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Dumb Dizzy Daisy

PO# 373842
United States
United States
I am just another lost soul looking for answers on who I am or at least find where I belong in this life. I am in love with my best friend.
September 5, 2017
 

Sorry to be so distant, but mixed feelings are stirring around in the pot. Gotta love when you are in the middle of a flood naked & eating ice cream. Surprised? Not really when you try to see outside the pot as the cook is telling you that it’s crap… crap no matter how well you spice it up… crap no matter what color you make it… CRAP CRAP CRAP! It’s up to you after that to decide if you want to eat crap or get off your butt & cook up something else. Hatefulness will only get you stuck in the dark alone…
ALL ALONE! Unexpected things seems to happen when you least expect, but in the end… yeah the two standing are the two that learned from their past. Back off with that drama crap… sure hate se...

MEAN GIRLS
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April 12, 2017
Tifton, United States

I allowed someone to get in my head & made me start thinking... I lost what made me happy cause I let someone get in my head. I do not want to let him go!

KISS A PRINCE
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March 14, 2015
 

Well damn he finally walks in here and hands me some money... bout fucking time! I am now faced with WTF... $10.00! REALLY! I am blown away at the petty bit of a joke, but if I say something about the amount I will be held as ungrateful, but ungrateful is what he is & sad that he doesn't see it! I do EVERYTHING & do not ask for hardly anything for myself & when I do... I usually don't get it or I feel grief if I do get it! I hate feeling this way & I guess once again he will whittle that small amount from me in no freaking time. Worthless & used is all I am!

THE LOVE MY KICKS STAMP
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March 6, 2015
 

When am I gonna finally feel that warm fuzzy feeling of being more than a doormat? Not a kind word, kiss nor a hug and then I am suppose to believe that it's not me. The coldness is freezing me to death, but your not upset with me at all... seems that way & I promise if anyone else was here or paid any mind to how you are being towards me I am pretty freaking sure they would think just about as I am thinking. If this is all I am ever gonna be worth then why keep doing it everyday. I am so sick of living! yeah whatever y'all want to think, but the truth of it all is that I have been unwanted my whole entire life. How could God allow life to be this painful! why can't I just give my life to som...

WORD ART
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February 21, 2015
 

It's almost like I am not suppose to have anything that brings a smile to my face. I can not tell you the last thing I fully enjoyed... fully as in taken each & every bite of what I have or have been given. It's like an unwritten rule that I can not save something for another time, but in fact that if I do not gobble what ever the fuck I have to bring me some kind of happiness in food & sadder that even my hidden snacks are invaded as well as well taken from me. even if it clearly upsets me that my snacks are taken... not replaced but taken! Barely have food in the house... not cause we are poor, but cause the man of the house is to busy playing with his big boy toys! then time runs out or he...

LIBERTY
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February 21, 2015
 

I have tried to keep my head up, but when someone you love puts you down & makes you feel as if your not even worth a though... it gets really hard.
The moment in time where it feels as if your drowning... maybe drowning would be best in my case. I pray for death! I try so hard but yet fail. No matter how hard I try... I just fall on my face & he still doesn't notice nor care. Just here

LIPSTICK
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October 21, 2013
 

My two cent worth...
I am sorry that God didn't send you you instructions on how to use your brain & close your legs, but I do believe common sense was given. I am sorry that you feel as if everyone is talking about you & that you would be important enough to even think about after your actions. Do you honestly think that I would let you back in after your lies? Do you think I want to take any more time up with you, for you or anyone around you? Your needs went out the door when you did as you did & no matter what you say or do... MIND MY IS SET 100% ABOUT YOU NOW! I truly wish you the best in life & pray that God knows what he is doing giving you another chance... hope you do not screw it up...

ORIGINAL
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October 21, 2013
 

My two cent worth...
It's sad that when the only thing folks can toss in my face is that my A.M. raised my 3 oldest kids. I know they feel as if that makes me feel bad & it use to until I realized that I did the right thing for them. My oldest never went without & they wasn't moved from place to place. They never went hungry nor did they go a day without what they needed... plus some. Yall do not know my story nor have you walked in my shoes, but you toss it up in my face as if I am the worse mother that walked.
SOOOOOOOO...
If you want to know how I feel about the ones that have toss it up like their mother of the year...
I personally think you moving your kid/ kids a 1/2 dozen times or yo...

LETTRS FUCHSIA
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October 14, 2013
 

My two cent worth...
1st off I question it cause just like you... your talking about MY child! As far as feeling a way about you... after your actions I'm not sure how I feel about you, but I sat here as you have played games with Bently's other half of family as well lied to keep him from going ... so I am very clear how you can be. Shame on you for acting as you have & how you are acting now! My opinion is just that & the faster you learn that... the better off you will be in life. Your right... I am NOT comfortable knowing you may or may not be pregnant with my son's child... which would make it my grand child... notice I did not call the baby "IT" as you did when we last spoke. As far as ...

LOVE LETTER
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October 7, 2013
Sycamore, United States

My two cent worth...
Sorry to be so distant, but mixed feelings are stirring around in the pot frown emoticon Gotta love when you are in the middle of a flood naked & eating ice cream. Surprised? Not really when you try to see outside the pot as the cook is telling you that it's crap... crap no matter how well you spice it up... crap no matter what color you make it... CRAP CRAP CRAP! It's up to you after that to decide if you want to eat crap or get off your butt & cook up something else. Hatefulness will only get you stuck in the dark alone...
ALL ALONE! Unexpected things seems to happen when you least expect, but in the end... yeah the two standing are the two that learned from their past...

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September 28, 2013
 

My two cent worth...
It never seems to amaze me how shallow minded some can be in their faith to God. When church doors open they flock in like good birds, but yet they do not fly out with much more than them just preaching to others as if they actually walk in God's path as they truly should be doing. God doesn't look at them as a saint doing good when they walk out to repeat the same things over & over again, but yet back in each week for the same forgiveness as the week before. I watch as some of the biggest sinners walk out of church as well as walking in, but everyone seems to turn a blind eye to their flaws of everyday life. I listen as they preach how others should be doing this & they...

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September 27, 2013
 

My two cent worth...
I can not bring myself to show my feelings even though it may seem as if I am heartless, but the truth is I honestly do not know what to say nor how to act. I do not want to hurt anyone, but yet I feel even more broken on the inside than you might think. I know that it may be easy for some to just forget the past or either forgive with a blind heart, but it's just not that easy for me. I have taken the time to type out a letter, but as far as sending it... well I just couldn't bring myself to go that far. I know time is running out & closure will be something I will never get, but I have thought long & hard about it. Can have the same person bring me down for a 3rd time i...

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September 15, 2013
 

My two cent worth...
There is not one soul in this world that is perfect. Everyone has a voice no matter how small they are & their single voice maybe the only thing that can save them or someone else. No matter where someone has been nor where they may end up for their last breath; they have the right to change & believe in something bigger than them. Not everyone will follow, but you can rest assure that someone will notice no matter how small it may be. A smile can brighten a day quicker than the sun to some folks & a single eye to eye contact telling them you believe in them can be the savior in someones life. No matter how crazy you may sound when you call someone in the middle of the ni...

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September 13, 2013
 

My two cent worth...
Yall may have your own opinion on me & that's fine cause most likely I have one about you as well. That may be why some feel the need to message me & ask are you talking about me on your status, but just cause the shoe fit doesn't actually mean it was just for you. I guess folks fail to realize there are no names mentioned in my status for a reason & usually has nothing to do with me nor anyone close to me, but random stuff just pops up in my head or maybe I am chit chatting with someone & one is posted just to see who belongs in those shoes, BUT usually they are just thoughts I feel I want to share with others.
Folks fail to understand that not everything is about them,...

ORIGINAL
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September 13, 2013
 

My two cent worth...
Love is a funny thing & it's even more funnier to watch folks think they can make someone love them. You can not make love happen... it just happens. Love is something you feel without a warning nor a claim ticket. You do not find love either... it has a way of finding you & most likely at the weirdest times in your life. You do not have to work hard as hell at love cause it comes natural in life. Love has trust & with trust anything can happen!
Now with that typed out in black & white here... cheating is something that will not happen if it is true love you are in & not just lust. Cheating is for the weak that want their cake & eat it too. Cheating is the easy way out w...

KISS
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September 12, 2013
 

My two cent worth...
It's hard being a parent, but being a step parent / spouse in some sense is really is hard. Actually it's a nightmare to love a child & know that they do not feel the same about you. It's hard wiping tears from someone else child cause their heart is broken over something you can not change, but yet you feel the need to love that child even more. You watch as you see where their little heart is & no matter how much you try to comfort that child... they push you away cause your not their mother nor their father... your just the person that is around cause the other parent isn't at the time. Sorry, but once again as a grown-up you shove the feelings like that down cause you...

ORIGINAL
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September 2, 2013
 

My two cent worth...
Cancer is a terrible thing, but I feel torn between the feelings I have for one person & a person I would give my actually life for. I know I should feel really bad, but I have the memories for the rest of my life of the crap this person put me through & sad thing is that I do truly feel bad that this person is literally dying as I type my post. I am considered dead cause I do not know how to comfort this person about a person that treated me VERY wrong... not to mention the unspeakable facts of the persons actions in the past. A past that has not faded in my head nor heart. I think I have swallowed enough from that person & their screwed up family, but still 19 yrs later...

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February 11, 2015
Sycamore, United States

Life and love are like the changing of the leaves during the midst of change of season. We experience the change of colors within the fallen leaves, thinking its gone and fallen without solid ground. But as the season comes the next year around, new beauty within emotion which the tree blooms, brings back the bold and blissful colors of life and heart that entwine within the branches of love and spirit.

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September 2, 2013
 

My two cent worth...
Friends come in all shapes, sizes & for different reasons, but know that just because their're there when they need to be doesn't mean that they are always there for the right reasons. We put trust into something we believe will be forever, but doesn't mean that is true. You may think your best friend will always be there & true in yalls friendship, but you know what... that is not always true either. You may think that your friend will actually be true to you, but in fact she may be lurking behind your back. Your friend might be lurking into your shoes as son as you walk out the room. Your friend may be taking your friendship & using it to get what is actually yours. You...

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August 25, 2013
 

My two cent worth...
Amazing how thoughtless some folks can be, but after making excuses for so long for them... that crap gets to the point where you just say yeah right & okay! I sit back looking & watching as they do all this stuff, but I understand how tired you are cause you have worked all day. Looks like your having a blast, but I understand that your head is pounding & your just gonna go to bed. I understand that you have an excuse for every single thing, but I still hope your safe while having your fun.
NO! No I do not understand really!
Know what I see? I see that when you give up the parting in life... some friends stay & grow with you as some will be held back & party every chan...

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August 24, 2013
 

Even though it puzzles me how a chicken can crap & in the dead center top there is a white dot... that white dot is just as much as crap as the bottom & surrounding crap of that white crap. I have wonder why it happens & even how it happens, but all I know is that it happens every time!

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August 23, 2013
 

My two cent worth...
Some of yall know me personally... such as the grown up me, some just know me from my past & then there are the ones that have watched me grow into me. I love me & the way I see it... if you can not except me & my many personalities; then maybe you should see your way off my page. I have no shame in putting my two cent worth in nor am I racist, but some may read my crap & wonder. Let me make it clear... just cause I put crap on my status doesn't always mean it is about me nor my own, but they know if the shoe fits. Nigger is something I use & before you go jump in about racist crap... KNOW HOW IT IS USED! I do not see color, but I do see actions & if you know anything... ...

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June 24, 2013
 

My two cent worth...
I have found that it is best to keep to myself these days, but I guess most folks go thinking wild things about you & rumors start. WOW wish life was that exciting!
You know if I was to start talking I sure would stick to the truth... I would tell things that can be proven & know folks would rather keep hidden in their closet. I would tell about just how real you really are... SOOOO when you talk about me... get your facts straight & your ducks in a row. Next time something comes back my way that you have lied about... I WILL SMEAR ALL YOUR TRUTH! I have no shame in my past cause that is what it is...MY PAST... next time you feel the need to call me something from my past...

LOVE LETTER
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June 24, 2013
 

My two cent worth...
I hate fake folks that hid behind lies they have created in their own mind. I love hearing the wild life I lead in these folks head, but in real life... I am nothing like you may think. I stay home unless I ride to town to get something for the house. I tend to my family & their needs before my own. I play on a fake farm just so I do not cuss dim dots out for just being DUMB! I go out my way to make folks happy & make sure I help who needs to be help within reason.
Now with that said...
I AM NOT NOR EVER HAVE BEEN A CRACKHEAD OR WHORE! I use to smoke WEED NOT CRACK! (USE TO is key here) I do not bother anyone nor do I go out my way to actually start crap, but I am also n...

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June 18, 2013
 

My two cent worth...
I have come to realize that life is something most just seem to coast through without a single thought or care for others. It's almost like folks think you owe them something & funny thing is I only owe a handful of folks for help they have given me when I truly needed help. Now as far as everyone else that I do not personal owe something to needs to realize that all I need is a little respect & understanding, but that seems to be the two things nobody seems to get. Seems that I get to do everything as you get to play around pretending as others are actually doing. How far do you think it will get you if you continue to live life as you are living it?
On a different note....

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July 11, 2013
 

My two cent worth...
I have always been a good secret keeper & even kept secrets for folks that I am not friends with anymore, but today is the start of a new belief in life. KARMA is now about to start receiving my help a lot more now. I have tried my hardest to stay out of others business & keep my mouth shut, but now knowing that I may be brought into someone else drama... well screw that! I am telling everyone that knows me & tries to start crap my way... I AM GONNA BRING YOU DOWN ALL THE WAY!!!! I know about stuff that could screw you up a lot more than you will me & now I am at the point that I am gonna show you just how hateful & cold heart I can truly be to a person. I am not gonna ho...

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