|Hi i'm EP 💕 Singer. Dancer. Bookworm. Lovely. Crazy. Unpredictable. And loves exchanging letters!! So send me a letter sometimes!! 😁❤|
"If a picture paints a thousand words, then why can't i paint you?
The world will never show the you i've come to know.
If the face could launch a thousand ships, then where am i to go?
There's no one home but you, you're all that's left me to..
And when my love for life is running dry, you come and pour yourself on me...
If a man could be two places at one time, i'd be with you..
Tomorrow and today, beside you all the way...
If the world should stop revolving, spinning slowly down to die.
I'd spend the end with you, and when the world was through
Then, one by one the stars will all go out.
Then you and i would simply fly away..."
They say it happens. You grow and evolve and you just learn to survive in this big wild world.
But is it still fine when you don't recognise yourself at all?
Is it all fine when, you go with the flow and in the end, you just can't find your way?
Is it all alright you got all lost?
You feel you changed. But you don't want to be who you are now.
You want to be free.
Free from all.
Their perception of life, what they think you should be, it is imprisoning you.
You wish you were not judge for wanting to follow YOUR PATH.
But instead, you are just condemned to follow the trend and go with the flow in this big wild word.
I think when it's all over,
It just comes back in flashes, you know?
It's like a kaleidoscope of memories.
It just all comes back. But he never does.
I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen.
It's not really anything he said or anything he did,
It was the feeling that came along with it.
And the crazy thing is I don't know if I'm ever gonna feel that way again.
But I don't know if I should.
I knew his world moved too fast and burned too bright.
But I just thought, how can the devil be pulling you toward someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you?
Maybe he knew that when he saw me.
I guess I just lost my balance.
I think that the worst part of it a...
''We often say we got no time to think of the future.
We often fight for no reason, not knowing what will happen.
We often wander, without knowing where we're going.
Despite our efforts, it sometimes doesn't work.
But we're not alone in this mess...
Before it's too late, you got to live your life.
Don't look behind, everything's gonna be fine.
Don't you worry.
Let me tell you, it's all gonna be okay.
You need to fall to succeed, so you can move forward .
So, live your life...
Life is not that difficult when you know who you are.
Accepting what you are will make you happier..
Before it's too late...
Give yourself time and the means.
Don't rush things.
If it ought to happen, you will know...
When you're sick of it all.
Don't say you're giving up.
Don't say you're tired of life.
Don't say it's all over.
When a tiny thing goes wrong.
Don't say the whole thing is wrong.
Don't say you are to blame
Or you are a loser.
If you have to start again. Then do it.
If you need to persevere a little more.
Then why not?
If you got to tough things to get to what you want.
Then do it.
Do not give up at silly obstacles.
Obstacles make us stronger and better.
So why let it destroy you?
Use it as a weapon. ok?
A weapon for your bright future coming soon.
I believe in you.
So believe you can.
Believe in yourself.
There are days you just wanna throw everything away and ignore the world.
you gotta get back to earth..
And consume whatever it is they want to inflict on you.
It doesn't mean you're being vulnerable to them.
It just means that you're being strong enough to face this world.
Because, deep deep down, you know brighter days are awaiting~ ❤
A stranger who isn't a stranger.
A face you know but refuse to approach.
Someone who cares but you act like you don't.
Cause you think they can never be you and they can never understand.
That's how you act when you don't know how to feel.
Lost, confused and lonely you think you are, but little do you know that many of them out there care~
So no matter what, just know people are here for you.
They may not be a lot. Or you might not see. But they are here.
It takes the right eye to see those who always stick up in the darkest hours.
Even if it's hard, find refuge in them cause deep inside, you know they will never let you down ~♡
They are those who accept being here through it all.
~☆ CITY OF STARS ☆~
City of stars....
Are you shining just for me?
City of stars....
There's so much that i can't see..
Is this the start of something
That i cannot make true..
~FUTURE DOESN'T LOOK GOOD~
Meeting him has been a major part of my life.
I don't understand why we came to lighten each other's world and we end up being in such situations..
Tons and tons of questions...
What is expected from me?
What is expected from us?
What am i supposed to do?
How am i supposed to feel?
It just seems absurd..
Maybe i need those answers, maybe i don't.
But all i know is that for now, from where i stand and from the angle i view things..
Future just doesn't look good.
~~☆ A LITTLE SOMETHING ☆~~
It's amazing how a little something can touch your soul.
What did it take to pull me out of the dark?
A random something?
A random decison?
A simple someone?
An unexpected conversation?
Yes. Just a random simple little thing..
It all lies on how you perceive things..
How you take hold of them and
How you make little things be the flowers of your garden.
In my darkest hour,
I was not really expecting someone to barge into my world.
All seemed so common and desperate..
I could have handled it any other way.
But i guess i realised all isn't lost after all..
And a little something... a little squeeze..
That's all I needed to feel those butterflies of inspiration ag...
Tik Tok Tik Tok It goes.
I'm watching at the clock
Just thinking if us
And i don't know why i'm lost.
Tik Tok Tik Tok it goes.
Futur seems so vast.
Uncertainty, insecurity take all the place.
But i still have faith in us.
Don't ask me why i do.
Why i hold on when it seems you're gone.
Why i can't force myself to just forget.
Why i can't pass on my feelings to another one.
I can't answer.
Dear Love, all i know is that my feelings for you are strong.
That even though there are obstacles in our path, there must be a way.
Because all that is meant to be will always find a way!
If we are to be, we WILL find our place in this world.
We will be us.
Accomplishing all our plans and dreams tog...
... ~It's like you've set me free
You've open my eyes and now i see~ ...
Some things are just not worth the fight.
But be a fighter, in the way that you don't think you've lost just because you've given up.
Because no, you did not give up.
You just moved on
Focusing on what is best.
Cause this short life is not worth the negative things, right?
You don't have to push away people to live so...
Just be nice..
~Be pure at heart~
The path to that is a long one.
But at least, you kno...
Sometimes, she just felt like being alone.
Alone with her thoughts.
Alone with her troubles.
Alone facing it all.
For the one and only simple reason,
She believed no one understood her.
Everyone would tell her,
"Don't worry, everything will be okay."
But still, she felt no one could feel
her pain,her loneliness, her sadness.....
Many were those who left saying,
"She's getting too weird.", "She changed.",
"She's just pretending", "Drama Queen.."
And many were those who left saying she was just rejecting ppl, so we should ignore her too...
But what did they know about how she felt?
What did they know about her unability to speak up her pain?
What did they know about how lonely she felt...
It's like i knew you before we met.
Can't explain. There's no name for it.
I'm saying words i've never said
And it's so easy because i see the real me.
As i am, you understand.
That's more than i've ever known.
To hear your voice above the noise,
I know i'm not alone~ ♡
Life is hard. But what can we do?
Our daily routine is to live and support everything.
Even if there are difficulties, obstacles, breakdowns, our duty is to persevere.
And even if it is against our will..
We have to live...
Life is made so...
There's nothing we can we do.. ♡
"Oh, what a shame... What a rainy ending given to a perfect day. "
We were so perfect. So happy. So brightly shining. What happened? Where is the old us?
Where is our forever and always? Our infinity and beyond.....
I guess it just had to end and i guess it was our fate to move apart...
I guess we just have to live without each other now...
But above all, i thank you for the blissful moments we had. For i can't deny that we were happy.
I had the time of my life and i owe it all to you. Thank you.