has sank
I just feel so blank....